Do not go to the galaxy

Chapter 86 What He Regrets

Zuo Xingyun's body stiffened imperceptibly, and then he replied in a deep voice, "Yes."

Although Xiang Wan knew it in her heart a long time ago, her heart sank when she heard him say it himself.

She paused, then asked, "When did it happen?"

"It's been eight years since I left here."

eight years...

Xiang Wan was stunned for a long time before opening his mouth again: "Why did you go in?"

"Ask something else." Zuo Xingyun avoided the question.

Xiang Wan knew that he couldn't ask what he didn't want to say.

She was silent for a while: "What happened between you and my dad?"

Zuo Xingyun still didn't answer, his face looked calm, but there seemed to be wind and rain swirling in his eyes.

Thinking of Ah Chen saying that his past eight years have been miserable, Xiang Wan took a deep breath: "You have had a rough past eight years, haven't you?"

Zuo Xingyun lowered his head and glanced at the tattoo on his right hand: "This thing was forcibly stabbed inside. I almost thought that I would die there."

Talking about the unbearable past, Zuo Xingyun did not show resentment or viciousness of wanting revenge, his face was only calm after being baptized by the dross years, as calm as if there was nothing in his eyes.

The tip of Xiang Wan's nose couldn't help but turn sour, and her eye sockets were wet, and the tattoo no longer suited him in her eyes.

It was hard for her to imagine what kind of life he lived in prison, the ring connected to the wrist by the tattoo, she could only see the shape of handcuffs now...

Xiang Wan suddenly thought of a point, Zuo Xingyun had been in prison for eight years, and as soon as he came out, something happened to her father... Is there any connection between this?

She asked this heavy question in a difficult hoarse voice: "Does your imprisonment... have anything to do with my dad?"

Zuo Xingyun was silent again.

Xiang Wan's heart seemed to have collapsed suddenly. What does silence mean in this kind of problem?
She didn't want to doubt her father. In her eyes, how could father, the best and gentlest person in the world, ruin a person's eight years so easily?What's more, Zuo Xingyun was once regarded as a family by her father.

She bit her lip so hard that she almost bled.

This was the only time Zuo Xingyun was willing to accept her questions. She knew that if she didn't ask now, she might not have a chance in the future.

So she changed the way of asking: "In your heart, what kind of person is my dad?"

Zuo Xingyun thought about it seriously for a long time: "Without him, I would not be who I am now. What kind of person he is is not important to me."

This answer was too ambiguous. Xiang Wan never thought that her father didn't even have the most pertinent evaluation in Zuo Xingyun's eyes.

She lowered her eyes and her voice was hoarse: "do you hate him?"

"There's no point in remembering someone who passed away, isn't it?"

The pouring rain outside the window intensified, smashing the windows and crackling.

The strong wind brought rain and dew into the room, bringing a slight chill.

Zuo Xingyun got up and closed all the windows of Xiang Wan's room, blocking the noisy wind and rain outside.

It's late at night, and it's time for this conversation to come to an end.

Xiang Wan asked the last question: "Before we talked about the most regretful thing we did in this life, what is your most regretful thing?"

Zuo Xingyun turned around and looked at her with deep eyes, like a bottomless cold pool: "That day... I shouldn't have met your father."

At the end, he paused and continued: "I hope that after we talk tonight, the past can be temporarily brought to an end. It's very late, you go to rest, I'll wait until you fall asleep."

(End of this chapter)