I really don't want to be a magical girl anymore

Chapter 76【】Weapons

"What is the difference between good and evil? You and I have nothing to talk about?"

Facing Cang Yan who was persistently against her, Alex shook her head and smiled: "If we say that from the beginning, our goals are actually the same? It's just that the means we use are different. I also recently Knowing that you belong to Snow Lotus..."

Alice smiled strangely.

"son."

As soon as these words came out, Cang Yan understood one thing.

His true identity was exposed.

His identity has always been kept strictly confidential. Even in the Magic Management Bureau and ESO headquarters, only a very small number of people know who his real name is, and even Feite doesn't know that he is a man.

And in the earlier performance of Alice, she also didn't know Cang Yan's real name, nor did she know the relationship between herself and Mingyue, until the black sun came...

So when did Alice know that the black sun is the blue flame?

Apparently, someone had told her that.

Titania.

Such a name suddenly appeared in Cang Yan's mind.

Of course, all of this is speculation without evidence, and she doesn't want to easily doubt her companions and comrades who are magical girls.

The more important thing now is that if my identity is exposed, may I have to face endless problems in the future?
The magical girl Cang Yan is indeed powerful, but this does not mean that Zuo Cang's identity is invincible in the world. As far as Cang Yan is concerned, she can think of dozens of conspiracies and tricks against Zuo Cang's human identity, kidnapping, sneak attack, ambush , poisoning, spreading rumors, announcing one's identity to the public, etc.

I can't beat you after transformation, and I can't beat your human body?
There is no reason to be a thief for a thousand days, but Zuo Cang will be more vigilant even when eating, drinking and going to the bathroom.

Unless Cang Yan completely abandons her human identity and keeps Cang Yan's transformation forever, and this is exactly the last thing Zuo Cang wants to do.

"Then, what should I call you? Is it Zuo Cang? Or Cang Yan?"

Seeing Cang Yan's expression shaken, Alice continued: "Actually, according to your seniority, you should call me..."

Alice lowered her head and thought about Dayan's family ethics, "Auntie?"

"Your mother Chen Xuexin and I are comrades-in-arms and good friends, and we also know something about your father Zuo Tianlan. Heh, at first, who would have thought that Cang Yan was the child of Xuelian, one who uses fire and the other uses ice. It seems that you and your younger sister have inherited Xuelian's hair color and abilities respectively."

Cang Yan didn't know what kind of conspiracy and tricks Alessi was up to, so she started to build relationships and planned to draw the relationship between the two, which made Cang Yan extremely vigilant. She always thought that Alessi was actually a highly rational lunatic who seemed able Communication, but in the final analysis, deep down is still a state of madness.

Now that there is a lack of information, Cang Yan is not at all sure whether Ales is talking nonsense, she can only judge carefully and analyze carefully.

However, there was one detail that caught Cang Yan's attention. Alice was indeed a magical girl of the first era, so she naturally knew more about the Kingdom of Shadows and the inside story of cursed beasts.

Then, how did my father meet my mother? Could it be that my father is also a magical girl?

Impossible, after all, the fundamental reason for my ability to transform is that I inherited the blood of the magical girl Snow Lotus, and the magical girl Snow Lotus was the first batch of magical girls born in the world.

"Let me think about it. Now you must be thinking how credible what I, an anti-human and anti-social lunatic, can say."

Alice actually knows that her mental state is not very good, she is a complete lunatic, and the various strange electric shocks and brain-piercing treatments she encountered in the Atum Mental Hospital gave her a stable period and an onset period. It is changeable and weird, and it really takes pleasure in killing.

However, she also has personal emotions, not a purely cold-blooded creature.

After learning the true identities of Mingyue and Cangyan, Alessi became more thoughtful.

Alice wishful thinking, since they are Xue Lian's children, they must understand what she did.

That was the lifelong ideal of both of them.

And the bewitching of Alice's words didn't end, she narrowed her eyes slightly, talking about things that Cang Yan never wanted to think about.

She has analyzed Cang Yan's character and way of thinking, and she knows where Cang Yan's psychological weakness lies.

"I know that you are the light, you are the magical girl Cangyan, you are the sun in everyone's hearts, a hero who will never fall. But, do you know what a hero is in the eyes of those in power?"

Alice sneered.

"A hero is just a tool in the face of power. So what if you can fight? No, you still can't even touch the reality of the world. In the face of all kinds of conspiracies and tricks against you, the more you can fight, the more you can't escape. Those things Like a quagmire, seemingly harmless, but in fact you are deeply trapped in it and cannot extricate yourself. You can't even protect your own sister, let her become the victim of the conspirators."

"you……"

Cang Yan glared angrily, and Alai mercilessly uncovered the things she didn't want to think about.

"Because you are a kind hero, you are a tool. You cannot control your destiny. You have your kind rules, but this order has transformed you into a sheep. You never want to exchange strength for power , you have mental cleanliness, and think that the power of magical girls is noble, beautiful, pure, and cannot be desecrated. However, there are many things in the world that can only be achieved by becoming the pinnacle of power, otherwise you will always be just a tool for others , a thug who plays with conspiracy and power, you can't even protect your close relatives, your parents have become victims, and your sister is about to step into the footsteps, you are the most cowardly person in the world."

Seeing that Cang Yan was moved, Alice smiled and continued: "You are willing to abide by the rules and guard the rules, but how can you defeat the makers of the rules in the rules? Therefore, the only way is to break the rules and go beyond Rules. Join the Black Witch Association, kill the management of the Magic Management Bureau and Eso, and build the world you want. Kill one wave, change another wave, use violence to deter, use blood to deter, so that the conspirators dare not continue Do you have any ideas. Otherwise, don't you feel like being pushed on your nose and face and riding on your neck all the time..."

Alice's tone was weird, she stared at the change of Cang Yan's expression, it was obvious that Cang Yan had also thought about similar things, Cang Yan had really thought about killing all the management in the past.

"Aggrieved?"

"You are wrong. Magical girls are pure and pure. My strength comes from a pure heart, which is concentrated in the belief of saving everyone."

It is precisely because she has thought about similar issues that Cang Yan will not feel confused about it, her eyes are bright and firm.

"Magical girls have never been a special and noble species. They are just an ordinary profession. They come from ordinary people and will eventually return to ordinary people. Instead of thinking that they are superior, to create turmoil, to go Create chaos and put more people in unnecessary danger."

Cang Yan has seen people's suffering, and heard people's wailing. People are already in great pain and precarious under the calamity of cursed beasts, so she never agrees with what the Witch Society does.

"If I alone can bring more people a stable life, I feel very happy."

However, this doesn't mean that Cang Yan has to sit still and wait for death, one size counts for one size, and some things must be settled with the culprit.

The most important thing now is to solve Alice, arrest her and bring the cursed beast disaster to an end.

Cang Yan has no confusion in her heart, and her will is firm.

This resolute attitude made Alice a little dazed. The snow-white girl had also told her similar things in the depths of this mine.

At the same place, two white figures crossed time and space, overlapped at this moment, and the voices crossed.

"That's why I became a magical girl."

A word made Alice lower her head slowly.

"You guys are all fools... Is it fun to be an idealist... Is self-sacrifice fun..."

Alice's voice rose from low to high, her emotions were brewing, and she said seriously: "Magical girls are not beautiful things, they are biological weapons from beginning to end..."

"Biological weapon?"

These words really made Cang Yan somewhat puzzled.

"Come with me."

Alice glanced back, ready to show Cang Yan something.

This is her last kindness to the son of her former friend, if Cang Yan really insists on going against her.

Then they are really doomed to fight to the death, fighting to the death.

The blond woman turned into a shadow and dissipated in place.

At this time, the dinosaur cursed beast woke up, it stood up, its giant body took steps, and the sound of heavy footsteps came, followed by Alice and disappeared into the darkness.

Cang Yan was a little hesitant, she wasn't quite sure what Alice was planning.

Just a quick catch up.

After passing through the long and dark passage, Cang Yan was extremely surprised by an astonishing and charming scene that suddenly opened up before him.

Because a mysterious cavity appeared in the deep underground area, most of the entire cavity was occupied by ingenious mechanical structures.

Some smooth silver metal plates and dense bolts on the walls and ground constitute a technological world that seems to come from the future.

The semi-mechanical dinosaur spell beast was already crouching beside the huge metal door, sleeping with its eyes closed, waiting for new orders. Seeing its defenseless appearance, Cang Yan wanted to take the opportunity to poke it a few times.

Alice swiped the magnetic card at the door, and the metal door opened, and she walked into her laboratory.

Let Cang Yan see the scene in it.

In the center of the room is a tall cylindrical machine, conservatively estimated to be over ten meters in height, and about five or six meters in diameter. The consoles and instruments around it are full of violent mechanical cyberpunk, with red and blue warnings The lights are flickering, and the metal pipes and cables that can be seen everywhere are fixed on the wall and the ground by long iron clips. The translucent pipes guide various unknown materials and energy sources.

Various experimental data flickered on the mechanical hanging disk and the screen. The fonts on each screen were very strange, crooked like the characters of the Kingdom of Shadows, and they displayed various data within the scope of the laboratory.

Although it looks like a high-tech laboratory, the core structure of the room is similar to a magician's experimental workshop. On the ground is engraved with a super-large magic circle with crimson patterns, which is projected on the ceiling. Echoing each other, like a twin body, like light and shadow, magic power surges in it, flowing along the metal pipe into the cylindrical machine in the center of the room.

Alice flipped the switch.

Steam gushes.

The cylindrical casing is opened to reveal a box-like transparent cultivating utensil.

As far as Cang Yan could see, they were all young girls with snow-white naked bodies. Although they were of different shapes and ages, they were all very similar in appearance. They were all blond and blue-eyed.

Cang Yan was surprised and said: "This is Feite?!"

To be more precise, those are Fitters of all ages from six to 26 years old.

Alice stretched out her arms, proudly showing Cang Yan the greatest and most successful creation in her life.

Speaking of alchemists, the first thing that comes to people's minds is the Philosopher's Stone, and the second must be artificial life forms.

"Artificial life form four, code-named fate (fate). These are my favorite daughters! These are the daughters who use my personal genetic factors!"

While talking excitedly, Alice's expression turned gloomy and moody.

"And my technology comes from..."

She said indifferently: "The Colombian military."

At this moment, Cang Yan understood why the investigation team couldn't get Fei Te's personal file from the Clock Tower Association for so long, because Fei Te didn't have a file from the beginning, and even if there was, it was false information used to fool .

"Feite is a born warrior, a perfect killing machine. From the beginning of his birth, he was born to become a magical girl. His talent continued to increase, and his combat experience continued to accumulate until he became the strongest existence and the strongest mass-producible."

"Imagine, when a thousand Feites holding the Ace of Spades appear on the battlefield. What is the scenario? A war will be unilaterally slaughtered, so what about 1, [-]?"

"..."

Cang Yan was silent, even though she knew Fette was an artificial human, but when she faced this bloody reality in person.

For a moment she didn't know what to say.

"What does this represent... the madness of you personally or of individual countries?"

"Personal madness? Hehehe..."

Alice looked up as if she had heard some outrageous joke.

"Don't you think that when the arms race starts, all the powerful countries in the world will be spared? When other countries have powerful armed forces to destroy cities by individual soldiers, and you have no means of countermeasures, don't you just be unilaterally defeated? Invasion? Feite is only the [20] type. So where are the first few types? Why did this strange secret laboratory appear in this abandoned mine in Xinmu City? Did I build this? Or did I occupy the magpie's nest? What about the renovation? Before that, were there any other artificial magical girls? Why was the mine here closed? And why did the magical girl Snow Lotus run wild here and make a big fuss? The mine has been frozen at zero for [-] years? What happened here?"

Alessi threw out multiple questions one after another, causing Cang Yan to fall into deep thought.

At this time, Alice dropped a blockbuster.

"Artificial life form II, code-named Snow Lotus of Mount Everest. From the beginning to the end of the secret plan, there were a total of 180 five failures, and only one test object survived. She is the magical girl Snow with the registration number 000002 of the Magic Management Bureau... "

"Enough!!! What are you talking about to confuse people!!!"

In the end, before Alice could finish her sentence, Cang Yan's eyes immediately turned red, glaring at the woman who claimed to be her mother's friend.

His eyes were filled with murderous intent, emitting a strong red light.

Mother, Chen Xuexin, is something in Cang Yan's heart that absolutely cannot be touched by others.

Endless malice rolled in Cang Yan's heart.

"Magic girls were born to defeat cursed beasts? Wrong! Magical girls were born in 1976! But the first cursed beast appeared in 1980!"

But Ales pressed on step by step, swiping her right hand vigorously, she roared hysterically, as if she was venting all the anger of her 45 years of life.

"What is a magical girl?!"

"Magical girls have been weapons of war used by humans to destroy themselves from the very beginning! And you!! The black sun in your body is the trump card!!!"

(End of this chapter)