only god

Chapter 96
Bazel, who was rewarded, should have enjoyed this moment of success and fame, but he couldn't be happier.

Elder Salas' prophecy still lingered in his mind, and he could not forget it for a long time.

Doubts hung over his mind like a haze.

Bazel tried several times to let go of his misgivings and to forget about the alarmist prediction.

Anyway, the kingdom will definitely not be destroyed in his own generation.

After all, King Dorre is so wise, and the kingdom under his rule is becoming more and more prosperous day by day.

Bazel didn't see the slightest sign of subjugation.

Not only did Bazel not see it, no Logosian thought the country was about to perish.

Whoever says that this God-given kingdom is about to be destroyed is either crazy or wants to rebel.

law garden.

Bazel walked in the sea of ​​wheat, and he walked alone to a secluded place.

From the perspective of ordinary people, the priests of the Law Garden often sit together, discussing the gods and the laws of the world day and night.

but…

Bazel, who stuttered, couldn't fit in.

Priests have long been accustomed to fierce debate and passionate exploration,

However, whether Bazel is refuting or expressing his views, his hesitation is always disgusting.

When the eloquent priests were discussing the rules, Bazel, who stuttered, seemed particularly obtrusive.

In addition, he was born as a commoner, and his mother was a prostitute who had died for many years.

The priests of Law Garden are mostly from priestly families and prominent nobles.

Therefore, Bazel, who stuttered, naturally became a synonym for ignorant etiquette and difficult communication in the eyes of the priests.

Bazel, who was not accepted by the priests, had to walk in a secluded corner all day long, thinking about his own problems alone.

Bazel endured these invisible traumas, and he often thought about the length of life, especially after meeting Elder Salas, his thinking about life became more profound.

In Bazel's eyes, although the lifespans and appearances of the Logosians and the Three-eyed Ape-man are very different, the commonality between the two races connects them and even declares their friendship.

And the most valuable commonality is kindness.

Kindness is the cherishment that transcends ethics and morality, and the compassion that transcends species barriers.

Because of these, I have a friend like Elder Salas.

Elder Salas will not dislike his stuttering. No matter what he wants to say or express, the old man can show enough patience.

today,

Bazel walked again in a secluded corner of Law Garden.

However, he saw an acquaintance.

Bandy.

Bazel heard that Bandy, who became a priest, longed to go to the palace to meet his father, King Dorio, again, but was rejected every time.

The last time, it is said that Ruiying personally came forward and ordered people to drive Bandy back to his home.

Those priests who looked down on bastards talked about Bendy, calling him a lost dog.

Bendy raised his eyes at this moment, and he also saw Bazel.

His eyes just happened to land on the necklace around Bazel's neck.

The necklace bestowed on Bazel by King Doroe brought back bad memories for Bandy.

"That should be mine."

Bendy walked past Bazel and whispered.

Bazel turned his head and subconsciously asked:
"You are, say, say, say what?"

Bendi, who was discriminated against by his father and humiliated by Ruiying, turned his head slowly.

All along, he longed to be recognized by his father and to become a real prince.

However, King Doro rejected him again and again, and even humiliated him secretly.

"That necklace..."

Bandy gritted his teeth and said word by word,

"It should be mine."

The unwillingness and jealousy in Bandy's heart lingered in his heart for a long time, unable to erupt, and urgently needed an opportunity to burst out.

Is King Doroe hateful?Hateful, he abandoned himself as a son, and was still unwilling to admit it.

But he couldn't disobey his king, his father.

Is Seo Young hateful?Hateful, he humiliated himself time and time again, making his heart tortured.

But I can't resist his elder brother, because in the eyes of my father, Ruiying is more important, and I am dispensable.

Are those priests who insulted themselves secretly hateful?Hateful, very hateful.

But I couldn't fight those prestigious priests.

Compared with these hateful people, who on earth can let himself vent his anger.

Bendy stared straight at Bazel.

His mind was twisted.

"This chain, chain, chain is from the king, reward, grant, grant to me."

Bazel became nervous, stuttering, and subconsciously backed away.

Bendy walked forward step by step.

It is always the cheapest thing to vent your anger on the weak.

When people lose their dignity, they often have to find compensation elsewhere.

and so…

........................

Bazel's necklace was taken away, and he was kicked to the lower slope of the wheat field by Bendi indifferently.

He felt the pain in his bones, his head was dizzy from the pain, and wherever he looked, the world was spinning.

After lying down for an unknown amount of time, Bazel stood up in embarrassment, gritted his teeth, and limped towards the house.

Anger burned in his heart, but there was nothing Bazel could do.

As a stutterer, he has long been used to being alone, to being insulted and hurt.

No one upholds justice for him, at most, it's just reconciliation with each other.

Every time, Bazel hid the matter in his heart, until he was alone in a room and the night was covering the world, then he put his hands together and silently poured out everything to God.

Bazel wondered if God heard.

but…

For a long time, Bazel, who stuttered, could only confide in God.

Because God has never hated himself.

The god in the dark is always listening silently, saying nothing, letting himself talk endlessly.

Bazel returned home with bruises all over his body. He knelt in the darkness and folded his hands.

"God... please listen,

I'm in so much pain now,

God, I'm in so much pain..."

Bazel worked hard, endured the throbbing pain in his body when he spoke, and confided to God word by word.

God has always had great forgiveness and patience.

Bazel lowered his head and prayed intently.

in the dark,
There is an angel living in the world praying to God.

　There's one more at eight o'clock in the evening

　　
　
(End of this chapter)