I really don't want to be a magical girl anymore

Chapter 90【】I must wake you up

For Cang Yan, facing a strong enemy is commonplace.

All along, Cang Yan has always faced challenges with a positive and optimistic attitude. In her opinion, there are no difficult things in the world, as long as she works hard, she will be rewarded sooner or later.

However, as we grow older, step into the society, and gradually increase our life experience, this enthusiasm is wiped out and this enthusiasm is shattered.

Efforts that don't pay off are the norm.

Difficulties that exceed the upper limit of personal handling are the norm.

Fight level ten monsters at level one, and fight the final boss at level ten. In reality, no matter how fast you level up, you can only accept this kind of jumping growth rate.

Cang Yan is only slightly better at fighting than ordinary magical girls, and she is not invincible.

Facing the endless tide of beasts, it was impossible for her to eliminate them all. If she added an SSS-level fusion J cursed beast, her chances of winning would plummet even more.

However, Cang Yan can't lose, she must win, even win a big win, otherwise a city will be destroyed, and her hometown will not grow under the bombardment of the final doomsday.

She wants to fight.

According to some information obtained by Hongfeng, the magic circle formed by the four steles has special properties. They connect reality and the Kingdom of Shadows, and are protected by rules. A large amount of magic power from the Kingdom of Shadows passes through the giant stone monuments. Flowing into the magic circle, the excessively exaggerated accumulation of magic power has made conventional attacks ineffective, and it needs to be attacked according to special rules. Simply put, four letter A card holders must attack at the same time to destroy it.

That's the problem.

The Ace of Spades, the magical girl Tianting, her life and death are unknown, and she has disappeared, leaving only some spare bodies without self-awareness.

Block A, the magic girl land spirit, whose identity is a mystery, may have to take the initiative to jump back, and even she is in the same group as Alice.

Plum Blossom A, the magical girl Mingyue, suffered a double blow both psychologically and physically.

Now the only one who can get here is Cang Yan, and the normal method of destroying the magic circle will not work.

Then Cang Yan had no choice but to think of other ways, such as a frontal assault, to bring Alice to justice, and then force her to disarm the magic circle.

To control violence with violence, you don't need to use your brain, just do it.

This is indeed simple and crude, but can it really be done?

Can Cang Yan fight so many cursed beasts alone?Can he deal with an SSS-level Fusion J alone?
The answer is naturally no.

The only fortunate thing is that the surrounding mana is full of mana, Cang Yan's mana recovery speed has been accelerated several times, and he can fight at full strength regardless of the loss of mana.

And the excessively dense magic power is also driving the rapid awakening of the things in Cang Yan's body.

Hei Ri's roar had already resounded in Cang Yan's mind.

It was laughing at Cang Yan's overreaching.

It will soon occupy Cang Yan's body and descend into the world again.

What exactly is the Black Sun?
After this period of exploration, Cang Yan has generally understood the relationship between the magical girl and the cursed beast.

A magical girl is essentially a cursed beast, condensed from the purest emotions of human beings, originating from the land of shadows, and also a part of her own consciousness, which is her own shadow. The difference from ordinary cursed beasts is that it constitutes power From the source, one is kind and the other is malicious.

The source of the specific difference comes from the contract between the magical girl and the queen of the country of shadows.

This contract makes the appearance of a certain cursed beast in the Kingdom of Shadows cute, and the heart becomes pure, and a magical girl who conforms to the public's aesthetics is born.

Therefore, to a certain extent, the magical girl herself will become a cursed beast, and etherification is the process of fusion of humans and cursed beasts. In the end, light and shadow are perfectly integrated, and the two are indistinguishable from each other. Zuo Cang and Cang Yan become one. people.

Under this major premise, then the shadow of Zuo Cang himself has become the magical girl Cang Yan, and he and Cang Yan are one in one, and their consciousnesses are fused together.

Then where does the black sun come from? It is definitely not an existence born from his own body. The way he gets along with it is closer to the red maple and the letter Q, which is a parasitic or symbiotic relationship.

Titania said that the sealed beast in the sealed card has a prototype.

Is the Black Sun one of the prototypes?

If the numbers of the sealed cards are one to thirteen, is there a number zero before the number one?
The number card 0 and the letter card Zero have the characteristics of both cards.

All of this is Cang Yan's own speculation, and there is no real evidence, but this can somewhat explain why the Black Sun Beast is so strong.

And, assuming it is true, does it mean that the magical girl who can hold the letter A card and transform has a card 0 of the same suit in her body?
It is growing by absorbing the emotions of the magical girls, and will eventually replace the existence of the magical girl herself?
So does this prove one thing, that her transformation, Mingyue's transformation, was premeditated.

Or in other words, appointed?

The Kingdom of Shadows has researched and decided to let Cang Yan be the magical girl of the peach type.

Even, the Black Sun appeared when Zuo Cang was 17 years old. Is this understandable that the theft of the Shadow Country can be pushed forward at least ten years, or even 20 years in advance? Rooted in Cang Yan's body, Cang Yan's fate is already doomed.

The more Cang Yan thinks about it, the more irritable she feels. Her efforts are not rewarded, and these negative emotions have deepened the power of the black sun. Since then, a vicious circle has been formed. Cang Yan can hardly restrain her instinctive impulse. To protect the city, she just wants to make a big fuss and destroy everything that is not satisfactory.

The shackles of reason can no longer restrain the beast of desire.

This directly caused Cang Yan to make the worst decision.

Black Sun went berserk, destroyed everything, and died under the final doomsday.

Under the deliberate influence of Hei Ri, Cang Yan's heart was filled with pessimistic and negative thoughts.

When Hong Feng said that she was coming as fast as she could, Cang Yan said that she didn't need help.

However, Hongfeng scolded her bloody through the communication device.

"What are you bastard talking to me?! Let the black sun come out? Throw the final doomsday! Then we have worked hard so far! What is it for! You bastard, don't make up your own mind!!! I don't want to force you, you Are you going to kick your nose in the face! Treat me as a useful tool?!! Fall into self-impression without authorization, and then decide everything without authorization! There is something wrong with your thinking! I must wake you up!!! You Wait for me! I'll be there right away, I must slap you twice to wake you up!!!"

Hong Feng's cursed voice came from the communication device.

The words were fierce and her voice trembled. She was also worried that something might happen to Cang Yan, and she was even more worried that Cang Yan would fight with a self-destructive mentality.

"Don't forget that you are the magical girl Cang Yan, you are everyone's sun..."

Cang Yan was moved by that sincere emotion.

"If even you are depressed, if even you are sacrificed, who can illuminate this land and illuminate us...so...don't think about your own death..."

Hong Feng's voice turned into a cry, she was suppressing her feelings, and she also clearly knew the helplessness in Cang Yan's heart.

How much she wished that she could rush to Cang Yan's side now.

No need for excessive action.

Just a hug.

Just a hug is fine.

"..."

In silence, Cang Yan replied.

"I am waiting for you."

People always have to support each other, even if a person does his best, what can he do?

Companion, friendship.

Isn't it the motivation for the magical girls to fight so far?

This swearing really woke up the depressed Cang Yan, and she knew that if she continued to be depressed like this, it was inevitable that the black sun would gain the upper hand.

What I have to do is to learn to control the black sun, even if it becomes a black sun, I can maintain my rationality, don't go berserk, and let the black sun be my help.

For this reason, Cang Yan hung up the communication device.

Her attention was focused on the burly figure jumping and galloping at high speed among the tall buildings.

That is the fusion J werewolf cursed beast.

The strength has reached the SSS level, exceeding the upper limit of Cang Yan's normal processing.

If it weren't for the fact that the werewolf cursed beast didn't have large-scale killing skills, it would be able to destroy the city alone.

Seeing that the shadow of the werewolf quickly became clear from a small fuzzy black spot, it was already close at hand in the blink of an eye, and every hair could be clearly seen.

Cang Yan's eyes narrowed slightly, and his pupils shrank suddenly.

He raised his gun to meet him.

"Crimson Destruction!"

The strongest magic cannon was fired first, and the magic power of the whole body was about to be poured into the Rising Sun Spear.

The red light broke through several magic barriers one after another, and precisely penetrated the werewolf's abdomen.

As a result, no injuries were left.

The power of Heart J Phoenix brings high recovery ability.

In less than a second, the wound on the werewolf's abdomen was perfectly healed, but the ability of the block J giant wolf has the characteristics of getting braver with each battle, and every injury and bleeding will increase the combat level of Fusion J.

After being attacked by Cang Yan's magic cannon, Fusion J's speed increased by [-]%.

The werewolf let out a roar that shook the sky, and rushed towards the magical girl Cang Yan, with sharp teeth in his mouth and claws piercing the air.

Lightning fast.

Cang Yan could feel the agitation of the magic power, so this attack could not be forcibly received.

At this time, Cang Yan instantly transformed into ether, turning her body into a scorching flame.

Fusion J waved his paw, and the special ability of Plum Blossom J jellyfish was activated, and the strange magic wave spread, and a building was blown into debris.

A few unlucky small magic beasts also died and went to the west.

There is no way, the attack has no eyes, and in reality there is no switch to prevent teammates from being hurt. When facing high-level battles, you can only stay away.

In the blink of an eye, Cang Yan made a judgment that his output limit could not exceed the werewolf's recovery limit, and the harder he fought, he could only stack a few more layers of buffs for them.

We should find a way to trap the werewolf so that it can't act independently.

Cang Yan thought of a card, the ten-eating nightmare of hearts.

In the face of the ultimate reckless man of Fusion J level, the conventional attack has failed, and the rest mainly depends on the rules and abilities of the special card.

But the question is, how resistant is Fusion J to hypnosis?
In case I don't grasp the timing well and someone becomes mentally immune, wouldn't it be a waste of the most precious opportunity?
The brain of the magical girl Cang Yan was running fast, and she made a decision in an instant.

Try the water first to find out the bottom line.

Cang Yan switched the fighting method, disassembled the mechanical spear in her hand, and the Rising Sun spear turned into a staff form. She abandoned the idea of ​​melee combat.

The fingers of the werewolf cursed beast were thicker than Cang Yan's thighs, and the difference in size brought about a difference in strength, which made Cang Yan realize that hand-to-hand combat was a dead end.

Fortunately, Cangyan has rich experience in both magic and martial arts. After years of fighting and the careful care of the magical girl Xuelian, she has learned a series of spells, and she is already considered a half-magic master.

With a flick of the staff, the magic power was hot, and she summoned bright flame elements.

The scorching heat wave hit, making the surrounding light blurred, and thousands of fire rains gathered in the sky.

The werewolf was trying to take the initiative to attack, and when Cang Yan mobilized her magic power to recite spells to charge the magic, she was also using her quick reflexes to avoid the attack.

In the end, the staff swung down vigorously, countless meteors fell one after another, and the sound of explosions came quickly, razing all the buildings within a kilometer radius to the ground.

Fusion J resisted the fire rain attack. It could feel that the attack was massive and not aimed at itself at all.

Very strange.

However, Fusion J was unable to think rationally, it just continued to attack instinctively.

It changed its attack direction, trying to surprise the magical girl's rear.

But Cang Yan responded with a smile. When the werewolf approached, the magic staff swung violently, and the fire waves rolled up the wind. Countless ruins of buildings on the ground flew in the air, and a powerful sandstorm rustled.

This makes the werewolf feel like he has been buried in the desert, making it extremely difficult.

Obstructed vision.

It had to rely on its own sense of smell and hearing to find the location of the magical girl in the sandstorm.

The energy of chaos flashed, and the werewolf turned around and rushed towards the magical girl, preparing to give her a fatal blow.

It attacked Cang Yan with steely claws.

But Cang Yan couldn't dodge in time, and was knocked hard and flew out.

The werewolf soared into the air, and continued to open those terrifying wolf claws to grab Cang Yan fiercely.

It fell heavily, intending to tear Cang Yan's belly open with its claws.

However, the magical girl Cang Yan was broken like a shadow, like a mirage and hallucination from the beginning.

The real Cang Yan has already flashed aside like a ghost, her figure is hidden in the flames and sandstorm, she turns around and casts magic, and continues to release a powerful fire tornado.

The flame elemental spirit rotated at high speed, and the tornado also rotated rapidly, rolling up the werewolf, making it lose its balance and attack ability.

The werewolf trapped by the tornado struggled, trying to break the shackles of the whirlpool with his claws and teeth.

At this time, the magical girl Cangyan has also judged one thing. The werewolf's physical resistance, magic resistance and recovery speed are all at the TOP0 level, but the disadvantage is that the mental resistance is not good, and it is easy to suffer Control skill limits.

Then.

Next up is walking the dog.

Cang Yan took out the Red Peach Ten Eater Dream Tapir from the card box, lowered her head and said to the card: "I saw your performance, don't let me lose the chain at a critical moment."

"It's quite fun, I said, do you want to add me?"

At this time, another person's voice suddenly sounded beside Cang Yan.

Cang Yan hurriedly looked back.

(End of this chapter)