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Chapter 160 160. The Shackles of Identity

"?" Feng Qi didn't understand, so he watched her pointing at his right hand, put down the hand that raised the gun, and showed her the gun in his hand: "You mean this?"

"Haven't seen it? Can I borrow it from you?"

"..." Gu Qingjiu restrained her excited expression just now, and said her judgment: "...you are a special police officer."

After she said this, Feng Qi rarely restrained his playful expression just now, and stared at Gu Qingjiu with a complicated expression. After a long time, he grinned and drew an ugly smile:
"Girl, this is not funny."

"The TNH-486 pistol is only worn by police officers on special missions in Huaguo." When Gu Qingjiu said this, she returned to her usual indifferent attitude, as if there was only one person in front of her. Nothing to do with the police.

"From the first time I saw you, I noticed that there are calluses on both sides of your right index finger, which is the mark left by long-term practice of pulling the trigger, but Ishii Komao will not allow anyone else except him With a gun, at first I thought, maybe because you are more trusted by him, so you are a special case."

Feng Qi lowered his head and fell into a rare silence.

"so……"

"Girl—"

"Why are you hiding it from me?"

"Girl, can we stop talking about this?!"

Faced with Gu Qingjiu's questioning, Feng Qi chose to escape.

Afterwards, there was a long silence between the two.

In the end, Feng Qi spoke first:

"I used to... have a younger sister."

"My dear sister, she is the only family I have left in this world."

"My father was an anti-narcotics police officer and died in the mission. My mother... was killed by those beasts."

When he said this, Feng Qi's body was trembling uncontrollably.

Even though it was in the dark night, Gu Qingjiu couldn't even see the other person's face clearly, but she could feel it:

He cried.

"My sister and I survived...we were adopted by my father's colleague, but he is my father's colleague...Only I know."

"Because my younger sister suffered from mental illness after her father's death, she hated her job as a police officer. She always believed that it was the police who didn't take action that caused her father's death, but I don't believe it."

"So I carried her behind my back and applied for the police academy. I wanted to follow the path my father did back then, and I wanted to ask those who worked with my father how he died..."

The moonlight shone softly on his face, and a drop of crystal cleared across Feng Qi's stubborn face.

"You..." After all, Gu Qingjiu couldn't say anything, but quietly stayed by his side and looked at him.

"Later, the day I was admitted to the police academy...it was a very happy thing,"

Feng Qi raised his head and looked at the dilapidated sky in the unfinished room, as if he missed something:
"But the uncle who adopted our brother and sister, that is, my adoptive father, was also killed..."

"You said it was such a coincidence that it just happened to meet... that day..." He was so sad that he couldn't speak, and Gu Qingjiu stroked his back lightly.

On the road he insisted on, the young man was constantly worrying about gains and losses, so that in the end, any gain, in his heart, meant that he would lose...

Therefore, he would rather that everyone does not know himself and his identity. This is a kind of protection for the people he cares about.

"But, now that you have done meritorious service, don't you still want your sister to know your real identity?"

"My sister...is no longer here."

Feng Qi was silent for a long time before finally speaking.

"After my uncle left, my sister's condition worsened. I had to hide from her that I became a policeman. Later..."

"During an infiltration mission, it was like this. After three years of hard work, I finally changed from a low-level gangster to a person trusted by the boss of the organization. You know... what did I get from the black boss? Intelligence? The organization I am lurking in is the same organization that my father was killed in that year!"

"And my adoptive father was also killed by this organization in order to avenge his father..."

"I have been engaged in ambush work, secretly sending news to the headquarters. Every day I was lurking there, I would not want to tear the people inside into pieces! ... Until one day, a group of girls were sent from below."

"My sister, she's inside."

Ignoring Gu Qingjiu's shocked expression, Feng Qi was immersed in painful memories, and said to himself:

"You know, she was about your age at the time, and she huddled in a corner like you, neither crying nor making trouble."

"But I can't look directly at her."

"I don't know how to tell her who I am. Is it the lackey of the black boss? Or an undercover policeman?"

At that time, Gu Qingjiu didn't quite understand his thoughts. She was in a different situation from Feng Qi. Feng Qi couldn't tell his sister about his identity because his sister was trapped by demons and couldn't accept the identity of a policeman. For Gu Qingjiu, although she already had many identities at that time, they were all out of interest, and she had never had such a burden like him.

It wasn't until the time when Beasts were disbanded that she realized what it was like to be "unable to speak".

But that's for another day.

"Later I decided to tell her the truth after everything was over."

"I was clearly, obviously only one step away from saving her... But after she learned of my true identity, she couldn't take it anymore and broke down and committed suicide..."

The atmosphere returned to tranquility for a while.

After a long time, Gu Qingjiu said:

"I do not know."

"?" Feng Qi raised his head, looking at her with confusion.

"I won't alienate you just because of your identity." Gu Qingjiu responded to him solemnly:
"No matter what, you are that annoying Feng Qi, aren't you?"

"Girl, that's what you said." Feng Qi suddenly approached her, and after hearing the word "hate", he smiled wryly and shook his head: "Forget it, you're still young, you don't understand anything..."

Gu Qingjiu frowned and looked at him.

She clearly understood that Feng Qi was afraid that she would fear him and alienate him because of his status as an undercover police officer. He had been worrying about gains and losses for a long time, and he had to be so cautious even when making friends.

After all, if his policeman's identity is known to his friends, it is tantamount to bringing them into danger, so he has never had any real friends, so he refused to let Gu Qingjiu, who he regarded as a friend, Knowing his true identity, but they were originally "comrades in arms" who shared weal and woe, a friendship established through adversity, and he saved her life, so how could she fear and alienate him because of his identity?

Feng Qi has been imprisoned all these years because of his younger sister, blaming himself for being inferior to his own identity for bringing danger and ominousness to others, but if he hadn't loved the career of the police from the bottom of his heart, Gu Qingjiu would never have seen her here. He chose to dive into danger again.

She looked at Feng Qi with some distress, has he been alone all these years?Bear the burden of humiliation alone and move forward alone?
Because of his sister's death, he punished himself, but that was his sister's own choice. He was not wrong, and neither was his sister.

Gu Qingjiu thought, if Feng Qi's parents hadn't died, and his uncle hadn't died, would his younger sister have chosen a different path from today's?Will he go to bless Feng Qi who became a policeman?

She didn't know, because when she was thinking about this, there was a sudden "bang", and blood splashed in front of her eyes——

(End of this chapter)