I really don't want to be a magical girl anymore

Chapter 61 【】Feite Consciousness Network

"Ahem, can you hear me?"

Feite, who originally refused to cooperate and even wanted to sleep, opened her eyes when she heard the familiar childish voice from the room.

Feite turned his head to look at the wall with one-way glass on one side, and a beautiful blond figure appeared on it, so familiar and yet so strange, it was himself, but not himself.

His body was a bit crumbling, and his face had some cracks. Human technology can only delay the collapse of Feite's flesh and blood, but it can't stop it from the root.

This is what troubles the police the most.

A criminal suspect who can't live for a few days has no expectations in his heart. He is dead if he says he is dead, or he is dead if he doesn't.

Then why bother?
They don't know how to read minds or hypnotize, and directly change the will of others.

Interrogation is usually methodical.

Now, having passed the usual stage, there has to be a little haphazardness.

Cang Yan went on stage in person, ready to give it a try.

She herself thinks that she is pretty sure to play.

It's not Cang Yan's self-promotion, she objectively believes that Feite has no real feelings for many people in the investigation team. In her eyes, many people are just like NPCs who have no emotions and no wisdom.

Only I can make Feite a little interested.

"What do you want to say?"

Sure enough, after hearing Cang Yan's question, Feite responded accordingly.

This is a good sign.

Everyone in the next room smiled at each other and nodded.

Only Xia Tian and Hong Feng are not happy, Hong Feng has complicated emotions on his face, trying to make himself as normal as possible.

Cang Yan came to the side of the microphone, leaned forward slightly, and looked at Fei Te, a former comrade in arms and now a prisoner.

During the monitoring, Feite was also staring at the direction where Cang Yan was.

"Feite, I'm not here for interrogation today. I just want to say a few words to you. I haven't seen you for so many years. I want to ask you a lot of questions in person. You can choose to answer or not. If it's not convenient to talk, If yes, nod, if not, shake your head."

Cang Yan slowly adjusted her breathing and asked calmly.

"Did the 611 incident really be the cursed beast you created, the Qingyun Construction Company that was destroyed?"

This is a very simple, basic and very important question.

The collapse of Qingyun Construction Company was the cause of all the incidents. If Feite pleaded guilty and went through the court procedure again, the magical girl Tianting would also change from a criminal suspect to a terrorist who caused social chaos. The number originally owned by Tianting It was erased, the honor was cancelled, and even the legendary medals had to be recovered.

From the perspective of personal sensibility, Cang Yan doesn't want to see Tian Ting come to this point, she is also a human being with selfish motives.

However, rationally, Cang Yan must be unselfish, and if he does something wrong, he should be punished.

Feite didn't speak, just paused.

He nodded again, admitting that he was the culprit.

"But why?"

This is the question Cang Yan really wanted to ask, why did he do this, it was really on a whim, if that was the case, why did Feite bother to get close to Director Zhu?
What is the reason?
For these questions, Fate pursed his lips, did not nod or shake his head, and remained silent.

"Then what method did you use to survive the beast horde?"

This question made Feite even more unable to answer. He just lowered his head so that people could not see her expression clearly.

"You don't want to answer this question, do you think I'm asking too much?"

Cang Yan didn't get to the bottom of it, but instead played the emotional card.

"Then let's talk about the past, do you remember the scene when we first met?"

Soon, Fei Te nodded, of course she was deeply impressed by this, but she shook her head inexplicably, for unknown reasons.

Cang Yan couldn't figure out why she shook her head, it was very strange.

However, Cang Yan didn't think about it that much, and just fell into the memory.

Cang Yan still remembers the scene when she transformed into a magical girl for the first time when she was 11 years old.

One day during the summer vacation, I inexplicably obtained the ability to transform, and then inexplicably, someone came and invited me to a base on a small seaside island.

What else to say, this is the novice training base for magical girls, where they must learn how to transform normally and harness magic power to fight.

In Cang Yan's memory, she is very talented and has grown rapidly. In just a few days, she has mastered how to use various abilities after transformation. She has become the most famous magical girl in the base. , Cang Yan is also the first rookie in the base to obtain a code name and number.

Magical girl Cangyan, number 009542 of the Magic Management Bureau.

It was only later that Cang Yan realized that this was not the training program of the Dayan ESO branch, but from the ESO headquarters. Half a month after Cang Yan entered the base, many people were eliminated from the base, and they were able to truly obtain the number and code name of the reserve Still too little.

About a month later, magical girls from all over the world also appeared in the base. They were all very strong, and they were newcomer magical girls from other countries with other special numbers.

At that time, Cang Yan met her opponent in a real sense, and the one who impressed her the most was the little girl with blond hair and double ponytails. She always had a stern face and was extremely arrogant. The attitude of people is extremely bad.

And just when Cang Yan was a child, she was not autistic, she was extremely cheerful and outgoing, she was a simple character who could laugh and joke with everyone, full of energy, and once vowed to make friends with everyone in the base.

Such a bratty little girl with high self-esteem is naturally Cang Yan's main focus.

She circled Fate, just to make Fate smile.

Annoyed Fite finally said his code and serial number.

Magical girl Tianting, Magic Management Bureau number 009541.

This makes Cang Yan feel more fun, the difference between the two is only one, and the registration number is also a matter of front and back.

This does not appear to be a coincidence.

At that time, Tian Ting's character in the early stage was very arrogant and looked down on everyone. She thought it was a waste of time for her to receive training here.

It's just a group of rookies who have no combat experience, and there is no way to compare with themselves who came out of the bloody wind.

Even, Tian Ting disagreed with each other, and prepared to take advantage of his strength and start bullying other children.

And Hong Feng was among them.

Naturally, Cang Yan couldn't stand it any longer, she felt that she had to correct Tian Ting's thinking, mistakes had to be corrected, no one could be superior to others, everyone was friends.

This is the first time the two have confronted each other head-to-head.

That was also the first time Tian Ting tasted the humiliation of being completely defeated.

Although, Cang Yan was also very miserable, the two children were all seriously injured, and the floor tiles of the base were all smashed into pieces.

This directly caused both of them to be severely scolded by the leaders of the base.

But in the end, Cang Yan still won, and beat Tian Ting down to the ground.

Also since then, Tian Ting's arrogant personality has subsided a lot, and she has begun to pay more attention to Cang Yan's every move. She thought that she must find her way back.

"None of us kept our hands back at that time. The wound on my forehead still hurts me in the middle of the night. However, I don't regret it. Because I think that through fighting, we can tell each other what we think in our hearts. Yes, and since then, we officially met, you have changed a lot, and I have also changed a lot. After this incident, I understand that fighting can be heart-to-heart."

Cang Yan couldn't control it for a while, and said a lot of things hidden in his heart.

This also made many onlookers show incredible expressions.

fighting?Can you talk to each other?Is there something wrong with you?Start so hard?Are you really not afraid of killing people?
Although there are many strange thoughts in my heart and many slots to vomit, no one really dares to break this special atmosphere.

Because, people did see that many complex emotions appeared on Feite's face, and he was caught in a tangle.

Apparently, Feite felt the same way.

This made more people sweat on their foreheads.

How should I put it, it's not that one family doesn't enter the other family, the brain circuits are surprisingly consistent.

But Cang Yan was ready to strike while the iron was hot, and said what was on his mind.

"In the previous battle, Feite."

"But I can't feel the enthusiasm in your heart at all, only hesitation and confusion. What are you worried about? Are you really doing what you want to do?"

Cang Yan's eyes were piercing and her tone was low. She wanted to see through Fate's heart, break through the fog, and hit the truth directly.

"I……"

Sure enough, Feite's heart became more and more shaken, she began to shake her head, biting her red lips lightly, wanting to say all the words in one go, so that she could relax a lot.

However, the inner voice kept telling her that she was walking the absolutely correct path, and there was no need for her to be confused.

Mother, she worked so hard to make the world a better place.

Gritting his teeth, Feite still forcibly swallowed all the words into his stomach.

Seeing this, how could Cang Yan shrink back, and immediately threw out his trump card.

"Because, in fact, you know, this is not something you want to do at all."

The bombshell was dropped.

"Instead, your mother, Alice."

Feite immediately raised her head, with shock in her eyes, she couldn't believe her ears, she didn't know why Cang Yan knew these things.

"Your mother abandoned you a long time ago, why are you still persistent? You are just her puppet, her pawn."

At this time, Cang Yan made an extremely bold move, her body turned into an etheric body, and the flame element flew into the interrogation room, reorganizing her body in front of Feite.

With a wry smile on the corner of Fate's mouth, he quietly looked at the familiar pale figure that had appeared in front of him.

"Why do you know this? That's right, you are Cang Yan."

Beautiful, powerful, enthusiastic, and reliable, people unconsciously want to rely on her.

"This is not what I found. You underestimate human beings, Feite. Even ordinary people who cannot transform, as long as they are united, they will always exert power beyond your imagination."

Cang Yan didn't take the credit for herself, she just stretched out her hand, with a smile on her face, and said in a gentle voice: "Fate, you still have a chance to find your own way. You can still change back to past..."

"I can't go back, I can't go back."

Before she finished speaking, Feite interrupted directly. She shook her head and smiled bitterly, and the corners of her eyes seemed to become a little moister.

She has fully understood.

Why did Feite like Cang Yan so much?

"The Feite you are familiar with that exists in your memory has long since died. A physical death. She died in the beast horde, was devoured, and there is no bone left."

Fate continued talking nonsense.

"I'm not supposed to enjoy what she has. I'm just the fourth Fite. My life, my memory, even my character is borrowed. I'm not me, we are me."

Tears finally welled up in his eyes, and Feite's emotions collapsed.

"We're just fake...we're just manufactured artificial life forms...we shouldn't have our own personality and thoughts...everything we have is what our mother gave..."

Feite lowered his head, and big tears dripped down on the straitjacket.

"In such a fierce battle, my vitality is also rapidly depleting. I can't live for a few years. Even if I am abandoned by my mother, that is a normal thing. How I wish..."

"I hope, if you meet the fifth Fite, you can still remember me."

If she hadn't met and talked with Cang Yan, Fate might not have died at all. For her, she would be resurrected, and she was just one of "us".

Feite is a whole, not an individual.

However, here lies the problem.

The Paradox of the Ship of Theseus.

When someone is 100% replaced, is that person still the same person?

Or, has it become a brand new existence?
The idealistic consciousness determines the material level.

At least, from the perspective of the current Feite No. [-], he is Feite but not Feite.

She had begun to fear death, fear of becoming herself no longer, and waking up to be someone else.

At this time, not only Cang Yan was stunned, but most of the people in the room could hardly digest such important news.

After spending a long time on my own, I caught a fake Feite?

And looking at the situation, people can still mass-produce it?

But Cang Yan keenly sensed the difference.

Something's wrong, if Feite can really be mass-produced, then why doesn't Alice send a few more Feite to act together?

Moreover, Cang Yan can really feel that the magic power and soul in Feite's body are genuine.

This situation is closer to the collapse of the body and the immortality of the soul. The soul is divided into a main consciousness and N sub-consciousnesses. A consciousness network is established to share personality and memory. When the main consciousness dies, other sub-consciousnesses will be promoted to the main consciousness.

This is the so-called "resurrection", which is ridiculous.

"I don't want to just disappear like this..."

Feite bit his lips, the emotion in his voice could no longer be described in words.

I could have endured the darkness if I had never seen the sun, but the sun has made my desolation a new desolation.

She has lost hope.

Death is approaching.

But she just got the love from the past in the end.

Facing Feite, whose emotions had completely collapsed, Cang Yan didn't think much, and stepped forward, reaching out to hug Feite in his arms.

In her eyes, the person in front of her has lost all identity and characteristics.

It was just a child who lacked love since childhood.

Cang Yan pressed Feite's head against her chest, and gently stroked it with her little hand.

"It's okay, everything will be fine."

All the strength in Feite's heart is completely disintegrating.

Seeing Cang Yan and Fei Te's movements become more and more intimate, the two seem to be long-lost relatives at this moment and finally resonate,
Hong Feng's body was trembling slightly.

She saw everything in her eyes.

It's not a good feeling in my heart.

She clearly knew that Cang Yan was just interrogating, just playing the emotional card, the life experience of the fake Fei Te was pathetic, and Cang Yan was just purely pitiful and sympathetic.

Obviously Hong Feng can understand these things.

However, the emotions in my heart are still fermenting rapidly,
Hong Feng also knew.

This feeling in my heart is called...

Hey.

【I can fulfill your wish, but... the price...heh...】

　Thank you for the 1600 starting coins rewarded by the road madness in Los Angeles.

　　
　
(End of this chapter)