Help, they came out of my dream to catch me!

Chapter 52

A... doll named Hina?
The townspeople in the entire town of Pala are... puppets?
Before today, Hina had never thought about this question, she was just following the teachings of the bishop, earnestly approaching that perfect image.

She thought that today would be the day when she finished her work as a nun as usual, but she never expected that Xia Ming's confession monologue at the end would shock her immensely.

I'm... a doll?
She opened her eyes blankly, helplessly looking at the ashamed expression on Xia Ming's face, and once again lost the gentleness and calmness she usually showed.

The stunned and magnified eyes from shock seemed so empty, as if the established world view suddenly collapsed, and the settings, temperament, character, and emotions accumulated in this world also collapsed like bubbles.

The shell that had been built all along, that whitewashed castle was destroyed by the relentless typhoon, revealing the empty and hollow heart inside.

How she came to Pala town, she has no memory.

She only remembered that since she had memories ten years ago, she was taught by the Bishop what rules to follow and what kind of person to be.

In the past ten years, she has been working hard to get closer to that perfect image.

It seems that from the very beginning, she will not take the initiative to give birth to her own will and ideas. Her empty heart is like a machine without a program. When the Bishop asks her to do something, her machine finally has a driving program, just like a human being. I wind up the clockwork.

Gradually, she has more and more the temperament and demeanor of a holy nun, and she almost never thinks about why she wants to be such a person.

Being respected and loved by the townspeople, and being praised by the priests and nuns in the church, this should be a joyful and happy thing, but she never felt any joy because of it.

Their expressions are so unified, their applause is so tacit at the same time...

Are they...are they thanking and praising me...or are they respecting and loving this image called a nun?
If one day I abandon the image of a nun, will anyone still look at me with the same eyes?

I am... a doll.

They... too.

I...what the hell?
What is it that I think... that I desire...?
For the first time, Hina showed a fragile and painful expression on her face. She looked at Xia Ming, and at Xia Ming who told her all the truth in the name of repentance.

Xia Ming, please tell me, what should I do...?
"Sister nun, please tell me, what should I do? How can I face Miss Hina in the future?"

Xia Ming didn't answer the question in her heart, but asked her more and more distressed, begged, and sought an answer.

But Hina couldn't give such an answer by herself.

Obviously want to be a kind and perfect nun...

Obviously I can't refuse such a request...

For the first time, Hina felt a trace of resistance in her heart, a trace of dislike for herself.

"I...I don't know..."

"sorry, I do not know……"

The puppet girl named Hina, this beautiful nun and big sister, showed a broken and tearful expression for the first time.

That pear-blossoming little face has lost the holy kindness of the past, which can be seen from a distance but not be played with. It looks so delicate and pitiful.

She never refuses others' requests, and never asks for help from others.

She is like a puppet, a programmed machine that never takes the initiative, and only reacts when someone comes to her door.

But at this time, she made a request to Xia Ming with such helpless and pitiful eyes.

"What should I do, Xia Ming, please...help me..."

"Help……"

She uttered a plea that was almost a scream.

"You want me to help you?"

Xia Ming held his chin in his hands, admiring Hina's rare appearance of fragility and crying, showing a triumphant smile.

"Isn't it common sense to show your breasts when you're asking for help?"

Hina's cry froze, and she was taken aback for a moment, caught off guard by Xia Ming's sudden masterful hand.

She unbuttoned her clothes like an obedient puppet, Xia Ming waved her hands and said:
"Forget it, forget it, I was joking just now, just show your belly. Wait, you really plan to show your belly! This sentence is also a joke!"

The nun's clothes are one-piece, no matter whether it is to expose the chest or the belly, in fact, it is almost the same as taking off all but the underwear. Hina silently put back the hem of the clothes.

"In short, since you're still so confused and don't know what to do, just continue to live like this. Anyway, it's still a long time, and you might figure it out and have new ideas after living it? "

Xia Ming gave a solution that was not a solution.

He originally thought that Hina, who was controlled by her mind, would be indifferent to the words he made up just now, or trigger some program to go berserk.

Unexpectedly, everything went so smoothly. The empty heart of the puppet nun named Hina has begun to sprout her own emotions and will.

It seems that the route to save Hina's soul is not very difficult.

In the next time, we just need to figure out Lao Pi's trick of killing everyone together, and get rid of him too. This time the mission should be completed, right?
It's that simple?
Xia Ming had a feeling that something was wrong, and always felt that things would not end so easily.

In this way, another five days passed.

Hina is still living a very normal life as a nun as usual.

It's just that something has changed in everyday life.

"Xina, wake up."

Hina opened her eyes in a daze, looked at the perfect and handsome face of the young man in front of her, muttered, greedily lay on the bed for a while, then lazily stretched her arms, tensed her feet, and sucked A big mouthful of cold air wakes me up, and the holy and loving temperament returns to my body.

As always, she put on her clothes in front of Xia Ming as if she didn't care. During this process, Xia Ming's admiring eyes kept staring at her beautiful and pure body.

Like a calm mother, she lovingly and tolerantly let his presumptuous eyes wander over her body, but she unconsciously pursed her lips slightly, a tiny bit of shyness and unspeakable sweetness slowly rippling in her heart.

Eating the breakfast that Xia Ming prepared for her, seeing his gaze, perhaps because of the hot bread and hot milk, her body felt slightly warm.

There were bread crumbs and milk stains left at the corner of her mouth. Xia Ming stretched out his hand and used his fingers to pick up these bad things that damaged her nun's temperament, put them into her mouth and eat them.

But her gaze couldn't help falling on the finger that Xia Ming put into her mouth, and she couldn't help but wonder what the fingertip that touched his lips and teeth tasted like...

For five days, nothing seemed to have changed.

But in Hina's empty heart, a violent earthquake and tsunami has changed her entire spiritual world.

(End of this chapter)