Help, they came out of my dream to catch me!

Chapter 31 Is that falsehood real, or did others make you think it?

People's perception and cognition of the world come from the body's perception and cognition of the outside world.

What you see with your eyes, what you hear with your ears, taste, smell, touch...

All cognition and perception of the outside world are nothing but weak currents flowing through the cerebral cortex.

All sensibility and various emotions born from the heart, love or hate, joy, sadness, anger and grievance... are just illusions brought about by the hormones and various neurotransmitters secreted by the body.

And when a person's body has completely changed, when her way of perceiving and perceiving the world has completely changed because of the change of body.

The collapse of personality is often inadvertent, like a rolling stone on a mountain, unstoppable.

"Mr. Xia Ming, I've... been working hard. But I can't help it, I really can't control it, I can't resist this change..."

Ming Nanyan buried her head in Xia Ming's arms and wept brokenly.

Every silent night, she continued to work hard, tearing off the flesh and blood of those limbs representing different kinds from her body.

She thought she could turn back into a human being by doing this, and she thought she could deceive herself by doing so, but through the eyes on those ethereal faces, what she saw at this moment was still not the figure of the person she loved, but a bunch of strange and harmonious things. Color blocks and meat blocks.

She seemed to be crying, but it seemed that she just felt that she should be sad at this time, should feel hopeless.

There seemed to be another cold and strange self in her heart watching this scene coldly. She said, as a human being at this time, she should cry in despair and collapse, right?
So she broke down.

Her body was trembling, her voice was trembling, and her heart was trembling, but it didn't seem to be there, as if she was just imitating the emotions and reactions she once had as a human being.

Suddenly, another cold and cruel thought popped up in her heart. She even seemed to feel that there was nothing to be sad about. She even felt that she was boring and ridiculous. Why did she want to bury herself in this boring pile of meat and cry? Woolen cloth?
It would be more interesting to tear apart this pile of meat and watch them crumble into several pieces.

Do not!
what am i doing!
How can I think like this!

Such thoughts made her feel cold hands and feet, and she collapsed even more.

She obviously shouldn't have such an idea, it's impossible for her to have such an idea!

Because this is what she is most afraid of happening in her heart, it is her deepest and most terrifying nightmare!

But just now, this idea suddenly popped up in her mind...

but……

Is she really... in love with Mr. Xia Ming?
or……

In fact, it is just a kind of insecure dependence born under the suspension bridge effect?

In other words, whether so-called love or hate, there is no emotion or sincerity that can remain unchanged across eternity, just a mere physical change can easily destroy the sincerity that she thought would love him forever...

The more you think about it, the more painful it is.

The more you want to stay awake, the more you fall into confusion.

Ming Nanyan grasped Xia Ming's clothes tightly, but the trembling hand seemed weak and weak, trying to break free.

"Mr. Xia Ming, I'm sorry...I'm sorry..."

She just murmured in a low voice, crying weakly, her voice getting smaller and smaller...

Xia Ming silently looked at the crying girl in his arms. At this moment, he finally understood where the real difficulty of the so-called trial task of saving Ming Nanyan was.

Psykers only temporarily leave the human body and enter certain special forms. Once time passes, their personality may disintegrate. From cognition to soul formation, they will involuntarily transform into inhuman aliens.

And Ming Nanyan has maintained this state for a whole month, it is already a miracle that she can persist until now and barely maintain her personality.

Damn, why didn't I find out sooner!
Xia Ming suddenly thought of a rumor about psychic life that had surfaced in his mind before:

It is rumored that the spirit life that came from the spirit world to the present world will not die easily. Even if the body is completely destroyed, as long as it still has a drop of blood or a piece of flesh and blood remaining in a corner of this land, it will emerge from it after a long period of dormancy. Rebirth.

When Ming Nanyan pulled out the chip from the nape of his neck and it didn't cause the chip to explode, he remembered the rumor and speculated that it might be because of this reason that the chip didn't explode because the chip judged that the piece of flesh and blood hadn't lost its vitality.

But at this moment, thinking of this rumor again, a terrible guess and thought suddenly popped up in his mind.

If, if Nanyan was injected with the blood of a certain spiritual life, the body finally broke through a certain critical point after years of experiments and transformations, and completely transformed from a human into a spiritual life.

So, in this world, does she become an extension of the flesh and blood of that spiritual life body, a continuation of her will?

With the passage of time, the will of that spiritual life body slowly awakened in this body that originally belonged to him, and the original personality and will of Ming Nanyan were gradually erased?
Yes, it is clear that Nanyan has two faces, but what she sees, hears, and feels now seems to no longer come from her human-like body, but from that empty, ethereal, transparent face.

Ah, it's really difficult.

Xia Ming reached out and grabbed her chin, lifting her two faces.

One of her faces was weeping in pain and despair, and although she was also in a gesture of weeping, the slightly raised corners of her mouth seemed to outline an expression of indifference and ridicule.

"Don't cry."

He wiped away the tears from Ming Nanyan's face, and ordered sternly, "Close your eyes!"

Ming Nanyan was stunned for a moment, then obediently closed her eyes in a daze.

"Not only close your eyes, but then you have to close your sense of hearing, smell, and taste, and only keep the perception of your body."

"Nanyan, you said that everything you can perceive about me, whether it's my image or the happiness I bring you, is just an illusion simulated by this body with electric current signals? I don't believe it."

"Listen, unless I slap your ass, you will do as I said just now. I want to test whether things really turned out like this."

"By the way, before you close your hearing, I might as well tell you how I'm going to bully and punish you, an autistic pervert, first. I'm going to bully your stubborn little mouth first. ,Then……"

Xia Ming described in detail the punishment he would punish Ming Nanyan next.

After a while, he patted Ming Nanyan's butt, motioning her to let go of her hearing and open her eyes.

"Alright, Nanyan, let's start the next stage of the experiment."

"Mr. Xia Ming...why..."

Although Ming Nanyan was still cooperating obediently, his expression became even sadder, and his eyes became darker.

"Obviously you know that these are just illusions. Your kisses and caresses to me, and the joy and happiness produced by you are nothing more than my body imitating and repeating the previous feelings under the same stress. only……"

Her voice sank, her face was pale, her lips and teeth were dry.

"I have, I have..."

Not only was her heart broken, but at this moment, she was so haggard that she seemed to lose her vitality.

"Then let me ask you, your body did feel the usual happiness just now, right? Even if it's just your body responding to stress and simulating false emotions."

"Yes, but then..."

Xia Ming smiled coldly: "But I didn't touch you at all just now."

"What?" Ming Nanyan suddenly raised his head.

"To be precise, apart from kissing your lips as I said at the beginning, I didn't punish you a step further, but your body still produces a feeling of happiness, the false happiness you subconsciously simulated. Nan cigarette,"

Xia Ming looked at her, at the ethereal and transparent face beside her.

"You said that the feelings you experienced were all subconscious reappearances of your own, which were automatically simulated by your body based on stress. But I obviously didn't touch you just now, why did you still have these false illusions? "

"Nanyan, is this false happiness of yours really... born from your own will?"

He took a step forward and hugged Ming Nanyan's body tightly, kissing her lips hard.

This intense emotion is so real, if it is just a simple touch of two pieces of cold flesh and blood, it will not produce any energy and emotional changes other than mechanics.

It is precisely because of the feelings and the desire to communicate and contact with them that the kiss has warmth and the soul can burst out with strength.

"Nanyan, have you ever thought about whether this happiness born from body and mind is real or fake, or did others make you think it was fake?"

While gently stroking her warm and delicate cheeks full of collagen, Xia Ming grabbed that ethereal and illusory face with all his strength, and said with a sneer:
"Do you think so, this unknown spirit life? Deliberately creating a false illusion of real feelings, trying to speed up Nanyan's personality breakdown so that he can completely wake up and be reborn from this body?"

The face did not answer.

"Mr. Xia Ming, what do you mean..."

Ming Nanyan showed an extremely shocked expression.

That face also showed a look of incomparable shock.

"Nanyan, if you still don't understand, then I will explain it to you clearly."

Xia Ming recounted the speculation in his mind to Ming Nanyan.

And the most coincidental thing is that he just came up with such a conjecture, and asked Ming Nanyan to cooperate with him to conduct an experiment, and the result of the experiment strongly proved his conjecture.

Yes, the change of the body will indeed cause the change of the soul, and even the collapse of the personality.

This statement would be entirely true in another world where there is no supernatural power at all, and whether there are souls in such a world is an unsolved mystery.

But in this world, in this idealistic world, this rule is not completely inviolable.

The body can change the soul, who said the soul cannot affect the body?
The breakdown of personality cannot be stopped?
But who can say that after the rolling stone falling from the high mountain is broken into pieces, that core of will cannot be preserved?
Ming Nanyan's real body, those two faces, a body of flesh and blood, and an illusory spirit body, who can say that these are not the two ways she observes and recognizes the world, the feelings and feelings of life belonging to human beings and spirit worlds Cognition is embodied in her at the same time, and parallel to her?
It's not that she can't see Xia Ming's appearance, it's not that she can't experience the real happiness and emotions brought by him, but the eyes that represent her human side to observe the world and recognize the world are blinded by other existences .

"Xia Ming... Mister!"

Ming Nanyan looked at Xia Ming with teary eyes, and in the blurred vision, the pile of color and blood clots turned into a familiar figure again.

When she realized this, when she was awakened by Xia Ming, the sense of confusion that enveloped her perception disappeared.

At the same time, she also clearly felt a strange and cold chaotic will lurking in the depths of her heart.

It turned out that he was the one who was at fault all along.

"Mr. Xia Ming, thank you, thank you for saving me again..."

Ming Nanyan was extremely touched and offered a passionate kiss.

Xia Ming responded enthusiastically, but his heart sank slowly.

save……?
He just pointed out the fact that there is another consciousness in Ming Nanyan's body, but this war between Ming Nanyan himself and the consciousness of life forms in the spiritual world...

He didn't know how to help her win.

Ming Nanyan is just a weak spiritual life evolved from a little of his blood, and what is awakened in Ming Nanyan's body now is probably only his insignificant fragmented consciousness, just like the tentacle of millions of tentacles on it. Tiny tentacles the thickness of a chopstick.

Once his will casts his gaze over this tiny tentacle, it's like thousands of scorching sky rays converging on a tiny speck of dust, Nanyan... can she really resist it?

The sudden darkness suddenly surrounded the two of them.

"It turns out that I really messed around with a wild man, and I have completely embarrassed my Ming family! Miss, the game of running away from home is over, come back with me to receive punishment from the Patriarch!"

Ming Qian's cold voice sounded in this dark space.

An infinite strong light suddenly appeared from Xia Ming's body, dispelling the surrounding darkness and illuminating the area within ten meters around him.

His psychic power has been greatly enhanced compared to before, but it is not enough to defeat Ming Qian head-on.

A vague black shadow came suddenly from behind, and the dull blade drew a dark trajectory in the blazing light, easily cutting off one of Xia Ming's arms.

Ming Qian's figure melted into the darkness, and he uttered familiar words.

"Boy, next time I will cut off your right arm!"

laugh.

Blood gushed out from the wound, and the severed arm fell into the dark space with a dull sound.

Ming Nanyan's own crisis of will has not yet been resolved, and the troubles of the Ming family came to him again.

Xia Ming held the girl's soft body with one hand, feeling unprecedented anger in his heart.

Swish!
Ming Qian launched another surprise attack from an unbelievably strange angle, cutting off Xia Ming's right arm.

He could no longer hold the girl's body with both hands, and the girl hugged his body with heartache. The light he released was so weak that he couldn't resist the invasion of darkness.

But all of a sudden, that faint light became blazing, and it actually expanded its range again, pushing the darkness to 20 meters away.

Xia Ming's heart is full of anger, but this anger is not enough to turn into his strength.

What really made his combat power soar at this moment was the resentment in his heart for Ming Qian who disturbed him to comfort Ming Nanyan.

In his heart, interrupting his potential at such an inopportune moment is simply a criminal who has committed a heinous crime and should be punished by heaven!
In the face of such vicious and vicious people, justice will strike hard!
(End of this chapter)