From the beginning of the film and television drama Special Forces

Chapter 39 Personal Family
Xiwa left, leaving extremely painful, leaving with resentment towards Pian Dashan.

When the training was over and everyone was busy with housework, Lu Nan moved Maza to sit on it and read the novels he left behind.Then suddenly discovered something, the protagonist in it seemed to be living the same life as Xiwa before joining the army.

Xiwa uses novels to escape real life and chooses to join the army, just because the lines in the novel reveal in every way that joining the army is a new starting point in life.Xiwa came here to find a new starting point in life, to escape the impact of the real society on him, and to refuse to follow the fellow villagers who went south to migrant workers, for the new starting point mentioned in the novel.

What he didn't expect was that this place was also an extremely realistic place, but he could bear such a reality, but he lost to the self from the previous starting point and the past that he had discarded.

Through Xiwa, Lu Nan found a person he was very familiar with, that is, his squad leader, Lao Zhao. Because Lao Zhao was not educated enough, even if he had meritorious service, he was not worthy of promotion, and he did not pass the military academy exam, so he embarked on a new career. starting point.

Before leaving, Xiwa took advantage of everyone's training and secretly wrote a letter to Xiaozhuang, most of which were words of encouragement.

Xiwa's handwriting is excellent, every stroke is correct, and she is definitely not the kind of person who studies perfunctorily.

"Anan." Xiaozhuang hid the envelope under the quilt.

"Ok?"

Xiao Zhuang said depressedly: "What are we doing here, anyway, I don't feel that there is a bigger meaning."

At this time, Lao Pao and Chen Pai walked in side by side, Lu Nan put down the novel in his hand, stood up and saluted the two.

"Hello platoon leader, hello squad leader!"

Chen Pai nodded and waved his hands to signal Lu Nan to put down his arms: "Are you retreating again?"

"Chen Pai."

Xiaozhuang was puzzled and said, "What's the point of our coming here? Now that even Xiwa, who is the most aspiring to become a special soldier, has left, it's just a joke for us people who are still here with the mentality of giving it a try."

"Lu Nan." Chen Pai said.

Lu Nanli straightened his body: "Here!"

Chen Pai patted Lu Nan on the shoulder: "Xiaozhuang, this is your good brother. Lu Nan, you seem to join the army with Xiaozhuang and Xiwa, right?"

"Yes!"

Chen Pai patiently helped Xiao Zhuang to untangle his knot: "For the fact that he had no choice but to withdraw from the training and selection, Xiao Lu will not be less uncomfortable than you. The squad leader, comrades, and Xiwa who participated in the training and selection with him have no choice but to leave. You feel that you are more qualified to complain than Xiaolu, he has always insisted, for his company, his squad leader, and his honor."

"Don't those who leave, don't they have honor?"

"Xiao Zhuang!" Chen Pai said seriously: "You are still like a child. You may not understand why now, but one day you will understand why we came here."

Xiao Zhuang said dejectedly: "Why is Xiwa the one who was eliminated instead of me?"

"Lu Nan."

"To!"

Chen Pai looked at Lu Nan and asked, "Why do you still stay here after being so targeted by veterans?"

"report!"

Lu Nan said loudly: "I want to prove one thing. The soldiers they brought out should be the best soldiers in the entire military region. The loss of the old squad leader Zhao, the helplessness of the squad leader Xu Ping, and the regret of the squad leader Liu Yun. The company has come here, and I have seen too many difficulties.

This does not mean that I have become numb, but I feel that I should cherish the present more.In the class, I was a recruit protected by them, but I understand one thing, even if I return to the original company now, the familiar people will not stay where they are, and the squad leaders in my memory have already left. "

After listening, Xiao Zhuang leaned against the iron frame bed for a long time without saying a word.

Yes, even if we go back now, the familiar Chen Pai and old Pao squad leader are here, how disappointed Miao Lian will be if he treats him like a younger brother.These are unacceptable realities for Xiao Zhuang, and he is still indulging in the happy memories of the past.

Compared with the elimination of his comrades, what makes Xiaozhuang even more difficult to accept is the insult to the trainees by the special forces, which is an insult to life and an insult to the self-esteem of every ordinary soldier.

While Xiaozhuang was silent, Chen Pai and Lao Pao took their military caps from the bed.

Before leaving, Chen Pai pulled Lu Nan out of the dormitory, and whispered a few words:

"Xiao Lu, you are an open-minded person, and you want to help Xiao Zhuang unravel. We all look at him from the perspective of brother Xiao Zhuang. You and him are the same age and have a common language."

Lu Nan nodded at attention: "Yes, I will release him."

"sorry to bother you."

"Helping comrades in arms is the right thing to do."

Chen Pai patted Lu Nan's arm and nodded in approval of Lu Nan.

"By the way, platoon leader, is your waist okay?"

Lu Nan said hesitantly: "I saw you clutching your waist several times, is your waist okay?"

"Ah?" Chen Pai smiled and comforted: "Very good, thank you for your concern."

"Go and see if you are sick, don't drag it into a serious illness."

"Okay." Chen Pai turned around and waved his hands.

After a while, Lu Nan walked into the dormitory and found that Xiaozhuang was in a daze with the novel Xiwa gave him.

"Where's Sichun?" Lu Nan took the novel angrily.

Without Chen Pai and Lao Pao, Xiao Zhuang behaved very casually when facing Lu Nan.

"A'nan, don't you feel that your self-esteem has been trampled too much by them?"

Lu Nan raised his eyebrows: "Excessive? When you meet someone who wants to buy your own sister for 500 yuan and send it to marry a fool with Down syndrome in his 30s, you will know what it means to trample on your self-esteem."

"Anan..." Xiao Zhuang was stunned, looking at Lu Nan in a daze.

Sitting on the ponytail, Lu Nan casually flipped through the novels, and said to himself, "Country people have no education, my sister is smart and beautiful, people think that a child born of such a woman will definitely neutralize the genes, at least A fool will not be born.

Since my sister was in the sixth grade of elementary school, someone proposed marriage and harassed my sister after school from time to time.The second uncle said that my sister must go to school and pay for my sister's tuition.I asked my second uncle to teach me martial arts, just because I was afraid that someone would bully my sister.Then my second uncle fell ill and had no money for my sister to go to school, so it was his comrade-in-arms who chipped in to help my sister study.

Zhuang!Self-esteem is worth a few dollars to me, and I'll sell it to you. "

Xiao Zhuang looked at Lu Nan in surprise. He had never heard Lu Nan talk about family affairs to him. He only knew that Lu Nan's family was in trouble, and sending him to finish high school was already at the end of his strength.

"How is your sister now?"

Lu Nan said proudly: "University study, do you have time to subsidize some money and food?"

"Yes, how much do you want?" Xiao Zhuang said without hesitation.

"cut."

Lu Nan waved his hand: "Whoever wants your money, brother, I am a soldier alone, and the whole family is honored. The head of the conscription will apply for a loan after knowing the difficulties, and you don't need to pay for it. Just say that you really have the heart, and go out and treat your buddies when you have time." It can also be discounted.”

There was a smile on Xiaozhuang's face: "Fuck you, it's better to feed you than a military dog."

"Ah~~~, so now that the world is getting worse and people's hearts are not old, where did your bodhisattva heart go?"

"Feed the dog."

Lu Nan shook his head: "Forget it, buddy, I don't want to get anything from you in my life."

"Hey hey!"

Stretching out his finger, Xiao Zhuang teased: "The army is called brothers and sisters, Anan, you need to deepen your ideological work!"

"Who did you learn from? It's eloquent."

"Didn't you notice that such a big teacher was standing in front of me?"

"Ah, fuck your uncle."

(End of this chapter)