A Chan

Chapter 3 A Sword in the Chest (1)

Xie Zhilu denied it almost immediately: "No, of course not. What nonsense are you talking about?" The voice was so loud that the guests at other tables looked over.

Li Weiyi felt even more suspicious: There is no silver 300 taels here!
Xie Zhilu said: "Where did you think? I passed the exam, of course I want to treat you to a good meal." He picked up the menu, called the waiter, ordered a few dishes, and then fell silent.

Li Weiyi felt that something was wrong more and more, she pursed her lips and did not speak.

The two were silent for a moment, but Xie Zhilu eased his tone and asked, "Are you busy with work recently? Is everything going well? We haven't seen each other for a long time."

Li Weiyi said: "Are you concerned about me, or are you just setting the stage for the atmosphere? Xie Zhilu, don't play me for a fool, just say what you have to say, don't wait for the food to be served. Don't tell me I'll leave."

Usually, she is always cute and cute in front of Xie Zhilu, and she never spends any effort on him.At this moment, the girl who has been working hard in the workplace for three years is showing her sharpness, which makes Xie Zhilu feel strange.

Of course, Xie Zhilu couldn't let her go just like that, as his goal had not been achieved yet.He poured her tea with a blank expression, and said, "Don't act like you have eaten a firecracker, calm down, I want to have a good talk with you today."

Li Weiyi fell silent.

Xie Zhilu also wanted to cut through the mess with a sharp knife. Although some determinations had been made, what was buried under his head was the most true feelings ever. You can't think deeply about it, because thinking about it will make people feel soft.Looking at today's situation, he might not be able to eat anymore. He simply said: "We have been together for five years, I have been sincere to you, and I know you are too. Our original intention of being together is not only a boyfriend and girlfriend, but also To be soul mates. I think you agree, what we pursue is to live in this city, to live a life of superiority..."

Li Weiyi stared at his sanctimonious face, as if something in her heart crashed and collapsed.

He paused, too, and seemed to be slurring his words.

Li Weiyi: "If you have something to say, just say it, don't trick me."

Xie Zhilu's face froze: "How could I mean that?"

He was silent for a while, took a big sip from the teacup, and said, "Li Weiyi, let's break up. To be honest, in the past few years, the relationship has faded away, and you know it well. I I find more and more that we are not suitable. Now we break up in time, and there is nothing to lose to each other. I don't want to delay you, so find a man who is more suitable for you. "

Although he had expected it, Li Weiyi still couldn't believe it. Tears came out all of a sudden, and he said: "Xie Zhilu, how can you say that? It's not what we agreed to get together these few years, it's temporary, we work hard for the future, right? ? Are you opening your mouth to break up now?"

Xie Zhilu's eyes were also slowly turning red, and his expression was even a little ferocious. He interrupted her: "For the future, for the future where each other becomes more suitable. True like-minded lovers should stand in each other's future, not part ways. But now, our paths in life are different, no matter the working environment, aspirations, or future are different, without a common language, we are no longer suitable."

Li Weiyi was enlightened: "You dumped me because you passed the exam? Are you looking down on me now?"

Xie Zhilu: "Don't think of me as snobbish and nasty. This is a different direction, and there is no distinction between high and low. If you were willing to listen to me and take the postgraduate entrance examination together, and now you will take the editorial examination, even if you take the entrance examination for a department that is not close, now everyone has the same starting point. The direction is the same, so why would I break up with you? But you insist on finding a job, and also find a private company. How much pressure is there to survive now? In the next few decades, the two will have a stable income, buying a house and car, children's education, and social status , interpersonal relationship...these are all things that affect the whole body. But you...to put it bluntly, you don't even have a stable job, and maybe one day the company will close down and layoffs. I'm a man, and I still To support my parents and my family in the future, I didn’t think so much about school love before, but now I choose a lifelong partner, I have to consider these issues. If I can’t be responsible for each other, I’m doomed to go short in the long run, so letting go as soon as possible is the wise choice.”

Li Weiyi was about to die of anger, especially when he mentioned the word "layoff".She shouted: "Xie Zhilu, are you sick? I earn 8500 a month, how much can you earn as a civil servant who just graduated? Do you look down on me?"

Xie Zhilu had obviously made up his mind, twitched the corners of his mouth, took a deep breath, and said, "I've seen a saying: the first sword you go ashore is to kill the person you like first. I thought it was nonsense at the time, but now I understand that it's involuntary." In the end it was someone who had just walked out of university, he clearly spoke calmly, but his eyes were already red, and his hands on the table were shaking.

Li Weiyi looked at the tears in his eyes, suddenly he couldn't say anything, ruthless, he is so ruthless, ruthless to her, and ruthless to himself.

"Let's share." She spit out two words, picked up her bag and left.The waiter next to him just served the food, showing a surprised expression.

Xie Zhilu sat on the spot, motionless.

The air conditioner in the restaurant was obviously blowing warm air, but Li Weiyi felt that it was freezing cold.She walked a few steps, turned around suddenly, grabbed a dish from the waiter, and threw it directly on Xie Zhilu's face.

The plate was smashed to pieces, Xie Zhilu looked like a sculpture, with oil and vegetables all over his face and body, red eyes, extremely embarrassed, staring straight at her.

Everyone in the restaurant looked over.

Li Weiyi yelled: "Go to hell with all the scumbags!" and walked away with her head held high.

Li Weiyi hailed a taxi, and as soon as she got in, tears flowed down her cheeks.She certainly couldn't cry loudly, but she also cried convulsively.The driver kept silent, and just put the tissue box in front of her. Li Weiyi cried even more fiercely, and said with snot and tears, "Thank... thank you..."

When I arrived home with tears in my eyes, it was already the first time the lights came on.Li Weiyi lay upright on the bed, without tears, her heart was empty.She recalled her relationship with Xie Zhilu—the third and fourth year of junior high school, it was really sweet, she gave him the most real first love, and now aftertaste, it's all trembling.But later, it was indeed as he said, gathering less and leaving more, gradually drifting away.The present him and the past him are like two people.One is the first love in memory, and the other is the stranger who was cruel just now.

You said how uncomfortable it would be for Li Weiyi to break up with the current him, but that's not the case.Because in the past few years, she has been too busy and tired.When a person's energy is almost exhausted by work, then the love that only meets once a month is just an embellishment.

But thinking about the past, thinking about the stability and steadfastness of the past five years and her expectations for the future, she still wants to cry.With tears in her eyes, she frantically ordered a bunch of takeaways for herself.While waiting for the takeaway, she lay dead on the bed again, thinking about calling her best friend, but she felt ashamed, so what can she say?Everyone knows that she has an excellent boyfriend, and she is just waiting for the end of the long-distance love run to achieve a positive result.Now she doesn't even want to mention him a word.

(End of this chapter)