I really don't want to be a magical girl anymore

Chapter 37【】Am I a good boy......

Zuo Cang's consciousness was in a daze, his brain seemed to be filled with lead, and it seemed that someone with thousands of mouths and throats was constantly roaring.

Whispers from the Warp are disorienting.

He has been unable to think about things correctly and rationally.

Instinctive impulse has the absolute upper hand.

The filthy heart beats fast.

Until, a bright beam of light shot into the endless darkness, Zuo Cang saw his sister lying on the ground covered with bruises, her eyes were closed tightly, blood was hanging from the corner of her mouth, it was obvious that she was seriously injured.

But he was gradually approaching her, the strong impulse made Zuo Cang's spirit on the verge of collapse, he wanted to stop himself but he was still powerless.

Zuo Cang already knew that he lost control and let the black sun come to reality again.

Evil thoughts, malice.

Wandering in the heart of the black sun.

"stop……"

Zuo Cang could only roar with all his strength, but he couldn't stop Hei Ri from raising his palm even though he tried his best.

The palm is getting closer and closer to Zuo Yue.

"I said it! Tell you to stop!"

Zuo Cang let out an angry roar, and with all his strength, he raised his left hand, which turned into a sharp claw, regardless of the body's instinctive reaction.

It was inserted hard into his abdomen until it protruded from his back.

Pull harder.

The dark green organ fragments flowed out of the body along with the blood.

Plop.

The black sun spell beast shrouded in black mist knelt on the ground, and it never thought that it wanted to kill itself.

She would rather self-mutilate than drive herself away, and even has the thought of dying together.

When the black mist dissipated, the black sun rose to the sky again, and the black sun returned to its human appearance.

Zuo Cang, who had a big hole in his stomach, was lying in a pool of blood. He raised his bloody left hand and smiled helplessly: "This kind of family history really hurts..."

Fortunately, Hei Ri failed to get his wish.

However, the price is a bit too high.

Originally, Zuo Cang wanted to stand up as much as possible, carry Zuo Yue and other injured magical girls back to the car, and send them to the hospital.

However, Zuo Cang had no strength left.

"Strange...why can't stand up..."

His whole body was limp, his eyelids became heavier and heavier, and the world before Zuo Cang's eyes became blurred.

He knew he might be going to sleep...

Before losing consciousness, he vaguely heard someone calling him, and someone running in front of his eyes.

"Wounded here! Quick! Stretcher! Ambulance!"

"Hello!? What's wrong with you?"

The world is pitch black.

When Zuo Cang suddenly woke up, it was already past one o'clock in the middle of the night.

He sat up from the bed, looked at the date and time, and after confirming that he had only slept for a few hours, Zuo Cang breathed a sigh of relief.

Hurry up and take off the clean hospital gown on my body. The wound on my abdomen has completely healed without leaving any wound. After gently pulling out my fingers, my skin is flat and smooth, as pink and tender as the face of a teenage girl. No signs of injury could be seen.

Zuo Cang knew that it was normal for this kind of thing to happen to his body.

However, it was difficult for other people to explain after seeing it. How could an ordinary person who had his stomach pierced be able to jump around so quickly.

So Zuo Cang has always avoided getting himself hurt, let alone bleeding.

Fortunately, Hong Feng covered Zuo Cang, did not announce Zuo Cang's injury to the public, and kept Zuo Cang alone in the ward to recover.

Waiting for Zuo Cang to wake up, when she heard the movement in the room, Hong Feng, who was guarding outside, pushed the door in, she yawned, and looked very sleepy.

After coming in, he didn't say anything about others.

Just asking: "The black sun came out again?"

Zuo Cang, who was sitting on the hospital bed, was silent, clenched the quilt covering his lap tightly, the emotions in his heart could not be calmed down, of course he knew what it meant for him to lose control.

"Still out of control?"

Hong Feng asked again: "Is there no way?"

"I don't even know what a black sun is, how can I control it?"

Zuo Cang smiled wryly: "Even the name Hei Sun was given by those old men from the Magic Management Bureau."

"Then find a way to prevent it from coming out again. Let's talk about what happened in Zhushan Park first. Who did you meet?"

Thinking of the tragic situation in Zhushan Park reported by his subordinates, Empress Hongfeng was terrified. If Zuo Cang really lost control completely, how would human beings stop an ultimate SSS-level cursed beast?

Although human beings don't understand the existence of Black Sun, according to the existing clues, they still classify Black Sun as a magic beast, a transcendent magic beast that is rare in the world.

The reason is unknown, the origin is unknown, and the identity is unknown. The only thing that can be confirmed is that Hei Ri and the magical girl Cang Yan have the same identity. They are both transformed by Zuo Cang. They seem to be two completely different extremes. Can not control.

There are very few people who know the existence of the Black Sun, and Hongfeng is one of the parties involved in the Black Sun incident.

Therefore, Hong Feng can better understand how terrifying a completely rampant Hei Sun would be, that kind of appearance is simply the natural enemy of all life.

Then the question came one after another, what kind of enemy could force the Black Sun out.

Although the magical girls Mingyue and Qingning were both involved, both of them were lying on the hospital bed because of their injuries, and they woke up for a while.

Now only Zuo Cang knows what happened at that time.

Under Hong Feng's inquiry, Zuo Cang rubbed his head, allowing the memory fragments to reassemble.

A mysterious man wearing a pitch-black hood.

"I saw the black hand behind the scenes, I seem to... seem to..."

The memory of transforming into a black sun was too vague, Zuo Cang frowned, thinking hard.

"I seem to see what she looks like. She is a pretty woman with blond hair, but it's too vague, and I can't remember the specific details at all."

"Woman? Blonde hair? Foreigner."

Hong Feng stroked her chin and smiled coldly: "Interesting."

"It seems that we haven't gained anything this time. Next time the old man calls me, I have something to report to him."

It was too late, and Hong Feng didn't want to disturb Zuo Cang's attention.

"Zuo Cang, you should get some sleep first, and talk about other things tomorrow, so you can rest easy and recuperate, and don't leave any sequelae."

However, Zuo Cang slept for a few hours, he only felt that he was full of energy without any fatigue, and he also had too many worries in his heart.

He quickly called Hong Feng to stop.

"Don't go, don't go. I'm not sleepy. I have something to ask you."

Who would have thought that Hongfeng would give Zuo Cang a blank look, prolong her voice with a strange tone, and even use a dialect.

"Cauldron? I'm still sleepy if you're not sleepy. Do you know how troubled I am outside? I can't sleep, and I need to deal with one phone after another. I have to guard you, a street boy, at the door. All in all, I'm going to bed first. Let's talk about something tomorrow."

"I have an important message here."

Zuo Cang sat on the hospital bed, patted the bed board vigorously, and signaled Hong Feng to sit down and have a good talk.

The reluctant Hong Feng sat beside Zuo Cang, she really wanted to hear what Zuo Cang had to say about earth-shattering events.

Zuo Cang first bit his right thumb to recall carefully, sorted out his words, and then expressed his own conclusion.

"I think the swan spell beast is good."

"what?!!"

Who would have thought that Hong Feng would jump up directly, with an exaggerated expression, as if smelling snail noodles.

Zuo Cang's speech was entirely based on the defense.

She reached out and touched Zuo Cang's forehead, the temperature was not too high, even a little cold.

"You don't even have a fever? Could it be..."

Hong Feng raised her head: "Could it be that your mind has been affected by the black sun, and now you can empathize with the cursed beast. Be careful what you say, you know how many people died because of the swan cursed beast's misconduct this time, new How much loss did Mushi suffer?"

Hong Feng was very worried.

"You may have misunderstood what I mean. What I want to say is that the swan cursed beast is rational and can communicate, but for some reason, it got out of control, just like I turned into a black sun. The nature is good .”

"Your words are unreasonable. Cursed beasts are malicious aggregates. They are born with the instinct to kill humans. How can there be a cursed beast that is kind in nature. Zuo Cang, you are too tired, take a good rest. These words must not be said to other people. Speaking of it."

In fact, Hong Feng was skeptical about Zuo Cang's remarks, and even believed that they were in the majority. Zuo Cang was by no means a targetless person. There must be a reason for him to say these words, and even this is the truth.

but.

Does the truth really matter?
Hong Feng wants to give Zuo Cang a step, and stop him from caring about this topic.

It is only natural for magical girls to crusade against cursed beasts, there is absolutely no second option, and there can be no second option.

A very simple reason, when the magical girl begins to doubt the legitimacy of her actions, and also think about whether this cursed beast is also kind, and it is just being manipulated, it is definitely a devastating blow to the magical girl herself. hit.

People who can be magical girls are not very old, have unsound three views, and they are all good children with kind hearts.

If the will to fight is not tenacious, and the enemy is extremely cruel, any hesitation of the magical girl will become the direct cause of death.

The cursed beast should be eliminated regardless of the reason.

The cursed beast is pure evil, and the magical girl is pure good.

This is a solid fact.

Any doubts will be labeled as anti-human and anti-society.

Hong Feng doesn't want Zuo Cang to become this kind of person.

Of course Zuo Cang knew that Hong Feng was protecting him, his gaze was like a torch, and he said, "I have to say some things. This is also my principle."

Back up yourself with the same words.

It made Hong Feng very helpless, how could he still hold grudges.

"You talk, I listen."

"I suspect that the magical beasts transformed from sealed cards and ordinary magical beasts are two different things. It's just that we have always regarded them as the same kind in the past, which is why there are so many wrong information. Of course, I haven't made too much of the specific difference. More evidence, at least according to what I have seen with my own eyes. The Swan Magic Beast has obvious rationality. In order not to let itself fall into the hands of the mysterious person, it took the initiative to restore the appearance of a card and hide in Zuo Yue's body Yes. So, I can roughly judge that it is not the magic beast we understood earlier that swallowed the sealed card and gained unimaginable power. It is that the magic beast in the sealed card ran out and turned into a real body. Although It looks the same, but there are so many differences."

The more Zuo Cang talked, the more he felt that the problem was not quite right. Why were there cursed beasts in the sealed card? According to the Queen of the Shadow Kingdom, the sealed card only carried part of the power of the Philosopher's Stone, so as to prevent someone from using the Philosopher's Stone. Stone reassembled.

contradictory.

Unless, the Queen of the Kingdom of Shadows didn't tell the truth or deliberately concealed something, the Seed of the Holy Stone is by no means as simple as the core of the Philosopher's Stone.

"By the way, didn't you suddenly transform? How many cards did you grab?"

Hearing Zuo Cang suddenly ask this question, Hong Feng scratched her face in embarrassment, and slowly raised two fingers.

"I couldn't beat Feite. I only eliminated and grabbed two cards, namely Heart 2 and Heart 3. Most of the cursed beasts were obtained by Feite."

Hong Feng suddenly spoke loudly.

"Actually, you can't blame me for this! Who made Feite too strong? I haven't fought for a long time. I knew I couldn't fight head-to-head as soon as I fought! If you want to blame, you can only blame Miyou! If it can hurry up Come back, let you complete the transformation, everything will be resolved!"

"Speaking of it. Hasn't Miyou come back yet?"

Zuo Cang calculated the time, he felt that such a long time should not be wasted.

A familiar, especially one that can grow into a giant like Miyou, should take at most a dozen hours to go back and forth to the Kingdom of Shadows. Let's communicate with each other and explain the situation, instead of disappearing for several days for no reason.

Is there really only one enemy, and the scope of activities is really limited to Xinmu City?

Will a person who can complete the theft in the Kingdom of Shadows really fight alone?
A not-so-good idea appeared in Zuo Cang's mind.

Immediately afterwards, various clues were spliced ​​together.

Since the enemies knew that Mi You was going to the Land of Shadows with Cang Yan's magic weapon, why didn't they dare to intercept Mi You and kill her?

At this time, Hong Feng's tone gradually calmed down, and she asked: "Miyou will be fine. What if your magic device and cards are gone. Isn't it impossible for you to transform..."

This is the worst and least expected ending.

Now is the critical moment, and the magic girl Cang Yan is urgently needed to step forward to turn the tide, but Zuo Cang can't change her body...

Fortunately, when both of them were worried about Miyou, a huge figure broke in from the dark moonlight.

Its figure kept shaking, and its body kept getting smaller.

Until, becoming the size of an ordinary doll, it smashed a glass window and fell into the house.

Miyou, who had cut wounds all over her body, raised her little paw.

Its eyes were injured during the fierce battle, and it could no longer see the appearance of the two of them clearly.

Miyou can only confirm that the existence in front of her is a companion, not an enemy, through the induction of magic power.

"I... I finally escaped... I escaped..."

Then, it carefully took out the Rising Sun Spear in the initial staff form from its space pocket, a red crystal card that glowed all over.

And, two corona rings shining brightly.

The Rising Sun Spear has been upgraded, and the Ace of Hearts card has also been processed.

"I... I... completed the task... I was not taken away... I..."

Before handing over a few things to the companions in the house, Miyou's head slowly drooped, and her strong obsession became the driving force for Miyou's actions.

Now that the task is complete, the long-standing obsession dissipates, and it no longer has any strength.

Just muttering to himself, fell into a deep sleep.

"Am I a good boy... Master Cang Yan..."

(End of this chapter)