The days when I was an obstetrician and gynecologist in Chang'an

Chapter 591 Death in Heart (Thanks to Yun Wanqing for the reward~)

Mrs. Zhang hugged her confidant woman's arm, her chest was beating fast, as if the heart in her chest was about to fly out.

Mrs. Zhang didn't cry. Her tears had already dried up when each of the sons died.

In fact, Mrs. Zhang was also afraid. She was afraid that she would not be able to give birth to a son. She was afraid that the child "killed" under her instructions would be waiting for her on the Naihe Bridge. child.

Just like Sun Cuilan, who took the initiative to have an abortion, would go to the temple to light a lamp for the child, so Mrs. Zhang secretly asked her confidant woman to go to the Taoist temple to light the lamp for the three sons who could not even enter the ancestral grave.

But even if Mrs. Zhang was told by Li Sanniang, she still didn't want to believe Li Sanniang's statement that inbreeding was harmful.

"Osmanthus, you go, you go to inquire, take money to buy news, in Chang'an City, there are many close relatives like me who get married, I don't believe it, I don't believe that God is so cruel to me, I don't believe it Others can give birth to healthy children, but I can't!
I want to know, are those children from other people's families fake? "

Money can turn ghosts around, Mrs. Zhang took a year's profit from her dowry shop and gave it to Mrs. Osmanthus, asking her to go outside to inquire about the inbreeding.

In just seven days, Osmanthus Granny got a piece of paper from the news shop, Osmanthus Granny couldn't read, so she folded the paper, put it in a brocade bag close to her body, and hurried back.

"Ma'am, this is bought news."

Mrs. Zhang took the paper folded into small squares, but she didn't look at it anxiously. Instead, she looked at Mrs. Osmanthus. Seeing this, Mrs. Osmanthus moved closer to Mrs. Zhang, and started talking in a low voice.

"I found a woman in the Wang family stove, and she told me that during those days, the old lady of the Wang family did indeed drink medicine that nourished her body, like a postpartum medicine."

Mrs. Zhang stared at the boss. Although the family she asked Mrs. Osmanthus to inquire about was not related to her, they were all members of the official circle of Chang'an City, and the situation of Mrs. Wang was similar to hers. They were all married to cousins. Brother come.

And until now, Mrs. Wang has not given birth. All the heirs of Mr. Wang's family are born to two concubines in the family, and they are all recorded under Mrs. Wang's name.

In the past ten years, Mrs. Wang has never heard of her pregnancy except for the first time she was pregnant. It is rumored in the circle of officials that she is unable to conceive and has a physical illness. , I had to let my concubine have children.

"Could it be that the lady of the Wang family, like me, gave birth to unhealthy children?
So, she has already given up her mind? "

Mrs. Zhang's mood was fluctuating at this time, as if she felt that she was the kite flying to the sky, the rope that tied her was broken, so she was also drifting with the wind.

Mrs. Zhang thought impulsively at this time, she really wanted to find Mrs. Wang's family, and asked her: "You didn't have a healthy child because of the marriage of close relatives, so that's why you didn't give birth?"

But rationality told her that of course she couldn't come to the door to tell her about it, and she had to pretend not to know, and she had to not even care about it.

After listening to Mrs. Osmanthus, with a heavy heart, Mrs. Zhang opened the news that it was folded into small squares and bought with money.

But after a while, after reading this piece of paper about the status of children of families with married cousins ​​in Chang'an City, Mrs. Zhang burst into tears.

But Mrs. Zhang cried very subduedly, and she didn't make any movement.

"lady!"

Osmanthus osmanthus sees Mrs. Zhang with such an expression, what else does she not understand?
The osmanthus woman knows that what Li Sanniang said is true and correct!

Mrs. Zhang and her son-in-law will never give birth to a healthy child!

"Why did God do this to me?

Me, if I knew how miserable I am today, how could I happily marry my cousin back then?
I. In my heart, I am bitter, sweet-scented osmanthus, my heart is bitter! "

After half a month, Li Sanniang did not expect that she would be invited by Mrs. Zhang again.

Although there was nothing wrong with Li Sanniang's face, she still felt a little embarrassed in her heart.

But Mrs. Zhang's attitude was the same as when Li Sanniang came for the first time. Naturally, Li Sanniang would not ask: "Why do you still call me to see a doctor?"

After exchanging pleasantries for a while, talking about the recent weather and the recent preparations in Chang'an City for the Longevity Festival in January and a half. On the subject of Li Sanniang's visit.

"If I don't want this child, Dr. Li may guarantee that while killing the child, my life will be safe?

And it won't affect my body? "

Li Sanniang was really surprised at this moment. Since she was kicked out by Mrs. Zhang last time, she only felt that Mrs. Zhang, who was in urgent need of a child, would not listen to her, and she would definitely give birth to this child without giving up.

But now when Li Sanniang looked at Mrs. Zhang and saw the firm look in her eyes, she realized that Mrs. Zhang was serious!

She really decided to abort this child!
Therefore, Li Sanniang also straightened her body, and explained to Madam Zhang seriously: "Whether it is a full-term birth or a partial abortion, it is a kind of harm to a woman's body.

The wife has also given birth, so she should understand all kinds of things here.

I can only say that I try my best to keep my wife from getting hurt, and I will be very careful about postpartum care. "

After a pause, Li Sanniang continued: "Since madam can call me to come again, she should understand that after this pregnancy is aborted, madam should not get pregnant again even if she has confinement.

If Madam needs a prescription for avoiding children's soup, I can write it down for Madam. "

In Madam Zhang's heart, she had a good impression of Li Sanniang at this moment. Although Li Sanniang's words were not pleasant, Madam Zhang knew that this was the truth. There was no ambiguous prevarication, which was the doctor's responsible attitude.

"Then trouble Dr. Li to come back in three days."

This time, Li Sanniang was well sent out by Mrs. Osmanthus osmanthus, so naturally she also got the consultation fee.

Three days later, in the early morning, after Mrs. Zhang sent her son-in-law into the carriage, she arranged for Mrs. Osmanthus to invite Li Sanniang to come.

This day was deliberately picked because the son-in-law has official duties and will go out of the city today.

Mrs. Zhang didn't intend to tell her son-in-law that she was going to have an abortion. When her son-in-law returned home, she would only think that the child was lost by accident.

Then when the body is well established and the confinement period is over, Mrs. Zhang will confess to her son-in-law that she can't have children anymore, and she wants to promote her concubine to have a son, so as to protect her son-in-law's blood.

Everything happened as Mrs. Zhang expected, but after drinking the abortion medicine prepared by Li Sanniang, she felt the sharp pain of contraction in her abdomen, and Mrs. Zhang still shed tears from the corners of her eyes.

Aborting a child in this month is actually not very different from giving birth to a full-term child.

The physical pain made people want to die, and the mental pressure made people feel that there was no hope of living. Mrs. Zhang's heart was dead.

In the end, as Li Sanniang saw through her perspective, she really gave birth to a deformed baby with a big head and no arms.

Because Li Sanniang had prepared earlier, she was not frightened, but Qiuxiang and Mrs. Osmanthus who were behind Li Sanniang as helpers were greatly frightened.

Especially Pozi Osmanthus, with her frightened eyes, she was saying the word "monster" all over her face.

　Thank you Yun Wanqing for supporting 100 starting coins, and I am very grateful to Baozi for supporting and encouraging me~
　　
　
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