Da Song: Shhh, I'm really not a prince

Chapter 130 Di Qing: Save Me
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After half an hour,
The sky is bright,

even,

There were quite a few common people watching, pointing and pointing: "Is that Mr. Di?"

"Yes!"

"Hey, really white."

Only then did Di Qing finally calm down, but, just as he stopped, his whole body entered a certain state of stone sculpture where he was neither happy with things nor sad with himself. In this state, let alone talking to him, it was Zhao Shi. At this time, if he goes up to kick them both feet, he probably won't even raise his eyelids.

Headache,

Zhao Shi's pressure on his temples increased by another three points.

That's it……

Di Yong still asked him!

"Lang Jun, what should we do?"

What do you propose?
He is your father, not my father, you ask me?

Zhao Shixing was not a straightforward person, he didn't even roll his eyes, and said peacefully: "First of all, you and he must admit that this is a disease."

"sick?"

Di Yong was puzzled, what kind of disease could this be?

"Correct."

Zhao Shi didn't look at Di Yong, but stared at Di Qing who was thin, pale, and unshaven in front of him. Di Qing visibly trembled just now, and Zhao Shi continued: "This is called depression, a mental illness, like typhoid fever. Once you get it, you can't control it with human power."

The most frightening thing about depression is that many people don’t think it’s a disease, they just think why they are so weak, why they can’t even control their emotions, and then enter a vicious circle, which gets worse and worse. , Finally, the patient felt that he might be sick and there was nothing he could do. When he wanted to ask for help, his relatives didn’t think it was sick and would say...

"As for?"

"It's just such a small thing."

"You are happy!"

Happy ass!
Therefore, Zhao Shi will not talk about how to save Di Qing, but let them understand that this is a disease, a disease that can be cured, and can return you to a normal state.

Di Yong frowned slightly,

He didn't dare to refute Zhao Shi's words, even if Zhao Shi said that rabbits were flying in the sky, he didn't dare to refute, but that didn't mean he didn't have any doubts in his heart, and didn't feel that what Zhao Shi said seemed... not quite right, The human will is not the body, how can it be sick if it cannot be touched or touched?

even,

Di Yong never dared to say,

but,

He has never been able to say everything, but he has thought many times, could his father be pretending?
In fact, he just didn't want to leave the capital and get to know Chenzhou?
Zhao Shi ignored Di Yong,

Looking at Di Qing,

hesitated for a while,
Crossing his hands, leaning forward, he said to Di Qing with a very honest body posture and a very gentle tone: "First of all, depression is indeed a disease, and it's not because you're weak, you're not good, you're a failure. No, it's because you're a bit unlucky."

Di Qing didn't respond.
When Di Yong was carrying Zhao on his back, he secretly frowned: Why does Mr. Lang become more and more bizarre as he talks?

Zhao Shi still ignored Di Yong. Of course, Zhao Shi may not have noticed that Di Yong was frowning and peeking at him again, but just looked at Di Qing, watching his eyelids tremble slightly: "Although, this is a mental illness. , seems to be difficult to observe, but after the patient is ill, he will have symptoms such as loss of appetite, reluctance to move, loss of interest in everything, and weight loss."

Zhao Shi looked at the thin Di Qing,
Di Qing still didn't respond, but whenever Zhao Shiji mentioned a symptom, he would put his fingers on his knees and shrink slightly.

"Secondly..."

Zhao Shi pursed his lips: "In fact, there are many people suffering from depression, but they are ignored by most of them."

Di Yong was behind Zhao Shi,
I couldn't help but tilt my head and curl my lips: Mr. Lang, this is too good at making things up!I have never seen any depression in my life, and besides, just sitting and talking for a few words can make my father better?
How can it be?

If possible, my family took turns to go to battle, and when I persuaded my father to cheer up, he would have cured my father long ago, so why did my father become more irritable and even silent.

Thinking of this,

Di Yong looked at Di Qing involuntarily, but saw Di Qing raised his head slowly, moved his lips a few times, and replied: "Very, many?"

Di Yong's eyes widened all of a sudden.
what do you think,

Father seems to be... getting better.

"Yes."

Zhao Shi's tone was not agitated, but he said calmly: "In fact, I have to live."

what?
Di Yong couldn't help looking at Zhao Shi again.

Make it up!
Sir.

In order to cure patients, doctors sometimes make up some lies, but this time, Zhao Shi...didn't lie: "I was only six or seven years old when my grandfather who adopted me died. There are almost no other emotions, but as I grow older, I miss him more and more uncontrollably, and because of loneliness, I have entered a state where I am not interested in everything and feel very tired to live."

Di Qing raised his head slowly,

others may not see,
but,

Zhao Shi could see it, he could see the... help in Di Qing's eyes.

Zhao Shi pursed his lips, and his voice became more peaceful: "Then, I think it's my own problem. I'm stubborn, I'm struggling, I don't want to give in, I want to prove that I'm not a waste, and then... I'm getting deeper and deeper, There was even a tendency to ... hang himself."

"until……"

"Someone told me...it's not your fault, you just..."

"sick."

click
Di Qing clasped his knees fiercely with his skinny hands, and Zhao Shi smiled softly: "You know? At this moment, although he didn't do anything, but at this moment of diagnosis, I I felt a sense of relief from the bottom of my heart.”

"what!"

"turn out to be……"

"Yes,"

"Sick!"

boom

Di Qingmeng's eyes glowed like a tiger's hot light, but it quickly disappeared, but in the end, his whole body was relieved a lot, and he asked slowly: "How to cure it?"

Di Yong's eyes widened.

For a long time,
really long time,
It was really a long time before he saw his father who could communicate normally again, and then looked at Zhao Shi in disbelief...

Zhao Shi hesitated for a moment,
The treatment of depression requires the assistance of drugs, especially for people like Di Qing who have serious suicidal tendencies. However, Zhao Shi did not, and he was not prepared to enter Di Qing's inner world little by little to pull him out, so we just Neng tried and said, "Maybe you can go outside by yourself."

Turn around?

Finally Di Yong couldn't hold back any longer, he leaned over and said, "Mr. Lang, a humble father must be watched. Once there is no one around, he is very likely to..."

Yes,
Zhao Shi nodded,

Is such that.

even more...

Even Di Qing himself was a little hesitant, he was really not sure if he could come back after going out alone.

It's exhausting to be alive.

until,

Zhao Shi raised his hand to stop Di Yong, who was about to say something, and said softly, "I know that the source of your pressure is the expectation of the military officer, the suppression by civil servants, and the decline of your own strength, right?"

Di Qing trembled,
tremble,
another tremor,
Basically, every time Zhao Shi said a reason, his face turned ugly. It was not because of anger. It would be nice if there was anger, but a kind of guilt, a guilt that goes deep into the bone marrow. I have failed so many people, so many look!
Zhao Shi pursed his lips and said, "If, I mean if, if I can help you carry all of this down?"

Di Qing raised his head suddenly,

Then,
Suddenly stood up: "This is the duty of the veteran, how can it be burdened by others..."

"Who said it was your job?"

Zhao Shi slapped the table and stood up, the volume was no lower than that of Di Qing: "When did Da Song belong to you? Why do you carry it? I should carry it, and it only belongs to me, so let those generals have Looking forward to it, then come to me, if those civil servants want to oppress, then come to me too, you, just help me, not I help you, do you understand?"

咚

咚

Zhao Shihou made Di Qing take two steps back, and didn't stop until he hit a rock. Then, the mountain-like pressure on his whole body was suddenly relieved by three points. He cupped his hands slowly, looked deeply at Zhao Shi and said: " The old minister...obey the order."

Say it!

He turned around and left without any hesitation.
he won't come home,
He also won't go to his friend's place, he wants to go around casually as Zhao Shi said, to the mountains and rivers, to the place where there is no one, he is not even sure if he can come back, but he wants to go around.

"Daddy."

Di Yong stretched out his hand in a hurry, even ignoring Zhao Shi's obstruction. After all, he was his biological father, but Zhao Shi grabbed Di Yong's shoulder and said resolutely, "If Mr. Di never returns, I will I wish for my life."

Di Yong trembled,
It's not shock, but frightened, so frightened that he trembled all over, and couldn't care about anything, he hurriedly knelt down, touched his forehead to the ground, and hissed: "Mr. Lang, you want Di Yong to die in front of you, Di Yong Yong...a death penalty."

Say it!

look up,

砰

Knocking hard on the ground, blood was faintly seen on his forehead, Zhao Shi finally realized that this is not a later life, nor is he the ordinary person who has suffered from depression, but a prince, a prince who is about to become a prince, so he He hastily changed his tone and said, "Trust me and your father, we will definitely get through this difficult time."

Di Yong kowtowed slowly again,

He still didn't believe it, but he dared not believe it.
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(End of this chapter)