I really don't want to be a magical girl anymore

Chapter 197 [] Burning wood to make a fire

Cities all over the country were brutally fallen, and half of the earth was shrouded in invisible objects. For a time, more than one billion population turned into bubbles, and the abyss turned mountains into flat land, plains into sand dunes, and seas into lakes. They all turned into plasticine, changing shapes wantonly in the hands of the will of the abyss.

Since then, people have thoroughly recognized a reality.

There is no doubt that human beings' weak resistance is like ants in front of gods.

The most powerful weapon of mass annihilation for mankind is to wash the surface of the earth and destroy the homeland on which mankind depends. In the nuclear winter, mankind is going extinct, and the earth is still the earth. The mass extinction experienced by this planet is comparable to human nuclear weapons. Bombing the surface is much more serious.

The power displayed by the apostles of the abyss is enough to destroy stars. A sky-reaching beam can blow up all buildings within a thousand kilometers and make human flesh vaporize in the high temperature.

The defense line built by humans in a hurry, and the barrier erected by burning all their own light, failed to withstand the joint attack of the abyss monsters, and the barrier at a height of 500 meters was directly shattered.

A painful truth lay before his eyes.

No one can stop the abyss from moving forward.

Human beings will be completely extinct and buried with the entire planet.

As the last sealing method to restrict the star god from being eroded by the abyss, how ridiculous that he went berserk because of the abyss.

The world is at stake, the earth is in danger, everyone is waiting for the savior to appear, a ray of light can cut through the sky, and the prayers of billions of human beings are buzzing in Cang Yan's ears.

She could clearly feel the emotion involved in prayer.

Sadness, fear, despair, hatred, unwillingness, hostility, anger, resentment...

But this kind of negative emotion has nowhere to go, and can only be released in other ways.

The strong draw their knives to the stronger, and the weak draw their knives to the weaker.

In the chaotic and disorderly environment, all the malice in human nature emerges in one brain, and kindness has always come from the bondage of society and morality. Human beings are the most intelligent creatures, and they are also the most insidious, cunning and fierce animals. , It is instinct to seek advantages and avoid disadvantages. If only relying on goodwill, how can we stand out from the nature of the jungle?

It is precisely because of having no worries about food and clothing and obtaining a stable and harmonious living environment, being full of warmth and thinking, monkeys understand shame and become human beings after putting on clothes.

Human beings have always been a contradictory species that establishes order in chaos and seeks chaos in order.

When Cang Yan returned to the earth, she had a deeper understanding of what she saw and heard.

It made Cang Yan hate her powerless self more and more.

She saw the world coming to an end.

She saw Joker suddenly appear.

She saw the doomed end.

The black card holders occupied the sky, and the black joker had difficulty controlling his body's instinctive desire to fight, so he began to raise his head and howl, intending to provoke Cang Yan.

The situation became more complicated.

The black Joker symbolizes destruction, while the red Joker symbolizes creation. The will of the abyss began to use the earth as an arena, fighting each other for the final power, the glory of blood.

And the root of all this is the creator of the stars, Christo.

This is the final battle between the gods.

The battle scene of the final battle is no longer within the reach of human beings.

The Black Joker has become a symbol of destruction, and the rebels have not given up hope.

Although human nature is evil and likes to be dominated by chaos, there are still extremely bright shining points. This is also the reason why Cang Yan has been fighting so far.

When Hong Feng and Qing Ning were retreating steadily, Cang Yan came in front of them and blocked the black joker's attack with his hand.

JOKER's power is very exaggerated.

It was hard for Cang Yan to accept a punch.

We can only retreat first with a very small number of survivors.

However, Hongfeng has a different opinion. She believes that Mingyue's current state is not a complete joker, and there is still a way to overcome it. If it is delayed for a while, then there is no room for it.

Club K was still on Lime, which became the key to their victory over Black Joker.

The souls of both Zuo Yue and Fei Te are in Joker's body, and now they are only being suppressed by the abyss. As long as the souls of both are awakened, they may be able to defeat the master of destruction.

During the speech, the power of the black joker spread, and the basic structure of the earth began to collapse.

"And, even if we hide, where can we hide?"

Hong Feng smiled wryly.

Finally, she looked up at Cang Yan, and then looked back at this beautiful broken world.

Countless people left one after another.

Hong Feng also made up her mind.

"So, Zuo Cang, use our power."

Cang Yan couldn't bear to refuse, and Hong Feng also knew that Cang Yan didn't want to sacrifice herself no matter what.

However, the situation is urgent now, the Joker is coming, and the abyss is raging. Only the same Joker can defeat the Joker.

And the red joker is in charge of creation authority, maybe Cang Yan can really create miracles.

Save this broken world.

When Hong Feng took the initiative to hand over all the square cards, her body also became unreal, and her whole consciousness was concentrated on the cards.

Thirteen cards of the cube system dance around Cang Yan.

The colorful brilliance led Cang Yan to the short consciousness space.

Enter the consciousness space multiple times in a short period of time.

It also made Cang Yan notice that the passage of time in the conscious world is completely different.

Time in the conscious world seems to stand still.

"Superman Zuo Cang, open your eyes, I am Sha..."

"I'm your wallbreaker."

In a red space deep in his consciousness, Zuo Cang heard a clear voice like a nightingale, his cheerful voice was somewhat familiar, his mind was drowsy, and he still coveted the pleasure of being like a flawless baby with no distracting thoughts in his mind.

Zuo Cang didn't want to get up.

"Zuo Cang!"

The girl squatting in front of Zuo Cang's head became angry. She stretched out her palm, pointed it at his cheek, and slapped his face twice. Only then did Zuo Cang wake up. When he opened his eyes, he saw a picture covering all his face. Sight's face is delicate and cute. Compared with the faces he is familiar with, it is less sullen and calculating and more innocent. In the end, the temperament presented is completely different, like twins with different appearances and fates.

So Zuo Cang was also a little uncertain, with a slight doubt, he said in a long voice: "Titania."

"That's right! It's me!"

Titania, who was half squatting, stood up and patted her chest with pride.

"Aren't you dead? And..."

Zuo Cang, who was a little confused about his state, was extremely surprised, sat up, touched his cheek: "It seems that he was beaten up for no reason."

"illusion!"

"But……"

"It's just an illusion."

Titania bit her to death. She would not admit the fact that she had just used Zuo Cang as a sandbag to vent her anger, so she continued: "The situation is very urgent now, so don't worry about this little thing."

"I didn't take the lunch box completely. I just merged with Hongfeng, and still retained the lowest consciousness. The mastery of my body was manipulated by Hongfeng, and I could only stay in the consciousness space."

Explain the general situation to Zuo Cang, Titania has known the situation in the outside world for a long time, after all, she and Hongfeng share perception and belong to one body.

So the real reason for venting anger is more subtle.

"The spirit behind it? The mysterious old man inside the ring?"

After learning that Titania was still alive, a stone that weighed on Zuo Cang's heart fell, and he complained from the bottom of his heart: "This setting is too clichéd."

"Still, you are going to be the courier delivering power."

"Wow, you're so rude! I'm not a tool!"

Titania was so angry that she stomped her feet, wishing she could take out her magic tool, the Spirit of Nature, and directly give Zuo Cang a few ideas, but it's a pity that she no longer has any power, and all her powers have been turned into cube-type cards. It is a problem to be able to barely maintain its own existence.

Even so, Titania would not explain this to Zuo Cang, she didn't want others to worry about herself, and she never wanted to get alms.

Titania wanted to be someone who was cared about and respected by others.

In fact, she is a very inferior person.

Being too low self-esteem can lead to blind self-confidence, and she wants to promote her sense of existence.

Stop being a supporting role of cannon fodder and ants ignored by others.

The experience of being manipulated and dominated by the leader for many years, without thinking or using the brain, and only needing to obey orders for weapons and props, has made her who she is today.

Whereas Titania just wants to be human.

A man of flesh and blood.

She just wanted to say: "I have lived too!"

Titania understands a truth in the world, that everyone is the protagonist or something.

It's complete bullshit.

Some people are born destined to become the protagonist, whether they like it or not.

And some people, no matter how hard and hard they work, are just a background, a supporting role everywhere. They work hard all their lives, but they can't even make others remember their names.

Someone had three chances to grow up, and Titania had already had two.

The first time was when she met Zuo Cang and realized that she was no longer the center of the world.

The second time was when she realized that no matter how hard she tried, there were still some things that people could not do anything about. Titania had made an effort. She wanted to change herself so that others could notice her self that had no sense of existence. She changed her attire, learned to wear a mask to disguise her inner emotions, and wanted to become a glamorous idol.

Because Titania was deeply aware of the gap.

Her looks are not cute compared to others who are better.

No matter how much he pretends to be his true character, he is dark and selfish here.

Titania is not dazzling, just like the dust on this land, it can be seen everywhere, and it will not attract attention.

She once suspected that only as a weapon without thinking would be the most suitable destiny for her.

Now Titania is going through the third round of growth—doing what she knows she can't do.

The road is long and far away, and I will search up and down.

Titania has all the characteristics of earth magic.

The soil has been tempered and refined into steel.

Persevering, standing proudly, like a high mountain.

So when Plum Blossom K intends to invade the land, Titania will take the initiative to sacrifice herself to calm the restlessness of the ocean.

In a short time, Titania finally learned what it means to sacrifice for others.

Sublime, stalwart.

The everyday life we ​​live in is a series of miracles one after another.

Even if she loses her body and can only stay in the consciousness space that is basically forgotten by others, Titania will not regret her actions, because she has thought about it for a long time and also thought about many complicated things.

In the end, Titania finally understood what her emotion was.

It turns out that I didn't learn kindness, but learned how to express kindness to others.

At this time, Hong Feng also appeared beside Zuo Cang, she quietly stood aside, and the two magic girls of the cube system stood in front of Zuo Cang like this.

The emotions in Titania's eyes condensed into mist, covering her sight for a while, but her expression still didn't change much. She held Zuo Cang's palm tightly and said, "Zuo Cang, I understand how you feel right now. I have experienced that feeling of powerlessness, and as the guy who suffers the most, I can finally surpass you in this regard."

"There is a word I must say, Zuo Cang, you are different from me, you have never fought alone, you have too many friends, companions, and relatives that you love and love you, so don't be alone, thinking that you If you fall down, there is no hope, you must learn to let go of the pressure and trust your companions."

A trace of loneliness flashed across Titania's eyes.

"You are shining brightly, but you are not the last hope"

"After the night is dark, no matter how many dark clouds there are, we will not be afraid, because we know that the light will never leave us."

"The sun will rise as usual."

These words from the heart made Zuo Cang feel a lot. Looking back, he found that he was really a fan of the authorities. The biggest pressure was not from others, but self-doubt and denial, wishful thinking, and extra stubborn.

Therefore, Zuo Cang fell into silence, for a moment he didn't know how to start a conversation.

At this time, Hong Feng also smiled, then lowered her head, her voice was a little strange, no matter how hard she tried, she couldn't control her emotions that were about to overflow.

"You're awake, then I can feel at ease..."

The deep meaning in the words made Zuo Cang sober up a lot.

He raised his head sharply.

Seeing the figures of the two cube-type magic girls in front of them becoming more and more transparent, and their voices becoming more and more blurred, their bodies turned into little golden rays of light, completely integrated with Zuo Cang.

Zuo Cang's light gradually became stronger and brighter, while the light of Titania and Hong Feng became weaker and dimmed.

The extremely anxious Zuo Cang stretched out his hand, trying to grab the palms of the two, but his right hand passed through the illusion, and he could no longer touch them. His heart was full of mixed feelings, Zuo Cang opened his mouth slightly, and the throat Can't make any sound.

How do I see Titania...

At this moment, Zuo Cang heard a mournful cry, and while weeping intermittently, he heard the true feelings of an ordinary girl for the first time.

"I like you so much...but...but...it's too late..."

"sorry Sorry……"

"I'm still so willful until now..."

"Just thinking that this will be the last time we meet in this life...I..."

Hong Feng covered her face with her hands, crying uncontrollably, she was already too weak, her voice was already murmured, and finally she raised her head, revealing the pear blossom's rainy face, wanting to bring the final picture into her mind, she stretched out her hand tremblingly, I want to touch someone who is right in front of me.

"Farewell... Zuo Cang..."

Arms drop.

Trees and the earth constitute nature.

And the trees blend with the flames, ignite the flames, use the body as a bonfire, and use the soul as fuel.

Wood is used to make fire, and fire is more prosperous.

Until, the flame can shine to any corner of the world.

(End of this chapter)