Help, they came out of my dream to catch me!

Chapter 23 Quick!let me see!

"Mr. Xia Ming, why...?"

Ming Nanyan opened her eyes wide in surprise, looking at the generous palm that grabbed her wrist.

"Why didn't I pass out?"

Xia Ming looked at her back and smiled coldly, "Compared to these, shouldn't you explain to me what you are going to do when you left me in a daze at night?"

His sight was too strong, like two strong lights coming from the headlights of a car, Ming Nan dodged his sight, not daring to turn around to look into his eyes.

Infinitely complex emotions welled up in her heart, even she herself didn't know what it was, but she just felt the power and warmth of this big hand holding her.

Ming Nanyan, who lived in the Ming family since she was a child, longed for the warmth of others, and felt extremely inferior.

The first time her world fell into darkness and despair came from Ming Yuancheng's abandonment, and from the collapse of what she thought was a happy life was nothing but a fabricated falsehood.

At that moment, Xia Ming appeared, saving her like a ray of light shining into the dark world, and gave her real warmth that she had never experienced before.

He is so handsome and kind, not only did he not leave her as a burden, but he also stayed with her to fight against the pursuit from the Ming family, but how could she make him worth doing this, why should she be worthy of him Paying for her like this?
She became more ashamed, more fearful, and more inferior. Only when Xia Ming ordered her to do things could her conscience be at ease.

Only the ugliness and greed deep in his heart that wanted to stay by his side, want to get his attention, and please him to curry favor with him, could temporarily suppress the inferiority complex in his heart.

Before, she was extremely thankful that she was driven by the ugliness and greed in her heart to take Mr. Xia Ming's first kiss.

From Mr. Xia Ming's response, and from his body's reaction, she finally learned that she was not without charm in Mr. Xia Ming's eyes. Maybe she could really exchange this humble and unworthy body for staying. Possibility by his side.

Mr. Xia Ming was so gentle and kind to her, but she shamelessly wanted to stay by his side for the rest of her life.

This kind of thoughts could be suppressed before, and the inferiority and guilt in her heart could be barely suppressed, but after learning the truth, the collapse like a storm quickly destroyed her.

How grateful she was for her behavior before, how regretful and hated she is now.

If she hadn't done such a greedy and shameless act, if she hadn't gotten the slightest response from Mr. Xia Ming, got that tiny warm light, she wouldn't have fallen into collapse and despair so quickly.

Now this human body is nothing more than a false disguise for the ugly monster itself.

She is... not even a human being anymore.

I can no longer hold hands, hug, or kiss Mr. Xia Ming, can no longer bring him joy between men and women, can no longer bear children for him...

What qualifications does she have to stay with Mr. Xia Ming, what reason does she have to hope for a future that doesn't exist?
Perhaps this is the retribution she deserves, and it is God's punishment for this bad woman who is shameless and ungrateful.

At the moment when she learned the truth, Ming Nanyan's candle of life activated by Xia Ming was blown out by despair again.

It was as if returning to the moment when he was abandoned by his father, and the moment when he learned that the warmth of his father and daughter and the warmth of his friends and family that he had been pursuing all along was just a fake.

The black shadow of despair that engulfed the whole world overwhelmed her again.

She doesn't know what else in this world is worthy of her nostalgia. Surviving as a monster will only make her feel as painful as a knife to live every day.

She was determined to die, and said goodbye to Xia Ming for the last time. She took one last look at his face reluctantly, and decided to find a remote and desolate place to burn her last bit of strength.

Until Xia Ming suddenly grabbed her from behind.

So hard.

Just like when the desolate beast was about to take her life away, he suddenly appeared, like a ray of light, pulling her body that was about to be swallowed by darkness out of the black and hopeless quagmire.

He still treats me so well, but I used to be human.

And now, as a monster, am I still qualified to stay by his side, hug him, and kiss his lips?
No matter how hard Mr. Xia Ming endured the kiss of an ugly, strange and grotesque monster, he would probably feel disgusted, right?

"Mr. Xia Ming..."

Tears flowed down from Ming Nanyan's eyes like clear springs. She didn't know whether it was because of excitement, joy, or the fear and uneasiness in her heart.

Mr. Xia Ming said that he didn't care what she became, whether she was a monster or a human.

It can be said that when he really saw his ugly and twisted monster appearance, would he... still think so?
"Crying instead of explaining?"

Xia Ming reached out and turned her head, forcing her eyes to meet his own.

"Crying? It's useless to cry. If you don't explain to me today why you left without saying goodbye, don't expect me to give you any good looks!"

"and many more."

In the middle of Xia Ming's speech, he suddenly used his spiritual energy to grab a piece of wood from the side. The invisible force was like a drill rotating in the center of the wood to dig, and quickly dug a hole in the middle of the wood, which was shaped like a cup.

Xia Ming put the wooden cup under Ming Nanyan's face plate, raised his hand and signaled: "Okay, you can continue crying."

Ming Nanyan was a little dazed by Xia Ming's actions, even the tears streaming down her face couldn't help but pause for a moment.

"Mr. Xia Ming, you are..."

"Don't you like to cry?"

Xia Ming shook the cup and said: "The body value of life in the spirit world is extraordinary. No matter where the body is, it is extremely precious spiritual energy material. You continue to cry, and I will collect it slowly. Maybe I can get these in the future." Things sell for a good price.”

"Hey, don't you just happen to be very sad, keep crying, don't be afraid, I will definitely not persuade you to stop or hug you to comfort you, if you cry more, I can sell these things for more money in the future , Cry, keep crying, why did you stop?"

Xia Ming looked at Ming Nanyan suspiciously.

At this moment, Ming Nanyan was so dazed by his actions that his brain crashed, how could he still shed tears because of this.

"Do not cry?"

"Stop crying, okay." Xia Ming put away the wooden cup and looked at her expressionlessly: "Since you stopped crying, you can explain to me why you are ungrateful and abandon me after playing. Let go of other things."

"No, Mr. Xia Ming, I didn't think that way..." Ming Nanyan said in a low voice.

"That's what you do!"

Xia Ming's voice suddenly rose, and a hint of anger appeared on his face.

"Okay, you Ming Nanyan, you promised me well, and then turned around and drugged me perfidiously, wanting to walk away, and don't want to take responsibility after you're happy, right? Scumbag!"

"That's... that's not the case."

I'm not a scumbag...

Ming Nanyan's weak voice seemed so powerless under Xia Ming's questioning.

"So what? Did you feel ashamed and unworthy to stay by my side after becoming a monster, so you chose to leave silently? Then let me ask you, what kind of woman do you think is worthy of staying by my side?"

Ming Nanyan was silent and embarrassed for a long time before slowly whispering: "Beautiful, generous, elegant, noble, gentle, powerful..."

In her opinion, the one who is worthy of the gentle and kind Mr. Xia Ming must be the most powerful, beautiful, gentle and understanding woman in the world.

It's not like her...

"Then let me ask you again, do you think that the original you, the human being before being transformed into a life in the spirit world by Ming Yuancheng's experiment, has the conditions you just mentioned, and is worthy of me?"

Ming Nanyan lowered his head sadly.

"Worthy...not worthy..."

It is better to say that it is far worse.

Only the most perfect woman is worthy of being Mr. Xia Ming's partner, and she is certainly far from such a woman.

"Then I'm surprised. Since you think that you as a human being and you as a being in the spirit world are not worthy of staying by my side, why did you think you could stay by my side with peace of mind when you were still a human being? And secretly took my first kiss while I was sleeping, huh?"

Xia Ming reached out and grabbed her face, viciously pulling her face into various strange shapes.

"You little pervert, you dared to rape me back then, but now you're no longer a human being, so you dare not do that anymore, huh? Speak up, you ungrateful white-eyed wolf, you won't do it after you're done Responsible scumbag!"

Mr. Xia Ming is right, since I am no longer a human being, why do I still have to follow the moral emotions of human beings, why don’t I dare to abandon those restraints, and directly treat him...

Ah, no no no.

Ming Nanyan shook her head violently in her heart.

Because once you choose to break through the moral bottom line and abandon these human natures that only human beings have, then you will only abandon more and more in the future. As a human being, the way of understanding the world, values, and even the sensibility and feelings that only human beings can have...

At that time, she who abandoned these things, would she still be her, could she still be called an individual of "Ming Nanyan"?

Perhaps her inferiority complex, or her shame, were the reasons why Ming Nanyan chose to leave Xia Ming without saying goodbye, but this was actually the thing she was most afraid of in her heart.

When the body where the soul resides is no longer the object of human beings, the non-human body of a different kind will in turn affect the evolution of the soul, completely transforming her from personality to cognition into another non-human individual.

A new life in the spiritual world will be born from this, and the girl named "Ming Nanyan" will die right away.

At that time, could she still maintain such a passionate attachment and fondness for Mr. Xia Ming's kiss and embrace?

Or would he raise his sickle mercilessly and harvest his life?

"Mr. Xia Ming, I'm just...just afraid..."

"No matter how you explain it, I don't want to forgive you, Ming Nanyan."

Xia Ming folded his hands on his chest, turned his face away, he was so angry that he didn't want to look into her sad and apologetic eyes.

"I don't trust you at all now, not at all. You clearly said that you would repay my life-saving grace, but you chose to walk away. Do you still want to seek death? Don't save me Is this life in your eyes?"

"Your life was saved by me. I didn't let you die before repaying my kindness. How could you do this! You are ungrateful! You are heartless! You are really bad to the bone!"

"Aren't you going to go? Are you going to die? You go now! Go to die now! See if I can save you!"

Seeing Xia Ming's mouth bulging with anger, even though he knew that he had something to do with acting, Ming Nanyan still felt a flash of pain in his heart.

"Mr. Xia Ming, I'm sorry..."

She reached out to hold Xia Ming's hand.

Xia Ming flicked his hand, and flung it away with a snap.

She moved her body to Xia Ming's front, Xia Ming snorted coldly, turned her head, and didn't look at her at all.

She wanted to be closer to Xia Ming, and just took a step forward, Xia Ming took three steps back, sneered and said with his arms crossed:

"Why, you scumbag still have the face to hug me?"

These women just like to think about things, let their own wild thoughts and then start to lose their temper inexplicably, and then want to be hugged and coaxed.

Now he wants to let Ming Nanyan experience what it's like to encounter this kind of situation, let her also taste the feeling of being made things difficult for her!
Let's see if you dare to do this in front of me in the future!

"Mr. Xia Ming, you...don't do this, I know I was wrong..."

Ming Nanyan only felt pain and sadness in his heart. Although Mr. Xia Ming had an element of acting, he must be really angry.

It was because of her fault that she was angry.

It shouldn't be like this, she has already owed him so much, and made him sad and angry...

She remembered the way Mr. Xia Ming was forgiven before, and although she didn't know if it was useful, she still tried to say:

"Mr. Xia Ming...I'm sorry, I didn't consider your feelings. I, I am willing to make it up. I am willing to do whatever you want me to do next. Really, as long as it makes you happy..."

Xia Ming turned around and looked at her half-believingly: "You scumbag, you won't lie to me again, will you?"

"No...it won't." Ming Nanyan waved his hands again and again.

If she wasn't really desperate to live and die, how could she be willing to deceive Mr. Xia Ming?

"Okay, that's what you said, I'll let you do whatever you want."

Xia Ming put away his acting skills, looked her in the eyes seriously, and said his request.

"Take off your human body and let me see what you really look like."

Ming Nanyan was stunned.

"Mr. Xia Ming, what did you say...?"

She didn't expect that Mr. Xia Ming would make such a request to her at this moment.

"Shall I repeat that?"

Xia Ming looked at her with eyes full of scrutiny: "Or, you don't plan to keep the agreement with me, and you want to be a treacherous scumbag again. Is that all your awareness is?"

Ming Nanyan was silent.

She thought that perhaps one day Mr. Xia Ming would see her real body, but that was not now.

She thought, at least for Mr. Xia Ming now, in order not to make him sad, she must work hard to maintain her personality as much as possible, and repay his kindness, until one day he no longer needs her and abandons her.

But she didn't expect Mr. Xia Ming to see her ugly monster's real body now.

Is this day... still here?

"Ming Nanyan, what are you hesitating about? Are you going to break the agreement with me again? Come on, let me see!"

Facing Xia Ming's stern urging orders, Ming Nanyan bit her lips tightly, remained silent, closed her eyes, and tremblingly began to take off her human coat.

(End of this chapter)