The days when I was an obstetrician and gynecologist in Chang'an

163 The Way Forward
That night, Li Sanniang led Qiuxiang into her yard and planned to let her sleep in the next room. Seeing that she didn't bring any change of clothes, she also found her own clean clothes to change for her. After all, she was dressed in black and white. During the day, if a girl wears it and walks on the street, it is really too conspicuous.

But Qiuxiang rejected the clothes that Li Sanniang sent, "Thank you, Miss Li Sanniang, for your kindness. I don't dislike the clothes of the lady, but I have a lot of weapons on me. If I wear the clothes of the lady, there will be no place for these weapons let go."

Li Sanniang looked at Qiuxiang left and right, but she really couldn't see where the weapon could be hidden in the clothes, which didn't look so baggy.

"If the lady doesn't go out tomorrow morning, I'll go back tonight to get some clothes and come back. I should be able to come back before tomorrow's six o'clock."

"I won't go out for these two days. If you need anything, just go back and get it. And if there is anything you want in this room, tell me, I can go out with you to buy it. In addition, I don't know How much money did Mrs. Qiuxiang receive from the bad guys?"

Qiu Xiang, who was stopped by Li Sanniang's question, replied after a while: "Uh, what is Sanniang asking?"

"Isn't this going to require you to protect me in the future? It's considered that I've taken up your time, so I'll pay you. I'll pay you the same as what bad people give you. Of course, If there are too many, I can only give you as much as I can. I can't let you work for nothing."

Qiuxiang thinks that Li Sanniang is really not an ordinary girl, she is really just like the master said, Li Sanniang is an interesting person.

"Third lady doesn't need to give me any money. I was originally sent to protect the lady, and you are my task. In addition, when I need money, I just need to talk to the above. There is no monthly payment."

Li Sanniang didn't expect that there was no fixed basic salary for working in this kind of organization, and she just asked Qiu Xiang, she was only in her early 15s!
If this is in modern times, it is child labor.

Then Li Sanniang said: "Then let me ask my elder brother how much it costs to hire a top bodyguard in the market, and then I will pay you the monthly silver according to the market price."

Seeing that Li Sanniang insisted, Qiuxiang didn't say anything more.

After Li Sanniang left, Qiuxiang went up to the roof, talked with the spy who was watching Li's house, and ran towards her original residence in Chang'an City in a few ups and downs.

When Li Sanniang returned to the house, she did not lie down. She decided to try the Taoist meditation method, hoping that this method would stop her from having nightmares after she fell asleep.

Li Sanniang was only wearing her underwear, she closed her eyes and sat cross-legged, her hands were naturally placed on her knees with the palms up, and she slowly adjusted her breathing, trying to enter a state where her mind was empty and she didn't think about anything.

Don't say it, it's quite difficult.

After hearing the sound of clappers being knocked on the street for the first time, Li Sanniang gave up the idea of ​​meditating, and lay down, thinking, it doesn't matter, let's get out of it, and just have nightmares.

Adhering to this mentality of putting on a bad show, Li Sanniang soon fell asleep.

When Li Sanniang woke up the next day, the sky had already brightened, and when she opened her eyes, she saw Lu Zhuer staring at her with big black eyes.

"Aniang's little dew, come, let Aniang kiss you."

Li Sanniang hugged Lu Zhu into her arms, and kissed Lu Zhu'er on the forehead, causing Lu Zhu'er to giggle.

Li Sanniang thought, could this meditation method really work, or why didn't she remember dreaming at night?And she was not awakened by the nightmare, she woke up naturally after sleeping until dawn.

After eating breakfast, Li Sanniang went to find Father Li, and wanted to ask Father Li if there were any additions or deletions to the soup last night?

Otherwise, how could a simple meditation method or an unsuccessful meditation method actually prevent her from having nightmares? If post-traumatic stress disorder could be cured so easily, there wouldn’t be so many people in modern society who can’t stand it Painful and self-defeating.

Li's father told Li Sanniang that there was no increase or decrease, probably because of Li Sanniang's own adjustments, or bad people sent Qiuxiang as a female guard, which greatly improved Li Sanniang's sense of security, so she could become much better.

In modern society, this kind of disease is indeed that the patient has seen a psychiatrist, and under self-regulation, it is likely to be cured without medicine.

Li Sanniang is not sure why she didn't have a nightmare last night?

Is it by chance?
Or is it true that as Father Li said, because of Qiuxiang, a female military guard, she feels so safe that she sleeps well?
"Drink the medicine for a few more days to see if it still doesn't work, try another prescription. I want to tell you about Mrs. Qiuxiang."

"Qiuxiang? What's the matter, Aye?"

Father Li stroked his beard, pushed the dim sum plate on the table to Li Sanniang, and said, "Last night, you said that you wanted to take Mrs. Qiuxiang with you in the name of accepting disciples, so that you could protect you personally."

Li Sanniang nodded, looked at Father Li and asked, "So?"

"You should know that in our profession of doctors, the master-student relationship is no less than the relationship between parents and children.

Even to a certain extent, this is to go beyond the relationship between parents and children.

Parents just give birth to their children and send them out of the house when they are teenagers to fend for themselves.

But the master wants to teach his disciples all the skills he has learned. He also cares about his students’ basic necessities of life, weddings and funerals as much as he cares about his children. If something happens, you have to continue to take care of it.

Moreover, the master-student relationship can be counted in the category of joint sitting in the regulations. If something happens to the disciple, the master will be implicated, and vice versa.

Moreover, if you really plan to accept Mrs. Qiuxiang as your disciple, then you have to take responsibility. You can't just be a teacher-student in name, and you can't think that this is a teacher-student relationship that is just to protect you. Just a few years younger than you, don't consider yourself a teacher.

But you are all bad people. Since Mr. Bu said that she can be a good player with one as ten, at her age, there should be a martial arts master among the bad people. Since you want to be her doctor, you can't think about it. It's up to her to protect you.

You are masters and apprentices, how can a master let his disciples charge ahead and hide behind them?
Moreover, Lady Qiuxiang can save you for a while, can she save you forever?
You still have to have your own life-saving means.

Aye doesn't tell you about the path you want to take in the future, but you know that it will be extremely difficult.

Don't say you are a woman, even a man is also very difficult to be lucky enough to stand in the end.

It's just a matter of alcohol purification, and you are being targeted. Now we are all on the boat of bad people, and we can't get off the boat.

What you want to do in the future, my son, do you think clearly? "

Faced with Father Li's questioning, Li Sanniang put down the snacks in her hands, and carefully thought about these questions of Father Li.

It should be said that Li Sanniang founded the Women's Support Association because of her passion;
Because I was an obstetrician and gynecologist in my previous life, I will continue to do my old job in this life, so I went for the assessment and wanted to join the Medical Alliance;

Because I am also a woman, I want to contribute my own strength in this era, so that my same-sex sisters can take a patch of medicine when they are sick, they can see a doctor, and they can have someone to help them during childbirth. Can make them live better.

Then after she experienced the murder in the alleyway on a moonlit night and the assassination by a back arrow in the lobby of Jingzhao Mansion, both of which were almost fatal, she was really thinking, where is the way forward?
Can I go on living?

How can I save myself and my family?

How can I go up, go to the front, and stand on the top under the harsh environment, so as to pave the way for what I want to do, and to shelter them from the wind and rain?
In the end how to go on?

　Boys, tomorrow is the weekend, I wish you all a wonderful rest day~
　　
　
(End of this chapter)