Song Yuanhuanzhi

Chapter 84 Will You Be Disappointed?
Fu Yuanzhi's eyes diverged, but the scenes of these years were recalled in his mind.

He could say he knew Miss Song well, or he could say he didn't.

If you say you understand, it's just the side Miss Song is willing to show.

Miss Song gave him the impression that her heart was sunny and she was not afraid of sadness, but she was shrouded in a thick black mist.

She is sunny, unrestrained, willful, calm, and has her own unique insights into the impermanence of the world.

A girl who has been living in the village, has not studied much, and has a simple life experience, but she is so sophisticated in her views and handling of many things.

This is what he couldn't figure out.

Fu Yuanzhi repeatedly chewed on the phrase "don't persuade others to be kind without others suffering".

Thinking of Adi's description, Fu Yuanzhi thought that Miss Song was more like standing on Yu Yi's side.

In other words, she sympathized with Yu Yi.

From a common sense point of view, most people would empathize with Ah Di, but it is impossible to empathize with Yi.

Fu Yuanzhi guessed right.

Song Huan sympathized with Yu Yi.

Plagiarism, appropriation, was all too common in her day.

It's like copying your homework, you copy your homework and get a No. 1 feeling.

So Song Huan didn't feel that this matter was serious.

But this time is different, so I don't blame Brother for being so excited.

What Song Huan sympathized with was not the mistake of plagiarism, but the reason behind Yu Yi's choice.

Of course, everyone in the world has different reasons, and some are not worthy of sympathy, but Yu Yi is not one of them.

Song Huan has seen him take off the Confucian shirt that ordinary scholars "can't take off" in order to earn money.

He wandered among the three teachings and nine streams.

He tried his best to beg for a penny that others owed him.

He sweated profusely in the streets and worked hard to earn money, just to stand firm on the precarious imperial examination road.

He huddled in a corner, sniffed and wiped his tears, and ate rancid rice bran cakes.

The wages that had just been received were robbed by others before they were warmed up.

As well as his elder sister's harsh treatment of him, her elder sister's situation can only be said to be fate and cause and effect.

If their parents hadn't died young, perhaps his elder sister would not have been married off so easily by grandma.

If they still have savings in their family, or if Yu Yi is older, maybe Yu Yi will have another fate.

Song Huan saw what Yu Yan had gone through, but he didn't lend a helping hand.

Someone else might need it, but if it's Yu Yi, she knows that he doesn't need it.

Her appearance will only dissipate the energy that has been accumulated in Yu Ying's heart for a long time.

If the illusion he worked so hard to create in front of Song Huan's family is broken by Song Huan's sympathy, then his remaining sliver of self will be swallowed by the abyss.

It is precisely because Song Huan is clear and understands that she cannot appear.

She saw in his eyes stubbornness, unyielding, unwillingness, and unwillingness to admit defeat.

That look was all too familiar to her.

That was how she had seen herself in the mirror.

The joys, anger, sorrows and joys in the world are not connected at all, how can you express your sadness clearly, and how can you empathize with your loss, but you can only know the warmth and coldness.

That's why she hates others accusing others of what to do and what not to do when they don't know anything.

Don't point fingers at someone without actually experiencing their pain.

Maybe when I went through it, I might not be as strong and open-minded as him.

Using your own standards to force others is a kind of embarrassment in itself.

What Ah Di saw was only the surface, what he saw was what Yu Yan did, but he didn't feel the emotion behind Yu Yan.

All Brother can do is a reminder and understanding at most.

It's not Song Huan's mother's heart, who is generous with the generosity of others, and Yu Yi plagiarized and the object is still Fu Yuanzhi, how can he still empathize with Yu Yi.

For Song Huan, these are two different things.

When Fu Yuanzhi came back, all related decisions were made by him as the client.

And Song Huan's empathy for Yi is only because of his spirit of not admitting defeat to fate, of course, excluding the item of unscrupulous means.

If Song Huan hadn't seen his previous struggles, she might have been like Adi, like most people's reactions when encountering such things.

Think how he could do that?He shouldn't be doing this, it's immoral for him to behave like this!
When Song Huan was talking about this matter with Brother, the reason why he was uncharacteristically made Brother feel indifferent, there was even a little extreme in something wrong.

It was also because of Yu Yan's incident that she suddenly fell into the past and was provoked to be rebellious.

Although she really didn't want to admit it, she really couldn't expose the past that happened to her lightly.

It has to be said that even if she lives again, she will still be a layman.

Those hard-pressed experiences will not dissipate with the passage of time, they are just covered with a layer of dust, as long as they are blown gently, they will be revealed as they are.

She can only be forced to lick the pain again, and her heart will return to peace when it is covered with dust again.

It is necessary to be unrestrained and unrestrained, but there is always a hurdle in her heart that she cannot overcome. When she can really let go, either she will become a saint, or she will die.

She has already died once, but unfortunately, she is still so small in this kind of matter.

anyway.

Although she empathizes, she still puts her own interests first.

Brother can no longer communicate with him, and the relationship will stop at the neighbors who do not communicate.

Yu Yan is a person who can be cruel to himself.

So a decision was made after comprehensive consideration.

Once this matter is exposed, on the one hand, Fu Yuanzhi will not reap any substantial benefits.

On the other hand, Yu Yan fell into a worse situation because of this. If he couldn't think about it and did something unimaginable, then there would be endless troubles at that time.

The so-called stay on the front line when doing things, so that we can meet each other in the future.

A person like Yu Yan doesn't talk about how great his future achievements will be, but just his cruel heart. As long as he is given a chance, he will not be too bad in the future.

That day, Song Huan actually regretted it after she finished speaking with Adi. She couldn't control her emotions, and forced Adi to understand the truth of that sentence.

She overlooked one place.

I ignored that Brother is in his passionate youth, but she is not a person like her who has become indifferent and numb due to experience. At his age, he still needs to have some visions and prospects that young people should have.

Otherwise, this long life would be too damn fucking.

into the night.

Song Huan couldn't sleep, reflecting on the forced drug feeding he had treated his brother.

A head full of paste.

Sure enough, I have never been a mother, and I am still not proficient in education.

Thinking of this, Song Huan directly took out the wine that Fu Yuanzhi had brought back.

Half-armed in blue silk, wearing an outer shirt, sitting in the yard, listening to the chirping of insects under the night wind, admiring the twinkling stars in the night sky.

Drink alone, sweet and clean.

Isn't ancient rice wine just sweet wine?
Drink like a drink.

Before I knew it, half of a jar of wine went down.

"Can't sleep?" Fu Yuanzhi sat down beside him.

Song Huan had heard his door opening a long time ago, so she was not surprised.

"Have a drink?" Song Huan raised his glass and asked.

Fu Yuanzhi nodded.

"What are you thinking about?" Fu Yuanzhi took the wine and asked.

Song Huan didn't answer, but said, "Have you decided what to do?"

Fu Yuanzhi understood what she was asking, and said, "It's just a theory."

Song Huan groaned and nodded.

"What do you think?" Fu Yuanzhi asked.

Song Huan shook his head with a smile, "I'm not the person involved, there are people with ideas in the room."

Fu Yuanzhi said, "He is still young, and when he grows up, he knows that this kind of thing doesn't need to be too entangled. He just values ​​friendship too much."

Fu Yuanzhi looked at Song Huan, hesitant to speak.

"What do you want to say?" Song Huan saw that Fu Yuanzhi had returned to that awkward look again, and this prefecture city is also quite tempered.

Fu Yuanzhi looked into Song Huan's eyes and said, "Don't persuade others to be kind before they suffer. Do you really think so..."

If one day you do something yourself, will you be disappointed?

　Thanks to the two comrades who gave the reward yesterday, the daily newspaper can’t see the username of the reward, so I’d like to thank ヾ(@^▽^@)ノ
　　
　
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