What bad thoughts can a paladin have?

Chapter 37 Girl's Mind, Don't Guess
Is this considered suicide?

Looking at the corpse lying in front of the gate, Ren sighed speechlessly, with mixed feelings in his heart, and he didn't even know what to say for a while.

He didn't expect that the reason for everything was so simple, yet so complicated.

The human heart is really not an easy thing to grasp.

"Ren," Angelica's figure appeared from behind the paladin, "I heard what Uncle Richard said just now."

Ren nodded without speaking.

Richard's suicide had a big impact on him, and he needed to take a break.

Looking at the slightly desolate back of the paladin, the girl's eyes showed some distress.

Such a betrayal, such an accident, would be uncomfortable for anyone, let alone a 17-year-old boy?

She bit her lip, hesitated for a few seconds, and finally said:

"Ren, this is a grievance between the elders, it has nothing to do with you, you are innocent."

The paladin nodded, motioning for her to continue.

Glancing at the dead body of the middle-aged man, Miss Ranger mustered up her courage and said:

"Richard said that God and the gods were unfair to him. This is wrong. In this world, there is no absolute fairness. Fairness is based on comparison. When God rejected him as a professional, he also gave him The identity of the Ren family made him a successful businessman. From another perspective, isn’t this fair in another sense? No one is born with everything.”

Having said that, a self-deprecating smile appeared on the girl's face.

"If it comes to my origin, I was born in an orphanage! But am I going to give up on myself? No, I want to prove to others that even an orphan with no background can become a professional with diligence and hard work. Richard! He has a background beyond the reach of ordinary people, so how can he have the right to complain about himself here, so that he falls into madness and goes to destruction?"

"Angelica, you really deserve to be a ranger. What you said hits the nail on the head... Yes, people are suffering enough."

Ren sighed, walked to the corpse, bent down and picked up the strip box in Richard's arms.

"No matter how much you say, it's just the whine of a defeated dog."

A defeated dog...isn't that what it is!

Angelica covered her mouth and laughed softly, her gaze towards the paladin became more gentle.

Ren, do you know?
Being born in an orphanage was my greatest misfortune, but also my greatest luck. It allowed me to meet the right person in the best years of my life as a girl.

Thinking of this, Angelica smiled even wider.

She seemed to recall that on that sunny summer afternoon, the five-year-old poor girl and the seven-year-old noble boy met by chance...

Ren, who was about to walk towards the manor, suddenly couldn't help shivering. He seemed to be being targeted by some terrible existence.

Puzzled, Ren shook his head, crossed the gate of the mansion, and walked in.

Since Ren became a paladin, in order to facilitate training, he often lived in the temple, and he came back here almost every three or four days.

Gradually, he dismissed all the servants in his family, leaving only a few.

But these few people were all sent out after Richard seized the family property.

Today, this manor, which covers an area of ​​tens of acres, can be said to be empty.

"Aren't you coming in?"

Ren looked at Angelica standing at the door, raised his chin and asked.

He... invited me into his manor? !

Miss Ranger blinked her eyes, thinking she had heard wrong.

When she came to her senses, her white and delicate cheeks turned red with a "shua".

In case he... shall I agree or not...

I'm still young, how can such a thing...

Oh, Angelica, you are determined to become a lady, how can you think of such a mess! ! !
"No, no, no!"

The panic-stricken girl shook her little hands into rattles and said quickly:
"It's almost dawn, Ren, you haven't had much rest these days, take a good rest, I'll go back to the orphanage first, and I'll come see you tomorrow, uh..."

He almost bit his tongue because he spoke too fast.

Before she finished speaking, she turned around and trotted away in a hurry.

That posture, in Ryan's view, was like a vicious dog chasing after him.

"Cuckoo!"

The owl hurriedly flapped its wings to keep up with its master.

"I just see that it's getting late, and I want this girl to have a good rest here. Why is her reaction so intense?"

Watching a person and a bird disappear into the night in the blink of an eye, Ren scratched his head with a puzzled expression on his face.

Little boy, big question mark.

"Forget it," Ren shrugged and spread his hands, "A woman's heart is a sea needle. Who knows what this girl is thinking, go back to the house and sleep, and wait until tomorrow to see what is stored in this box. "

With that said, Ren stretched his waist and walked into the mansion.

The night was silent again.

…………

However, Ryan's plan was doomed to fail.

Around eight or nine o'clock in the morning, Ren, who was soundly asleep, was awakened by a sudden knock on the door.

Simply changed her clothes and walked to the window, only to find Angelica standing in front of the gate, looking anxiously into the courtyard with her head stretched out.

Beside the girl, there was also a warrior in armor, but the other was wearing a helmet, which could not let Renn see his appearance clearly.

Ren walked out of the room, came to the door, reached out and used the key to open the thick door lock.

"Angelica, didn't I tell you to rest for a while? Why did you come to me so early?"

Before the girl could speak, the armored warrior beside her had already lifted off the visor of the helmet, and greeted Ren with a smile.

"Ren, long time no see."

Listening to this familiar hearty laughter, Ren's eyes lit up and he looked at the other party.

When he saw the other party's face clearly, a look of joy appeared on his face instantly.

"Uncle Kisim, are you back? Where are the captain and the others?"

Kisim, the 6th-level paladin of the Guardian Temple of Fanlin Town, counts as Ren's elder among the paladins.

Just a few days before Renn's accident, he, along with most of the paladins and priests of the temple, followed the head of the paladins, Felin, deep into the swamp in the southeast, and wiped out a stronghold of the Blasphemy Order.

Kisim shook his head with a wry smile, and said:

"It's hard to say. When we get to the temple, let the head of the group talk to you slowly. The head of the group just came back early in the morning and heard about what happened to you in the past few days from Angelica. Let her and I take you Go to the temple, he has something to talk to you about."

"The leader wants to see me? Alright, I'll pack up and go to the temple with you right away!"

Seeing that Kisim didn't want to say more, Ren didn't continue to ask, and agreed decisively.

A few minutes later, Ren, Kissim, and Angelica, who had packed up, walked along the street in the direction of the Guardian Temple.

Along the way, the three met townspeople who went out of their homes in the early morning from time to time, and Ren greeted them warmly.

However, although the expressions of the townspeople are also very enthusiastic, the awe in their eyes cannot be hidden from the eyes of the three of them.

"What's wrong with everyone?"

Ren scratched his head.

"Boy, I guess everyone knows about you. After being seriously injured, you can fight back and kill the Red Label Gang. Isn't it normal for them to feel awe?"

Kesim patted Ren on the shoulder and said with a low smile.

"Not to mention them, even the head of the group was surprised for a while when he found out."

The speed with which the news spread...

Ren, who couldn't laugh or cry, glanced at Miss Ranger who was looking up at the sky, and didn't know what to say for a while.

Within a quarter of an hour, the three of Renn came to the guardian temple.

As soon as he entered the temple, he was stunned by the scene inside.

(End of this chapter)