I really don't want to be a magical girl anymore

Chapter 148 [] The heirs
Andre Alexander.

Born December 1960, 12 in a church somewhere in the UK.

The current head of Section No.13 of the Judgment Knights.

The so-called Knights of Judgment belonged to the special operations organization of the ESO UK branch and the cursed beasts, which had distinct religious characteristics.

And Andre has been bestowed with mixed titles such as "dust from the sky", "agent of god's punishment", "bloody priest" and so on.

In the eyes of many people, he is an out-and-out executioner and butcher, ruthless, and his style of behavior is prone to extremes. In the era when magical girls had not yet formed a system, Section Thirteen undertook almost all combat missions against spell beasts in the UK.

During the non-combat period, he acted equally harshly, especially for other members of the thirteenth division, if he saw any procrastination, he would go up and reprimand him.

Andre is a paranoid who doesn't know what kindness is, and a fanatic who dedicates himself to faith.

More and more malicious titles are on the back of the aging Andre.

Non-vegetation, ruthless Practice makes perfect.

Andre is also a living human being with flesh and blood.

It's just that he knows that he is the vanguard at the forefront of the battle, and being kind to himself has become the most unreasonable mistake.

Because once he made a mistake, he would not only lose the lives of himself and his companions, but also the honor of the entire thirteen subjects.

Therefore, all of Andre's emotions were blocked in the deepest part of his heart.

In his youth, Andre was a hero who was willing to fight for his beliefs, and he was willing to burn himself to do everything.

But when he really became a high-level person in the system, he came into contact with some truths that were not known to others.

The weight of the facts was about to weigh him down.

Worried.

The hero ushered in the end.

Andre gradually walked into the darkness.

He also ushered in middle age, and even old age.

Only in front of the children, Andre's feelings sealed by the thick ice will melt a little bit, and people will understand that the so-called strongest priest is just an old, ordinary old man.

The lifespan of human beings is only a handful, no more than [-] days.

However, after piously practicing the gods, the lifespan of human beings will be extended a little, and it is not a problem at least to live for more than 100 years.

Not to mention Andre, a human being who has exercised and transformed both divine arts and physicality to the extreme.

It's just that Andre is also very clear, because he has been hovering on the verge of death all year round, the vitality in his body has long been overdrawn.

After entering old age, physical fitness gradually declines.

Not to mention a long life, whether he can persist for another two or three years is still a question mark.

After getting older, one of the most serious problems to face is the inability to do what one wants.

The little guys who were once hammered by him can now turn over and beat him up.

Andre is also very aware that he has reached the age of retirement.

He was a little tired of the endless battles.

He now prefers to spend more time with the welfare society children at the end of his life.

Andre, who has never been married all his life, has obviously regarded the homeless children adopted by the church as his own grandchildren.

However, the reality does not want him to retreat to the background safely and enjoy his old age peacefully.

More than ten years ago, the leader of ESO gave Andre a mission, which was also the last instruction he received.

Find a way to integrate humans and the abyss.

This is an extremely difficult task, and it may take hundreds of years to achieve nothing.

Fortunately, there are some key clues.

In the extremely distant past, some people have put forward related theories and studied similar experiments, and even have preliminary results.

Now, what Andre has to do is to go to the Red Sea City of Dayan to find those things.

Based on this, the feasibility of the new theory is verified.

Therefore, after Andre accepted the entrustment, he immediately came to Red Sea City to search for relevant clues, which directly led to the destruction of the Yusan Family.

In fact, Andre is still a good person.

Or.

At least he's still a kind person.

It's just that his kindness is only shown in front of those he cares about.

He divided everything in the world very clearly.

People are divided into races, creeds and classes.

You and I have different beliefs and races, and you are a typical heretic who is not even considered a heretic, so why should I care about your feelings?

So, if Andre is good or bad, if you look at it from the perspective of ordinary humans, then he is a bad guy through and through, a bloodthirsty and brutal lunatic.

Humans are complex creatures.

Different positions determine how a person should be divided into good and evil.

Andre has never been stingy with all kinds of despicable means for heresy.

In order to achieve his goal, he has always been willing to risk everything, even his own life.

However, his inflexible and stubborn character has also become the best and most useful pawn in the hands of the conspirators. He cannot be free until the last drop of residual value is squeezed out.

Now, the technology for merging humans and the abyss into cursed beasts has gradually improved and matured, and a more radical plan is about to start, and Andre's mission has been completed.

But his stubborn character will become a resistance to the Shen plan.

In order to remove all obstacles.

Therefore, Stark was very clean and neat, and transformed his once most respected mentor and adoptive father into a thorn monster, and let him be buried in the hands of the magical girl, so that he could at least have an explanation for the ESO leader.

The so-called green out of blue is better than blue, Stark is more unscrupulous and ruthless than Andre.

Stark is not a newcomer, he signed an agreement with the mysterious existence Knapp early on, and became the most loyal eagle dog under Knip.

In the game script set by Knip, Stark is a very powerful boss in the middle of the road, and a powerful enemy that needs to be gathered by magical girls to defeat.

When the magic warship Holy King's Cradle stored energy for the rail gun, it used a space anchor to lock Andre's space coordinate position, making it impossible for him to take large-scale actions.

The magic cannon of judgment fell from the sky.

Stark, who was far inside the old church, had already begun to offer requiem prayers for the old priest.

It's a farewell for him.

But when Stark recalled the horrific destructive power of the railgun, he was horrified.

I thought to myself, indeed, human civilization is powerless in the face of this level of disaster.

All that can be done is compromise and coexistence.

However, when everyone thought Andre was bound to die, something strange happened suddenly.

Andre survived miraculously.

It seemed that the old priest had also concealed something crucial.

Some cards that have never been mentioned to anyone else.

Stark saw that there were ripples around the ring, and the magic wave spread.

After a burst of scattered pages of the Bible, Father Andre, who was only in half, appeared on the dirty floor.

The bleeding wound is healing rapidly at a speed visible to the naked eye.

However, the physical body quickly collapsed again.

The body wanders back and forth between destruction and regeneration, creating an intense pain.

Father Andre, who had an exceptionally good psychological quality, couldn't help screaming.

Only the silver key in his hand continued to emit a charming and strange brilliance.

Dreamy.

Gives an unreal feeling.

Stark just stared at it for a few seconds, but suddenly a strange picture appeared in front of him, as if the whole world had collapsed.

Stark had a hunch.

The silver key appears to be a key.

However, there is no corresponding lock in reality.

During Stark's trance, the false and the real were reversed.

A desire was born in Stark's heart.

There is a desire for the unknown, curiosity about the mystery.

Knowledge, more knowledge.

The truth of the universe is right in front of my eyes.

Stark was overwhelmed.

Now he only needs to use the key to push the door to the forbidden land.

In the wondrous light of the silver key, something changed in Stark.

"Steaming blood..."

The greediest desires of human beings are completely erupted at this moment.

In the black mist, Stark has turned into the form of a cursed beast, and its snake tail quickly wrapped around Andre's tattered body.

"Old man, let's use a little extra heat at the last moment of your life!"

Stark, who was in the posture of the poisonous snake and cursed beast, sent Father Andre, who was struggling to resist, to his mouth.

There was a big gulp to swallow it completely.

"Your stubborn thoughts are disgusting, you can't tell me what to do and order me anymore! So you just die! Old man, your time is over, you should be the nourishment for us young people Already!"

These words stabbed the old priest's heart like a knife.

It turns out that I already have this kind of evaluation in Stark's eyes...

The strength of resistance is gradually decreasing.

Andre, who was full of bitterness, was completely ashamed.

He closed his eyes.

I felt my consciousness slowly disappearing in the tearing and biting of the snake's mouth.

The silver key emitting a strange light fell from Andre's hand.

Blood splattered.

The old priest went back to the past when he was dying.

The young and thin Stark is always bullied by others in the church orphanage.

Every time he distributes food, he can only stand at the back of the crowd and pick up some leftovers.

And I always scold him severely, saying that he doesn't look like a man, a man doesn't have tears, a man doesn't have such a weak posture, and a man should stand up bravely, fight, and grab.

There is only one rule in this world.

The weak eat the strong.

The strong will be strong, and the weak will perish.

Crying won't solve anything.

The benevolence of others is all on a whim. Others can pity you on a whim, or kill you on a whim.

Since then, Stark did not cry again. He stood beside him, looked at himself with stubborn eyes, and said, "I will definitely impress you in the future!"

The phantom will eventually shatter.

Born in betrayal and ended in betrayal.

Is this the end of the road for Judas...

But, why do I feel a little relieved...

The unconscious Andre's body was torn into pieces, and slowly slid into the belly of the poisonous snake cursed beast.

Judgment Knights No.13 Section.

Andre Alexander.

killed.

the other side.

Time rewinds to more than half an hour ago.

Cang Yan and Hong Feng parted ways.

When Cang Yan learned that her sister was missing, many bad pictures appeared in her mind.

There are too many unknown risks lurking in Red Sea City.

Cang Yan didn't even dare to say that he would be able to retreat completely under Naipu's attack.

I had no choice but to abide by Knapp's rules of the game for the time being.

But here lies the problem.

Cang Yan is willing to abide by the rules, but Knap wants to abide by the rules?
What if she doesn't talk about Wude and engages in a sneak attack, targeting the people around Cang Yan?
How should Cang Yan respond?

For a while, facing the uncertain situation of the life and death of his relatives, Cang Yan could only force himself to calm down and comfort himself as much as possible, Zuo Yue was just too playful.

Even though Cang Yan didn't believe in these things.

Sad face.

After all, with the vast sea of ​​people and the size of Red Sea City, with a total population of nearly 1000 million, it is extremely difficult to find a missing person.

And Cang Yan is not a supporting role, and careful search in a large area is not her strong point. It is not a omnipotent role to let a reckless man in charge of a fight, the difficulty is no less than letting Zhang Fei embroider flowers, let Zhuge Liang fight boxing .

If the power to make Mokulun is still there, everything will be fine.

At this time, Cang Yan began to miss the past. At that time, there was a group of reliable companions around him, with a clear division of labor, support, counselors, and roaming. Pawns rush forward, destroying all enemies within sight.

This is also what Cang Yan is best at and likes to do the most.

However, after fighting again and again, people around him kept leaving, and problems came one after another, all of which were on Cang Yan's shoulders.

She has to change from a reckless person to an all-round role, an existence that everyone can rely on.

Dazzling, carrying hope.

This is really tiring...

The mind is haggard, and everything must be done by myself.

Cang Yan also thought about stopping, letting go of everything, and taking a good rest.

My own era is over, and I should hand over the future to the successor.

The day always ends, and the night always comes.

Now is not the time, not yet the time...

Cang Yan practiced self-suggestion and hypnosis again and again.

Her belief, her persistence, and her pride are all driving Cang Yan to move forward.

Magical girl Cang Yan will never stop.

Nor can she stop.

There are certain things that only Cang Yan can do, and she must do them.

Cang Yan remembered the things the queen of the country of shadows told her.

The fire is about to die down, but Wang Ying is nowhere to be seen.

This broken world is crumbling, and Cang Yan is a part of it. She has also witnessed people's ordinary and ordinary life. Although there are some cursed beasts around them, they are still working hard and want to bring happiness to their families. better life.

There are too few absolute bad guys and absolutely good guys.

More, most of them are simple and plain.

The magical girl Cang Yan walked on the earth, saw too many joys and sorrows, and also saw too much good, evil, beauty and ugliness.

From the beginning, I persisted in believing that human nature is good, and then I wasted years and lived a decadent life, and saw that human nature is evil.

to now.

Cang Yan felt more and more that human nature should not be judged by pure good and evil.

Or.

There was no such thing as human nature in the first place.

It is our cognition that gives meaning to our actions.

What people have to do is nothing more than the unity of knowledge and action.

There are not many things Cang Yan wants to do, it is nothing more than pursuing a stable life.

However, the premise of a stable life is the stability and order of the entire environment.

If the world was destroyed, how would she live alone?What's the fun?
It is precisely because of this that Cang Yan wants to pursue a world where everyone can live in peace.

Facing the previous question from the Queen of the Kingdom of Shadows, Cang Yan was still unable to give an answer. People still have some selfishness. Cang Yan wants to live, she also wants to be greedy for the beauty of the world, and she is also worried about the people around her.

Now, Zuo Yue's sudden disappearance seemed to have sounded the alarm for Cang Yan. If he didn't solve the whole incident, he might not be able to protect anyone.

She once again thought about where to go in the future.

just now.

Cang Yan had an answer.

An answer that made her hesitate.

It's like some kind of signal.

It's also like faith causes miracles.

Cang Yan, who was wandering blindly in Honghai City, turned a corner.

On the busy street of Honghai City, Cang Yan saw Zuo Yue who was sleeping on the side of the road.

(End of this chapter)