Clearly, she doesn't want to be a concubine

Chapter 97

How could she bear to hurt other people's children even if she herself felt uncomfortable because of her own child's death?

"It would be great if Tan Yue could think so."

Although Umalu knew that Zen Master Zhihui didn't want to talk about the great world and the six reincarnations, she was very concerned about her own affairs, and after thinking more about it, she couldn't help asking again.

She said: "I have a doubt, and I want to hear your opinion, but you and I are only guessing, whether true or false."

"Tan Yue, please speak."

"In "The Story of Peach Blossom Spring", people in Wuling entered the Peach Blossom Spring, but they could never get it back, and no one else could find it. Maybe that Peach Blossom Spring was regarded as another world." Umalu said.

"You can see it this way."

"Then if someone strays into the Peach Blossom Spring and can't find the way out, what does Zen Master think of this person?"

"Treat it normally."

Umalu looked sideways at him: "Zen Master, please elaborate."

"Buddhism talks about destiny." Zen Master Zhihui said, "It's destiny for Wuling people to enter the Peach Blossom Land by mistake, and it's fate for them to leave. The fate comes and goes, don't be attached. If the fate is separated, you can't enter again."

"If someone strays into Peach Blossom Spring and can't find the way out. That means the fate is not over yet. If it's over, they will naturally know the way to leave. If that's the case, why don't you take a look at the scenery inside Peach Blossom Spring."

"They come, the security."

"You and I have nothing, and Jin Hui was born on the Lingtai.

Three thousand dreams, Fang Xiao, I am me. "

Umalu quietly listened to Zen Master Zhihui's lecture.

She thought, indeed, life is like a dream, and both inside and outside the dream are dreams.

If modern times are real, then how is it not true at this time.

But she was quite stubborn, she asked: "But if this Wuling person is in the Taohuayuan, he always thinks about Wuling?"

Zen Master Zhihui seemed to understand something in the dark, he clasped his hands together, and declared solemnly: "Amitabha, then think about it."

"All creatures in the world have their own origins and their own destinations. As long as Tanyue does not do evil, he can do anything." Zen Master Zhihui said.

"Since there is nothing, it doesn't matter whether you do evil or not." Umalu said intentionally.

Zen Master Zhihui smiled slightly and said, "Although there is nothing, why is there nothing?"

"Thank you Zen master." Umalu put his hands together and saluted.

The cloud is not necessarily empty, He Zengjie wants to be clean.The Buddha is false in the illusion, so it is also true.

Umalu also asked Zen Master Zhihui some doubts he had while reading books, and Zen Master Zhihui answered them one by one, quite patiently.

At the end, Zen Master Zhihui expressed a little regret: "It's a pity."

"What a pity?" Umalu asked puzzled.

Zen Master Zhihui kept silent.

Umalu smiled and said, "I really want to know. Even though the Zen master said, to me, it is just a mirror to look after my own dust."

Compared with the sixth patriarch Huineng: Bodhi does not have a tree, and the mirror is not a stand.There is nothing, where is the dust.

She feels that she is ordinary, and she can only act like Zen master Shenxiu: her body is a bodhi tree, her heart is like a mirror stand, and she wipes it diligently at all times so as not to stir up dust.

Zen Master Na Zhihui said after a long time: "Tanyue's intelligence is penetrating, and there must be Su Hui, which is rare for a poor monk. In terms of comprehension, even Zen Master Mingbo is not as good. It's a pity..."

It's a pity that she is a concubine in the harem, and she cannot enter the sect to practice.

Umalu didn't care about this, and laughed: "Cultivation at the mountain gate is practice, and so is the cultivation of the heart in the world of mortals. If I can ask for a little tolerance for the common people, I won't have to suffer in this world."

She is a selfish person, she wants to be free for herself, and also wants to be safe for the common people.

When Chan Master Zhihui heard this, his heart was touched, and he got up and saluted: "The poor monk thanked Tanyue for the people of the world."

Zen Master Zhihui didn't doubt her words. Although she was only a harem woman, she was also one of the most honorable people in the world. If she was willing to ask for a little tolerance for the people in the world, she could do it.

You know, with her status, a little bit of her fingertips reveals that she is extremely wealthy for ordinary people.

His coming was originally just a formality.

He circulated among the three schools of Confucianism, Taoism and Buddhism, saw all kinds of interests intermingled in them, and met all kinds of people.

Those who come to offer incense and pray are full of desire and greedy.

Those who come to pray to the Buddha are all with arrogance.

Although he is a monk, he is still in the world of mortals.

Unavoidably, he was deceived by this past experience, thinking that the same is true for the women who recruited Zen Master Mingbo into the palace, seeking nothing more than good health, joy and peace, or the love of their husbands, and the salvation of dead souls.

There are thousands of wishes in this world, but what you ask for is nothing more than your inner desire.

Unexpectedly, she is indeed a pure heart.

Although he was a little bit regretful, he had already practiced to the point where he could not change his thoughts, and said: "My mentor named Zhihui for the poor monk, because I am afraid that things will turn against each other."

Although he didn't say it clearly, Umalu had heard what he meant, and calmly said: "I have heard that the heart of an ordinary person changes according to the situation, and the state of a saint changes according to his heart. Wisdom or lack of wisdom, premature death or old age..."

She suddenly realized, stood up and bowed: "Thank you Zen master."

Zen Master Zhihui avoided: "Tanyue's wide-open mind is his own blessing, and it is not due to the poor monk, so I dare not pretend."

Umalu bowed to him again sincerely: "If there is no Zen master, it may take me a long time to understand. In Zhuangzi, all things are equal to me, big and small, life and death. Everything is the same after all. Heaven and earth live side by side with me. , all things are one with me. Nothing is lost."

Chan Master Zhihui said with a smile, "That's exactly the case. It's just like what the Buddhists say about Brahman, which is neither increasing nor decreasing, neither dirty nor clean, neither born nor destroyed."

"Yes."

The two looked at each other and smiled, showing a little more sympathy.

Although one is an old man, the other is Shaoai;

At this moment, when they are close in heart, they become confidants. There are not many confidants, and they are not stumbled by any external things. They only care about whether their thoughts are the same.

It's all said that if you don't speculate, it's too much to say a few words, but if you meet a bosom friend, a thousand glasses of wine are less.

The two sat together, one spoke broadly and easily, and the other spoke soberly and transparently. Both of them had their own gains, and each felt that some deficiencies in their own practice were made up for.

The two attendants in the room, Baozhu couldn't understand early on, so they just became dumb and stayed quietly.

The rule of being a servant is to be honest and do what the master tells you to do. If you don't understand these things, you don't understand them.

She can think about it.

Yuan Qingqing lowered her head and glanced quickly from the corner of her eye.

She couldn't think about it.

She feels that she is already a girl raised by her parents not according to the common sense, and she often looks around the world, feeling that the girls in the world are dull and immature, their heads are full of makeup and satin, and they have nothing to say.

Even the men are just lucky enough to know a few words, most of them are wine bags and rice bags, which is nothing.Besides, even if he won the No. [-] pick, wouldn't he be confused?It can be seen that some of them cannot realize it.

Only her ancestor is the hero who stands up to heaven and earth, and as his descendant, she herself must be no vulgar person.

Even if she came to this palace, she didn't feel that she was inferior to the concubines in this palace.

From the information she inquired, Concubine Yi was dull, Second Concubine Rong Hui was mediocre, and Imperial Concubine Tong Jia was petty.

As for this Concubine De, even though she is the most book-loving in the harem, and does not have those impetuous and luxurious hobbies, she still does not ask for a deep understanding, and it is not worth taking seriously.

Yuan Qingqing often felt that she just missed a suitable opportunity to appear in front of the emperor. Although the emperor often came to the Yonghe Palace, it was not a good time, and she couldn't make it unforgettable for the emperor.

What she wants to do is to be the emperor's pet.

She originally thought that she could win the favor of the emperor with her own knowledge, but now listening to the conversation between Concubine De and the Zen Master, she realized that there was a gap between herself and Concubine De. She blinked her eyes and stopped talking like that thought.

The two people in the room were talking, and they couldn't help clapping their hands when they talked about the joy.

Li Qiaoer came in, walked quickly to Baozhu's side, and talked with her ear.

Outside, Liuli was talking to Wei Zhu.

Wei Zhu said, "Why isn't sister waiting in the room?"

"The master is discussing the Dharma with the Zen master, and I come out to order Su Zhai."

Wei Zhu snorted and said with a smile, "It's better to stay here, be quiet."

"My master is taking care of himself, and he has the emperor's permission, so he is naturally quieter."

Wei Zhu smiled and said: "Master said that brother has a good master, and now going out of the palace to enjoy the blessings is a good way out."

Just as Liuli was about to speak, Zen Master Zhihui had already come out with Baozhu. After Baozhu and Liuli saluted, they respectfully sent Zen Master Zhihui and Wei Zhu away.

At this moment, Bao Zhu stepped forward and said: "Sister, is Su Zhai still ready?"

Liuli said: "I'm going to tell people to evacuate now."

Baozhu felt uneasy, she was a responsible person, seeing Liuli like this, she couldn't help but said, "I'll go, I'll go."

Liuli stopped her: "Let me go, the master punishes me, there must be a way."

Seeing that she treated her well, Liuli was willing to give her a little sincerity, so she said a few more words: "You have been by Master's side these days, you have to learn more, you will use it in the future."

Baozhu nodded hurriedly: "I made a note of it."

Liuli went down to order the meals in the small kitchen.

Baozhu went back to the house to take care of Umalu.

The light in Umalu's eyes suddenly dimmed, and she sighed slightly.

Although Li Qiao'er didn't know what happened, she also felt that the atmosphere in the room was somewhat dignified.

Yuan Qingqing stepped forward and asked in a low voice: "Master, do you want to write down your understanding of today's discussion of the Fa?"

Wu Malu's heart was moved when he heard the words, and he asked Yuan Qingqing to study ink.

When Baozhu entered the room and saw Yuan Qingqing was preparing, she only glanced at it, and reported to her: "Master, today's meal is as usual?"

Umalu thought for a while and shook his head: "Half a month of vegetarian fasting, pray for that child."

She should have prayed for the child long ago, but at that time, she was overwhelmed by the death of the child, unable to react correctly, and subconsciously blunted the pain.

Today, she finally dared to face it and did what she should have done long ago.

She thought for a while and said: "Although I am a vegetarian, you wait for the meal as usual, so you don't have to criticize the people below."

Baozhu hurriedly bowed and said, "Master is kind."

She withdrew to discuss with Liuli, and Liuli came out of the small kitchen. Hearing what she said, she already had a decision in her mind.

Liuli took the orb to the small kitchen, and said to the imperial cook inside: "Master will have a half-month vegetarian meal tomorrow to pray for Little Gege."

The steward of the kitchen in the small kitchen stepped forward and asked, "The meat from the palace..."

"Master is kind, I allow you to wait [-]%." Liuli said, "Send the rest to Eunuch Zhao."

Eunuch Zhao is Zhao Yan, the eighth-rank chief eunuch sent by Umalu when he became a concubine, but Umalu and Meng Deyi have known each other for a longer time, and know Meng Deyi's character better, so he handed over the eunuch affairs to Meng Deyi.

Now that Meng Deyi is out of the palace to work for Umalu, although the House of Internal Affairs has sent another eighth-rank chief eunuch named Li Shan, but just like at that time, Zhao Yan has stayed in Yonghe Palace longer than Li Shan and is more familiar with him. For the Yonghe Palace, Umalu let Zhao Yan take the lead, Li Shan as the assistant, and co-manage the young eunuchs of the Yonghe Palace.

The manager of the dining room in the small kitchen also has a lot of contact with Zhao Yan, and said hastily after hearing the words: "I remember, Aunt Lao has gone through this."

Liuli is the maid in charge of the palace next to Umalu, and Baozhu often walks beside Umalu, so he can't offend him.

Liuli glanced at the five or six people in the small kitchen, and said with a smile: "The master is kind, don't be a slave who bullies the master. Otherwise, if the master spares you, I won't forgive you."

Several people hurriedly said that I dare not wait.

When the two of them went out, someone spit on their backs.

Liuli came back at this moment and said: "Today's dish, send the roast duck to Eunuch Zhao's. They have a lot of people; keep the shredded pork; you can handle the rest of the dish yourself."

The manager of the dining room in the small kitchen hurriedly said: "Yes, yes, auntie, let's go."

After confirming that they were gone, the butler let out a sigh of relief.

A man spat: "What are you crazy about?"

The butler gave him a slap on the back of the head: "You can name the people around the master!"

He sneered: "Remember, the cats and dogs that come out of the master's house are more noble than us. Just watch your mouth and be careful with your skin."

He scolded: "Man still wants to live, if you want to die, don't implicate me."

He slowed down again: "Let's share that plate of meat and vegetables later."

He also wanted to send things to Zhao Yan, thinking about going after everything was done.

Mrs. Zhao, who was choosing the vegetables, showed her yellow teeth and smiled, "If I were someone close to the master, I would be crazier than them."

Liveliness resumed in the small kitchen.

Liuli found Zhao Yan with the orb and told him about it.

As an old man in the palace, Zhao Yan immediately said: "The master is kind, I will definitely let those little things appreciate the kindness of the master."

He laughed again: "I'm sorry for your trouble."

Liuli hurriedly said: "It's okay, it's all for the sake of the master."

The two said a few more words before parting.

As for the collusion between the kitchen manager and Zhao Yan, that's for another story.

Now everything is over, Baozhu and Liuli went back, Baozhu couldn't help but asked: "Sister, aren't you afraid to hate them?"

Liuli stopped and looked at her sideways: "The master wants a good reputation, and you also want a good reputation. What are you?"

Liuli felt that she was speaking sharply, so she softened her tone and said: "We are the master's slaves, we are dedicated to defending the master, earning some face for the master, and telling the people below to read the good of the master. You want the master to value you, And if you want to make them like it, then you can only get out of it and not be human.”

Baozhu listened silently, and then asked: "Can't you be good to me and everyone?"

Liuli looked at her, her eyes were very sharp: "You eat from your master, and you use what from your master, even if you raise a dog, you don't eat like this."

　Su Hui, the wisdom from the previous life.Buddhism believes that "Su Hui" will show up when encountering opportunities in this life.For example, "Jingde Biography of Lantern Records Kumarata": "Ye Zhe Ye Duo accepted the words and received the decree, and immediately sent Su Hui, begging to become a monk."The later saying "Su Hui" refers to talent, innate.
　　The first episode of Cao Xueqin's "Dream of Red Mansions" in the Qing Dynasty: "Shi Yin originally had Su Hui, and when he heard this, he had already realized it in his heart."

　　The eighth chapter of "Flowers in the Mirror": "Such a talent, if not for Su Hui, An Neng would be like this. If such a person is allowed to study, why not be a genius."

　　Qing Mawei's "Autumn Window Essays": "These sentences have no smoke and fire, and they can't be learned without academic ability. Su Huiren can say it even when he is in a situation."

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　　Condescension: Conceited and conceited others.

　　Gonggao means that you think you are superior to others.

　　I am arrogant (Buddhist term): conceited and conceited others. "All kinds of arrogance, all arrogance has me, which is more poisonous than the three poisons of greed, hatred and ignorance. Although the first three poisons are poisonous, they will eventually rest. I am the only one who is arrogant. I am arrogant in the human way, I am arrogant in the ghost way, and I am arrogant in the animal way. , no matter where you live, there is a place where you are slow."

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　　Shaoai:

　　Refers to a young and beautiful woman.

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　　Describe (a woman's) young and beautiful.

　　Heroine: I want to cultivate immortality, happy as hell~
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　　"Dream of Red Mansions" inspected the Grand View Garden, and Xichun said the original words: "Even if they won the No. [-] list, there are no people who are confused. It can be seen that some of them can't understand.

　　
　
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