Clearly, she doesn't want to be a concubine

Li Shu's name was not Li Shu, she had already forgotten what she was called before.

As soon as she opened her eyes, she was in this era.

Falling to the ground, growing up slowly.

Later, when she met Song Yi, listening to what Song Yi said, she couldn't help thinking of when she first came here.

It is also arrogant, talking about everyone being equal, naive, blind and optimistic.

Her father in this life is a bagged comprador of the Ministry of Internal Affairs, who travels outside for the masters and buys land.

She thought she had a place to play, just like in those novels, if she was farming or doing business, buying and selling, she was rich like an enemy.

But just as she started, she was scolded by her father and told to get off, starving all night.

It was my mother who stuffed a steamed bun for her at night and asked her not to tell my father.

Mother told her that father was so annoyed when he went to curry favor with a eunuch who came out of the palace today.

Niang said that the eunuch was the chief eunuch next to Concubine De, and he was released from the palace on purpose to do some comprador business work for Concubine De.

If the family can rely on the father-in-law who came out of the palace, life will be much easier.

Beijing is so big that it is not easy to live there.

Mother told her that if she stayed in the capital, she and her brothers and sisters could find better homes.

Niang also said that only those poor and poor families would let their daughters show their faces outside.Those real ladies from all over the world are those who don't leave the door, and don't walk in the second door.

Mother told her not to meddle in men's affairs, it would be unseemly, it would cause the whole family to be ridiculed, and it would also cause her younger siblings to find a good family.

That night, my mother talked a lot.

Niang finally said: "Shu'er, I know you have an idea, but you are still a child, and you think a lot of things too well."

She persuaded her: "Although your father speaks fiercely, he has you in his heart. Since you started, he quit drinking and just wanted to save more money for you as a dowry."

How could she listen? She was not convinced.

Until one night later, my father came home drunk, vomited and vomited, and the whole house smelled of alcohol.

She brought water to mother and asked mother to wipe father's face.

The disgust on her face was seen by the mother.

Mother didn't blame her, but told her softly that there was an order today, which was given by the eunuch next to Concubine Yi in the palace.

The little eunuch who worked for the big eunuch didn't care about anything else, he just said that he would give the order to whoever made him happy, and he didn't care how many things they compradors completed on weekdays.

Dad drank glass after glass before taking the order.

The mother smiled, but her eyes were full of tears.

Mother said, business can be done with a few words.

Mother said, your father got a few orders before, and was beaten with a sack.

That night, she thought a lot.

She gradually faded away the naive illusions that remained in her body, and she was silent and quiet, doing housework with her mother, learning embroidery, and taking care of her younger brothers and sisters.

Washing vegetables in winter, touched cold water, and her hands were chapped. Dad would buy good ointment to apply to her hands.

Dad is always guilty.

He felt guilty that he couldn't give them a better life.

Later, later, she entered the palace and was assigned to that concubine De.

A letter from home said that it was the eunuch next to Concubine De who was outside the palace. Hearing that she had gone to serve Concubine De, she met Dad and asked Dad to follow him to do things.

Life in the house is much better.

Wait a little longer, and the younger brothers will have money to go to school.

Later, Song Yi, who went to serve Concubine De at the same time as her, was replaced by a transmigrator on a certain day, speaking nonsense.

She didn't want to persuade her, and she didn't want to admit her relatives, she just blocked Song Yi's mouth.

She just wants to live a peaceful life.

Later, Song Yi was betrothed by Concubine De to the fourth elder brother Yinzhen.

She knew that Yinzhen was the later Yongzheng. If she married Yongzheng, life at home would be much easier.

She thought for a long time, and finally made up her mind - Song Yi can do it, why can't she.

She went to beg Concubine De and said that she was willing to serve as a concubine for the fourth elder brother.

A concubine is a concubine.

She is lucky.

She was glad that she was born with some good looks, and that she could also peel her skin and bones, and then sell it on the basis of weight, so as to seek a better future for herself and her family.

Later, she and Song Yi both had children.

It's just that Song Yi's children died early.

Her child also died.

There are no plots and palace fights, it's just because they are not in good health and their children are too fragile.

That Ulanara Fujin was a very good person, but he also lost his beloved son. We can see that there is no such thing as good and good in this world.

Fortunately, she gave birth to several children and was raised as a side Fujin, so his father got the post of county magistrate.

The family gradually became rich and decent.

Later, Yinzhen really ascended the throne and became Yongzheng.

Ulanara Fujin became the queen, Cianfujin Nianshi became the concubine Nian, she became the concubine Qi, and Song Yi became the concubine.

Her father also gradually became the magistrate, and her family was raised the flag and released the coat.

Days are always going to be good.

Who knows?

Later, the people around me went one by one.

She went from being sad at the beginning to numb later.

Song Yi died seven years earlier than her.

Before Song Yi died, he talked nonsense, mistook her for his mother, and cried: "Mom, Mom, I should listen to you and not read those novels. I should study hard."

Song Yi opened her eyes, grabbed her wrist, and cried, "Sister Li, I can't go back, I can't go back."

As she spoke, she lost her breath. She opened her eyes, and her eyes were wide open.

Song Yi died with regret.

In the end, I closed my eyes in peace, and it was the little maid beside Song Yi who used her hands to rest her eyes. Those who served Song Yi, those who left the palace, those who died, and those who married, only the little palace maids.

Li Shu didn't care what Song Yi saw before he died.

She is pragmatic, she only cares about the people in front of her, whether her parents and younger siblings are doing well, and whether her son is happy today.

She didn't know why Song Yi said that until she died.

Before she died, she saw a huge piece of paper covering the world, on which was written the fate of every country, every country and every person in every world.

That is, fate itself.

When she saw fate, she got the favor of fate, and then understood something.

She, Song Yi, Concubine De, and even the many traversers in this world, and even all creatures, all the things they experienced are part of their destiny.

Fate has already been written, and they, as pawns of fate, just need to stage it.

That is to say, their existence is originally an arrangement of fate, complementing fate, and also complementing the history in the branch of fate.

Therefore, they will be dragged from different time and space to another time and space by fate, and they will stage new emotions.

Destiny takes this as data and keeps evolving.

They will keep getting stuck in samsara, and unless someone finds a way out, they will just be playing out the same script over and over again.

Those passages that are considered astonishing are nothing more than ordinary—ordinary enough to be staged again and again in countless time and space.

Therefore, all living beings are in the cycle of destiny, dreaming of life and death, clinging to delusions as truth, wandering life and death like wading through a valley, with no time to come out.

She laughed and died in despair.

……

She didn't know that there was once a person who could escape the arrangement of fate by just a little bit, just a little bit.

However, that person looked back at the world, and stepped into the world of mortals again.

Not just because of one person's promise.

Also because of that person, she pity the world, there are many sorrows, and all living beings suffer.

However, that is not important anymore.

Everyone in this world will die in despair.

This is the arrangement of fate, but also the curse of fate.

……

When there was a funeral in the palace.

Wan Liuha Liuyan was in the Prince's Mansion, basking in the sun with her eyes squinted.

She is very, very old, and those of the same batch as her are long dead.

When she was young, she always hoped that she would live longer, but now that she has lived, she feels that this is torture.

The one she loved died, and the one she hated died too.

Everywhere I looked, there were young faces.She turned into an old piece of old porcelain that was left behind in the previous dynasty.

Out of season, and no one cares.

She doesn't care.

She was just thinking about something.

She still remembers that after Sister De passed away, just after the first seven days, the palace maid surnamed Yin who served Sister De followed Sister De.

After that, I never heard of such a thing again.

What happened next, she doesn't remember.

She has lived for too long, and her memory has become very blurred, and she can only remember some things intermittently.

Oh, she remembered again.

Later, the son of sister De's son, and the son of sister De's son, ascended the throne.

Sister De's descendants, for the sake of the throne, had their hands covered in blood and killed so many heads.

The son of Sister De, all the people betrayed their relatives, father and son separated, brothers fought against each other, and all officials deserted.

Later, alone.

Sister De repeated it to her again and again during her lifetime.

Sister De never wanted her son to become emperor, she just wanted her child to live a happy and happy life.

However, such a good sister De, seems to have never gotten what she wanted from the beginning to the end.

Yinxuan came and basked in the sun with her.

She narrowed her eyes: "You're here..."

Yinxuan nodded: "The son is here."

Wan Liuha Liu Yan smiled: "It's good if you come."

She said: "In the past, your mother and I basked in the sun and talked together..."

She couldn't go on.

She has lived for so long, and she doesn't know if sister de is waiting for her.

You buried the bones in the mud, I sent the world to the world full of snow.

She ends up with her old friend.

Long tactics.

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