I really don't want to be a magical girl anymore

Chapter 195 [] Shaking people

Cang Yan's current state is not good.

It can be described as bad.

When Feite handed the Queen of Hearts to Cang Yan, it also meant that Cang Yan had collected all the hearts cards.

Coupled with the red-type holy stone seed that he currently holds, this also means that Cang Yan can complete the promotion.

And the road to promotion is extremely dangerous.

All the Heart cards from A to K collided in Cang Yan's body, the seal of Chuang Xingshen was broken, and the imprisoned Abyss began to riot. At first, it only turned over slightly, but it caused Cang Yan to be extremely painful.

The things sealed by the sealing card are part of the will of the abyss.

The horn of destruction sounded, and the countdown was finally ushered in.

Sealing is originally a means of self-protection.

Christo sealed the abyss in her body at the cost of a long sleep, thereby limiting the spread and disease of the abyss.

The price for this is that Chuangxingshen has been deeply infected by the abyss and has become the carrier of all disordered collapses.

The seal was broken and the thing that woke up was not a righteous and kind guy.

It is the concrete existence of the abyss.

An indifferent cosmic will to destroy all things.

What Cang Yan has to do now is to suppress or even control the abyss and make it a part of himself. This process can be called jokerization. Now Cang Yan is only one step away from becoming a red joker.

Next, she will devour all the cube-type cards, the instinctive desire is agitated in Cang Yan's body, and the black sun intends to advance, it forces Cang Yan to attack Hongfeng proactively, and greedily plunders all the cube-type cards.

This precursor is that the holy stone seed in Cang Yan's body began to vibrate violently, and abnormal phenomena such as floods, earthquakes, and volcanic eruptions appeared all over the earth, and even the moon and the sun became unstable.

This is precisely because the creator of the stars, Christo, is echoing this madness.

The solar system is built on corpses.

To prevent the world from going to destruction.

Cang Yan must act.

Before Zuo Cang left, the Queen had specifically instructed these things.

This world is doomed to be destroyed by the abyss. If the great Star Creator can sacrifice once in exchange for the prosperity of civilization, then who can sacrifice the second time when the abyss comes back.

Cang Yan doesn't think this method can be done once and for all.

Only by eliminating the abyss is the road to the true ending.

According to her understanding, the abyss is just a rule of the universe, just like the immune system of the human body, to wipe out the viruses and bacteria that parasitize on the cells and start to multiply.

How should human beings change the laws of the universe?

Standing alone in the royal palace of the Kingdom of Shadows, Queen Shasi was silently watching all this happening, but she could do nothing about it.

In order to maintain the kingdom of shadows and the isolation barrier, he was too weak to leave the kingdom of shadows.

After all, confronting the abyss head-on really hurt Shasi seriously. All he can do is temporarily suppress and seal the abyss, which is the only thing he can do.

As for eliminating the abyss and modifying the rules of the universe, Shasi, who symbolizes darkness and reproduction, cannot do it by herself...

The only person in the entire universe who can wield such power is her Father God.

Lord of Gods.

The source of the universe.

The core of primordial chaos.

God of blindness and ignorance.

From beginning to end, the Lord of Yan.

Ruler of thousands of stars.

The specifier of rules.

AZ.

Aspen.

The existence of Asi, the conceptuality of Asi, derives any world composed of matter and illusion, and all kinds of universes and stars appear in the void.

In the following 100 billion years, no second being identical to Asi was born.

The only being comparable to it, Shacy thought, was Juss, the One of All, the Gate of Time and Space.

As for the squirming chaotic Knap sauce, Sasi didn't take her seriously.

Knap likes to take the initiative to do things, followed by Us. Only Sass has made it clear that she doesn't want to get involved in all kinds of messy things, and doesn't care much about deeper issues.

She is more like a conscientious and stupid mother who only has her own children in her eyes, and everything else is fine, except that the children cannot be wronged.

As the mother of all things, Sasi's loving maternal radiance can infect anyone who yearns for maternal love, and Sasi will take the initiative to embrace even children without blood relations.

Of course, the love of this "mother" is not something ordinary people can afford.

There are some things, Sass has to admit, and her character can cause a lot of messes.

For example, the body of Christo, the dragon of the star god, was created by Juss secretly using special means to borrow the authority of the goddess of abundance.

It can be said that it is the strongest species born.

The body that makes up Krystal's physical existence is inherited from the darkness that shaped everything from Sasi.

Otherwise, it would be impossible for the universe to produce an ultimate life form with an immeasurably large body and a wingspan exceeding several light years.

It can be said that it is precisely because of Sasi that the birth of the star-creating god Christo was directly promoted.

This also caused Sasi's attitude towards Christo to be very strange.

On the basis of reality, it is hard to say whether I can be regarded as her mother.

Crystal, known as the miracle of crystal, is the light hatched from the darkness.

To this day, Sasi still thinks that Crystal is just a poor child who suffers.

What Sassi did was not to save the world, or for some unfathomable reason.

the reason is simple.

The Dark Mother Goddess didn't want to make the child suffer any more, and wanted to save it.

In the process, Shasi also realized a very bad point. It is very difficult to save Chuangxingshen from the abyss.

If Shasi used any strong means, in the end, she would only rescue a body that had no body and only pursued instincts, and the consciousness of the Creator Star God would have sunk into the abyss long ago.

So Shasi can only switch to other milder ways.

For example, to awaken the consciousness of the star god.

In the past, Sass made many attempts for this purpose.

First expel and seal the abyss, and then split itself, using the cut-off part of the authority as a basic template to create some containers that can carry the power of the star god.

This is the reason why the original magical girl was born.

The Queen of the Kingdom of Shadows and Cube K jointly created the strongest magical girl Snow Lotus. In a series of experiments, she survived by chance and began to fuse with the power of the Creator Star God. Blood, internal organs, bones, hair and body parts Every corner becomes dehumanized.

It's a pity that the replicas and experiments created by Sasi have always had great flaws, and magical girls are not perfect existences.

This also made Shasi realize one thing clearly.

Christo is dead and can never be resurrected, leaving only the past and the power she once possessed in this world.

Later, Shasi began to focus on choosing the successor of the Star Creator God. Only the most suitable and perfect person would be eligible to be promoted and become the new Star Creator God.

For her, who can become the new star god is the key to the problem.

Shasi devoted herself to observing the growth of the materials.

Among them, the magical girl Cang Yan attracted Shasi's attention, and since then, she has single-handedly planned the enemies and tribulations that Cang Yan will go through. Cang Yan is not the heir appointed from the beginning.

How she grew up and what her future will look like has been selected and assessed by Shasi herself.

Now Cang Yan has passed the exam.

Cang Yan won the queen's approval, and also got the chance to become the salary king, and was able to sacrifice herself.

Of course, the values ​​that human beings talk about with evil gods are not correct, and they may be more stupid than playing the piano against a cow.

Species and status are very different.

So what does Cangyan mean to Shasi?
Cang Yan's mother, the magical girl Snow Lotus, was a test subject without father and mother. It was born on the laboratory bench in the Kingdom of Shadows, and it incorporated many complex cells and genes, including fragments of genetic information provided by Shasi.

So if I insist on breaking it, Cang Yan can be regarded as Shasi's grandson...

Of course, this kind of nonsense ethical relationship is meaningless to Shasi, and what she values ​​is only Cang Yan's persistence and tenacity, the most important of which is independence.

Rehash.

Also the same old problem.

who I am.

Cang Yan is not the Star God Christo, she must have the clearest understanding of herself.

Cang Yan uses the power of the Star God to transform into a magical girl, but this does not mean that she is the Star God, nor is she someone else, nor is she a thoughtless prop.

Cang Yan is herself.

She is also just Cang Yan.

No matter Hei Ri or the magical girl Cang Yan, they rely on the power of others. If Cang Yan wants to go further, she must go beyond herself and possess her true form.

The day of becoming a god, the time of meeting the devil.

At this moment, it is the ultimate.

This is also the reason why Sha Si is looking forward to Cang Yan's repayment, and it is also the problem that Cang Yan will face now.

However, the reality is cruel.

In the picture that Shasi saw.

As the thirteen Hearts cards merged with Cang Yan for longer and longer, the riot of power became more intense, and it was already difficult for Cang Yan to control her desire to destroy.

This means that the degree of assimilation between Cang Yan and Joker is getting higher and higher, and the abyss is beginning to erode Cang Yan's heart.

Light must never be defiled by filth.

Seeing the snow blue cursed beast that brought the blizzard in front of him, his sister Zuo Yue had already put everything in his hands, Cang Yan knew that he had no way out.

She began to try to move while enduring the pain of the internal organs in her body.

There are more and more auditory hallucinations in the ears.

That is the wailing and dying wishes of the victims. How much they want to live a stable life, and how much they want to be able to live in
I heard……

I did hear it...

They are calling me, they are longing for me.

Their hopes and futures are all pinned on me.

I have to respond to this emotion.

The illusory voice in the ear gradually overwhelmed the pain.

Cang Yan had to take a step.

She will march, she will advance.

Under the prayers of everyone, it turned into light and never stopped.

"Light, carrying the ultimate thought."

A body about to tear apart.

The more dazzling light.

An unyielding soul.

Gradually climbing power.

The promotion stopped at the critical moment, just short of the door, and also missing some key props.

Shasi, who was watching the battle in the Kingdom of Shadows, stood up suddenly, and she felt the call of her own body.

Black goat cubs are missing flesh and blood.

It was the crystallization of Shasi's power, and it was also the key element that she handed over to Cube K to allow it to successfully build the Tower of Babel.

After losing the blessing of the power of flesh and blood, it is only a matter of time before the Tower of Babel collapses.

problem occurs.

A name popped up in Shasi's mind instantly.

Juss, this guy is starting to shoot.

After the loss of the black goat cub, Shasi's power is also rapidly passing away. If this continues, Shasi will probably return to her original body and will no longer be able to stay in this world.

Something must be done.

Sha Si thought about it, and the Queen of the Kingdom of Shadows immediately stood up, and she snapped her fingers in the mythical form, and the dark ripples spread.

The whole world is enveloped in it.

Followed by.

The magical girl Cang Yan, who originally wanted to continue fighting, disappeared out of thin air under the eyes of everyone.

"Wake up, Cang Yan. Wake up, don't sleep."

Half asleep and half awake, Cang Yan felt someone pushing her body.

"Hmm~"

Cang Yan, who was unconscious, sat up slowly with sleepy eyes, and heard strange sounds in his ears, which seemed to be the sound of steel pressing against each other.

The change in the special environment instantly alerted Cang Yan.

what's the situation!
I was hit by an unknown existence.

Thoughts flashed through his mind, Cang Yan was fully awake, stood up immediately, and began to look around to confirm his current environment.

And the next scene surprised her, she was in a carriage, surrounded by two rows of soft-backed seats, the white hook was dangling in front of Cang Yan's eyes, and the scene outside the window flashed quickly, blurred, It is impossible to tell exactly what time it is.

The more Cang Yan looked, the more he felt that he was in the middle of a train, or a very old-fashioned green leather train, and people could clearly hear the iconic sound of iron wheels rolling over the track.

"Train? Why am I in the train?"

Cang Yan only felt puzzled in her heart, her memory was still stuck in the desperate fight inside the Tower of Babel, as if she woke up here again.

And the process of this has disappeared inexplicably, and I can't recall it at all.

And exploring the memory too deeply will only make Cang Yan's head ache.

Cang Yan turned over and jumped off the seat, looking out the window.

In a trance, she saw a special scene, the sky outside the train was like a bloody and tender piece of meat, wriggling constantly, and the deep black meat cloud rolled up, showing various internal organs composed of multiple black mist And its abyssal mouth full of vitriol, as if the train were traveling in the body of some transcendent being, swallowed by eternal darkness.

At the end of the empty carriage, a tall figure suddenly appeared. At a glance, it was a mature woman with a proud figure, holding an open folding fan in her forehand to cover her face.

The mature woman closed her folding fan, revealing her beautiful face, she chuckled lightly, "Cang Yan, what are you thinking about now?"

"Her Majesty the Queen..."

Cang Yan recognized the identity of this beautiful and rich man, the Queen Shasi of the Kingdom of Shadows, but it was a bit strange, the Queen's aura was so weak that she seemed to die at any moment.

Out of oil.

"Ha, all in all, welcome to my dark world. This should be the first time you have come into contact with my body. My time is limited, and there are some things that I can only explain to you in this way."

(End of this chapter)