People are in Naruto, I am Aizen

Chapter 64
"Good morning, Kakashi-kun."

"..."

"Why are you looking at me with that strange look? Did I do something rude?"

Seeing Kakashi Hatake with a delicate face standing at the door of the writing room, Aizen asked very pleasantly.

"Today is the first day of the New Year. If you want to go out and play with your companions as soon as possible, it is better to hurry up. After all, the research team only gave a seven-day holiday for the next year, and it is only a fleeting moment for the cherished ones." That's all."

"...so long-winded it looks like a real person."

"Huh? What's wrong?"

"It's nothing."

Facing the imposing Aizen who was sitting in the writing room surrounded by calligraphy and paintings, Kakashi opened his mouth and swallowed what he wanted to ask.

Originally, Hatake Kakashi wanted to ask where Aizen went during the Chinese New Year. After all, everyone searched for it for a long time but couldn't find it.Female fans like Nohara Lin almost blocked the door on the way back.

As a result, after sleeping, just waking up in the morning, Aizen sat back in the writing room just like the NPC refreshing.I originally planned to ask, but Kakashi thought about it, and the relationship between himself and Aizan was also delicate, so he got stuck here.

For Aizen, Hatake Kakashi's mood is really very delicate.

In fact, after such a long time of contact, Kakashi almost understood that Aizen's rhetoric that he was a Chunin was farting.

You have so many theoretical researches and forbidden arts and secrets, you say you haven’t studied anything, pure theory, it’s like standing in the middle of the corpses all around and saying that you didn’t do anything, they suddenly died suddenly Outrageous.

It's just that they have lived together for almost half a year.In Hatake Kakashi's life, the man in front of him can be regarded as occupying almost one-seventh of the time from the time he remembers in his life to the present.But Aizen Soyousuke didn't show any thoughts against him.

Generally speaking, you see, some behind-the-scenes gangsters who want to take the enemy's son often want to instill some kind of hatred or malice, such as pursuing a twisted pleasure, letting the enemy's child call him father, and so on.But in fact Aizen didn't do anything, just protect him in the literal sense.

He also extended his time at the ninja school, and opened him up for extended reading of various theories and forbidden techniques.Kakashi will also give full support to some of Kakashi's whims.As for thinking about life, he didn't even give any so-called inclination or choice, but instead gave everything to Kakashi himself and let him choose.

According to Aizen, although Kakashi is still young, he is also a ninja with self-esteem and confidence.He wouldn't make a choice for a man with his own thoughts.

This kind of development really made Kakashi a bit confused.He didn't even know what emotion and state he would use to face Aizen.

Most of the time, he didn't speak because he was pretending to be cool or didn't want to talk, but because he really didn't know how to deal with people like Aizen, who knew there was a problem, but he was doing everything in an orderly manner without any problems.

So looking at Aizen who was sitting in the writing room and started to deal with the recently piled up documents, Kakashi held back for a long time and finally said something.

"Actually, many people in the village like you."

"Really? That would be an honor."

"There are also a lot of people who want to go to the holidays with you and make New Year's resolutions or something. Everyone actually cares about you."

"Well, I understand. That's really great. If my work can make everyone happy, if my efforts can make the world more stable and peaceful, and move towards progress, then that's the reason why I have worked so hard."

"..."

No, you have worked so hard until now entirely for your own ideas.

Looking at Aizen who started to deal with official duties again after a few sentences in front of him, Kakashi always had a feeling of irritability in his mind.

Kakashi wanted to say something to him, wanted to question him something, but he didn't know how to question him.It's not that he lacks courage, but that he has no evidence.If there is evidence, I'm afraid he can rest assured.

However, regardless of his father's consideration or the village's consideration, Kakashi could only keep his mouth shut.

It's just that Kakashi didn't say anything this spring, but Aizen spoke instead.

"Actually, you don't need to worry too much, Kakashi-kun."

In this peaceful and elegant courtyard without any Chinese New Year atmosphere at all, Aizen sat in front of the chopping board and said softly:
"You just need to speak out your own thoughts and the truth in your heart. Too much worry and thinking too much will often cause too much misunderstanding and embarrassment. If you want to communicate, just say what you think You can do whatever you want.”

"Did the father really commit suicide?"

"Yes."

"..."

Answer calmly, simply and neatly.

But it was like thunder.

Listening to Aizen's words without hesitation, Kakashi froze in place for a moment.

As if to break the last remaining illusion in Kakashi's heart, Aizen pushed his glasses and said in a deep voice while sitting in the writing room:

"It's not just committing suicide in front of you, Kakashi-kun. He was not polluted in any way, nor forced in any way. It's just that he couldn't accept the reality, so he chose the result of dying in front of you."

"There is no illusion, no physical transformation, everything is his own, from his own heart, the most authentic choice. At that time, public opinion had not yet spread completely, and it was mainly a struggle between the two sides, and your father's Death is a complete confirmation of all of this."

"I'm the final finisher. I'm responsible for re-structuring, sorting out, and covering up all of this. But you should understand this kind of thing, Kakashi-kun. He died in front of you, really dead. There is no miracle, he will not come back. I believe that as smart as you, you should have realized what is right."

"……Yes."

Looking at Aizen Soyousuke who was still smiling gently, the white-haired figure who looked short in stature let out a long breath.

It's as if some burden has been let go of in my heart, and it seems that I really realized something.Even Kakashi himself didn't know why he felt relieved.

Maybe it's just that he has been unwilling to accept that his god-like father will finally choose such a way of death.But in Aizen's mouth, he has never, and has never had the need to deceive himself.

If you want to lie to yourself, you have already fooled yourself countless times.And more importantly, he gave another answer.

"Then, Kakashi-kun, did you see your New Year's dream?"

"...I saw it."

"That's also Shuo Maojun's own choice, and you don't have to do anything or face anything. Although Shuo Maojun is your father, he also made his own choice."

Facing Kakashi who seemed a little lost, Aizen turned his eyes back to the document on the desktop and said in a low voice:

"This is growth, Kakashi-kun. Sometimes what you expect doesn't happen. People who you think are truly great are probably weaker than you think. Maybe your love for others blinds you, But reality doesn’t lie.”

"There are no miracles or partial beliefs in this world. There are only indisputable and purest facts. Mr. Shuo Mao made such a choice that made everyone heartache under his own thinking. And Kaka Xi, no matter how you think about it, how you beautify it, it is an objective and indisputable fact."

"Compared to you, your father chose himself. This is the answer to all the questions you think. No matter how you understand and forgive, this is the 'result' of real existence. As a researcher, Kakashi-kun You should understand. When the factual results do not match the theory, after repeated comparison tests to confirm that the facts are correct, you should be very clear about what is wrong."

"...Of course the theory is wrong."

My own father, the father who used to be revered like a god, did not think of himself at that time.

He was just like that figure, just a person who cared about himself.

Although a little cold, and with a kind of heartache spike, Kakashi, the son of Hatake Sakumo, slowly let out a sigh of relief.

How should I put it, although it is strange, but also has a certain degree of peace of mind.It's as if it is determined that something is not my own problem, but it is indeed the problem of the opposite side.

For this sense of peace of mind, Kakashi had to say that he really felt a little guilty.After all, it was his father.But there was also an inexplicable sense of loss, because the man who escaped everything was also his father.

So there is no need to understand his choices, only the facts exist.So do your own thing from now on.

Although a bit cruel, this should be Kakashi's most acceptable New Year's gift.

Well, now that you've got what you want, there seems to be no reason to stay any longer.

"Then I'll go out first. You can continue to work."

"Ah, yes, Kakashi-kun."

Aizen, who was sitting in the writing room and began to process the paperwork, suddenly said to Kakashi Hatake who was about to leave:

"If you have no objections, there is a diplomatic note from Cloud Ninja Village this afternoon, and I will take you to the meeting as the developer of the Static Blood Equipment and the Dynamic Blood Equipment. This is a diplomatic meeting of Cloud Ninja Village, and the level comparison Gao, you have to be mentally prepared when the time comes. But if you have an idea to go further, you can talk about it.”

"……Eh?"

You said you didn't have a job during the New Year? !
Looking at Aizen with a calm face, Kakashi's face became increasingly difficult to look at.

(End of this chapter)