I really don't want to be a magical girl anymore

Chapter 93 【】Nine Stars

Zuo Yue is now getting used to the environment in the hospital more and more.

The hospital is like your own home. Every time you live in it, you have a new feeling. The doctors are nice to speak. It is impossible to stay out of the hospital for a long time. You have to come back every now and then, so that you can be called healthy.

Although Zuo Yue himself felt that these words were somewhat black and humorous.

But now, she really can only have fun while suffering.

Zuo Yue's body recovered faster and faster, even if she was seriously injured, she would be fine if she lay down for more than half an hour.

This non-human self-healing ability made Zuo Yue feel a little scared.

Although she does not regret mastering the ability of etherization, turning her magical girl's body into a pure magical body.

However, when Zuo Yue realized that the magical girl was also a kind of cursed beast, she was a pure biological weapon.

A question popped up in Zuo Yue's heart.

In my own eyes, what exactly is a magical girl?
The young Zuo Yue came to the fork in the road that she must go through in her life, which is also the threshold for her to become stronger.

The tragic situation of the Flower Witch on the other side made Zuo Yue feel sick and nauseated. Even now, when she thinks about it now, she feels like throwing up a little bit.

The first time I killed someone...

Cang Yan vaccinated Zuo Yue in advance, and Zuo Yue had already developed a certain psychological resistance. In order to stop the enemy, killing a strong enemy is inevitable, but everyone understands this kind of truth. When this incident happened around him, who could not change his face, like killing an ant on the side of the road?

Magical girls are sincere and kind, but also young and immature.

Adults need to muster up a lot of courage when they choose to kill, let alone a 12-year-old junior high school student?
At this moment, Zuo Yue personally realized the weight of the words "Magic Girl".

She is not a character who feels lost and wants to stop.

Zuo Yue just felt that she suddenly couldn't figure out something.

This world is clearly divided, black and white are obvious.

Just like one plus one equals two in a math problem, why don't people think so of such a simple and easy-to-understand truth.

Or is it so difficult that one plus one equals two?
Powerful people say that one plus one equals three in some cases, so a group of people chimed in and started saying one plus one equals three.

Some people also say that the one in front is a pitiful one with deep hatred and deep hatred. It is actually only 1.5, but it is rounded up to one, so one plus one equals [-].

Some people deliberately confuse this concept, and some people just pretend to be ignorant and ignorant, acting as the mouthpiece of others.

But to break the sky, one plus one is just equal to two, nothing more.

The most frightening thing is that Zuo Yue found that she was also led astray by those strange fallacies.

For a long time, Zuo Yue's attitude towards magical girls and cursed beasts was the same as when he discovered that some villains were actively bullying and blackmailing others.

My own choice can be to help the person being bullied, or to help the villain, or to walk by, or to help stop the fight and say that you should apologize to each other when you fight.

It seems that there are many choices, but in fact there are only two choices. The last three choices can be classified as - helping villains.

Because when the strong bully the weak, the natural development result is that the strong win and the weak die.

Unless this result can be changed by directly adding most of the help to the weak, any "point to the end" approach will not change the result of the strong winning the weak and dying. The strong achieve their goals and the weak suffer disaster.

Therefore, there has always been only one way of magical girls.Destroy the cursed beasts to save mankind.

It's impossible to say that both humans and cursed beasts are wrong. You should shake hands and make peace, each fight [-] big boards, apologize to each other, and come up with a classic and muddy attitude, right?
Or the cursed beast is parasitic in the human body. What to say, it is only at the seed stage and is only absorbing nutrients in your body. It has not blossomed and fruited and threatens your life. You should be considerate and let the cursed beast grow up safely.

After all, it wasn't a cursed beast born maliciously by you, so why did it parasitize you?
The life of the cursed beast is also life.

Fallacy.

One plus one equals two, and the magical girl should destroy the cursed beast.

Why is such a simple question so complicated?
It is precisely because Zuo Yue has such an upright, persistent, and inflexible personality that she is so sad when encountering problems that subvert her outlook on life.

Perhaps, to this world, I am the alien.

Is there a lot of things that don't need to be divided into right and wrong?

The more this is the case, the more Zuo Yue misses his elder brother, and he will definitely answer the confusion in his heart.

Zuo Yue is not a hot-blooded idiot, she doesn't need to think too much, she can just yell, whatever mess, just do it.

The hearts of adolescent girls are complex and delicate, sometimes thinking too much will only make them feel lost.

Near noon, Zuo Yue woke up from the ward of the ESO base, and there were no doctors or nurses by his side.

The current base has become a mess, with a serious shortage of manpower, and the situation in Xinmu City is extremely bad. One person can't wait to break into three people to use it.

Zuo Yue sat up from the hospital bed with a disappointed expression. She instinctively wanted to call out for Miyou, but a picture of Miyou being pierced by a stone pillar flashed before her eyes. Miyou was attacked and killed by Senior Titania.

This made Zuo Yue even more depressed.

In these days, Zuo Yue didn't seem to have laughed. The more and more powerful enemies and the more and more chaotic situation are forcing Zuo Yue to grow up. She should be serious and serious.

It was precisely because of what Zuo Yue experienced personally that she had a question.

What is a magical girl to me, and should a magical girl look like this?

Although Zuo Yue didn't have an answer yet, she felt that there was definitely something wrong with this matter.

"Hey, why is your expression so twisted, your little face is not cute anymore."

The door of the ward was pushed open.

Zuo Yue turned her head and looked.

"Sister Hongfeng."

Hong Feng, holding a blond doll in her arms, strode in. After coming out of Alice's laboratory, Hong Feng rushed to the ESO base immediately, and went straight to Zuo Yue's ward.

Because judging from the drawings found in the laboratory, the core of the giant promotion magic circle is four giant cards. Only by destroying those cards that are close to the kilometer can the magic circle be destroyed, so this requires the power of Club A, Although Hongfeng really didn't want Zuo Yue to have any accidents, under the current situation, Zuo Yue could only go to the battlefield.

Hong Feng already knows what Zuo Yue experienced, and she can probably guess Zuo Yue's current situation. The Bianhua Witch was eliminated, Zuo Yue killed someone for the first time, and even the Red Moon Curse Beast in her body may wake up. pass.

Therefore, Hongfeng understood that it was her turn to play at this time.

Seeing Zuo Yue sitting on the bed in a daze and falling into grief, Hong Feng blurted out some sense of déjà vu, "Why are you carved out of the same mold as you... and your senior Cang Yan. It's just twisted like this. Look away, I It’s still the same sentence, you should eat and drink, and don’t take things to heart.”

In a moment of carelessness, the word "your brother" was about to come out of Hong Feng's mouth, but fortunately Hong Feng responded in time.

Hong Feng felt that she was a bit of a spiritual mentor, and the brothers and sisters of the Zuo family asked her to enlighten them one by one.

Of course, Hong Feng is also willing to do so.

After all, in Hongfeng's view, Cangyan and Mingyue, who were transformed by the Zuo family brothers and sisters, have a common problem. They are indeed strong, kind, kind, responsible and other good qualities, but they lack only one thing - fireworks. gas.

Among them, Cang Yan is the most serious. She is like a hero in a fairy tale, the Virgin Mary in the Bible, or an idealist. She is indeed great and respectable. Sex, but that kind of immortality is hard to get close to.

People live in the world and are trapped by the seven emotions and six desires.

In the same way, vulgar things like eating and drinking Lazard prove that people are people.

What do you do if you know so many principles, can you eat, or make money?
Not only is it useless, on the contrary, it will only increase troubles.

"So, what are you worrying about. Come on, have a smile. After laughing, we have to go to work overtime. There is no harm in letting you experience the life of a social animal in advance."

Hong Feng intentionally made a funny expression, winking, trying to make Zuo Yue laugh, and then she brought the magic doll Fefit in front of Zuo Yue.

"If you're really going to be angry, just beat Fett up. Anyway, this guy is basically responsible for these messes."

Fefit is struggling and still making cute noises.

"F...Fett...Fett!"

At this time, Zuo Yue's attention was attracted by this strange doll, looking at the surging thunder in Fei Feite's hand.

Sweat slowly dripped from Zuo Yue's forehead.

"Ah, this thing is a little dangerous..."

"Hmph, how dare you resist. I just like roses with thorns. The more I can't get them, the more I want them!"

Hong Feng hugged Fei Feite in her arms, and ruaed hard with both hands.

"This cutie was born to be eaten by its mother."

The funny scene made Zuo Yue chuckle.

"Sister Hongfeng, why are you acting like a strange aunt?"

Soon, Zuo Yue cheered up, she knew that she couldn't be decadent anymore, the mission was not over, and the battle was still going on.

Get out of bed.

Zuo Yue said to Hong Feng: "I've almost had a rest, give me a task."

"Hey? Is it really all right?"

Seeing Zuo Yue's brazen appearance, Hong Feng showed a worried expression instead. She couldn't bear it. This silly child was kept in the dark for an invisible and intangible goal. In the life and death struggle of the cursed beast.

Hong Feng felt that she was not only a senior, but also a superior, and also a sister.

"You must have a lot to ask me. I can answer most of your questions. Even including how your brother and I met..."

While talking, Hongfeng saw Zuo Yue shaking her head, she was smiling slightly, "I don't want to ask. My brother must have his reasons if he doesn't say it. When the time comes, I will understand everything."

Previously, Zuo Yue must have wondered whether Cang Yan and Zuo Cang were alone.

However, it doesn't matter now.

What if you know?Do I want to cry and make noise like a child, why didn't my brother tell me in advance?

Some things, some tacit understanding, are well known but do not take the initiative to break through.

It is best to pretend not to be clear about some things, so that the relationship will not be more awkward.

Although Zuo Yue really wants to rely on her brother, she doesn't want to be his brother's shadow anymore. She wants to walk the path she wants to take. She wants to know what a magical girl is to her. What others say is just someone else's after all. Feeling, Zuo Yue wanted to find her own answer, despite the bleak future and many difficulties, Zuo Yue still embarked on this road.

Ever since she made up her mind to become a magical girl, ever since she swore an oath at the grave of Senior White Pigeon.

Zuo Yue already knew that there was no turning back.

She will wipe out all the cursed beasts from the root, and bring the world back on track, even if it is herself.

This made Hongfeng sigh and shook her head, not knowing what to say.

Sensible children are even more distressing.

Time flies by.

After Hongfeng sent Fefit to the warehouse of the ESO base, he and Zuoyue were ready to go to the urban area of ​​Xinmu City.

Hong Feng personally escorted Zuo Yue to the battlefield in a military armored vehicle.

The hungry Zuo Yue ate a few compressed energy bars on the road, which can be regarded as replenishing the loss of body functions.

During this process, Hongfeng made countless calls and received countless calls. The chaos in Xinmu City must be handled carefully by Hongfeng. She is the main person in charge of this case, and she carries the entire Xinmu City on her shoulders. safety of the citizens of the city.

Therefore, rather than rushing into battle, it is more important for Hongfeng to sit in the center and conduct overall command.

When the incident just happened, Hongfeng started shaking people, and the matter has gotten out of control, and the old men need to send someone over.

It's been a long time now with no response.

Hong Feng thought that she had fallen out of favor, and that the entire Xinmu City would be treated as an outcast.

Until a huge shadow covered the sky.

Hongfeng, who was driving the armored vehicle, looked seriously. At an altitude of one thousand meters above the ground, a super-giant transport spaceship with a wingspan of nearly 200 meters appeared. The black non-reflective metal shell absorbed the reflection of energy and sound waves. The roar of the engine was almost inaudible, and the red hot stream sprayed out, providing the spaceship with the power to suspend.

Hongfeng knew that this was a heavy-duty strategic transport aircraft that Dayan had just commissioned into the army in recent years.

Yun [-], codenamed [Night Owl].

Large load, fast speed, long cruising, low noise and excellent performance, the fuselage over 200 meters can fly at a speed of nearly [-] meters at an altitude of nearly [-] meters. It still has a flight distance of nearly [-] kilometers when fully loaded, which is one of Dayan's most incredible technological creations in recent years.

It is second only to the experimental shuttle [Ether Light] that can cruise in outer space at forty times the speed of sound.

Ye Xiao's oversized size also brought some troubles.

Only a few cities have runways where it can land.

However, at the beginning of the night owl's design, it was positioned as a strategic transport aircraft. It didn't need to land. With its stealth ability, it could directly break through the enemy's defense line and drop a heavy army behind the enemy.

Hongfeng saw with his own eyes unmanned smart tanks descending from the sky. The disposable parachute automatically left the body when it was tens of meters above the ground. The tanks emitted tail flames and flew into the distance.

After landing steadily, he immediately supported Xinmu City in the battle against the beast horde.

The versatile smart tank, the size of a small car, can help with basic tasks.

At least it can reduce many unnecessary casualties.

Ye Xiao launched more than a dozen tanks at once to join the battle.

The second Night Owl followed closely behind and flew into the disaster-stricken area of ​​Xinmu City from another direction.

This reveals a signal.

Hong Feng slapped the steering wheel excitedly: "The old man has too much face, he actually turned all the Nine Stars that belong directly to the military over."

This frightened Zuo Yue in the passenger seat. She was showing off the energy bar and quickly pointed to the bad road ahead, screaming: "Pit! Pitch! There is a pit ahead!"

(End of this chapter)