I really don't want to be a magical girl anymore

Chapter 99 【】Miracle

For Zuo Cang, he always had to face a choice.

The first of the three philosophical questions.

who am I?
I'm me, or something else.

Self-examination is not something everyone can do. If you are not careful, you will go astray, and finally come up with the ultimate answer that I killed myself.

For ordinary people, this problem is simply that they are full and have nothing to do.

People around you will definitely say something.

Why do you always care about your three stupid philosophical questions?
However, for the magical girl Cang Yan, this issue is very important, even more important than changing to a new fat on the first day of the new year.

Self-cultivation.

People who don't do it for themselves will be punished by heaven and earth.

Many people often understand the "for" in this as their own, but in fact this is quite different from the original sentence.

For, cultivation.

Cultivation is never just a material practice, it is more about cultivating the mind and body.

No matter how powerful the hardware is, it's useless if the software can't keep up.

This includes self-affirmation.

Stick to your heart.

To prevent losing oneself, being swallowed up by various desires, and placing one's own position above the rules and order when the strength is getting stronger and stronger.

If there is a mentality that treats human life as a series of numbers, it means that it is very dangerous.

So a question arises from this.

Can you stick to your heart.

The curse that the dragon slayer will eventually become a dragon is always around everyone who pursues power.

Zuo Cang has witnessed with his own eyes that kind-hearted people take everything for granted without realizing it, and eventually go astray step by step.

So I'm very sensitive to this.

Cang Yan's power, Cang Yan's dream, and Cang Yan's light are all too illusory, leaving Zuo Cang himself with no sense of reality.

He didn't understand why he had no evil thoughts after his transformation.

Obviously, he himself is very clear that he is not a saint with no distracting thoughts at all. He will cry, laugh, be deflated, complain, have normal physiological reactions, and sometimes even have unreasonable malicious and dark thoughts.

But when Zuo Cang transforms and engages in fierce battles, this instinctive desire is wiped out. All he thinks and wants in his heart is to save the world and save the people. His love is boundless, and he tries his best to share his light with others. .

A total Madonna.

Beautiful, powerful and dazzling.

This was the first reaction of everyone who saw the magical girl Cang Yan.

That kind of inexplicable charm will make those who see it involuntarily believe, agree and admire.

Therefore, Zuo Cang often thinks, is this really me?

Am I becoming less like myself?
In order to prevent the self from being assimilated, Zuo Cang cut himself apart.

who am I?
Zuo Cang, 25 years old, is just an ordinary social animal. Although his parents passed away early, there is still a sister who I love and who loves me by my side.

This is Zuo Cang's own answer.

Then this posture is just the form obtained after his transformation, not his own body at all, and Cang Yan has never been Zuo Cang, but just a shell called a magical girl.

This is Zuo Cang's thinking all the time, he divided Zuo Cang and Cang Yan into two existences, not to disturb each other, not to interfere with each other.

Perhaps, this can also explain why Zuo Cang has an awkward spiritual obsession with magical girls.

In fact, Zuo Cang has always been unwilling to admit one thing, he knew that it was purely his own sentimentality, Zuo Cang and Cang Yan were originally one person.

However, today's situation forced Zuo Cang to make this choice.

He needs to accept all of himself and make himself whole.

Light and shadow blend together.

Humans complete.

In the center of Xinmu City, the giant magic circle is already in danger, and the crimson energy is rampant and eroding.

Alessi, who was exhausted, turned into light spots flying all over the sky. Alessi got the ending she deserved, and her soul was extinguished.

It was difficult for Feite to regain his composure for a while.

For Cang Yan, today is definitely not a day worth celebrating.

Too many people died, and there was too much commotion.

Alice's death doesn't mean the incident is over.

Feite will get the punishment he deserves, and so will Titania.

Cang Yan knows that the current situation is not optimistic, the common enemy has been destroyed, and the next step is to fight a civil war.

but……

Before Cang Yan could take the initiative to speak, Hong Feng on the side had already started screaming loudly.

"Mingyue! Mingyue, what's wrong with you?!"

The crimson abyss of madness is pacing out from the starry sky of the universe, they are eroding reality, and they are inducing magical girls to step into destruction.

This is Alice's punishment for tearing the sky to find the truth.

"My body is so uncomfortable..."

Mingyue knelt on her knees with a pained expression.

Mingyue, who was the weakest, was the first to be the victim.

It was difficult for her to suppress the malice in her body.

Ferocious rampage.

Finally, under the erosion of the abyss, the red moon descended, and its appearance brought great pressure.

As a symbol of destruction, it contains indescribable power in every gesture.

Crazy destructive waves spread from its body.

It just stood motionless in the air, the surrounding buildings were all corroded into residues, the ground and roads were all turned upside down, exposing the soil to the air, black and green spots appeared on the wet soil, and it was spreading rapidly, The entire land seemed to be poisoned, and the whistling wind in the air was like the screams of the world.

The rows of fresh trees planted on both sides of the road, without exception, have all turned into substances similar to mud, all life is passing away, the vibrant world is coming to an end, more destruction is being destroyed, disaster is coming, until it all comes to nothing.

After Hongyue appeared, Feite's mental state was also not quite right. She clutched her chest and also knelt down on the ground.

"Sure enough, the cursed beasts in your body are implanted, and you are all chosen artificial humans."

Titania could draw her own conclusions.

There was an undisguised distaste for spell beasts in the words.

In her opinion, Cang Yan, Ming Yue and Tian Ting are magical girls who should not exist.

They are monsters like natural disasters to human civilization.

"The four magical girls who master the power of the sealed card are disasters. Then, let me kill you and end your pain."

Speaking, Titania mentioned that the spirit of nature wanted to take the initiative to attack.

She swiped all the digital cards from square 2 to square 10, no longer fooling around, and exerted all her strength.

Even in the face of Titania who was coming straight towards him, the indescribable red moon cursed beast still let out a weird giggle, unmoved, but its body began to shake constantly, swinging up and down along an irregular range , Actions cannot be judged by common sense, only whether it still retains the rationality it deserves.

Titania's attack had already hit the Red Moon cursed beast, and she was thrown up and down by a rapid series of blows. Her body was twisted weirdly, her upper body turned 180 degrees, and her left leg was stretched across her neck. It was tied to the right arm again, and the whole body was kneaded like plasticine, and it no longer had the low-level feeling of pain.

The red moon cursed beast was still laughing, a creepy laugh.

"Hey hey hey... ahahaha..."

The funny laugh made people's eardrums hurt.

And amidst the laughter, Cang Yan also began to have a resonance effect.

The body trembled in response to each other.

The black sun within me sings loudly.

Fight, wrestle, fight, kill, torture, and devour each other.

In the eyes of Hei Ri, the other party is the most delicious tonic, a delicacy that no one can resist.

Fight and keep fighting until one side falls.

The instinct deep in my heart was extremely excited, my body was trembling unnaturally, black mist appeared inside the pure white heart in my body, and blended with each other, the pure milky white holy light gradually turned into a miserable black black.

Even Cang Yan couldn't suppress the desire overflowing in his heart, his expression was extremely painful and distorted, and his five sense organs were all crowded together.

Cang Yan could feel Hongyue's hot and cold eyes.

The Red Moon Magic Beast is the card 0 of the plum blossom system, and it is also one of the candidates for the joker.

From the beginning to the end, it has been staring at itself, and its eyes have never shifted. The reason why it does not fight back is very simple. It dismisses Titania, and the only enemy in its eyes is Hei Ri.

It was just waiting for the moment when Cang Yan lost his mind and could no longer fight instinct.

Cang Yan also knew very well what would happen if she lost her mind.

Nothing more than the birth of the Black Sun, the two sides launched a decisive battle.

There will be no survivors after the endgame.

In the regular game process, the third round of the game is a deadly battle between the red and black card agents in charge of 26 cards each.

Alice repeatedly emphasized that Feite should remember the word Joker.

Does that mean that the final battle of the third round is a decisive battle between the black and red Jokers. Either side will win, and the two will merge into one and absorb all the cards. I am afraid that there will be no one in the world who can defeat it again. exists.

Cang Yan doesn't want her sister to have an accident, even if according to the rules of the game, they will eventually have a battle.

The heavy burden on his shoulders is warning Cang Yan that he must persevere, and no matter what happens, he must not release the black sun.

"I am the last hope..."

Cang Yan gritted his teeth and said, with blood gurgling from the corners of his mouth. In order to forcefully suppress the impulse of desire, the forces circulating in his body collided with each other, and with almost irreconcilable contradictions, they fought into a ball, and the battlefield was within Cang Yan's body.

Under the action of the power of the abyss, the black sun has gained an unimaginable increase, and it is resisting.

With a puff, an extremely slight sound resounded from within Cang Yan's body, which symbolized that the heart was unable to resist the impact and was broken into pieces of flesh.

The blood circulation lost its starting point, and a large stream of blood poured into Cang Yan's throat.

The blood spurted out two or three meters away.

The pale Cang Yan could only rely on self-healing to repair the broken heart, he wiped the blood from his mouth, and said slowly: "Mingyue...I will make you change back..."

His voice was weak, but his eyes were bright and firm.

Like a world-destroying demon king, Hongyue began to announce her existence to the world.

Its roar set off a blizzard of frost, turning the surrounding buildings and ground into white.

Biting cold.

The temperature was so cold that people's legs trembled, and they could no longer stand upright.

It was even more difficult for Feite to control his desire to fight.

There was a strong wind.

The card 0 Dusky Star, one of the Black Joker reserves, was also released.

Red Moon and Dusky Star echo each other from afar.

The two top magic beasts were roaring at each other. They were eternal enemies and the most direct competitors.

There is only one black Joker.

Life and death must be separated.

The conflict between the two cursed beasts exceeded Cang Yan's imagination, and after the appearance of the demon waving strange wings, he went straight to the red moon.

Red Moon, Dusky Star and Titania have already become a mess.

"Next, it seems that I can't participate in the battle. I saw your performance. Persuasion should be your strong point."

Thinking of this, Hong Feng spread her hands, and she said, "You can't say, let me become a cursed beast."

[No, you are not afraid of death, I am still afraid of death.I'm just a poor letter Q. 】

The letter Q is just talking cowardly, facing this level of battle, she really can't help much.

She can only give all support except support.

Hong Feng's sarcastic remarks made Cang Yan's headache even worse, why did she feel that she would only die in a [-]v[-]?

Persuasion is not so easy to persuade.

Of course Hong Feng also knew this, so she pointed to the red-type Holy Stone Seed card floating in mid-air.

Now it's a civil war between black-type sealed beasts. If Cangyan can use the power of the holy stone seed, it shouldn't be difficult to stop these two runaway cursed beasts.

However, Alice's death also seemed to prove one thing, the human body simply cannot carry the power of the Holy Stone Seed.

This is suicidal.

Seeing that the battle situation is getting more and more intense, Cang Yan understands that this is no longer the time to think slowly.

She is the magical girl Cang Yan, and she is also Zuo Cang, no matter if she is a brother or a senior, she must be able to do it.

"It's about to go, Rising Sun Spear."

Cang Yan ran forward desperately.

She turned the Seed of the Holy Stone into a brightly colored red crystal card and swiped the Rising Sun Spear vigorously.

"Third-order transformation!"

Magic and light draw circles around the self.

Multiple rotating magic circles appeared at Cang Yan's feet.

She will use herself as a cage to wrap and purify Mingyue, which has become a red moon, and Tianting, which has become a dark star.

"I'll save everyone."

This is Cang Yan's belief at the moment.

Cang Yan's idea is very simple.

If it is said that these two people became cursed beasts because of the temptation of negative emotions, then can I become the most extreme incarnation of the power of light, and can I neutralize the negative emotions in their hearts?
In the operation to eliminate the cursed beast, Cang Yan is willing to turn into a blade and use herself to save others.

Cang Yan is willing to try, to believe...

Miracle.

There should be miracles in the world.

If there are no miracles in the world, then I will become a miracle itself.

The road of light that appeared in front of Cang Yan.

That's a step up to the gods.

The light that burns itself is dazzling.

People can't see.

The dazzling beam of light temporarily blinds the eye.

Wait until everyone opens their eyes again.

A huge ball of light appeared in midair, like a second sun appearing in the sky.

It wrapped up the two runaway cursed beasts, and swayed gentle light to the earth.

"This... is crazy!"

Seeing this scene, Titania immediately understood what Cang Yan wanted to do.

The magical girl Cang Yan abandoned her body and turned into the ultimate light, just wanting to share the pain of the two.

"I never thought about what to do if I don't succeed?!"

The red sun rises to the sky, scorches the earth, and tears the darkness.

After a moment.

The crimson energy that eroded the world dissipated, the torn sky healed again, and even the giant magic circle that sealed the entire space was already crumbling.

Titania's eyes widened, it was hard to believe that the current situation was accomplished by one person.

"Miracle……"

The golden light burst out, and the dark malice in everyone's hearts was dispelled a lot, and the letter Q hiding in Hong Feng's body couldn't help but let out a scream.

【This is too high...】

The dazzling light gradually dimmed.

Mingyue and Tianting, who had been transformed into cursed beasts, woke up one after another. They held their heads, unable to understand the feeling that their thinking had been distorted before.

"What the hell is going on, why did I forcefully run away again."

Feite shook her head and stood up. She always felt that something was wrong with her body.

"Cang Yan."

Feite looked up at the young figure in mid-air, who had turned into a bright sun, and there was a knowing smile on the corner of her mouth.

With Cang Yan here, she can bring hope, light, and miracles.

until.

The young white figure suddenly became weak and fell from the sky.

In everyone's shocked eyes, the flames wrapped around Cang Yan's body disappeared, the magic power dissipated, and she gradually returned to a human form.

It was an ordinary...

White-haired male.

　The first half has come to an end, rest for a few days, and start coding the second half of the plot.Come up with a new mode, Magical Girl's Holy Grail War.

　　
　
(End of this chapter)