I rely on tricks to cultivate my longevity

Chapter 38 Three Poisons
Lin Xixue looked at the densely packed silver in front of her, and couldn't help thinking that even one ingot of silver, even if it was enough for an ordinary family of three to use for a year, would still have a lot of surplus, and now it was neatly built into a wall.

For some reason, the boy's impassioned statement before he died suddenly echoed in her mind.

She swallowed her saliva, and the fire of greed rose inexplicably in her heart, and her mouth felt dry for a while.

That's right, in troubled times, the jungle is full of predators, and these silverfish can wantonly search for people's fat and people's anointing, why can't I?

Obviously I am stronger than these moths now!
In troubled times, being weak is the original sin. Even if the weak are not harvested by me, they will be harvested by others sooner or later, so why not let me do it myself?
Yes, thanks to my outdated thinking before, this is a chaotic world, so how can there be any benevolence, justice and morality!
If I treat others well, others may not appreciate it.

In the cave, I also gave the mother and son some steamed buns, but did they ever repay me?

When the slaves in the cave threw stones at me, didn't the mother and son come forward to stop me?

Officially, I have no ill intentions towards those disciples of the Liang Gang, but the tall and thin man is full of lust and wants to do something wrong.

That's right, there is no benevolence, righteousness and morality in this world for a long time. What's the use of me foolishly sticking to the moral bottom line of shit?

That boy is right, there is no right or wrong in this world, only strong or weak.

That's right, the jungle is prey to the strong, this is the world of the jungle, the weak are nothing but ants, and no one cares about the life and death of an ant.

Isn't it the best explanation for this city to keep refugees outside the city?Isn't it just letting them fend for themselves outside the city?
Be sober, in this world only the strong prey on the weak, use violence to control violence!
At this moment, Lin Xixue suddenly felt a little cool on her arms, which made her wake up suddenly.

"No, no, this is not me, this is not what I really think!"

"Why isn't that what you really think? When you just killed those five servants, didn't you feel very satisfied and enjoyed it?"

"I"

Lin Xixue choked on these words, and when the five refugees were executed just now, the joy from the depths of her soul still reverberated in her heart.

It was different from the nausea and annoyance when he caught off guard and killed the tall and thin Liang Gang disciple, but a sense of pleasure that conformed to his own heart.

"You don't have to deny it, you can't lie to me, after all I am you and you are me."

"That's them, they first conspired to kill me, this is me" She tried to argue, but was ruthlessly interrupted by her own voice.

"What are you, you want to say that you are self-defense?"

"Don't deceive yourself, you know that according to the regulations of the previous life, when you fly out of the well and they kneel down for you, the aggression has already stopped."

Lin Xixue choked, she felt that she really couldn't refute.

"You are simply enjoying the feeling of controlling the lives of the weak, enjoying the joy of controlling violence with violence, aren't you?"

"No, I'm not, I'm not necessarily you, it must be Tianzun who interfered with my thinking, I didn't want to kill them, I didn't want to kill them."

"I've said it a long time ago. You are such a person. You have been avoiding to face your own heart. That's why I have me."

"No, you are not me, you are an auditory hallucination created by Tianzun, you are not me at all!"

"Whether you admit it or not, it doesn't really matter to me, but maybe I can help you recall the pleasure of dominating the lives of the weak!"

The voice of auditory hallucinations has an irresistible magic power, which makes people want to listen to it.

"Just two streets away in a big family's house, a husband is abusing his wife. Maybe you can help this poor wife?"

Before he knew it, the magic sword was already in his hand, and his spiritual sense detected a middle-aged beautiful woman crying while clutching her bruised and swollen cheeks.

"Killing this husband is the same as you did before." The hallucination continued to bewitch.

"Shut up, shut up! You don't have to kill this husband to solve this problem, I will stop him from continuing to commit violence!"

"and then?"

"Then? What then?" Lin Xixue was a little confused.

"You stopped your husband from committing violence this time, what about next time, next time? You made this husband lose face, and his methods will only be more ruthless and cruel in the future."

"Could it be that you want to stay in this city and guard that beautiful woman for the rest of your life?"

"Even if you can guard this city for the rest of your life, how many large and small towns are there in Yunzhou? Don't you know better than me?"

"Stop escaping from your true inner thoughts, stop violence with violence, stop killing with killing, once and for all!"

Lin Xixue's hand holding the magic sword couldn't stop shaking, she couldn't find a suitable reason to refute this auditory hallucination, and her usually quick thinking seemed extremely sluggish at this moment.

The auditory hallucination seemed to have really read her inner thoughts, and she joked with great interest: "Of course you can't find a reason to refute me, because you are me, and what I'm talking about is just the most true thoughts in your heart."

Lin Xixue froze in place, she was thinking hard about how to rescue the beautiful woman, and at the same time thinking about how to refute the auditory hallucination.

"Aren't you going to do it? Look for yourself, that husband has already picked up the stool. If you don't do it, this beautiful woman might be beaten to death!"

Huan heard and said, and laughed frivolously, like a spectator who is not too serious about watching the excitement.

"So hesitant? Why don't I remind you about the story about Chu Liang?"

Chu Liang?Who is Chu Liang, a very familiar name, but I don't know him, I don't know him at all.

"Hahahahahahaha, you still said that you don't know him. If you don't know him, why do you know that he is a man?" The voice of the auditory hallucination suddenly became sharp.

Chu Liang, who is this, who is this, I should know, why can't I stop being angry when I hear this person?
I can't remember, but I really want to kill this man, I wish I could eat his flesh and blood, but who is he?

"Perhaps I should further help you recall this person?"

After a burst of electronic noise, another news broadcast sounded in my ears.

[The death case of robbery on Meidong Road, which has received widespread attention recently, has been finalized today]

[. After the trial, the court found that the defendant Chu committed the crime of robbery, and had the serious circumstances of "robbery causing death". However, considering that the defendant was under the age of [-] and had a good attitude of pleading guilty, he was sentenced to life indefinitely after comprehensive consideration. Imprisonment and a fine]

[According to people familiar with the matter, the family members of the victim lost control of their emotions in court because they were dissatisfied with the verdict. The relevant department has arranged psychological counseling for the family members of the victim]

"How about it, are you familiar with the plot?"

"It doesn't matter if you forget, but I remember it clearly!"

"What you don't want to bear, what you don't want to remember, is always thrown to me like this, isn't it?"

"Remember this fruit knife?"

As soon as the words fell, the magic sword in Lin Xixue's hand disappeared, and turned into a polished fruit knife.

"Didn't you say that it's best not to commute Chu Liang's sentence? Because once he is released from prison after commuting his sentence, you will kill him no matter where he is."

"Isn't it?"

"Have you forgotten? How did you stab the dummies and sandbags you bought at home?"

"Chop, chop, chop you practice the knife again and again, for what?"

"Do you still need me to go on?"

"To control violence with violence, to stop killing with killing, isn't that what you have always wanted to do?"

(End of this chapter)