Help, they came out of my dream to catch me!

Chapter 34 So, He Made a Decision

Since when?
The Mr. Xia Ming in his eyes once again turned into that strange, bizarre and indescribable appearance.

It looks like a mass of human-shaped flesh lumps of different colors and blood clots piled up.

Perhaps in the eyes of beings in the spiritual world, no matter whether it is human beings or other creatures, they are nothing but this clumsy lump of unknown shape.

Just like in the eyes of human beings, life in the spirit world is also so weird and terrifying, full of horror and weirdness.

Taking advantage of Xia Ming's inattention, Ming Nanyan covered her head in pain.

At first, she also thought that the will in her body was creating a false illusion for her again, in an attempt to speed up the progress of her personality breakdown.

She tried to close her eyes and tell herself that this was just another false deception as before.

As long as she is firm in her heart and will, she will surely see that handsome Mr. Xia Ming again when she opens her eyes.

But no.

When she kept giving psychological hints, took deep breaths, closed her eyes and opened them again, the Mr. Xia Ming in front of her was still that lump of inexplicable flesh.

It is not the will in the body that is at work.

But as she used her psionic power beyond the limit and used her power to protect Mr. Xia Ming, her way of looking at things and cognition of the world became more and more involuntarily close to the life of the spirit world.

If the spiritual world is a deep and vast ocean, the manifest world is a completely different land.

She is like a fish that barely lives on the shore. Relying on her love for Xia Ming, she barely absorbs the nourishment she needs to survive, and keeps her personality from being disintegrated.

The landscape on land is different from that of the ocean, and the way creatures living on land and those living in the ocean perceive and view the world is completely different.

She is that sea creature who barely lives on land.

As she continued to use spiritual power beyond the limit, it was as if she had to force herself to go ashore after returning to the ocean again and again, but her body and soul couldn't help but want to return to the deep and cold ocean, to the place where she really should live. place.

Even though she used to live on land, as a marine creature, once she experienced the comfortable and comfortable environment in the ocean, once she saw and understood the real underwater scene, everything she saw on land became strange and out of place.

Recently, Mr. Xia Ming's human appearance has become less and less, while the irregular humanoid flesh in front of him has more and more appearances.

And it is foreseeable that this situation will become more and more serious.

This time, it wasn't the will in the body that was causing the trouble, but the life from the spirit world, the instinct from the body and soul was destroying her personality and will, trying to wipe away the last trace of her true spirit that was incompatible with the ocean.

The more she uses power beyond the limit, the more this situation will intensify.

In the end, Xia Ming in her eyes will completely lose his handsome appearance and impressive figure, and will permanently become an insignificant speck of dust in the eyes of beings in the spirit world. .

But she couldn't stop.

She couldn't even choose to leave Mr. Xia Ming like before to avoid danger from finding him.

Because after the battle in the small town, not only her, but the Ming family must also hold a grudge against Mr. Xia Ming, and it is impossible to let him go.

The current Mr. Xia Ming is physically broken, and his psychic power level has dropped drastically. Choosing to leave will only make Mr. Xia Ming, who has lost his strength, die soon under the revenge of the Ming family.

Besides her, who else is willing to protect Mr. Xia Ming unreservedly and fight against the Ming family?
If she gave up using her power, she would not be able to protect Mr. Xia Ming.

Choosing to use power, she is accelerating towards the verge of self-destruction.

If people want to gain something, they often have to lose something and sacrifice something.

Ming Nanyan has never had such a profound experience and understanding of this truth.

But that's okay.

Just like Mr. Xia Ming tolerated me and accepted me even if I became a monster with two faces, four arms and wings.

Even if Mr. Xia Ming becomes a pile of meat permanently in my eyes, I will still love him, and I will still be happy because of his kisses and touches.

Ming Nanyan kissed Xia Ming's lips vigorously. Even though the scene in his eyes had already turned into an appearance so strange that humans could not understand, the temperature on his lips could not deceive anyone, nor could Mr. Xia Ming's smell and taste. .

Although she could sense that the huge and chaotic will in her body hadn't really awakened yet, the previous blinding of her sensory vision seemed to be just an instinctive behavior of that will unconsciously.

Even if that will really wakes up one day in the near future, it will destroy her consciousness like a flood and tsunami.

But as long as she can still feel these, the smells and tastes that belong to Mr. Xia Ming, she will never be defeated by the instinct of life in the spirit world, and will never lose to another will in her body.

but……

What if one day she can't even feel such a smell and taste?

…………

Ming Nanyan has something on his mind.

Very serious.

Xia Ming is sure of this.

After a month and a half of getting along intimately, Xia Ming not only understood Ming Nanyan's body, but also her mind more and more clearly.

Therefore, even though the smile on Ming Nanyan's face did not change after being bombed by missiles every time, even the games between them at night were still full of enthusiasm and joy.

Xia Ming is still very sure that she has something to hide from him.

In fact, he more or less guessed a little bit.

From Ming Nanyan's sometimes ethereal and hollow eyes, from the occasional slight pause in her hand movements as if she saw some strange scene, there are many, many details like this.

Ming Nanyan thought she was covering it up very well, but she couldn't fool Xia Ming's eyes.

"Nan Yan, the me you see in your eyes is the same as before, right?"

At night after helping each other to vent, Xia Ming asked, kissing her lips lightly.

Ming Nanyan was silent for a while, then said with a smile: "No, Mr. Xia Ming, you worry too much."

"You are covering up again, and you are hiding from me again!"

Xia Ming unhappily pulled the corner of her mouth up as usual, but this time his hand was caught by Ming Nanyan's hand, and he pressed it gently and firmly, so he could no longer do anything wrong on her face.

Ming Nanyan is now at the fifth level, and he no longer has the power to bully her wantonly.

"Mr. Xia Ming doesn't have to worry so much, I really don't have any problems."

Ming Nanyan's other two hands gently patted his back, as if he was comforting the baby's mother.

"Now I am protecting Mr. Xia Ming, Mr. Xia Ming, you only need to enjoy my service carefree and comfortably like an obedient baby, and adults will take care of your affairs, okay? "

Xia Ming was angry.

This Ming Nanyan, just because he is stronger than me now, wants to stand up and become the master. What kind of adults and children think that if I hold my hand, I can't bully you?
He lowered his head and bit her lip hard.

"Ming Nanyan, if you keep doing this, don't even think about playing games with me at night!"

"It's okay, as long as I can smell Mr. Xia Ming's scent, I can be satisfied."

"You pervert! Then I, then I will ignore you from now on. You can never get any more care and tenderness from me. I will scold you and beat you if you come over!"

"It doesn't matter, even if Mr. Xia Ming stepped on my face and scolded me for being cheap and shameless, in my opinion, he is still full of cuteness and handsomeness."

It's over! It's over!

This perverted woman has evolved, and my tricks won't work on her!

Xia Ming's heart felt cold.

In the past, he was Ming Nanyan's savior, his strength was far above Ming Nanyan's, he could bully her as much as he wanted.

Now the offensive and defensive positions are reversed, no matter what tricks he uses, it is useless, it is Ming Nanyan who can do whatever he wants with him now!
"Okay, you don't say it! You don't say it!"

Xia Ming repeated it twice bitterly, then bit Ming Nanyan's other lip hard, and said angrily:
"Look at how I punish you at night!"

punishment?
Ming Nanyan just looked at him with a smile full of affection, no matter what he did to her, she would be happy with it.

At night, Xia Ming severely punished Ming Nanyan.

This time the punishment was more serious than before, all the previous punishments.

Xia Ming resorted to all tricks, even though he was exhausted and out of breath, even if he wanted to squeeze out all the remaining psionic energy in his body, he tried his best to let Ming Nanyan completely immerse himself in the ocean of joy, even So cool that I passed out.

Is this Mr. Xia Ming's punishment for me?
This is obviously a reward!

Before passing out of the coma, Ming Nanyan thought this way with happiness and joy.

But obviously so happy and happy, why...is there a vague uneasiness in my heart?

This kind of uneasiness prevented the joy of happiness from staying in Ming Nanyan's body for too long. She only fell asleep and then woke up suddenly within a few moments.

The night wind is very cool, and the night is desolate and cold.

And beside her pillow, in her arms, that kind and handsome man had disappeared without a trace.

"Mr. Xia Ming!"

Ming Nanyan reacted abruptly.

It's obviously a punishment, why did Mr. Xia Ming make her feel so much happiness.

Obviously his body was already showing signs of fatigue, why did he still work so hard, to the point where she was so comfortable that she even passed out.

Because, if he leaves without saying goodbye, he will be just like her before.

Ming Nanyan was completely panicked, wandering around in the dark night, shouting loudly, so nervous that tears were about to flow down.

"Mr. Xia Ming! Mr. Xia Ming!"

Except for the cold wind, there was no response in the night.

The surrounding darkness was like an abyss, and Ming Nanyan suddenly fell into the abyss, leaving in a panic.

She didn't dare to imagine the days after Xia Ming left her, she didn't dare to imagine what it would be like after Mr. Xia Ming left her and was discovered by the Ming family.

She was afraid.

She regretted it.

She shouldn't have taken care of Mr. Xia Ming's heart, and she shouldn't have chosen to deny it just to keep him from worrying.

Mr. Xia Ming must be very sad. I concealed it from him like this, and I denied it to prevent him from worrying. But isn’t this another kind of deeper injury?

She finally understood how Mr. Xia Ming felt after she chose to leave without saying goodbye that night.

She finally understood why Mr. Xia Ming was so angry at that time.

Tears flowed down uncontrollably, and she frantically searched for Xia Ming's figure in the dark field, over and over again, until she saw Xia Ming's figure by a certain hill with a stream flowing.

"Mr. Xia Ming!"

At this moment, the joy of regaining what was lost filled her empty and sad heart.

Her pupils widened suddenly, and she rushed over with an excited expression, hugging Xia Ming tightly, hugging him who was lost and found again, and shed tears of joy.

In fact, Xia Ming didn't leave her too far at all, nor did he think about leaving her completely.

He said that he wanted to punish this perverted woman who has power and can't tell the difference between the heights and the heights, so he must teach her an unforgettable lesson.

Let her also taste the feeling of being abandoned!
While wiping the tears off Ming Nanyan's cheeks, he looked at her calmly and asked:
"Do you still dare to hide it from me now?"

"No...don't dare." Ming Nanyan hurriedly shook her head in fear.

Xia Ming snorted softly, his expression became more attractive, and he patted her butt skillfully.

"Now you know who is the adult and who is the baby?"

"……understood."

Ming Nanyan quickly pressed her two faces together, and gently rubbed against his cheek.

"I will always listen to Mr. Xia Ming from now on."

Xia Ming showed a satisfied smile.

Ah.

Little pervert.

Want to stand up and be the master and push me down?
It's not that I made a small plan and easily won it!

Xia Ming caressed Ming Nanyan's smooth back like stroking a cat, and said, "Okay, now you can tell me the real condition of your body."

Ming Nanyan didn't dare to hide it anymore, so she could only tell it out.

The more she talked, the more her body trembled, and the more she talked, the more anxiety and fear of the future arose in her heart.

"It's okay, Mr. Xia Ming, even if you look like that forever in my eyes, I can still smell your scent and taste the same when I kiss you, my The will will not be swallowed just like that, my love for you will never change, never."

"But Nanyan, if one day your body completely distinguishes my smell into another taste, and even my lips recognize it as another taste, will you still be able to persevere?"

Xia Ming's words precisely hit the deepest and most feared weakness in Ming Nanyan's heart.

He gently stroked her cheek: "Nan Yan, your eyes were so firm when you said this, but your body was trembling and frightened."

"Xia... Mr. Xia Ming..."

Finally, even the last trace of strength could not be maintained, Ming Nanyan completely let go of her defenses in front of Xia Ming, and burst into tears like a fragile child.

"I don't know Mr. Xia Ming, I don't know, that's why I'm afraid! I decided early on that even if my cognition is affected by my body, and the Mr. Xia Ming in my eyes changes, I will always engrave your appearance in my memory." In my mind, but now I can hardly remember Mr. Xia Ming, what you looked like before!"

"Body and soul are affecting me, and the will hiding in the body is also awakening more and more active and powerful. They are all wearing down my personality and destroying my will. I even feel that cold and huge will is here now. I quietly watched me cry and shed tears in my body, and watched me on the verge of collapse, Mr. Xia Ming, I don't know, I really don't know if I can hold on until that day..."

"Has it... reached this level?"

Just the intense games every night, those intimate kisses and venting, are no longer enough for Ming Nanyan to maintain the stability of his personality.

She may have been struggling to the brink of collapse a long time ago.

"It's really... there's nothing I can do about you."

Seeing Ming Nanyan breaking down and crying, Xia Ming hugged her body tightly, and kissed the teardrops rolling down her cheeks with great pity.

He finally made a decision in his heart.

"Nanyan..."

He leaned over and whispered in her ear:
"Shall we...do it?"

(End of this chapter)