I really don't want to be a magical girl anymore

Chapter 58【】Scarlet Moon

"Um..."

Zuo Yue rubbed her eyes and got up from the bed like a duck sitting.

Looking out of the window of the bedroom from the angle of view, I can clearly see a fish-belly whiteness in the sky.

The day has just dawned, and everything has not yet recovered. Even the bird standing on the treetop ready to rest, its newly awakened head hangs down unknowingly. Maybe the darkness is still lingering, so the bird has to Endure the cold of night.

When the sun climbed into the sky, the warm light made the birds fully awake, and they spread their wings to throw away all the sleepiness and cold.

It flew into the distance, but it couldn't see the dark clouds ahead, and the future was uncertain.

Zuo Yue clutched her chest.

After a night of rest, my heart is still aching.

She didn't know why she was so sad, as if her most precious thing was taken away by others.

The last time I felt this way was when I was in elementary school, my favorite toy was damaged by others, they kept laughing without apologizing, and complained to the teacher, but the teacher did not deal with it.

At that time, Zuo Yue began to feel uncomfortable and wronged, and she didn't know how to explain it.

She could only keep these things in her heart.

When the elder brother asked why the toy was broken, Zuo Yue just shook his head and said that he didn't know, it should be broken by himself.

Zuo Yue didn't want to say it, she just knew that if she said it, she would definitely cause trouble for her brother.

These things are not important.

I have already caused so much trouble to my brother on weekdays, so don't bother my brother any more now.

Zuo Yue has always been a bad-spoken person since she was a child, not cheerful enough, not outgoing enough, and not confident enough. She always likes to sit alone in a daze, sometimes for a whole day. When she was in elementary school, Zuo Yue was often regarded as stupid by others fat chick teasing.

Always falling down on his own, and always being bullied by his peers.

Every time, it was her elder brother who treated her wounds, stood up for her, and even helped her teach those bad boys a lesson.

At that time, my brother came to school and said, whoever dares to bully my sister, I'll fuck you to death.

Seeing her brother's not-so-broad back, Zuo Yue can always feel at ease.

Gradually, facing the age gap of teenagers, Zuo Yue realized one thing, in fact, without her brother, she would know nothing.

Even stepping on the path of a magical girl, finding the goal she should do, and even mastering transformation and various skills are all silently supported by her brother.

When he was sad, his elder brother was by his side to comfort him, and when he was in danger, it was Senior Cang Yan who arrived in time to save him in distress.

She could no longer imagine the feeling of her brother suddenly disappearing one day.

However, no matter how close siblings are, there will be a day when they have to part.

In order to take care of herself, her brother has been alone for so many years, Zuo Yue almost forgot that her brother also has normal physical needs.

He will also find a girlfriend, and even get married and have children.

When the sister-in-law lives in the house and has a child, then who is Zuo Yue?
Will my brother still pamper himself so much as usual?

The answer is obvious.

Zuo Yue knew that sooner or later she would have the day to leave home.

My brother wants to marry a wife, and she wants to marry someone, and they will always be separated.

From a rational point of view, she should accept it calmly, but from an emotional point of view, she can't accept it at all.

Reason and desire are intertwined, and this is a complete human being.

In Zuo Yue's heart, the conflict between rationality and sensibility became more and more intense.

When seeing her brother and sister Hongfeng being so close and having fun, Zuo Yue's heart was full of bitterness.

sad, sad.

My brother no longer belongs to me alone, this is a fact that Zuo Yue has to accept.

Zuo Yue was very sad.

Then, without authorization, she lost her temper with Hong Feng and Qing Ning, and even almost quarreled with them.

What happened after that, Zuo Yue can't remember clearly, it seems that he suddenly went back in a coma?
No matter how slight the sound of clothes and sheets rubbing against each other, it cannot escape Zuo Cang's keen perception.

Lying on the edge of the bed, he opened his heavy eyes, and there was a blurry world in front of him.

In the gray world, when he saw his sister wake up, his brain immediately sobered up, and he couldn't hide his joy in his words.

"Sorry, I got up later than you little slob. I'll make you breakfast right now. What do you want to eat now?"

It's not that she got up late, seeing her brother's tired face and bloodshot eyes, she has reason to believe that Zuo Cang didn't sleep all night.

"Sorry……"

Frustrated, Zuo Yue lowered her head, and the messy black hair in the shawl drooped down, making it difficult to see Zuo Yue's expression clearly. Only the twitching of her shoulders from time to time and the inaudible sobbing sound showed her inner sadness at this moment.

It is precisely because of my failure to live up to expectations that my elder brother is so frightened.

The events of last night were vivid in his mind, and Zuo Cang somewhat knew what Zuo Yue was thinking.

Girls are always afraid of being alone.

The corners of his mouth were raised slightly, revealing a smile that was no different from usual. He stretched out his palm and rubbed his baby sister's hair and said, "Didn't I tell you a long time ago? Don't think about those weird things, no matter what." No matter how old you are, no matter what your status is, I will always be your brother, and you can always rely on me. So, you don’t need to be sad or angry. Follow your heart and strengthen your will , don’t be swallowed by negative emotions.”

"You are a magical girl, a symbol of all the good things in the world. You should persist in pursuing justice, and fight for love, justice, peace and all the good things in the world. Remember that your pure heart must not be betrayed by your own momentary covered by selfish desires."

Under the guidance of Zuo Cang's gentle voice, Zuo Yue nodded, her heart was half resolved, at least she was willing to trust her brother.

Soon, in a trance, Zuo Yue heard the mysterious voice that appeared in his mind last night, it wanted to refute those things Zuo Cang said.

An instinctive impulse surged in my heart.

Kill, kill, kill.

Kill everyone who offends you.

Kill, kill, kill.

Destroy everything in the world that displeases you.

Kill, kill, kill.

A new order can only be established by trampling the world under its feet.

Let's kill, let's fight to our heart's content, and enjoy the pleasure brought by bathing in blood.

The scarlet moon will finally come.

Zuo Yue shook her head, once suspecting that she had auditory hallucinations due to too much pressure.

And under this auditory hallucination that mysteriously appeared and disappeared mysteriously, her heart was almost engulfed by negative emotions such as anger, hatred, and disgust.

Fortunately, it came mysteriously and disappeared mysteriously, which only slightly disturbed Zuo Yue's mind.

Zuo Yue also noticed that her brother was also shaking his head, trying to shake something out of his mind.

"Brother, why did I pass out at that time?"

Zuo Yue asked without beginning or end, but Zuo Cang scratched his head and didn't know how to answer. He really couldn't understand why Zuo Yue suddenly acted like a demon, so aggressive, and his acting style was extreme. few.

"I'm not sure, maybe it's out of breath? All in all, you gave Hong Feng and Xiao Qing Ning a big jump, and you're about to make a move all of a sudden. If you have a chance later, please apologize."

"Hmm..."

Although Zuo Yue was still struggling, she still nodded and was going to find Sister Hongfeng today.

Should I say, sister-in-law Hongfeng?

Zuo Yue tilted her head, trying to clarify the relationship between the two as much as possible. At this moment, she finally understood why the dignified deputy director of the Magic Management Bureau cared more about her. It turned out that she still had such a relationship.

Both of them acted as if nothing had happened and everything remained the same.

Then, Zuo Cang was going to prepare breakfast, and he had to go to work later, so he couldn't stay at home for too long, and told Zuo Yue not to slack off when he was at home, and he had to learn the skills that should be practiced and mastered repeatedly.

Looking at her brother's familiar back, Zuo Yue was very entangled, she wanted to ask more.

Brother, are you really Cang Yan?Why did you gain the power to transform?What the hell happened in the past?
However, the outstretched hand had no choice but to let go again.

She still didn't have the courage to wake up from the dream of lies.

She thought, would it be a good thing for her and her brother to continue to maintain the two identities of elder brother and senior Cang Yan?

Adolescence is a sensitive and complicated age. I think a lot, but I can't figure it out, so I will be trapped by love.

"Forget it, don't think about things you don't understand."

After thinking about this point clearly, Zuo Yue is not ready to dig into the horns anymore, she begins to think that cherishing the present is more important than anything else.

Zuo Yue stood up on the bed and stretched her waist. She hadn't slept so soundly for a long time, as if she had been reborn.

Suddenly, Zuo Yue realized who she had overlooked, and hurriedly asked her brother: "Brother, where is Miyou? Why, didn't you see Miyou?"

"Miyou is sleeping in the living room. I feel a little guilty, and I'm blaming myself and reflecting on myself. He also said that it was entirely my own fault before, if only I didn't take the initiative to come to find Hongfeng, I am a useless familiar. What's the matter. All in all, this little guy seems to be quite lost."

Hearing these words, Zuo Yue, who was wearing pajamas, hastily rolled out of bed and went straight to the living room while stepping on her slippers.

"How can you blame it? It's obviously my fault."

After Zuo Yue disappeared at the corner of the corridor, the smile on Zuo Cang's face also disappeared without a trace.

Sighing is not Zuo Cang's character.

But now he is full of sorrow but has nowhere to vent, there are too many things in his heart that he wants to talk to someone, but no one can make Zuo Cang tell all his secrets.

Thousands of miles of graves, nowhere to be bleak.

Last night, Zuo Yue fainted suddenly. Although it was a bit unexpected, it was still within Zuo Cang's expectation, and he could more or less guess some of the reasons.

When I lose control of my emotions, the black sun will gain the upper hand, negative emotions will erode my mind, and finally become a rampant cursed beast. Maybe that is the existence of another side of me, maybe that is my true identity.

So, is my own sister really an ordinary human being?

Zuo Cang will explain from the elder brother's point of view, of course they are ordinary people, Zuo Yue is not in any danger.

However, he himself did not believe this, let alone other people.

This is the problem, even Zuo Cang doesn't know what the hell Hei Ri is, how to tell others about it, and how to explain it to his sister, could it be that you tell her, sister, you are not human, and I am also Not human, none of our family are human, but cursed beasts.

It was too far-fetched, and the whole thing was too grotesque and abstract.

Zuo Cang can only hide the secret in his heart first, and wait until he finds the answer and knows Hei Ri's real body, and then think about other things.

He always felt that he had vaguely grasped some important clues, but they were too fragmented to be pieced together into a complete pattern.

Now there is the investigation team who feel the same way. They have indeed grasped a lot of clues. The problem is that some clues are contradictory. How can they piece together?

Fortunately, they finally achieved a key breakthrough, arresting the suspect Feite, and now all that remains is to start the investigation process.

The case has progressed to the present, and the leaders above are also paying close attention to the situation in Xinmu City. Seeing that such a major breakthrough has been made, they immediately dispatched professional interrogators to support and see if Fit can cooperate with the investigation .

They also transferred more other magical girls from other cities overnight, trying to catch all the criminals in one go.

After Feite was arrested, the Ace of Spades card and the magic weapon Thunder Tomahawk were also recovered. The ESO organization began to conduct research and crack it overnight. They wanted to see how the Thunder Tomahawk was restored. After all, according to the internal files Look, after the fall of Tianting, the Thundering Tomahawk had been broken in two.

Without the technical and material support from the Kingdom of Shadows or the ESO organization, how could ordinary people be able to repair a top-notch magic weapon like the Thunder Tomahawk.

This incident is also a very important clue.

The words are back to the original point.

At present, the investigation team has a lot of clues, but the problem is that they don't know how to combine them with other clues to piece together the whole picture of the whole incident.

The most important connection point between the various leads is missing.

This matter needs to be emphasized repeatedly.

It can be said that many people are now pinning their hopes on Feite.People are eager to get some key clues from Feite's mouth,
It's just that Fate's physical condition is not good, and has reached the critical point of collapse, and he may die at any time. Although Miyou's wave of milk has hanged his life, and he has received corresponding treatment in the follow-up, but so far, Fate is still in a comatose state.

Originally, Zuo Cang was planning to go and see Fei Te last night, but Zuo Yue got into a temper tantrum, which delayed him for some time.

Thinking of this, Zuo Cang's phone rang quickly, he picked up the phone, and the name of the number was - the world's greatest Ye Ju.

This is the note that Hong Feng forcibly added with her mobile phone.

Calling Zuo Cang at this time must be something serious.

Zuo Cang didn't dare to delay, so he quickly connected the phone.

There was a sound of rushing downstairs from the other end. It seemed that Hong Feng had just received this urgent news.

Hong Feng was out of breath, and while running fast, she said to Zuo Cang: "Hurry up, hurry up to the ESO base. Fei Te woke up, the situation is not optimistic."

　The next step is to pave the way for the Red Moon's debut.lie
　　
　
(End of this chapter)