I really don't want to be a magical girl anymore

Chapter 154 [] Heart-to-heart

The fighting ceased.

The battle is over.

The desire contest ended perfectly.

The two main bosses, the giant cursed beast Qualcomm, were killed on the spot, and the thorny cursed beast Andre also retreated.

However, the mission of the magical girl Cang Yan is not over yet.

It should be said that it has only just begun.

The magical girl Mingyue has disappeared, and no one knows what she will do next.

My sister chose to cooperate with Knap in order not to sacrifice herself.

Cang Yan was a little worried about this, she didn't know what Knap was planning.

Fortunately, Tanya, the former magical girl land greyhound, was arrested.

She took the initiative to jump back and was caught on the spot.

The evidence is solid, what Cang Yan has to do is to obtain some key clues as much as possible.

"What's your plan next?"

Late at night, Red Sea City.

The balcony on the top floor of the Countermeasures Building.

The magical girl Cang Yan was holding a cup of hot tea and looking at the night scene in the distance.

The flowers are red and the willows are green.

The beauty of the bustling city always makes people feel calm.

The irritability gradually subsided.

When Cang Yan spoke, she didn't turn her head to the person beside her.

Still staring into the distance,

The darkness is approaching, and Cang Yan must find a way to break the situation.

Although Titania is no longer bound with light ropes.

However, the transparent enchantment that covered the entire room and was still slightly glowing indicated that the house arrest against Titania was still going on.

The defeated prisoners can only enjoy this kind of treatment.

More research is needed to regain freedom.

Titania is very dangerous and is good at acting and setting up tricks. She has to believe what she says, and she can't believe it all, let alone be negligent.

So Cang Yan intends to chat with Titania for a while, is it a kind of talk therapy?
For this friend he once knew, he wanted to understand what happened to the local girl who was not good at dressing up.

"What else can I do, I will be locked up by you until the whole incident is over."

Titania turned around, leaned her back against the handle of the balcony, and stretched long.

After working for so long, she was also a little tired.

Better go to bed early.

Anyway, she has long been used to the wandering life of no fixed place, and she may stay in a closed room for a long time in the future, which makes her feel novel.

"I know what you're thinking and what you're worrying about..."

As she said that, Titania glanced at the white-haired young girl who was trying her best to lie on the balcony while stepping on a stool. The height of 1.3 meters [-] was really sad.

She smiled sweetly.

"I have given up struggling, anyway, I can't beat you now."

"This game of chess is tailor-made for you by the queen. You are the protagonist in her palm. We are all tool people. No matter how hard I try, it will only make you stronger. It is impossible to surpass you."

"How ridiculous."

"So is Tianting, and so is Mingyue. Fate has long been doomed. In the end, it will always be swallowed by darkness and become a Joker. No matter how powerful a Joker is, it will still be a clown after all, just a clown for amusing people."

"So I will definitely not make myself Joker."

"It's funny, haha."

Titania laughed.

Laughing so hard that people turned their backs, and laughed so hard that they couldn't close their mouths from ear to ear.

That's self-deprecating.

In fact, Titania sees these things very clearly. She has her own position, persistence and ideas, but she is powerless.

Because Titania was already a dead person, it was a great tolerance for her to live in this world, and she had no way to resist the shackles of fate imposed on her.

For her, the commander's will is supreme, even if the commander directly asks Titania to commit suicide, she cannot go against it.

She doesn't care about the destruction of the world or the continuation of human beings, she just wants to live a little happier for herself.

Everything about her was set by others. This identity, this skin, and this power were all given to her by the ESO leader.

If she didn't have the power to control the cube system, then Titania would always be the scavenger and black glove used by the Colombian military to deal with some shady things. .
You may not be able to escape until you die.

How ridiculous, how sad.

The power of individuals is insignificant in front of state institutions.

Only by controlling absolute power can one control one's own destiny.

Titania gradually understood this matter.

This has also become the main driving force for her action.

The core of comedy and tragedy is always the same.

The misfortune of others will only make you happy.

Only the misfortune that brings oneself into it can make people sad.

Tom Cat failed to catch Jerry, he was smashed and burned by a machete and hammer, and he was crushed into cat cake by a train!
It's hilarious, hahahaha.

"It's not funny, on the contrary, I only have sadness in my heart."

With a serious face, Cang Yan jumped down from the wooden bench, and she said seriously to Titania: "You will not die, I can assure you of this. I will try to save all the people who are in trouble, even if you go to Do whatever it takes. That's what I'm worth."

"I will unravel the conspiracy, unravel the mystery, and solve the case until the people who deserve it are brought to justice."

"Bring to justice...heh..."

Titania sneered twice.

She still thinks that Cang Yan's words are just fluff, purely on paper, and in reality there is no option to save everyone.

You must know that this is something that Star Creator Christo did not even do.

Otherwise, how could the abyss have descended, and there would still be so many bloody cursed beasts in the world?
"I am an unforgivable criminal. I still have self-knowledge for this. The blood stained on my hands is not too much to cut me into pieces. So, can you save me? Save the once dead Innocents in my hands? Don’t talk big, people live to deprive other lives all the time. There is no perfect way in the world.”

"If even I deserve to be forgiven by you, then what is the difference between you and the criminal who shielded you? And you don't think you can solve anything by locking me here? Just a few words will make me feel grateful and start a new life? It's not that exaggerated."

"I advise you to go to bed early and stop dreaming."

Titania snorted a little.

For Cang Yan, her emotions are also very complicated. People are not extreme creatures, black and white, and can be easily characterized.

maybe maybe maybe seems like...

Titania has lived in the dark night for too long, she still hopes that someone can save herself, so that she, who is wandering and wandering, can get a place enough for her to let go of all guards.

Love, lack of love, severe lack of love.

Whether it's the pampering family relationship of fatherly love and motherly love, or the friendship that can treat open talk and happy talk as equals, she wants to experience it for herself.

Ever since Titania could remember, her life has been filled with the sharpest, ironies, and most indifferent thorns, hitting walls again and again, causing her to shrink her perception of the external environment and firmly protect her softest place .

No one can melt the ice and snow in her heart, and smash the self-enclosed cage.

Over time.

Titania forgot why she cared so much about being so hostile to the magical girl Cang Yan.

"I actually know that these things are difficult to achieve, but..."

When Titania accepted the reality that she was under house arrest and was about to go back to sleep, Cang Yan stretched out her small hand and grabbed her palm.

This made Titania a little surprised, she turned her head and glanced at Cang Yan.

The white-haired young girl's eyes are bright, like stars twinkling in them.

"If none of us will do it, and everyone will shrink back and don't even want to try, how can we make miracles happen and dreams come true?"

"It's one thing to punish the sins you committed, but it's another thing to make up for your mistakes."

"The future is in our hands, we will never be slaves to fate, let's act together."

Sincere voices always leave people vulnerable.

"You let me be your companion? We are enemies, so you trust me?"

Titania sneered.

"I believe you."

Cang Yan said firmly: "Even if you just use me to win my sympathy, you will betray me and hurt me at any time. I am willing to trust you."

The sincere words and unwavering expression made Titania's eyes widen, and she saw Cang Yan from top to bottom.

It seems that he can't figure out what kind of mentality Cang Yan is saying these words.

Titania is an exquisite egoist, and she has already planned how to escape from the cage.

She just needs to calm Cang Yan's emotions and stop focusing on herself.

Titania is sure to cooperate with the other subordinates of the commander to break through the sealing barrier and return to freedom.

In the end, she didn't expect that she didn't need to deliberately set up a play to gain Cang Yan's trust.

Cang Yan directly revealed all her thoughts to herself, which completely disrupted Titania's thoughts, and it took a long time before she said a word: "Fool..."

"I will backstab you at any time. I am a selfish person. For my own benefit, I will do whatever it takes to kill you, even kidnap to hurt your family and everyone you value. You will say this again talk?"

"I will stop you, no matter how many times, I will come to the scene as soon as possible, defeat you, thwart your plot, and won't let anyone get hurt."

Cang Yan's words were full of absolute confidence, and her suppressed anger became the driving force driving her forward.

"You will never die. I will let you live to witness your failures again and again."

"Wow, you are really too good."

The hostility in the words was harsh, but it made Titania feel very comfortable. This feeling and the distance are just right.

Being too gentle made her uncomfortable.

"Hmph, it seems that I can't show weakness anymore. Don't worry, I will definitely kill you with my own hands. Wash your neck and wait for me."

As she spoke, Titania's tone became a lot weirder, a little unbelievable.

Because she saw with her own eyes that the barrier that sealed the room was fading rapidly, it was not broken due to a forcible attack.

Instead, the person who released the enchantment took the initiative to release the magic power supply to the magic circle.

The attitude is very clear.

"You are completely insane."

Titania sighed.

"Maybe."

Cang Yan rubbed her head and giggled.

"At least in my opinion, you should decide how to move forward in your own destiny. Whether it is an enemy or a friend, whether to go or stay, it should be up to you to decide. No one can decide the future path for you. Try to do It's not a difficult decision."

If possible, Cang Yan really wanted Latitania to join the group, because the current situation is unknown, the enemy is strong, and one more helper will increase the chance of winning.

"Then you will probably be disappointed. I'm a bad woman and I can't do what you want."

During the rest, the magic power in Titania's body recovered a lot, and she already had the ability to maintain basic combat methods, so after the barrier disappeared, she stood directly on the balcony railing, preparing to escape from here.

Her attitude is clear.

He himself will not join forces with Cang Yan.

Before leaving, she turned around and looked at Cang Yan who was in the room with a somewhat lonely expression.

Titania's expression was much softer than before.

There was a gleam of light in his eyes.

It makes people feel that her face has become a little more beautiful, and she has a different kind of sad temperament. Looking at Cang Yan's nervous expression, it seems that she didn't expect that she would be so heartless, and talking about it didn't help at all.

A smile appeared on the corner of Titania's mouth.

A smile as warm as spring.

"Suddenly I feel that your current appearance is not as good as the silly one before, especially after knowing that Christo, who is in human form, looks like this, I feel that there is always something wrong."

Titania took out a few cards from her body, lightly flicked her wrist, and flew the cards in front of Cang Yan.

Cang Yan reached out to take it, and found that this card was exactly the heart card he was missing.

respectively.

【Seven Hearts Medusa】

【Heart Eight Chimera】

【Nine Hydra of Hearts】

A special combo that seems to make a fantasy creature.

For Cang Yan, this is a very important thing. Getting these three cards in his hand symbolizes that Cang Yan has assembled the digital cards of the heart sequence.

Who would have thought that Titania would take the initiative to hand over the card to herself.

This really puzzled Cang Yan.

Titania understood Cang Yan's expression, and she explained: "These cards are in my hands all the time, they are useless, you might as well give them to Shun Shui for favors. It can be regarded as taking these things and giving my life back. In short , we owe nothing to each other."

Slowly, Titania lowered her head, as if she wanted to say something.

Of course she knew what the strange figure that appeared when Cang Yan obtained the second-stage transformation was Star Creator Christo.

It seems that this also explains one thing, there are fragments of the soul of the star god in Cang Yan's body, and those things are slowly infecting Cang Yan's thinking.

Therefore, Titania made a special statement.

"One more thing, Cang Yan is just Cang Yan, not anyone else. You can't become the Star Creator God, so why bother to follow a predestined path?"

Unknowingly, their identities were reversed.

After finishing speaking, Titania jumped down from the balcony, leaving a handsome back and a greeting of seeing you later.

It made Cang Yan wonder for a while whether he had done something wrong, whether he had let the tiger go back to the mountain.

Titania's hastily leaving was somewhat surprising.

Originally, she would have stayed in half-pushing, instead of being so cold and heartless, turning around and leaving.

Cang Yan got a little playful.

However, looking at the heart card in his hand, other emotions emerged from the bottom of his heart.

The last words left by Titania made Cang Yan think deeply.

At least she showed kindness, which is a good sign that bad women can become good women.

The prime minister had even captured Meng Huo seven times, and now that Cang Yan had gained extra reinforcements, he was confident that he could completely abuse Titania. Even if Titania really wanted to do something, she could easily handle it.

Cang Yan squeezed the card in her palm, and her strength has taken a step closer. I believe that one day, she will be able to save more people.

There shouldn't be so much suffering in the world.

(End of this chapter)