I really don't want to be a magical girl anymore

Chapter 133 【】Mom
Maybe Krystal's strength is boundless, and she won't feel tired after playing for days and nights.

It's a pity that Mu Jiu's physical body has an upper limit. Several successive heavyweight battles have already made Mu Jiu's physical body a bit too much.

Especially after Christo projected the Saber card, Mu Jiu's magic power was rapidly passing away, and even began to consume the vitality of the physical body.

After 1 minutes.

Christo, who was holding the flaming demon sword Levadin, took a few steps back, clutched her chest, and half knelt on the ground.

Under the action of the high-speed flow of magic power, the physical body began to collapse.

"It seems that we can only stop here. See you next time."

After the Fly Magic Beast was crusaded, the game field of the Desire Contest also began to dissipate.

Everyone knows that this battle can only be terminated at this moment, and it is time to retreat.

Ming Jin withdraws his troops.

In the diffuse white light, the figures of other people disappeared one after another, quit the game, and their bodies were also transported to the real world.

When Ming Yue and Qing Ning opened their eyes again, they found them standing in an empty shopping street.

The surrounding high-rise buildings stand alone in place, telling the sadness of the real world.

Mingyue scratched her head and muttered: "How many points are counted in this round of the game? Senior Cang Yan killed the cursed beast, should the points be counted towards her?"

Hearing this, Little Qingning gave Mingyue a blank look, and said, "You still care about these things. It's obvious that things have gotten worse now. Seeing Rider's attitude towards other magical girls, I'm afraid that we will also be beaten up by them." Dayton. The outcome of this game is irrelevant. You don't really want to make any wishes, do you?"

"Hey hey."

Mingyue didn't say anything, just smirked a couple of times, this was deliberately pretending to be stupid, obviously Mingyue also had her own concerns.

Sudden.

The phones of the two rang quickly.

That was senior Sirius starting a group chat from the o letter group.

Mingyue had just connected the phone, when there was an anxious growl from the other end.

"Something happened, something big happened! Where did Cang Yan go! I can't get in touch with Cang Yan! Is she with you?"

The mysteriously disappeared construction site personnel were still found by ESO.

On the same day, at night, Mu Jiu returned to his home.

After a busy day without rest, coupled with the many bad news, Mu Jiu was haggard.

She sat at the dining table with bowls and chopsticks in hand, and was in a daze from time to time.

"Father, why does Xiaojiu look a little weird? He even skipped cram school and didn't go home at night. He couldn't tell why when he asked where he went. Do you think something happened to Xiaojiu? Something happened."

During dinner, Mu Jiu's mother lay on her lover's shoulder, whispering something.

The itching caused by the hot air exhaled from his mouth made Mu Jiu's father push away his wife who was getting closer, and he said: "Don't worry too much, after all, Xiao Jiu has reached this age. It's normal to be a little private. We were at this age back then..."

"I hate it~ The child is still here. Don't say that kind of thing in front of the child~"

The gradually rising tone made the beautiful woman coquettish, and the middle-aged man smiled and hugged his lover in his arms.

The sudden flash bomb caught Mu Jiu by surprise.

My parents looked so happy, so carefree, as if they were still in love 20 years ago.

Parents are true love, children are accidents.

At some point, Mu Jiu felt that an invisible barrier separated her from her close relatives.

So Mu Jiu stood up, put down the bowl and chopsticks, and said something to his parents.

"I'm stuffed."

Then, under the worried eyes of her parents, Mu Jiu went upstairs and returned to her room.

As soon as she entered the room, Mu Jiu leaned against the door and slid weakly to sit down, her face slowly buried in her knees, and she began to sob.

Enemies, battles, spellbeasts, magic, responsibilities.

and parting...

Lots and lots of words that probably have no connection to the life of the average high school student.

Now they all appeared beside Mu Jiu.

At this moment, at this moment, Mu Jiu really realized that her life has become a mess.

As a result, Mu Jiu had an unrealistic sense of reality, and she even wondered, is this a dream?

Maybe when I wake up from the nightmare, I will still be that 17-year-old boy who can be seen everywhere, living an ordinary life, with relatives and friends still around, talking and laughing, without worrying about life and death.

However, this kind of real touch made Mu Jiu realize it clearly.

This is not a dream.

It's a cruel world where you die if you don't take it seriously.

Not only will you die, but your most important friends and relatives will also die.

A farewell, I am afraid we will never see each other again.

Pain in the heart, grievance in the heart, but there is nowhere to talk.

Why yourself?

After the transformation was lifted, the pure white heart's increase of kindness ended, Mu Jiu calmed down, and she began to seriously think about the unreasonable things that happened to her.

In the final analysis, it is still a problem.

Why is it me.

Mu Jiu didn't want to transform, didn't want to become a magical girl, her original life was so happy, but she was involved in this messy and chaotic battle because of herself.

I can never go back to my life.

In various TV programs, the hosts always say that magical girls are characters that bring happiness and they are a symbol of peace. This kind of thinking is firmly rooted in everyone's heart.

However, after Mu Jiu's personal experience, she came to a different view.

The magical girl did not bring happiness and peace, even, on the contrary, this power beyond everyone's imagination brought chaos, blood, and struggle.

And, unfortunately.

This misfortune is the misfortune of the magical girl herself and the misfortune of the people around her.

Mu Jiu doesn't know what the other self in her body will think of her family.

And will my own personal consciousness disappear?

When Christo fully awakens and she occupies her body, what will happen to her?
Panic and anxiety about the future occupied Mu Jiu's heart.

Will I become a puppet taken away by others like I read online articles in the past?
You will be trapped in darkness all your life.

For the first time, she seriously thought about what she was going to do next.

The sad Mu Jiu lowered her head, her hair fell in front of her eyes, she wanted to find someone to talk to, but she didn't know who to go to, and she didn't know how to talk about these things.

Time passed by every minute and every second, torture and suffering coexisted, and my heart became more and more uncomfortable.

She wanted to grin.

But suddenly found that he seemed to have lost his smile.

The reality that was too heavy made her not happy at all.

No matter what, I have to live on and become a boy again.

This is Mu Jiu, a small wish of an ordinary 17-year-old boy.

However, when Mu Jiu recalled the distorted black sun she saw in the sea of ​​consciousness, her hairs stood on her head, and a series of goosebumps appeared on her arms.

That fierce killing intent made Mu Jiu understand one thing.

The existence of terror is directed at itself, it wants to kill itself.

The uneasiness in my heart surged. If that terrifying existence found me, I am afraid that I would definitely die.

Mu Jiu suddenly remembered a person.

For some reason, Mu Jiu felt an inexplicable closeness to the young man who called himself Zuo Cang.

Zuo Cang seems to be a staff member of ESO.

Individual power is weak, but collective power is strong.

Can I ask Zuo Cang to protect and take him in?

Zuo Cang has a kind face and is easy to talk to. The two little sisters are very cute.

Shouldn't be a bad guy.

I can trust him.

Now, Mu Jiu has already begun to regret that she has returned home.

Not to cause trouble to her family is what she should do now.

In fact, Mu Jiu didn't know that his parents had tiptoed outside the door and were talking in a low voice.

"Listen, I'm crying inside. I really have something on my mind. I didn't even eat much of my favorite sweet and sour lotus root."

"Damn it, haven't I already said it all? This kid must have a partner. But why do I feel like I have a boyfriend. "

The father touched his chin seriously, and the mother agreed very much, nodded, and said, "After all, our children are really cute, and it's normal for boys to miss them."

Mu Jiu's parents, as post-[-]s, believe in the principle that children are not born to play, which would be meaningless.

The superb combination of unreliable mother and sand sculpture father often confuses Mu Jiu, how did he grow so big.

but……

very happy...

Mu Jiu lived happily.

Because her parents love their children very much, just like the playmates who grew up with their children.

It is this emotion that makes Mu Jiu understand that they are her favorite family members.

"Although I think it's good for children to feel happy, I'm not too opposed to it. But it's better for our family not to die."

"Then what's the big deal... let's..."

The two began to chat nonsense, and it can be said that the chatter went further and further, and finally they jumped to what name the grandson of their second son should have in the future...

Mu Jiu in the house has vented enough, pack up his emotions and expressions, they are people who live in the present, they can't stay in the past, no one can say no to the future.

Step by step.

There are always more ways than difficulties.

Mu Jiu stood in front of the mirror in the room, took off his shirt, and reflected his body in the mirror.

Well-behaved, cute, charming, and delicious.

At this time, Mu Jiu has no interest.

Just touching the mirror with one hand, looking at myself in the mirror and making the same posture, my current life is like being separated by a mirror, and I have been divided into two halves. I don’t know whether I am living in the mirror or in reality.

Too many worrying things once again let sorrow creep up on Mu Jiu's brow.

The root of everything lies in this feminine body.

After much consideration, Mu Jiu still made a choice. She wanted to live independently for a period of time to prevent her parents from being involved.

So before that, I want to say goodbye to them.

Mu Jiu, who only wore a loose white T-shirt, was about to pack his luggage and bring a change of clothes.

As a result, someone pushed the door open and entered.

"Son, Dad wants to talk to you about something..."

The two froze in place, the old father closed the door and opened it again.

"Is there something wrong with the way I opened it?"

In the end, the beautiful girl in front of him still did not disappear. He rubbed his eyes, thinking that he had developed presbyopia symptoms in his old age, how could he regard his son as a daughter.

"..."

After the silence, Mu Jiu's father closed the door again, and said to the shocked lover who covered his mouth with one hand behind him: "Fucking mother, let's go find a priest quickly, our house is haunted."

"Wait! Listen to my explanation!"

Panicked, Mu Jiu hurriedly opened the door.

Noticing that her mother's scrutinizing eyes finally stopped on her chest, the shy Mu Jiu immediately closed the door, waited until she was dressed, and then invited the second elder into the room for a detailed discussion.

Under the awkward atmosphere, Mu Jiu didn't know what to say.

Mu Jiu sat quietly on the bed, while her mother sat beside her, took her daughter's little hand with her hand, crossed her arms, and pulled Mu Jiu into her arms. No matter what her son became, she was still her own child.

The mother had already seen the luggage that Mu Jiu was packing. With years of experience, she had already guessed what her child was thinking, so she didn't say much.

However, there was a moment of sadness in his eyes.

And the pastor was sitting at the computer desk, with his hands folded in front of his chest, his expression a little crazy.

The son I raised for 17 years suddenly turned into a girl, what should I do, wait online, urgent!
Mu Jiu Yi Wu Shi confessed everything to his mother, except that his life would be in danger.

Mu Jiu understands that according to her mother's personality, if she finds out that there will be danger, she must do everything possible to keep herself away from the center of right and wrong.

So, I just said that I became an ordinary magical girl.

"Magical girl!"

But her mother stared at her with starry eyes, which made Mu Jiu a little uncomfortable.

She felt that her mother's ability to accept it was too fast, and she didn't even care how much these things conflicted with the three views of reality.

"Mom, aren't you surprised?"

Finally, Mu Jiu couldn't help asking.

"Your son has become a girl."

"It's okay, maybe you can't remember clearly now. When you were young, your mother raised you as a girl, and she liked to wear various cosplay clothes for you since you were a child, especially the clothes of Kono Sakura~"

"If you want, mom can show you pictures of your childhood."

Mother held her face and began to recall the past.

These words made Mu Jiu's head full of black lines, she probably remembered some scenes and screamed.

"Ah! Burn that black history for me!!"

"Hee hee, how is it possible. This is my most precious memory."

Mom looked like a girl who couldn't grow up, pulling the corners of her eyes and making a grimace.

"Well, it's kind of weird."

Father leaned on his chin and thought.

He felt a murderous intent, and as soon as he looked up, he saw his lover with a kind face. Behind her, there were countless black air lingering, and she was calling out with a prolonged voice.

"Dear ~ dear ~"

"What were you talking about? Can you repeat that?"

Sand Sculpture's father didn't realize the seriousness of the problem yet, so he dared to make sophistry. Obviously, he still couldn't forget the scene he saw earlier.

"Why? I'm really sorry that I don't like you with my figure."

The murderous aura condensed into an entity.

"My wife! I was wrong!! I treat you wholeheartedly!!!"

The father was so frightened that he backed away one after another, but in the end he couldn't escape the ending of being grabbed by his ears and screaming incessantly.

Looking at the father who was carried out of the room by the ears and the mother who was full of murderous looks.

Mu Jiu could only silently pray for the dead sand sculpture father in his heart.

Before going out, the mother took a special look back at Mu Jiu, seeing her child regaining a smile on her face, she breathed a sigh of relief.

She said: "Actually, you don't have to worry about us, because I am your mother. No matter what happens, mother will never blame her child. As long as you live happily every day, mother is happier than anything else."

"understood."

Mu Jiu's eyes were moist, and there were thousands of words in his heart, but they were finally condensed into a simple call.

"mom……"

(End of this chapter)