delayed love

Chapter 44 Am I Your Dog?
Lin Xi lied.

In the past few years abroad, she can hardly think of anything to be happy about.

Even when I got the qualification for the direct blog, or when I got the offer and won the game, I didn't seem to be as happy as I imagined.

If I have to say one thing, it is hearing recovery.

But that happiness was only temporary.

She's getting better, but it doesn't seem like she's getting better.Her soul was trapped in the year before going abroad, and when she went abroad, she was left with a numb body and a step-by-step life.

In recent years, the only happy event worthy of her repeated recollection was that year's New Year's Eve. When she finished her review, Qin Yu took two infield tickets of her favorite singers and took her to listen to them. a concert-

Yes, listen.

She remembers very clearly that the doctor told Qin Yu that her hearing had been declining, and she could still hear some subtle sounds at first, but she didn't expect the situation to get worse.

That is to say, she is a half-deaf and half-mute person, and it won't be long before she really can't hear anything anymore.

Before that, everyone reassured her that her hearing loss was only temporary, and it would not take long for her to recover.So when she overheard their conversation, it was undoubtedly a bolt from the blue for her.

She was obviously supposed to be happy that day, and she thought about going to watch the fireworks with Qin Yu at night.

It was their first New Year's Eve alone.

But after she came out of the hospital, she didn't want to do anything, and she went back to the original point.

Qin Yu noticed her depressed mood and patted her head. "Why are you unhappy again?"

She raised her eyes, then retracted them, without giving him any response.

Immediately afterwards, he did not know where to take out two tickets and handed them to her: "Go to the concert?"

It is a VIP seat.

is her favorite band.

Her eyes turned red immediately, she didn't like to cry, and she obviously didn't want to cry, but the tears couldn't stop flowing.

He knew why she was crying, and he, who had always been taciturn, said a lot of words of comfort.

"I promise, Xixi will get better."

That day, she refused many times, but in the end she was taken away by him and flew to the other side of the motherland to attend the concert.

It's just that when she entered the arena, she stubbornly took off her hearing aid, trying to prove to him that she really couldn't hear anything without the hearing aid.

There were buzzing in her ears, and she could only vaguely hear the restlessness coming from a distance, like a drum beating, constantly beating on her eardrums, making her uneasy.

But when she saw his eyes that could easily make people indulge in it, her heart gradually settled down, and the boat sailing in the turbulent waves finally docked in her own harbor.

After an unknown amount of time, the venue changed to a different song, which was also her favorite.

Looking at the lyrics on the screen: "I can't hear my persistence, I keep dancing..."

She subconsciously clenched his sleeves tightly, and her wet palms wrinkled his suit.

It was also at this moment that he clasped her hand and forcibly slid his bony fingers into hers.When she was stunned, he exerted a little force on his hand and pulled her into his arms.

She lay on his chest, clinging to his coat tightly.

Rhythmic drums sounded in my ears, dull and powerful, overshadowing all the music in the venue at that moment, and it was clear to my ears.

She looked up helplessly, and the stage lights flickered, reflecting on the man's face flickering, making her unable to see the expression on his face clearly for a while.

Until he leaned down, black shattered hair brushed her cheeks, warm breath fell on her ears, and an intermittent voice sounded: "Lin Xi, did you hear that?"

She didn't understand.

It was only after the concert was over that she realized on the way back that what she heard earlier was not drumbeats at all.

That night, apart from his words, the only sound she heard clearly was his uncontrolled heartbeat just like hers.

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"Just be happy."

The male voice close at hand pulled her back from her thoughts, Lin Xi blinked, and the emotions in her eyes faintly showed signs of collapsing.

Qin Yu seemed very satisfied with the answer he heard, and repeated in a murmur: "It's as long as Xixi is happy."

Lin Xi's eyes suddenly turned sour, his lips twitched, and he repeated several times before making a sound: "What if you're not happy?"

"What if Xixi is not happy in the past few years abroad?"

She was unhappy.

No one knows how she got here all these years.

No, Qin Yu knows.

"You know that, right? You know she wasn't happy at all during that time, right?"

After asking, she kindly answered for him: "Qin Yu, you have always known."

The man lowered his head, and his profile looked very lonely. After hearing her words clearly, he shook his head lightly.

"sorry."

"..."

Time passed slowly, and suddenly Lin Xi stood up and squatted down in front of him.

With her hands on his lap, she raised her head slightly and looked at him.

"Qin Yu." The voice was gentle and soft, calling him softly.

He was startled, and subconsciously raised his numb hand on his lap, as if returning to the countless intimate moments in the past, caressing her face with pity, and gradually fell into the illusion of her obedience at the moment.

"Third brother."

The tenderness in front of her eyes was like an old dream, completely shattered by her sudden "Third Brother".

He had a hunch that after she said this title, what she would say next would definitely not be a good word.He lowered his head towards her like crazy, trying to stop...

But it was still too late, "Third brother, am I a pet you keep?"

Qin Yu's pupils trembled, and he stopped abruptly.

He looked at her and smiled, which was so dazzling that his heart ached.

Lin Xi lay on his lap, really like an obedient pet, "If you like it, wave your hand, if you don't like it, let me go. Third brother, am I a dog you raised?"

After so many years, her smile is still as harmless and innocent as before, and she really has the ability to make people crazy.Of course, if she doesn't speak—

In just a moment, Qin Yu's eyes turned red from the stimulation, "Lin Xi, who taught you to say such things?"

His voice was trembling, and he asked almost through gritted teeth.

"My parents left early, and my brother was not around. Didn't you teach me what I know now?"

"How is it? Third brother, are you satisfied?"

Lin Xi's every word was like a double-edged sword. When it pierced into him, even she herself was bruised all over.

Qin Yu was having a hard time, and she wasn't much better either.

But for some reason, she still feels a sense of pleasure in her heart now.

She wants to see him lose control, wants to see him go crazy.

Why is she the only one who is not calm?
Why is he?

"Say it again." Qin Yu tortured herself, forcing her to repeat what she just said.

Lin Xi didn't know what he wanted to hear, so he simply picked the most ruthless sentence, "Qin Yu, I was raised by you..."

Before he finished speaking, the shadows in front of his eyes fell, covering the only light source above his head.Qin Yu lowered his head and bit her lip hard.

(End of this chapter)