I really don't want to be a magical girl anymore

Chapter 135 【】Strategy

In the early morning of Red Sea City, the morning sun rises from the east, and the sunlight shines through the gaps in the tall buildings, shining on the glass curtain walls, covering the whole city in a golden color.

The air is fresh and the breeze is blowing, which makes people feel refreshed.

The blue sky in the distance is like a white sheet, and the white clouds are floating leisurely, as if watching the vitality of the city.

On both sides of the street, majestic buildings stand tall and complement each other, forming a unique urban landscape.

And on this morning, these high-rise buildings, like little giants that bred countless working people, innovative industries and wealth, brought bright hope and motivation to Honghai City.

Red Sea City is the most prosperous city in Dayan.

In the gaps between high-rise buildings, you can see crowds of people walking in a hurry, and some of them are rushing to work with a cup of steaming coffee in their hands.

The hustle and bustle of the city and the traffic noise are also extraordinarily noisy this morning.

Cang Yan likes this kind of peaceful daily life very much.

She was sitting on the edge of a building with dozens of floors, quietly watching the flow of people in Red Sea City.

In a vibrant world, everyone lives and works in peace and contentment, guarding their own one-acre three-point land, almost happy and satisfied.

Why does the magical girl fight the magic beast?
And why did Cang Yan want to protect this garbage world?

In the final analysis, it is not because I want this kind of stability to last forever.

During the recent period, Cang Yan thought about a lot of things, and her mentality also changed a lot.

In the past, Cang Yan still had the idea of ​​simply retreating and letting go of the burden.

Now with the blessing of various reasons, Cang Yan has long since lost timidity and weakness.

Perhaps, human nature is really evil, and everyone has unreasonable malice in their hearts.

It is precisely because of this that human beings have learned to use conscience and morality to restrain the beasts in their hearts. There is indeed no shortage of villains among human beings who do evil for their own selfish desires.

However, more people are silent people, ordinary people.

Ordinary character, ordinary appearance, ordinary life.

The world is not black and white, and the largest number of ordinary people cannot use the normal theory of good and evil to distinguish.

Probably, the vast majority of their actions must be classified as - whim.

For example, Cang Yan saw with his own eyes a strong man wearing a gold chain who had helped the old lady across the road, turned into a black alley, lifted the steel pipe on the side of the road and started fighting.

Different styles of painting are happening at the same time.

Now Cang Yan understands one thing more and more.

This ordinary routine is just a series of miracles in succession.

However, there are no free miracles in the world, miracles need to pay a price.

The abyss hovers beyond the starry sky, and the so-called peace is based on falsehoods.

Cang Yan, who was sitting on the edge of the roof, raised her arm, wanting to pierce the sky and hold the whole world in her hands. She remembered the conversation with the Queen of the Kingdom of Shadows again.

Someone has to make sacrifices to maintain this miracle.

So……

What should I do?

On the streets of Honghai City that Cang Yan was looking at, there appeared three figures of different heights. Looking carefully, they were a seemingly happy family of three.

They just came out of the house talking and laughing and walking on the road.

It was Mu Jiu and her parents.

In order to obtain the crucial Heart K card, Cang Yan launched a comprehensive search in Honghai City last night, and finally, relying on the information network of the Dandelion Witch, Cang Yan locked the real name of the magical girl Rider.

He even found Mu Jiu's home address.

Cang Yan, who was always worried about her true identity being exposed, went to open the box for the first time.

It is also a bit ironic to say.

Cang Yan is a decent character anyway, she doesn't bother to do stealthy things, let alone do it.

Therefore, Cang Yan still hopes that the two of them can communicate through chatting to see if they can get Mu Jiu to give up the cards he holds voluntarily.

If it was possible, wouldn't all of this be happy?

Therefore, Cang Yan waited early on the only way, waiting for the opportunity that he could "properly" appear on the stage and pretend to meet by chance.

Cang Yan carefully observed the movements of the family of three.

According to their route, they should just go to a nearby park and see what they are carrying as if they are going to prepare a camping picnic?

After confirming the direction, Cang Yan, holding the flame mechanical spear, jumped down from the tall building and turned into flying flame elves.

In a place where no one is around, Cang Yan undoes her transformation and returns to a human form.

Zuo Cang straightened his collar, and sat on a park bench before the family of three arrived.

Pretend again, pick up the phone, wanting to be as low-key as possible.

Although Zuo Cang always feels that his behavior is more or less like a stalker...

The natural park has beautiful scenery, lush flowers and lush vegetation.

The eyes are full of bright sunshine and fresh air, as if carrying the fragrance of flowers in the garden.

The middle-aged man, who was carrying a large bag and a small bag, was out of breath, and waved his hand at the woman beside him, which was considered to be a confession.

"Wife, I was wrong. Didn't I just get confused for a moment and forgot that Xiao Jiu became a girl? I really didn't mean to..."

"Hmph, who cares about you."

The parents are showing their love because of the episode that happened in the morning, while Mu Jiu, the person concerned, walks quietly behind the parents, sometimes turning his head to observe the scenery behind him, sometimes looking up at the sun shining through the trees on his body, as if he has become a A bear cub just woke up from hibernation.

There is a lazy bliss.

The family of three continued to move forward, when Mu Jiu saw a kitten, a cute and chubby orange cat with four short legs running fast, and soon disappeared without a trace.

Mu Jiu's mother is also reminding her that wild kittens don't get close to humans, so it's better to keep a distance.

Soon, they finally arrived at the park's campsite, stepping into it, as if entering a paradise.

The park is full of green grass, fragrant flowers, and full of tourists.

They found a quiet corner to put down the cloth mat, and then began to do what they liked: outdoor sports, reading, listening to music.

Of course, for Mu Jiu, the so-called camping is just another place to play games.

While her parents were preparing tents and bonfires, she had already prepared reclining chairs and mobile phones, and was ready to log in to the mobile phone and start killing.

As a result, she suddenly felt that the sunlight was blocked by shadows, and when she looked up, she saw an unexpected person.

"That... Zuo Cang... big brother?"

Mu Jiu never thought that the two of them would be able to meet here so predestined.

She hurriedly stood up and motioned for Big Brother Zuo Cang to join the family camping. Mu Jiu knew that she was really warmly received yesterday.

Coincidentally, there are some things that Mu Jiu also wanted to discuss with Zuo Cang, and it was really a pillow when he was dozing off.

However, Mu Jiu still has some doubts, why Zuo Cang came here.

"It's nothing, you guessed right, I came here specially to find you."

Seeing the confusion in Mu Jiu's eyes, Zuo Cang acted openly and aboveboard, without hiding it, and directly pointed out the intention of coming.

This shocked Mu Jiu a little.

"Oh? Looking for me? Why."

Zuo Cang turned his head and glanced at Mu Jiu's parents who were still busy. The two also noticed that someone was looking for their child, and there was a little worry in their eyes.

It was Mu Jiu who took the initiative to tell her parents that it was nothing serious, that Senior Zuo Cang was a friend, and then gave a look with her eyes, expressing that she trusted Senior Zuo Cang very much.

"Let's go aside and talk."

Zuo Cang had a panoramic view of everything, of course he could feel the wonderful atmosphere, and couldn't help but let out a long sigh.

2 minute later.

Sitting on a bench in the park, Mu Jiu saw Zuo Cang, who was holding two bottles of canned drinks, approaching her, and reached out to take the iced black tea. She thanked Senior Zuo Cang, "Thank you, I'm really sorry for your trouble."

"Don't use honorifics, I'm not a few years older than you."

Smiling, Zuo Cang sat beside Mu Jiu, opened a can of lemon tea, and drank it.

Seeing Senior Zuo Cang's eclectic appearance made Mu Jiu a little at a loss, she didn't know what to say.

"That, Senior Zuo Cang...I..."

Mu Jiu hesitated to speak, but Zuo Cang slowly lowered his arm, and he said something casually.

"How does it feel to be a magical girl?"

Mu Jiu didn't expect Senior Zuo Cang to ask about this matter, she opened and closed her mouth a few times, and finally just replied.

"very bad."

After thinking about it, I added another sentence.

"It's nothing like what I imagined."

In the long-standing advertisements, the magical girl was supposed to be the messenger of justice who fought for love and peace, and worked together to destroy the evil cursed beasts, burning herself and illuminating everyone.

That's how magical girls should be.

However, the reality is quite the opposite. Conspiracies, bloodshed, conflicts, magical girls are fighting each other, all for an unknown goal.

Mu Jiu doesn't care about star creation or sage civilization.

She just wants to live happily with her family.

However, Mu Jiu had no way out.

Mu Jiu explained to Zuo Cang what he was thinking these days.

"Maybe, it's because the boy turned into a magical girl is too weird."

Finally, Mu Jiu ended with a self-deprecating sentence, which caused Zuo Cang, who was drinking tea, to spit out immediately.

"Cough cough... strange flower... cough cough..."

Zuo Cang never thought that he was also shot while lying down.

"Huh? What's the matter?"

Mu Jiu tilted her head and asked Zuo Cang, completely unaware of what kind of violent remarks she just made.

"Nothing, just a little choking."

Zuo Cang was a little guilty, he glanced over and skipped this topic.

"In this case, it's fine if you don't become a magical girl. The magic power in your body comes from a giant dragon cursed beast, Heart King, that is the card we have been looking for. Now you are considered to be parasitized by a cursed beast. As long as you let We recycle the cards, everything can still be changed."

This is Zuo Cang's reason for coming. What he wants is the heart K card in Mu Jiu's body. If Mu Jiu can give up the power of transformation, everything will be easy to talk about.

"I can't do it. I was deceived by Naipu and signed a contract of prostitution. I can't give up my identity as a magical girl no matter what. One more thing, if I want to change back to my original gender, I can only win." In that desire contest, I got a chance to make a wish. Our family still needs me to carry on the family, so I have to change back..."

Speaking of her family, Mu Jiu felt something in her heart, sadness, loss, and guilt.

Negative emotions abound.

He always felt a little sorry for his parents.

"Because, there are some voices echoing in my mind, the coin of fate has been thrown, and what is destined cannot be changed. I and the King of Hearts have merged into one, regardless of each other. If I give up the card, it means I myself will be wiped out. I... I don't want to die..."

At this moment, Mu Jiu thought a lot. She thought of her parents, her family, classmates, friends, and her 17-year life.

My own happy life has just begun, why must I encounter these things.

She lowered her head, her expression darkened.

Mu Jiu repeated one more sentence.

"I don't want to die..."

Of course Zuo Cang knew about the parasitic Heart K in Mu Jiu's body, and he also knew that there were only a few ways to get the Heart K card. Eliminating the magical girl Rider lost the carrier of the material level, and the Heart K card was naturally exposed to In reality.

The same is true for the magical girl Cang Yan's routine of subjugating cursed beasts.

Destroy the spell beast to get the card.

I never thought about separating the card and the host, and I don't know how to do it.

At first, Zuo Cang's idea was also very simple, in order to be able to defeat Naipu, he had to get the card of Heart King, even if Mu Jiu would die, he had to do the same.

If Knapp is allowed to continue to do evil, more and more people will die.

Therefore, Mu Jiu must die.

By sacrificing her alone, many more people will be saved.

It's definitely a bargain.

but……

But I am the magical girl Cang Yan, how can I do this, to kill an innocent person for the so-called "righteousness".

What Cang Yan wants to do is to save everyone.

If I can't lead by example, and only stay on a slogan for these things, even the best things are just fake, how can I bring light and hope to people who are in despair.

Cang Yan doesn't want to be a native of the motherland.

In addition, Zuo Cang met Mu Jiu and her parents, and his behavior destroyed the happiness of a family. Zuo Cang, who lost his parents in the early years, lived in misfortune since he was a child, so he naturally understood the pain of family ruin.

It is precisely because I can empathize with myself that I don't want more people to fall into misfortune.

Magical girls should bring happiness and miracles.

The condemnation of morality and conscience made Zuo Cang unable to take the step of using violence to force Mu Jiu to submit, but now the Heart K card must be obtained as soon as possible.

When caught in a dilemma, when sacrifice is inevitable, what should Zuo Cang do, and what should the magical girl Cang Yan do?
"If you don't want to die, then live tenaciously for me. To be more precise, you must live. Your family is waiting for you to come home."

After thinking for a long time, Zuo Cang put the empty jar aside, stood up, saw Mu Jiu's mother approaching them, and seemed worried that his good daughter was abducted by a strange uncle.

Zuo Cang reached out and touched Mu Jiu's hair, and said with a smile: "No matter what, I will protect you, I promise you. Please trust me."

The tone of this white-haired young man was unwavering, giving Mu Jiu an unimaginable sense of security, that faint and strange feeling like a soul mate who has been together for a long time.

Let Mu Jiu unconsciously want to trust and rely on him.

gradually.

Xiafei's cheeks.

"Yes, yes, yes, sorry, my mother called me!!!"

Mu Jiu, who realized that his state of mind had undergone a wonderful change, quickly stood up and trotted away.

(End of this chapter)