Clearly, she doesn't want to be a concubine

Chapter 61

"Slaves don't go out." Liuli said, "Slaves are the sons of Empress Renxiao's family, and if they go out, they are also ordered to serve others, so it's better to serve the master here."

Liu Li said: "Lian Xin is the same as me, we will accompany the master."

Umalu smiled: "I'll remember, wait until you want to leave the palace."

Liuli smiled and stopped talking.

Although Umalu lost her composure for a while, she didn't think about it anymore, but continued to read the book with her head down.

She didn't believe in ghosts and gods at first, but things like time travel happened to her, so she couldn't help but look up some Buddhist and Taoist classics to see if she could find out the reason.

At night, Kangxi ordered Wei Jianyue, and the eunuch carried her away.

When Liuli heard the movement, she inevitably looked at Umalu several times.

Umalu closed the book and glanced at her indifferently: "Sometimes there must be a hit, and when there is no hit, don't force it. Some things can't be fought for or snatched."

"Yes."

Kangxi doesn't often order Wei Jianyue, but he will order it every once in a while.

Although Umalu didn't care, others would have their own ideas. Until August, Wei Jianyue was diagnosed with pregnancy.

Physician Wang originally consulted Umalu for his pulse once a month, but this time he didn't come for several months.

Umalu roughly knew the reason and did not send anyone to remind him.

In private, Liuli went to urge her, but Wang Taiyi said that she would obey her orders, and beat Liuli back in embarrassment.

Liuli was a little unhappy that day.

Umalu smiled and said, "I knew this earlier."

Liuli's words turned around in her mouth, but she didn't say it.

Later, Umalu's health got better, and Liuli was worried about Umalu's body, so she forced Wang Taiyi to come here.

After the doctor Wang took the pulse, he bowed and said: "I estimate that the time is about the same, and the empress of Debi will take the medicine according to the new prescription."

Umalu said meaningfully: "It's almost time, and the doctor Wang who was "forced" here is really excellent in medicine."

Doctor Wang smiled wryly.

Umalu smiled and said, "I didn't mean anything when I said these things, but there is one living in my palace who promised to ask Imperial Physician Wang to give her a consultation."

Doctor Wang said: "Your Majesty has a kind heart."

"Go, go." Umaru paused, "I'm going to trouble the doctor Wang."

"The duty of a humble minister."

Umalu asked Lianxin to follow him.

Not long after, Lian Xin ran back, panting: "Master Wei...Master Wei...you are happy."

Umalu laughed when he heard the words: "Lianxin, choose a few people from me to take good care of her. If you want to keep her, you must also keep the child in her womb."

Umalu thought for a while, and said simply: "These days, you just guard her, I don't worry."

Lian Xin said in disbelief: "Master!"

"Go quickly."

Lian Xin turned around and went out to choose someone.

Umalu was overjoyed, if it wasn't for her poor health, she would have to go and have a look.

Liuli saw it in her eyes and shook her head slightly.

Umalu thought for a while and said, "I have an old navy blue double-breasted long jacket in my warehouse, you can send it to her."

Liuli said helplessly: "Master, it's only August, so there's still time to send it in October."

"go Go."

Liuli left as promised.

Umalu looked at "Journey to the West" and looked at Zhang Huimu's "The first creation of Hongmeng without a surname, breaking the obstinate emptiness requires Wukong".

She laughed.

Everything she does is ridiculous in the eyes of some people, but she wants to insist on herself more than those who have nothing.

It would be ridiculous to her if she gave up on herself because of some foreign objects.

Just like, Sun Wukong's journey from the stone monkey to fighting and defeating the Buddha is just a road of refining the mind, from "I" to "true self".

On this road of life.

Why is she not "Monkey King", she will eventually find "I", or maybe not, but she has always been herself in her life.

This is enough.

Spring to autumn, cold to summer.

The plum blossoms in the imperial garden were in full bloom, seeping through the palace walls, the red walls and white plum blossoms were extremely gorgeous.

Her health improved a lot, she put on thick clothes and the Firefox fur cloak, followed by Liu Li, and went for a walk in the imperial garden.

In the ice and snow, a blooming flower brought a touch of color to the entire plain.

She looked at the plum blossoms, and just watched them quietly, as if this in itself was enough to be worth stopping by.

The heavy snow fell from the sky, falling between her eyebrows, and she put on her cloak hat.

Liuli said softly: "Master, it's cold, go back, plum blossoms are nothing to see."

"Everything in the world is nothing to see, it's nothing but delusion and attachment."

"Master..." Liuli looked at her with panic in her eyes.

Umalu came back to his senses, and wiped the tears from her eyes with cold fingers: "Scared you? Good boy, don't worry, I won't become a monk."

Liuli held her cold fingertips beyond the moment: "Master, you should bow your head to the emperor."

"All karmic retributions come and go, and they are self-inflicted. Even if they are relatives of father and son, they cannot replace each other." Umalu withdrew his hand, looking at Liuli with clear eyes, "He is living through his calamity, and I am living through my own. difficult."

Baozhu handed the hand stove in her arms to Umalu, and Umalu took it.

Liuli persuaded: "The slave can't understand what the master said, but the slave thinks, the emperor is the emperor after all, who in this world doesn't live by the emperor's grace?"

"Why did the master disobey Shangyi? In the end, he was not good at all. The emperor values ​​friendship, and now he still thinks of the master's kindness, but if one day, the emperor doesn't care about it, this palace will be full of people who hurt people." .”

Liuli said bitterly: "Master treats Master Wei as a sister, but Master Wei suspects that Master intends to kill the emperor's heir."

"For such a person, the master is willing to show off. Why is he not willing to bow his head to the emperor?"

After listening to Liuli's words quietly, Umalu replied: "I just want to have a clear conscience for what I have done in my life."

Umalu wiped away the tears on her face, and said softly: "I also do my best to the emperor, and I have absolutely no secrets."

"If you ask me why I don't like other concubines. It's just because I always feel that if a person comes for this reason, he will definitely leave for this reason."

"If the emperor likes gentle and careless people, then one day there will be more gentle and careless people, he will leave; if the emperor likes beautiful people, then one day there will be more beautiful people, he will still leave."

"If the emperor loves me only because I have a certain part of him that he likes, then if there is someone with the same conditions and better conditions, he will leave me."

She looked at the heavy snow and murmured to herself: "Love me young, there will always be someone younger than me; Someone is more transparent than me. In the end, it is still "how long will it be good for Israel to serve others."

She looked back and landed on a footprint not far away, snowflakes were covering those footprints bit by bit.

(End of this chapter)