I really don't want to be a magical girl anymore

Chapter 88【】Zero of Spades
Fate had a dream.

She dreamed that time was reversed, the world was reversed, and the whole picture was like a movie with the reverse button pressed.

The figures and voices were all distorted and blurred.

Instead, everything returned to darkness, leaving only a little flame flickering and burning.

That was Fate's fire of hope, something she never wanted to forget.

No matter how many times of reincarnation, no matter how many years have passed, the memories and feelings of these personal experiences will always remain in the depths of Feite's consciousness.

The flames flickered some light.

Fate saw the small, cute white figure.

It was in a barren forest, and the blood-stained flame lay in the wild grass.

What happened when the two had just joined [Nine Stars] as reserve members.

A wave of beasts came, and nine S-level magical girls were desperately fighting against the mother body of the wave of beasts, and the two young girls tried their best to participate in the frontal battle. The scale of the beast tide is unimaginable, and the strength of the cursed beasts is extremely exaggerated.

Cang Yan, flying in the sky, was directly shot down by the cursed beast, and fell into the abyss forest where no one lived.

This was the first time Feite had a strong mood swing, and she was so impressed that she might never forget it in her life.

At that time, Feite's heart was beating extremely fast, she was worried about Cang Yan's safety, and a little fear emerged in her heart.

She was afraid that Cang Yan would fall away.

Mother Alice always said that Feite, as an artificial life form, is her favorite daughter, so Feite should be perfect in everything, and at the same time, he should not have those weak emotions.

However, since joining the training base and getting to know the lively and cheerful white magic girl, Feite has gradually changed. She knows what is happy, what is sad, what is not reconciled, and what is sincerity.

After being beaten up several times by Cang Yan himself, Feite's temper improved, and she was no longer so arrogant and arrogant, and did not take everyone seriously.

In my heart, I no longer feel that I am a perfect existence, that I also have weaknesses, and that I also have shortcomings.

It is because of imperfection that man is man.

During a few years of being together day and night, the artificial life understands the value of life.

This kindness and beauty helped Fei Te condense a pure heart.

Feite became a real magical girl, not a man-made killing weapon.

If it is said that Alice's cultivation equipment gave Fett life, then several magical girls headed by Cang Yan gave Fett a soul.

Every time he sees Cang Yan laughing and approaching him, Fei Te will also show a smile in his heart.

It's just that Feite, who lacks common sense, doesn't understand what the throbbing in his heart is.

She only knew one thing, when she saw Cang Yan falling from the sky, her life and death were unknown.

My heart ached so badly that it almost stopped beating.

Feite's eyes widened, her expression was dull, she seemed to have never imagined the scene of Cang Yan leaving her side.

No matter how bright and dazzling the sun will eventually end.

until.

Until Feite didn't know why he left the battlefield on his own initiative and plunged into the dense jungle, desperately looking for Cang Yan.

Obviously Fate has always found that little white dwarf annoying, always making noises in his ears, and seems to have some violent tendencies, and thinks that Cang Yan, who can communicate with each other in battle, is definitely out of his mind.

The two often fought and fought, neither of them would admit defeat, and they fought and became angry again.

Obviously Fei Te also thought about kicking Cang Yan away, and it would be best not to see her for a month.

Obviously...

Is such that……

The jungle was dense, and the strangely shaped branches were affected by the beast tide, and their appearance changed further.

When Feite buried her head in the flight, her arms were scratched by sharp branches, and the originally gorgeous and lovely combat uniform became tattered, and some places were turned into basic magic power and ether elements.

Blood dripping.

Feite seemed to feel no pain.

There was one thought left in her mind.

Find Cang Yan, absolutely nothing will happen.

For the first time, Feite understood that this feeling was called burning with anxiety.

After ten minutes.

Feite went around a few big circles, and she finally found Cang Yan, who was paralyzed in the magic beast's mucus.

It seemed that Cang Yan had just fought a battle with the cursed beast that emerged from the jungle, but fortunately, he narrowly escaped death.

Fortunately, but also worry, thousands of complex emotions blended together.

Feite didn't have too many words.

She just walked forward quickly, hugged Cang Yan, and said something.

"Go back. Let's go home together."

At that time, Feite felt something for the first time.

Maybe he was poisoned.

Maybe he was cursed.

Maybe he couldn't leave her at all.

Feite is a whole, but it is also an individual at the same time.

This beautiful memory is my own, and it is not my own.

Looking at the images that flashed in the flames of hope, every Feite can feel the feelings of "self" and the surging emotions.

exactly.

Feite was not feeling well.

She couldn't figure it out, what was she?

Is he Feite, or another existence wearing Feite's skin.

This is the ultimate question that artificial life must face - who am I?

Feite couldn't figure out this question, and he didn't know how to think about it.

She just felt that she was about to become another "self", so let them think about these issues.

Afterwards, Feite sank into the darkness, allowing the darkness to erode him.

She didn't know when her body was surrounded by a warm current, warm and comfortable, like the embrace of the benevolent mother earth.

His body that was about to collapse was rapidly repairing, the cracks healed little by little, and the dead cells regained their vitality.

As an artificial life form, I seem to be slowly becoming a real human being.

I was given the concept of [survival].

This is a genuine miracle, a miracle that subverts human cognition.

However, Feite could feel that the warm current was slowly replaced by a dazzling red light, that kind of madness, that kind of madness, exceeded the upper limit of Feite's understanding.

Want to die, don't want to live.

Vaguely, she heard something, and an inexplicable impulse appeared in her heart.

An urge towards self-destruction.

Maliciousness filled the air, Feite was about to give up hope of life, and the warm light surged again, pulling her back from the edge of the cliff.

Fett could feel the pain of a kind mother.

This is Feite's direct thought.

She felt she should do something.

Ideas just popped up.

A blank card with the sequence of spades rotated and appeared in Fett's dark consciousness space.

Feite could only see meteors streaking across the sky, the stars twinkling, and a vast sea of ​​stars appeared in front of him.

The most basic spades card condenses into a phantom.

Dim stars flew into Fett's body one after another.

Inside the abandoned church, what Titania saw was that Fate was shrouded in a dark mist, and Fate's body was distorted under the effect of the sequence of spades.

In the black mist, the blond woman's eyes were closed tightly.

It has magic horns on its head, bat wings on its back, and its whole body is covered with special horns and dark blue scales.

The pattern of stars is left on the chest.

The strange magic beast transformed by Feite seems to have a similar positioning to the red moon and the black sun, and they are all evolved from the sequence of sealed cards.

But the problem is, there is no card in Feite's body now...

Titania looked down at the magic weapon Thunder Tomahawk and a few spades cards that she had just "borrowed" from the ESO base in her hand.

Could it be said that you can transform without a card?
Not right.

At first, when the black sun appeared, the sealed card had not been lost.

Sure enough, as I guessed, there were four spell beasts of different sequences first, and then thirteen sealed cards were differentiated.

Sealed cards have prototypes.

The question is why Cang Yan turned into a black sun ahead of time, and why Feite suddenly turned into a cursed beast for no reason.

Titania vaguely sensed something, but couldn't figure out the key point.

She just felt as if the magical girl with a different sequence of cards had already decided.

Hearts, the sun.

Plum blossom, moon.

Spades, stars.

So what is she who holds the cube card, no matter what, she will not become a spell beast.

Titania reconfirmed in her heart.

anyway.

The fluorescent green demon with the characteristics of a dragonfly in its body opened its eyes, and a red light flashed across the lower part of the face, revealing its white fangs.

So ugly, so twisted.

Compared with the demonic cursed beast with dim stars attached to its body and Feite's beautiful humanoid body, it is like two extremes.

"Great annihilation!"

Holding the shadow giant sword, the demon cursed beast spread its wings. It stared at the crowd, turned around, its figure turned 360 degrees, and the blade wrapped in the strong wind slammed down. Still unable to escape the tremor of the sharp edge, the resonance directly tore open a gap tens of meters long on the ground. The roof beam of the dilapidated and abandoned church made an unbearable sound, and it was about to collapse.

A wave of rolling earth condensed, reinforced the surrounding walls, and safely sent the witches who were almost blown away not far away.

Titania is holding her magic tool, and she is ready to fight in case of emergencies.

And the giant wings behind Feite lightly fanned.

The demonized Feite was condescending, looking down at the four people above the ground.

However, the white god statue behind her was shining brightly, and the faceless female god statue shed tears, as if her open arms were being damaged, a little bit of gravel fell, and the god statue powder turned into invisible chains, tightly Embrace the demon cursed beast.

The gentle force tried its best to dispel the malice that enveloped Fett's heart.

In the holy and desolate abandoned church, the chained demons were screaming and roaring.

It struggled desperately, trying to resist the power of the Star God, wrapped in thousands of thunderbolts, and the blue-black thunderbolts went straight to the statue.

Located in the middle of the abandoned church, it is just a ray of spirituality gathered by faith. It is still powerless in the face of the frontal attack of the magic beast. The head of the statue is broken and its arms are missing.

However, the strength of the Dusky Star Cursed Beast that was forcibly awakened did not recover, and it also lost its strength as it ebbed and flowed.

Madness fades.

Feite lay on the ground panting heavily.

"Ha... ha... what happened just now..."

She was terrified.

The feeling of being eroded by madness and malice is something she will never forget.

However, this is also a blessing in disguise. Feite can feel that his emotions are no longer so paranoid, his pure white heart has become a little purer, and his body has also been repaired to a certain extent. It may even be more perfect than the original state. The life span continued for a few more years.

Man-made life forms are short-lived, and their life is only a moment of youth.

Now that he can live for a few more years, Feite is naturally very happy.

However, what kind of power was it that repaired his body?
"Fate, I think you should thank me."

After looking carefully, Titania saw that Feite was fine, so she stepped forward.

"Not only saved you, but also found a way to repair your body, and brought you back the magic tool. Tell me, what reward do you want to give me?"

Feite stood up and didn't answer the question, but just asked back.

"Titania, why did you come to Xinmu City?"

Because Fei Te couldn't understand Titania's mind at all, and she didn't know what the Commander was planning.

Titania said with a smile: "I said, you are too indifferent, is this the attitude towards the savior?"

"I just know that you have no good intentions in saving me."

As she said that, Feite began to look around her surroundings. She knew this church, and she also knew that the God of Star Creation was enshrined here.

Alice once brought her here, and told her about the existence of the Star God Christo.

The star god is not an illusory existence, he does exist, and he is outside the starry sky.

Feite probably understood why his body was repaired, and only existences at the level of the Creator Star God could create life out of thin air, and blessed objects that should not exist.

However, Feite keenly noticed one thing, what is the existence that opposes the power of Chuangxingshen?
I obviously don't have so many negative emotions in my heart, but under the shroud of red light, I somehow turned into a cursed beast.

Although she doesn't know the source, Feite instinctively senses the danger. She is like an investigator who has faced the indescribable thing. She is lucky to survive, and she dare not recall the frightening experience anymore. .

Feite suddenly remembered something.

Why did Chuang Xingshen fall into a deep sleep for no reason?

"Hey. Don't be so cold. This is what everyone wants."

At this time, seeing Fett's expressionless face, Titania no longer kept her secret, she explained her purpose.

"I received an order from the commander. I came to Xinmu City to stop Alice's plan."

"Prevent?"

Feite reacted instantly. He didn't expect Titania to become an enemy. This was his mother's lifelong painstaking efforts. How could Feite allow Titania to destroy and stop it.

Mother's goal is to save all mankind. If the land of shadows and the earth are fully integrated, and the cursed beasts can unscrupulously kill in reality, then the number of dead people will be counted in billions, and even human civilization will be in jeopardy.

It was a veritable apocalypse and apocalypse.

"In other words, the entire plan is temporarily on hold, waiting for a safer time and a safer method. The Star God cannot be awakened now."

Titania's expression became serious.

"Because, the commander just found out something a few days ago. Sleeping outside the starry sky..."

The khaki magical girl took a deep breath.

"It's not just Christo who is the supreme being."

(End of this chapter)