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Chapter 66 Grasping Fate
Seeing that Zheng Zhe didn't speak, Li Mengling withdrew her arms and stood where she was.

"Mengling, that's not what I meant, and you're good at studying too..."

"I can't study well!" Li Mengling interrupted him angrily, "I'm just a bad student, a bastard!"

"Mengling, you were fine just now, why do you suddenly look like a different person?" Zheng Zhe leaned over and joked with a smile, "I don't know, I thought you had a split personality. When you were just out of school, you were so mature. How gentle, but now you look at you, like a child, your temper is too violent, right?"

These words were stepping on Li Mengling's minefield, she yelled, "Get lost! You can go to whoever is mature and gentle! I don't want to see you again!"

"Mengling, I...I didn't mean that."

"Get out!!!" Li Mengling yelled at the top of her lungs, and all the passers-by looked this way.

Zheng Zhe didn't know where he had offended her. He originally wanted to make an appointment with her to study hard together, and the two of them would be together when they went to college. He even deliberately wore the clothes he thought were the most handsome today, but he didn't expect to mess up. up.

At this time, Li Mengling looked at him with disgust in his eyes. He had no choice but to leave helplessly under the eyes of passers-by around him.

After Zheng Zhe walked away, Li Mengling's tense nerves seemed to relax suddenly. She let out a long sigh of relief, and then sat on the side of the road.

"Mengling, what's wrong with you? He didn't know that I was controlling your body before, and he thought it was you who said that..." In her mind, Fang Xiaoling made a puzzled voice, "It looks like it's about to succeed Ah, the fact that he came to wait for you after school today means that your forceful kiss on him worked, and he obviously misses you and likes you."

"These are not important." Li Mengling looked at the fallen leaves and dust blown by the wind on the side of the road, and murmured, "I'm sorry Miss Xiaoling, I can't be with Zheng Zhe."

"Why?"

"Actually, if I really wanted to be with him, I would have told him as early as in the first shift." Li Mengling pinched her fingers and said awkwardly, "It's because I don't want to fall in love with him. I watch him every day." I feel restless looking at him, so I feel very upset and don't want to study hard."

"But don't you like him? Otherwise, I wouldn't cross over to you!"

"Just because I like him!" Li Mengling struggled for a long time, and said, "I can't delay him, falling in love will definitely affect his homework, I originally wanted to go on like this regardless of everything, but today he himself brought it up , how could I deliberately ignore this?"

"Meng Ling, Zheng Zhe didn't mean that..."

"But what right do I have to destroy someone else's life?" Li Mengling said firmly, "I don't care what he means, but I remembered, I can't just be with him like this, if his grades drop because of me , I will never feel at ease for the rest of my life!"

"Then you should study hard too. You can work hard with him. Both of you can get into a good university. Isn't that better?"

"I have a hunch that if this continues, he will definitely be hurt." Li Mengling shook her head slowly, "Yesterday he was very active in kissing, he didn't look like him at all, and... today he didn't even wear a school uniform, You don't know how disciplined he was before, and now he's changed."

"So? Are you going to watch him get further and further away from you?"

"That's pretty good too..." Li Mengling murmured, "Supporting him silently like this, watching him from a distance, if there is a real destiny, maybe we will have a chance to be together in the future."

"It's not good at all!" Fang Xiaoling quickly replied, "If you just stare at him from a distance like this, after a long time, you will gradually disappear from his world, and one day, you will see him When hugging other women, you will be very heartbroken and regretful, and you will think, if you had more courage and self-confidence, maybe you would not have the opportunity to see such a situation...

What fate are you waiting for?I waited for several years, until Roland attached to me to help me express my heart, and the two of them really had the opportunity to come together.You and Zheng Zhe were assigned to the same class right after the beginning of school, isn't that considered fate?Just like when I was in college, I was in the same class with him, even if we were in the same place during the internship, these are real fate...

But I dare not cherish this fate. I am worried about the future just like you are now. What can I wait for?If Roland hadn't transmigrated to me, I'm afraid this fate would have disappeared like that. God has given us too long, too long time to express our love, hasn't it? "

Li Mengling lowered her head and thought for a long time, but said in a tangled voice, "Then I can't just waste his life for the sake of owning it, right?"

"What's the matter with the delay? How do you know whether he would prefer to live in a mansion or be with you in the future? What's more, there are many things that can seduce and disturb him, right? Do movies count? Do games count? ?Even if you are so far away from him, can you guarantee that no other girls will like him in the future? Do you think those girls will be as concerned about his future as you are? Instead of letting others delay him, it is better for you and him Together, at least you will encourage him to learn and correct him not to go astray, right? This is also to escort his way forward in life."

Li Mengling was stunned, wondering why she hadn't thought of this before, "Okay...it seems to make sense."

"Do you know what is the most important thing?" Fang Xiaoling's tone became firmer, "The most important thing is, you are sure that you love him, you love him very much, right? In this case, he and a favorite It's better to be with him than to be with Jiang Tong... I mean, it's better than being with a bad woman who wants to use him in the future?!"

"Yes!" Li Mengling stood up suddenly, "You're right, Sister Xiaoling, I love him, that's why I want to protect him by his side, otherwise he can easily be given by other bad girls by his own will." It's off the mark!"

"That's right." Fang Xiaoling seemed to finally breathe a sigh of relief, but then became nervous again, "What are you doing so fast? Looking at the car, where are you going?!"

"I'm going to find him!"

"He's gone home, let's talk about it at school tomorrow?"

"No!" Li Mengling crossed the road with cars passing by, "I can't wait for a moment, so I have to go to him now to clarify! You are right, sister Xiaoling, I want to grasp the fate that God gave me, You must not let it slip away!"

(End of this chapter)