Difficulty: starting from the sword, halberd and demon

Chapter 79 The answer in my heart

Why don't you tell the Taoists of Xuanzong, or the eminent monks of Wanshengyan?
Yun Mengzhou really wanted to question Jiu Huo in this way.

Obviously, they have seen far more horrors in the demon world than I have. Why do you think that I will turn my back on my comrades and turn to the demon world?

Huge absurdity and puzzlement, a little shame and anger, and a trace of indescribable subtle emotions came out of the hole in Yun Mengzhou's heart.

There is a voice echoing in my heart.

"You really don't understand why she chose you?"

No, actually Yun Mengzhou vaguely understood.

Nine disasters for the female queen, this evil queen is really delicate and has a vicious vision.

She probably saw the difference between Yunmengzhou and Xuanzong, Wanshengyan, and all other enemies in the devil world.

Up to now, Yunmengzhou still has an imperceptible barrier between him and those righteous people.

Even Huang Shangzi, Jiu Fangchi, or Xuebo Wuseng, who are far inferior to him, will still rush forward without hesitation in the face of the inevitable end, just for the ideals and righteousness in their hearts.

There are too many people like this in the righteous path of adversity.

The Peak of the Three Religions, Yan Guiren and Yuren Feixie, Mu Shaoai, Ye Xiaochai, Tan Wuyu, as well as Optimus Prime who is known as the Central Plains in a difficult situation, Suzhenzhen and Yiyeshu who are called Dinghaizhen.

They also have emotions, sorrows and joys, but when they face any enemy, there is only one emotion missing in their hearts-fear.

Therefore, no matter what price they paid, what sacrifices they made, no matter how many times they died with broken arms and legs, they could still unswervingly raise their swords to any villains who harmed the people and trampled on peace.

But Yunmengzhou was different, his heart was full of fear, fear of pain, of death, of disappearing without leaving a trace.

He is full of respect for those Suzhen and One Page Books, but as an ordinary person who traveled from a peaceful age, he is out of tune with those people.

So he escaped from Dao Realm back then.

Since leaving the mountain this time, he has asked himself countless times in his heart, do he really want to persevere?Maybe even without him, the plight would still not be destroyed, just like in the original plot?
There was never an answer to that question, and he had no choice but to keep it to himself, trying to cover it up with other things.

He has always worked hard to maintain his strong, intelligent, courageous, and fearless image, so no one has discovered the hole deep in his heart that is constantly surging with black venom.

He has always tried to solve the problem with cunning and intelligence, and minimize injury, let alone risk himself.And the result seems to be good. Now I don’t know how many people have heard of his name, thinking that he will lead the righteous way to eliminate the crisis in the demon world and bring new peace to the war-torn plight.

But even if no one found out, and even he himself seemed to have forgotten, this hole has always existed there, expanding every second at a speed indistinguishable to the naked eye, devouring his soul.

Any tiny stimulus, as long as he gently stirs his mind, may cause those concealed illusions to collapse, revealing the hideous and terrifying black abyss. Black venom surges in the abyss, and only his own soul struggles in it. .

Yun Mengzhou had a premonition that the bomb planted in his heart would be detonated one day, but he never expected that this moment would come so unexpectedly.

Into the devil world?

It was an option he never considered.

Take Xi Mie Tianlai, who is also an outsider, as an example. Although the Demon Realm entrusted him with a heavy responsibility, even after he passed the test, he even handed over the soldier charms of the second hall to him. As an outsider, when the war is going well, all contradictions seem to be non-existent, but once there is a setback, disputes and excuses will follow one after another.

What's more, Yun Mengzhou, as a Taoist disciple, is fundamentally different from Xi Mie Tian Lai, who cultivates the demon, and is even more incompatible with the philosophy of the demon world.

For the olive branch offered by Jiufu, Yun Mengzhou finally gave up accepting it.

"The queen's kindness is appreciated by the people of the mountains. It's just that people in the countryside can't stand the strict rules of the devil world, so that's all."

Jiu Fu didn't get angry at all, and obviously she didn't have any hope of persuading Yun Mengzhou to defect. The previous suggestion was just a foreshadowing for the next one.

"Since the immortal is unwilling, and I don't want to force it, I will take a step back. If you agree to return to Yushui Mingsha and seal the mountain, I can make the decision. I will never let anyone disturb the immortal's Qingxiu, even in the future... ... I can also intercede for you later.

"In this way, if there is less resistance in my demon world, immortals can also practice with peace of mind, waiting to ascend to the realm of the six heavens. Wouldn't each get what they want and benefit both? I wonder what you think?"

Yun Mengzhou fell silent.

The female queen is really proficient in the art of negotiation. If he asked him to close the mountain and retreat from the beginning, Yun Mengzhou would naturally not agree, but he was rejected when he asked to join the demon world first. This request to take a step back made him hesitate uncontrollably.

Why did he still come out of the mountain to devote himself to the great cause of fighting demons, knowing that there is such a terrifying existence behind the demon world?
In the final analysis, isn't it because the development of the real world is different from the original plot, and if something goes wrong, the whole world will be destroyed by Emperor Qitian, and he will not be able to escape death by then?

But what if what Jiu Huo said is true, before the world is destroyed, can she really ask that person to let her go?

As the god of destruction and regeneration, Emperor Qitian doesn't want to simply destroy the filthy world, but wants to break it and rebuild it to reopen the world.

If I am lucky enough to be able to observe the process of creating the world once, maybe I can directly understand the truth of heaven and achieve the status of celestial immortal?At that time, you don't have to enter the mortal world again, and you can directly ascend to the realm of the six heavens to enjoy immortal blessings forever. Wouldn't it be beautiful?

As for other people, those living beings, those friends who met him...

Yun Mengzhou was imagining, and almost laughed, but the corners of his mouth drooped before it lifted.

whimsical.

A fool's dream.

If he really chooses to live on a meager existence, and hates the filthy human beings so much, how could the Emperor Qitian who would not hesitate to destroy the world for this reason tolerate his own life?

He took out a small octagonal mirror from his pocket, and the resolute faces of Huang Shangzi and Jiu Fangchi appeared on it.

This is the Shadow Tracing Dao Mirror that all the Taoists of Xuanzong possessed. At this time, Huang Shangzi and the others seemed to be fighting with others, with sword qi crisscrossing, frost raging, flying sand and rocks, and occasionally the shadow of demons flashed among them. Time is difficult to tell.

He used to cover his eyes and bury his head in the soil, thinking that he would not care if he didn't see or listen.

But thousands of years later, when the old man reappeared in front of him, the trembling voice of the soul told him that even if he was as cowardly and despicable as him, there was something he wanted to protect with all his strength.

He actually already had the answer.

　I was hesitant to write this psychological activity, because it made the protagonist look too cowardly, selfish and incompetent.

　　It may be Penglai's first time writing a book, and he couldn't help but put his own personality into the characters too much.The role of Yunmengzhou was originally shaped by Penglai. If he really went through a difficult situation, what kind of choices and character would he have? chicken.

　　If a fellow Taoist feels uncomfortable, I hope to give the protagonist and Penglai a little room for improvement. The protagonist will continue to grow in the future, whether it is strength or spirit.

　　
　
(End of this chapter)