I really don't want to be a magical girl anymore

Chapter 21 【】Transformation

Two days have passed since the incident at the Black Rabbit Bar.

early morning.

In the exclusive ward of the ESO base, the drowsy girl slowly opened her eyes, her brain was drowsy, making her feel as if she had been hit hard by someone, and the scene in front of her also made her feel strange.

"Ah...the ceiling I don't know...it hurts..."

Zuo Yue originally wanted to sit up, but as soon as she moved, every part of her body felt severe pain, and her muscles were torn in four directions simultaneously.

The severe pain made Zuo Yue unable to move.

The scene before he passed out finally appeared in his mind, the black-gold magical girl Tian Ting was actively attacking the gray-white magical girl Cang Yan.

"Senior Cang Yan is in danger..."

Grinning her teeth, Zuo Yue endured the pain and sat up.

This movement revived Miyou, who was standing by the side, and it immediately flew up from the pillow as small as a doll, with an anxious face.

"Lie down! Lie down! Do you know how badly you've been hurt! You almost can't save yourself! Do you know!"

Miyou's two small paws kept pushing Zuoyue's forehead hard, trying to make Zuoyue lie down quickly.

Seeing this, Zuo Yue reached out and grabbed Miyou, gently hugged her in her arms, and asked: "I can't remember, what happened afterwards..."

"simply put."

Enjoying the stroking, Miyou slowly calmed down. It raised its head with tears in its eyes.

"You leapfrogged and used the power that you couldn't use at the moment, so you ran away. Although you were rescued by Master Cang Yan, your body still left wounds that could not heal. The pain of being torn from time to time lasts for more than ten years."

"Over ten years……"

Zuo Yue tilted her head and smiled silly: "It's so long."

"It's a miracle that you survived!"

Miyou buried her small head in Zuoyue's chest, her voice was crying.

"If you really died because of this incident, how should I face the rest of my life..."

"Okay, okay. I'm still alive. Isn't it just a little pain, just endure it."

Zuo Yue began to comfort Mi You, Mi You had been struggling until now, suppressing her emotions all the time, and at this moment she completely broke out.

It cries louder.

Zuo Yue couldn't help feeling sad.

She looked around, there was no one in the huge white ward, and she didn't see the figure she wanted to see.

Zuo Yue asked: "Where's brother? Didn't he come?"

Miyou choked up and said, "Here we are, but we are blocked outside the ESO base. According to the confidentiality agreement, ordinary people are not allowed to enter, even relatives of magical girls."

Then, Zuo Yue asked about the second person she cared about.

"Where's Senior Cang Yan? Is she okay?"

"It's okay, she has gone through many battles and died many times, and her physical fitness is beyond your imagination. She came to see you late the first night, and because of this, she had a big fight with the leader of ESO, and almost got into a fight. .”

"Hey? Is that so? I can't imagine how Senior Cang Yan quarreled with others. Senior Cang Yan, she is small and sweet, very cute. If she quarreled with me, she might agree to whatever she said. .”

Zuo Yue didn't feel that her previous behavior was risky, she felt that she had to do it at that time, and it was worth it if she didn't regret it.

At this time, the wooden door of the ward was pushed open, and the silver bell hanging behind the door made a light sound, making people look at the door.

"Yo. Woke up so soon. I thought you'd have to lie down for a few more days."

A braided girl wearing thick glasses walked into the ward.

"Before the lime..."

Zuo Yue wanted to say hello, but she was interrupted by the girl with braids stretching out her hand in the middle of her speech. She was saying: "Call me by name when I'm not transforming, and code name when I'm working. Just call me Miho, Appear closer."

Zuo Yue tried to shout.

"Miho?"

"Hey, that's right."

Ye Meisui came to the hospital bed, brought the things in her hand in front of Zuo Yue, and said with a smile: "Look. I brought you a special product from my hometown."

"specialty?"

Zuo Yue's gaze was on the plastic bag in Ye Meisui's hand, which contained a thick stack of exam papers and homework books assigned by various teachers.

She grinned, showing a refusal expression.

"This kind of special product is not worth mentioning."

"I'm here."

Ye Meisui smirked and was about to stuff the paper into Zuo Yue's hand.

Zuo Yue hurriedly waved.

"Can't, can't."

Really unable to shirk, Zuo Yue had no choice but to ask Ye Meisui to put the paper on the table beside the hospital bed.

"Your class teacher is really a responsible and good person. When you asked for sick leave at first, he thought you were skipping class again, so he was going to go to the house to arrest you. Later, he found out that you were really hospitalized, so he insisted on coming to the hospital to see you. But I tried my best to reject it. After all, you don’t want the teacher to know that you are a magical girl. Your homeroom teacher entrusted me to come to see you. By the way, I will take advantage of this Saturday to make up for you. You have been in a coma for two days and you are behind in the class. It’s a lot. Your class teacher actually has a very high evaluation of you, saying that you are a good boy who is serious, hardworking and obedient, and he is very afraid that you will go astray.”

While talking, Ye Meisui sat by the bed and picked up the apples from the bedside fruit plate.

And her magic weapon, the blue light short blade, was used as a fruit knife.

Miyou twitched twice in anger.

"Then am I on the right path now?"

Zuo Yue lowered her head in thought.

"Who knows. Give."

Qingguang's short blade is very sharp, after a few cuts, the apple becomes a complete circle, Ye Meisui handed the apple to Zuo Yue, and talked about another matter.

This matter is actually not suitable to say at this time, Ye Meisui thought it over and over again, and still felt that she had to say it.

"Today is actually the funeral of the magical girl Baige. The original grand memorial service was canceled by relatives, but now it is just a secret funeral attended by a few relatives and friends. I have received an invitation, and I will leave later. Eat an apple and enjoy it Rest, I will take your heart with you."

Ye Meisui's movements were suspended in the air, because Zuo Yue didn't pick up the apple for a long time.

"I also need to go."

Just as Ye Meisui thought, Zuo Yue gave a firm answer.

Miyou said quickly: "You can't go. You can't get out of bed at all, and you still need to recuperate for a while."

It worries about Zuo Yue's health.

"It's okay, I'm cured. You see, it's okay. It doesn't hurt at all."

Zuo Yue pretended to be relaxed and moved her body, but the corners of her mouth trembling unnaturally and her pale, bloodless face all proved that she was actually trying to be brave.

"No. Your body is important."

Miyou felt a little distressed, and it sternly refused.

But Zuo Yue lost her smile, her expression was gloomy, and she was saying: "This is the only chance I have in this life. I am not so cold-blooded, and I will be indifferent to the choice of my savior. I don't want to think about it later. I regretted not seeing Senior Baige for the last time. I won’t be brave, I just want to take a look from a distance, and then I’ll have a good rest and recover as soon as possible, okay?”

Miyou really can't resist Zuoyue, and it really wants to say goodbye to the magical girl Baige who saved her life.

"I knew we all wanted the same thing. I've given you the route on how to escape from the base quietly."

Ye Meisui slapped her thigh, smiled and stood up.

"Three cobblers are more or less as good as Zhuge Liang."

Two magical girls and a familiar escaped from the base without any risk, and went to the public cemetery in Xinmu City.

It was lightly raining.

People in black costumes gathered in twos and threes, some were weeping bitterly, and some were comforting softly.

Zuo Yue saw a photo of Senior Baige when he was not transformed, and he was not a few years older than himself. His appearance was very ordinary, and he had no special features. He might not be able to find it if he threw it in the crowd.

It is precisely because of being ordinary that Zuo Yue's heartstrings are touched even more, and her unrealistic fantasies about magical girls are less.

There is also an increase in the understanding that magical girls are just ordinary people.

Bai Ge's relatives warmly welcomed the arrival of the magical girl Qing Ning, but when Qing Ning introduced the weak girl in hospital clothes as a newcomer saved by Bai Ge, the expressions of the relatives changed a lot, and the atmosphere became awkward Not a lot.

Zuo Yue knew what these relatives were thinking.

It's nothing more than why she came here.

Zuo Yue didn't say anything else, but bowed deeply to the relatives.

"sorry."

A man in his twenties who looked like the older brother of Baige came to Zuoyue in a few steps, grabbed the collar of Zuoyue's blue and white hospital gown, and stared at Zuoyue with red and swollen eyes.

The attitude is clear, human life is at stake, how can it be settled with one sentence.

The rough movements hurt Zuo Yue. She herself had just recovered from a serious illness, and it was already very difficult to get out of bed by force. When someone forcibly lifted her up, the pain doubled, and it exceeded Zuo Yue's tolerance limit.

The adult male looked at the frail, thin and pitiful 12-year-old girl in front of him, and he couldn't say something when it came to his lips.

If it wasn't for those damned cursed beasts, how could these children become magical girls and their lives were in danger?

Soon, the adult man lost all his strength, put Zuo Yue down, covered his face with his hands, hid by the roadside, sobbing silently.

This made Zuo Yue think of her elder brother.

A negative thought comes to mind.

If something unexpected happened to him, would his elder brother do the same, heartbroken and deeply grieved.

By exchanging identities and substituting herself into it, Zuo Yue can feel the sadness surrounding the cemetery even more.

She remembered the words her brother always kept on her lips, and began to think, could magical girls really only bring misfortune?

After eleven o'clock, the ceremony officially began.

This is the first time in Zuo Yue's life to attend someone else's funeral. She doesn't understand what the process is, nor what they represent.

She just listened to the louder and louder crying, and the parents of the white-haired man sending the black-haired man could not accept the fact that their daughter died young.

Especially when the light-tight closed small black box containing the ashes of the white pigeon and the transformation device was placed in the coffin, the crying reached its peak.

Zuo Yue clearly felt the weight of life, making it hard to breathe.

Zuo Yue has been watching everything silently from the side, until the final farewell ceremony, relatives and friends went to the tombstone one after another to lay flowers to bid farewell.

When it was about to end, Qing Ning walked up to Zuo Yue, handed her a pure white rose, and patted her palm, giving Zuo Yue confidence and courage.

The end of the farewell ceremony.

Qing Ning helped the trembling Zuo Yue to the side of Baige's tombstone, and let Zuo Yue go forward.

Looking at the photo in front of the grave, some unfamiliar Senior Baige was still smiling gently, Zuo Yue had a thousand words to say but didn't know where to start.

The petals of the white roses are blown by the wind.

Zuo Yue opened her mouth.

"Senior, I did it. I saved someone for the first time. It turns out that this is what it feels like to save someone's life. Although the pain in my body will accompany me for many years, I still feel that I am very happy and satisfied. When I first started I thought about a lot of things. From why I wanted to become a magical girl, and what I wanted to do. I suddenly realized that my past self had never thought about these things, and the choice to transform was just a whim..."

"It's fun."

Having said this, Zuo Yue paused, her eyes were moist.

"I don't know how many people will die in the battle with the cursed beast in the future, and how many people I have to say goodbye to. I don't know. If I lie here one day, will anyone talk to me like this. At least ……At least……"

Zuo Yue tried her best to bend down and put the flowers in front of the photo.

"Now I finally know one thing, what to do."

She clenched her fists.

"I will exterminate the cursed beast from the source, and I never want other magical girls to die because of the cursed beast. Although I know that this wish is unrealistic, I may never see that day in my life, At least, I am willing to try and work hard."

Outside the crowd in the public cemetery, Zuo Cang stood alone in the drizzle, quietly looking into the distance.

He saw his sister escaped from the ward, drenched in the rain, reaching out to touch the cold tombstone.

Zuo Cang can more or less guess Zuo Yue's mood at this time.

Because, that is the road he has traveled.

He understands better.

In any case, it is impossible for him to prevent Zuo Yue from embarking on this road of no return.

Holding an umbrella, Hong Feng walked up to Zuo Cang and asked, "Why are you here?"

Zuo Cang said: "This should be something I want to ask you, why are you here?"

"The object of the superior's attention mysteriously disappeared, and I can't do it if I don't come."

Hong Feng shrugged, she threw the umbrella aside, and stood side by side with Zuo Cang, the rain slowly soaked her body, her clothes were tightly fitted, and she looked very attractive.

"Zuoyue has been focused on?"

"Yes, after seeing the disaster scene at the Black Rabbit Bar, the superiors gave the highest order to train the magical girl Mingyue with all their strength, at least to reproduce your role in the past, so that you can turn the tide on your own."

"What if my guardian doesn't agree?"

"Under the circumstances, you and I have no choice. Or do you think that the new generation of young people can find someone with higher talent than Mingyue?"

Zuo Cang shook his head, still unable to accept this reality.

He glanced at Zuo Yue again, wanting to engrave Zuo Yue at this moment in his mind.

Turn away.

Ask about Hong Feng behind him.

"You, the leader of the investigation team sent by the central government, have you decided who the deputy leader is? If not, I will take this position."

"Don't worry, this pit has been reserved for you from the beginning."

Faced with Zuo Cang's powerful speech that sweeps away decadence, Hong Feng was taken aback for a moment, but soon realized the problem, and she happily chased after him.

"Welcome home, Magical Girl Cang Yan."

　Thank you for the 1 starting coins from Mr. Xiaoxiaoshutong, thank you for the 500 starting coins rewarded by the pine nuts in the mountains, thank you for the 500 starting coins rewarded by the male monkey, and thank you Lafite for being the best. The 100 starting coins rewarded by the guy.

　　Don't try to squeeze the author dry!I really can't figure it out... [-] a day is already killing me.

　　
　
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