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Chapter 19 My World
Fang Xiaoling was lying on the bed, tossing and turning, unable to fall asleep. The light in the living room came out from the crack of the door. It was her mother waiting for her husband who hadn't come home yet.

She could vaguely hear her mother muttering alone, "Why can't I get through the phone? What time is it? Where did you go?"

Suddenly, Fang Xiaoling felt a great pain. She clutched her chest, and there was a strong resistance in her lungs, which made it difficult for her to breathe.

For some reason, she was angry with a feeling of pity in her heart, and it was this kind of pity that made her not want to make any resistance to the sad emotion.

Tears silently soaked the pillowcase, she turned over and lay on her back, staring blankly at the wall of the ceiling, in the not completely dark darkness, letting this emotion spread out in her heart.

In the trance of completely emptying herself, she seemed to feel that the darkness in front of her eyes was not a whole piece, but composed of countless extremely tiny black spots. She knew that all this was not an illusion, so she immediately got up and got out of bed, and opened the door. Room lights.

At first, there was nothing abnormal. After the retina adapted to the light, everything in the room became clear and bright. However, Fang Xiaoling was surprised to find that when she only focused on a certain object or wall, she could see countless Points of light filled the air, and looking carefully, those lights were colored, and they were not a plane, but filled the air in the entire space, densely packed next to each other. When she realized this, she began to Understand, it is not these dots that fill the air, but these countless dots make up the air.

She remembered what she learned in middle school physics class, water is composed of countless water molecules, and she guessed that what she saw were air molecules.She focused all her attention on a certain point, that tiny point of light that was absolutely invisible to the normal naked eye, became more and more obvious to her eyes, and transformed the absorbed light into colorful light.

This is so amazing, she couldn't help stretching out her hand, wanting to touch the light spot with her fingertips, but the moment she touched it, the light spot suddenly produced a strong gravitational force, sucking her entire arm Entering it, like a black hole in the universe, Fang Xiaoling didn't even have a chance to pull back, and the whole person was sucked into a completely dark space.

It's very quiet here, and she can't even hear the sound of heartbeat and breathing. Although she can't see anything except the darkness, she can feel that this place is huge, as vast as a universe without any planets, or even the slightest dust.

Fang Xiaoling thought, "It would be great if there was light."

Thus, there is light.

Centered on Fang Xiaoling's location, the light quickly dissipated the surrounding darkness until the end could not be seen at all.

A vast expanse of whiteness, still can't see anything clearly.Fang Xiaoling could feel the intensity of the light, like countless searchlights shining on her eyeballs at the same time. She wanted to close her eyes, but couldn't.But when she wanted to make the surroundings less bright, the luminosity instantly decreased.

She seems to be able to control everything in this infinite space, but she cannot control herself.

Just when she was wondering where she was, she suddenly saw the room at home again, and she was still in the same place, as if nothing had happened just now.

She wanted to scratch her head with her fingers, but was surprised to find that she had no hands to control.A strong sense of fear instantly surrounded her, and only then did she truly realize that her legs had also disappeared, and everything had disappeared, leaving only consciousness.

At this time, Fang Xiaoling felt as if she did not exist, but she did exist as a non-entity.

Just when she was confused, she suddenly found herself moving and pacing back and forth in the room. She couldn't control herself and could only be forced to accept the image seen by her retina. She saw a hand open the door, and then saw Seeing my mother sitting on the sofa and constantly dialing a number, even though she couldn't get through every time, my mother still kept dialing.

"Mom, I'm home."

Fang Xiaoling wasn't talking, but her voice seemed to come from all directions, and then the voice said again: "Don't wait for my dad, he will never come back."

These words hit the point that mother feared the most, Fang Xiaoling saw her mother standing up suddenly, and greeted her with a slap in the face.

She felt the pain on her face, but she couldn't feel where her face was. It was a very strange feeling, and it was difficult to describe it clearly in words.

At this moment, my mother's cell phone rang. It was an unfamiliar number. She tremblingly tapped the answer button. After a few simple inquiries, she began to question the other party constantly, and then she stayed where she was, saying No more words.

Time seemed to stand still. Fang Xiaoling saw her mother standing there motionless for a long time, and finally collapsed on the ground, wailing in grief.

It wasn't until she seemed to pass out and lay on the ground convulsing for a while that the broken mother choked up and said, "Xiaoling, your dad...he..."

The screen suddenly turned 180 degrees, and quickly moved to the kitchen. One hand took out a bone-chopping knife from the knife holder. Fang Xiaoling felt a sore muscle, as if the knife was indeed in her hand, but But she couldn't feel the existence of the whole hand.

Seeing this, the mother cried, "Mengling, what are you doing with the knife? I beg you, don't scare mom, I can't take any more blows..."

"Mom, I know who the murderer is, and I want revenge!"

Women are inherently weak, but mothers are strong.Hearing what Li Mengling said, the mother thought her daughter couldn't bear the blow, so she quickly wiped her tears and said, "Listen to me, Mengling, the police staff told me just now that the taxi your father took when he came home was on the way. There was a car accident."

"Mom, it's really hard to explain all this, but you believe me, the tragedy in our family was all caused by Roland, and she was the chief culprit who killed my father!"

Hearing this, Fang Xiaoling finally understood who was speaking at this time. During the whole process, she had similar conjectures, but she thought that if Li Mengling's soul was controlling her body, then Fang Xiaoling's own soul Naturally, it should also return to the real body.

But obviously, everything was not as simple as she thought. At this time, Fang Xiaoling was trapped in a certain place in the state of a soul.As for where this place is, even though she doesn't want to guess like this, she has to suspect that this is where Li Mengli's soul has been for the past two days.

Now, the control of the soul over the body has been exchanged.No matter what Li Mengli did, Fang Xiaoling could only watch helplessly, unable to make any effective intervention.

"Maybe watching a VR movie is like this." Fang Xiaoling just had this thought, when the picture in front of her suddenly switched to the previous white color, and a huge VR device fell from the sky, which was the latest model she imagined just now. All the accessories imaginable next appeared in this white space without landing.

"These are all things I dreamed of before. Could it be that in this space, I can get what I want?" Fang Xiaoling felt very pleasantly surprised, and murmured, "Can I really use it to watch movies? Unfortunately, I don't have it." Hand, how do you get this?"

Suddenly, a hand appeared in the space, suspended in the white space, looking very strange.

Fang Xiaoling was as pleasantly surprised as if she had discovered a new world. She quickly thought: I want a head, I want a body, I want legs, I want to become a human being with a body...

Everything happened as she thought, she was suspended in the white space, the VR device was in front of her eyes, she reached out to reach it, but her arm was not long enough, she swam her body like swimming, but still It has not moved forward from its original position.

"There must be ground!"

An imaginary infinitely vast grassland appeared, but Fang Xiaoling was still suspended in mid-air.

"Uh...lack of gravity?"

Suddenly, she began to fall at a very high speed, and fell heavily on the ground. The VR suit also fell to the ground with a "bang".

"Phew—it's amazing. It should be painful for a normal person to fall from such a height, right?" As soon as she thought about the pain, she felt severe pain in her body.

"It doesn't hurt, it doesn't hurt, it doesn't hurt when you fall!" She kept repeating, as if she wanted to deceive herself, but in the end she really didn't feel much pain.

Fang Xiaoling stood up, looked up at the vast expanse of whiteness, and murmured, "The sky is pink."

The pink sky is like an oil painting painted with a brush, which is what Fang Xiaoling imagined.

"My God..." Fang Xiaoling was both shocked and excited, "Everything here is based on my will. I am the creator of this world. This is my world..."

She walked towards the VR equipment step by step, "That is to say, I can watch any movie I want, and I can still experience the feeling of being there."

"That's right!" She stopped suddenly, and slapped her forehead as if remembering something, "Now is not the time to study VR movies! I need to know what's going on with Li Mengling!"

The moment she finished speaking, she returned to Li Mengling's perspective, and saw the buildings and scattered pedestrians on the street outside the car window quickly retreating.

"Master driver, please drive faster." Li Mengling's tone was calm.

In this state, Fang Xiaoling has no body, only the consciousness of the soul, but she still feels the cold bone-chopping knife in her arms.

Li Mengling's eyes focused on the car window, she looked at herself reflected in the window, tried to smile as if she was rehearsing, and kept repeating a sentence, "Hello Roland, I'm Fang Xiaoling."

After saying it a dozen times, she adjusted her tone again, "Sister, I'm Xiaoling."

Just when Fang Xiaoling felt terrified after thinking carefully, and finally realized what the other party wanted to do, the other party's eyes suddenly became cold, looking at the looming face in the glass window, as if looking at another person.

Even without any explanation, Fang Xiaoling knew that Li Mengling was talking to her at this time, "Just wait and watch the show, I know where Roland's home is."

(End of this chapter)