I and the dog-licking heroine are one body and two souls

Chapter 7 Mental Illness
Although Tang Shiyong didn't understand where Tang Yaqian's love for Jiang Mu came from, she knew that Tang Yaqian might not be in love with Jiang Mu almost morbidly.

Only after experiencing that feeling in person did she know that she had mixed love and gratitude for Jiang Mu.

But she doesn't love Jiang Mu. She knows that such a sickness needs to be treated instead of letting it go.

As long as she is in charge of this body, she will not take a step closer to Jiang Mu.

So, the next day, taking advantage of the weekend, Tang Shiyong went to Song's private hospital to enroll himself in a psychology department.

Tang Yaqian only has the ability to control Jiang Mu's affairs, she has no other actions, so Tang Shiyong came to the psychology department, and even communicated with the psychologist very smoothly.

"Miss Tang, in my opinion, that friend of yours can show extreme paranoid liking emotions. Perhaps in some of her past experiences, she has suffered setbacks that changed the trajectory of her life, leading to deviations in her emotions. But from what you have learned The described situation seems to be unable to promote the birth of her series of abnormal behaviors." After communicating with the psychiatrist, the doctor gave her such an answer.

However, Tang Shiyong did tell the truth about Tang Yaqian's second life experience. She grew up like a normal girl. Except for her morbid obsession with Jiang Mu, everything is normal. She likes dolls and teddy bears, especially shiny little things.

"Is it possible that it suddenly became like this?" Tang Shiyong asked: "As far as I know, she grew up normally, and she didn't suffer any harm at all."

She was healthy at the beginning, but she took a two-year absence from school for no reason, and then she became like this.

"Sometimes this kind of mentality can be formed, and it doesn't necessarily have to be due to sudden injury, behaviors, environmental changes, psychological influences, and long-term external interference. This kind of mentality can also be formed." The psychologist suggested intimately: "Miss Tang, If you don't trust my professional judgment, then I suggest you go to a psychiatrist for a try."

Tang Shiyong does not think that Tang Yaqian has mental problems, on the contrary, Tang Yaqian is very normal.

Something must have happened to her that she didn't know, changed her, and regarded Jiang Mu as a savior.

Suddenly, Tang Shiyong thought of Tang Yaqian's parents, and said: "Her father is a professor of archeology. She divorced her mother when she was very young, and took her brother with her when she divorced. She hasn't seen her mother and brother in these years. His father I don't care enough about her, and she is often not at home, is it possible that this incident caused it?"

The psychiatrist wanted to say that the extreme lack of maternal love was not such a symptom, but when Tang Shiyong mentioned it, he suggested to her, saying: "Actually, you can try to contact her mother. If it doesn't help the condition, at least you can observe her condition." The illness, maybe there is new help."

Tang Shiyong nodded, thinking of Tang Yaqian's funerals in the two lives, the first life had a brother but no father, the second life had a father but no brother, but there was no mother.

Is there a possibility that Tang Yaqian avoided the affairs of the first life and made the two lives go the opposite way.

So many things were avoided by the second life, the problem lies in the first life that she didn't know?
But she only knows about the second life, all the things about the first life are locked in Tang Yaqian's memory, she doesn't let her see, she doesn't know at all.

Could it be that she also fought?
just failed.

……

Tang Yaqian's brother and mother are not mysterious. In the second life, her parents divorced when Tang Yaqian was five years old.

Her mother's name is Li Qingxing, a cello artist who happened to be Tang Shiyong's rival back then. Li Qingxing is well-known in the world, and her performance is elegant and popular, and she is very popular in the European music circle.

The cello ensemble Tang Shiyong went to attend in a car accident was a grand event where she replaced Li Qingxing.

She had been preparing for that concert for a long time. In order to perform with a world-renowned orchestra later, she had to compete with Li Qingxing.

It's not that she has any hostility towards Li Qingxing, but her way of becoming famous is a bit of a white lotus flower, she always likes to say that she became famous by her skills, not by men.

Tang Shiyong, who had many boyfriends, was trampled by Li Qingxing innocently and became the control group.

Always being maliciously speculated by the media, she got a chance by sleeping with a man.

She uses her personality to guarantee that although there are reasons for this, the ingredients are not high!
She is a person who relies on craftsmanship to make a living, and the man she meets is strong, and she can't refuse to give her preferential treatment, right?
Li Qingxing always likes to act like an elder when they meet each other, making Tang Shiyong look like her daughter, always saying that her daughter is also the same age as Tang Shiyong, and she liked to listen to her play the cello when she was a child.

If Tang Shiyong hadn't personally experienced Li Qingxing's cold violence against her two children, she would have believed her nonsense.

Especially when Tang Shiyong was watching Tang Yaqian's second generation, she also saw Li Qingxing's nasty things with her own eyes.

Just because Li Qingxing didn't show up at the two funerals, Tang Shiyong concluded that she didn't like Tang Yaqian, so it was probably futile to find her.

Looking for her brother?Tang Yaqian objected fiercely in her heart.

Only her current father can help her, but it is a pity that she had a big fight with her father when she came to F University for Jiang Mu and secretly changed her choice, and said a lot of things that hurt her father's heart.

It seems that the family's road is not going to work, so we have to think about it in the long run.

In this world now, Li Qingxing is still famous, but Tang Shiyong does not exist anymore. According to the timeline, she went to the place where she lived and the school where she studied, and even the adoptive family that raised her did not have Tang Shiyong. His adoptive parents had another girl, only she changed to painting.

Tang Shiyong disappeared completely, and now there is only Tang Yaqian with Tang Shiyong's soul.

No, the souls of both are housed in this one body.

Tang Yaqian didn't respond normally, only things about Jiang Mu would appear, changing Tang Shiyong's actions and words.

The more this is the case, the more Tang Shiyong has to become a complete Tang Yaqian, otherwise she will be dragged into a licking dog by Tang Yaqian sooner or later because of the virtue she wants to post when she sees Jiang Mu.

……

The experience of the previous life told Tang Shiyong that Jiang Mu was a complete cold and violent person. In this life, Tang Yaqian could not restrain her from meeting Jiang Mu. That is to say, as long as Jiang Mu did not come to her, then she could never see Jiang Mu.

I hope that Jiang Mu will only appear eight times in ten years like the last life, and Tang Yaqian took the initiative to find three of them.

After such a long time, Tang Yaqian might let go of Jiang Mu.

……

But the sky didn't go his way, after Tang Shiyong and his roommates came back from shopping, they forgot about the cello.

After she saw a psychiatrist and accepted the rebirth incident, she went to the first floor of the dormitory, where the dormitory auntie took her cello.

"No, that little girl's boyfriend hasn't been here for the past few days." Seeing that Tang Shiyong is as cute as a doll now, the dormitory auntie spoke to her more gently: "Why don't you call and ask? Maybe it is Did he forget?"

Tang Shiyong had no choice, so she went back to the dormitory to ask Fang Rongrong first, but Fang Rongrong called and asked, only to find out that Zhong Yu was called back by the laboratory in the middle of it, he thought Jiang Mu was her boyfriend, so he put the piano with Jiang Mu, today Jiang Mu is in the laboratory of National Medical University.

Now that Qin is with Jiang Mu, it means that Tang Shiyong will take the initiative to find him. Thinking of this, I feel a little excited.

Tang Shiyong never wants to see Jiang Mu, but the piano is rented, and there is no way to return it if it is not brought back.

So while it was still dark, Tang Shiyong, a fake licking a dog and a real resentment, went out to the National Medical University to get his piano.

(End of this chapter)