confession today

Chapter 78
The cold night wind lingers in front of the glass, forming a thin layer of mist. His side face is shrouded in shadow, and his sharp features are now more three-dimensional and exquisite, especially those dark eyes, which are deep and blurred but with cold light.

"Then the person you haven't explicitly rejected, does that mean you like her too?"

Cheng Suiran looked up at him and murmured.

Li Qizhi didn't expect that she would ask such a question, he was stunned for a moment, then he opened his thin lips and said, "Why do you ask such a question?"

She blinked her eyes and tilted her head playfully: "Because you said just now, if you don't like someone, you have to explicitly reject them. Those who have not been explicitly rejected by you should be acquiesced."

"..."

"So..." Cheng Suiran rolled his eyes, approached Li Qizhi abruptly, and asked him with crooked eyes: "Brother, do you have someone you like?"

Li Qizhi glanced at her, clenched his palms holding the steering wheel, pursed his thin lips, and said nothing.

Seeing this, she curled her lips and muttered in a low voice, "Stingy."

"What do you want to eat tonight?" He skipped the previous topic and changed it.

"You decide."

She didn't continue to ask questions. At this moment, her attention was attracted by the mist on the glass of the car. She raised her fingertips and slowly wrote three words. The handwriting was graceful and elegant, just like her person, clean and beautiful.

Li Qizhi.

Li Qizhi glanced at her sideways, saw her writing, raised his eyebrows slightly, but pretended not to see it.

The moonlight is hazy, dotted with stars, and the bright and silver light sprinkles the earth.

Cheng Suiran turned to look at him, and asked softly, "Brother, is your name written like this?"

Hearing this, Li Qizhi's heart froze, he lowered his brows and eyes, concealed the emotions in his heart, and said a faint "hmm".

"Li Qizhi." With a smile on her lips and teeth, she whispered his name lightly, as if she wanted to engrave his name deeply in her heart.

Then she raised her head and said with sparkle in her eyes, "Brother, your name sounds nice."

Li Qizhi twitched the corner of his mouth lightly, his heart was pounding, but his face was still indifferent, he lowered his eyes to avoid looking at her, pretending to be casual and said: "Thank you."

"You're so cold." Cheng Suiran pursed his pink lips a little dissatisfied.

Li Qizhi glanced at her indifferently, ignored her, and continued to drive.

The car fell silent for a moment.

Cheng Suiran turned his head to look at the night scene outside the window, lost his mind, and whispered softly: "Brother, let me sing you a song, you don't seem to have heard me sing before."

The journey home tonight seemed extraordinarily long, and he said "um" in a clear voice.

Cheng Suiran looked leisurely, slowly opened his lips, and hummed softly: "He doesn't understand your heart pretending to be calm, he doesn't understand love as a game, he doesn't understand the matter of expressing love, nothing but sighing except being sorry, he doesn't understand Why is your heart crying, suffocating to the point where you can hardly breathe..."

The evening breeze was blowing gently, and the girl's voice was soft and melodious, flowing into his heart like a gurgling stream, soaking into every nerve, making him in a trance.

"Does it sound good?"

She closed her eyes, leaned back in the chair, and asked softly.

Li Qizhi's eyes flashed with light, and he smiled slightly: "It sounds good."

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When the two returned to the apartment, it was already dark.

"Go do your homework first, I'll cook." Li Qizhi took off his coat, hung it on the hanger, turned and walked towards the kitchen.

"Oh." Cheng Suiran walked into the bedroom slowly with a small face.

Time passed silently, looking at the food on the table, but she had no appetite, and she picked up the white rice in the bowl bit by bit.

"I do not want to eat?"

Li Qizhi looked up at her, put down his chopsticks, wiped the corners of his mouth with a tissue, and asked in a gentle voice.

She drooped her eyebrows and replied in a muffled voice: "Yes."

"what happened?"

Hearing this, Cheng Suiran's nose turned sour, and his eyes were flushed, almost bursting out of his eyes.

She hurriedly turned her head away, suppressing the strange feeling in her heart, and whispered: "Just now Weiyi asked me where I want to be in college."

"Isn't it Jiangcheng Medical College?" Li Qizhi asked lightly.

She shook her head: "No, I'm hesitating too."

"Why are you hesitating? If you want to study medicine, then stay in Jiangcheng." His tone was casual, as if he was talking about the weather, and no emotion could be heard.

Cheng Suiran was silent for a while, his eyes moved slightly: "What about you, will you continue to stay in Jiangcheng?"

She was afraid that he would leave Jiangcheng. If he left Jiangcheng, the chances of the two of them meeting again would be very few.

Li Qizhi paused for a moment, but did not give a straightforward answer. He raised his eyes and stared at her, slightly parting his thin lips: "Me?"

She nodded in a daze, her eyes full of anxiety.

"I don't know. I might stay in Jiangcheng, or I might go back to Tongxi."

"Can't you stay?"

Cheng Suiran asked hurriedly, looking at him eagerly.

"What do you think?"

"If you stay in Jiangcheng, then my wish will be in Jiangcheng." She blurted out without hesitation.

Li Qizhi heard the words, his eyes darkened, and he remained silent.

He lowered his eyelashes to cover the darkness in his pupils, without saying a word.

Cheng Suiran vaguely guessed what he was worried about, and felt an inexplicable pain in her heart. She tightened her hands holding the chopsticks slightly, trying to stay calm.

After a long time, Li Qizhi broke the silence with a low voice: "I still don't know where I will be in the future, and I can't guarantee the future, so I can't answer you. Your wish depends on what you want. fill in the future."

He said it easily, but in fact, it fell into her ears with a little more inexplicable meaning. She pursed her lips, and finally said nothing more.

After eating, Li Qizhi tidied up and went back to the room. He took out a pack of cigarettes and a lighter from the drawer, but stopped for a second when he was about to light it. His slender fingers stroked the logo on the cigarette box. He hesitated for a few seconds, and finally threw the cigarette case into the trash can.

He lay back on the bed and closed his eyes.

"elder brother……"

When Cheng Suiran opened the door and came in, she saw him lying on the bed and sleeping soundly. A certain part of her heart suddenly felt a prickly pain. She walked to his bed and stood there. After looking at him for a long time, she slowly squatted down.

The darker the night, the more sad she became.

She propped her hands on the edge of the bed, looked at his delicate and three-dimensional facial features, and called softly: "Brother."

He didn't respond and was still sleeping soundly.

Cheng Suiran bit his lip, stretched out his fingers to touch his face: "Li Qizhi, can you wait for me?"

Her throat seemed to be blocked, she couldn't speak, and her eye circles were slightly wet.

After a while, she leaned over and placed a light kiss on his forehead.

The door was closed again, and the man lying on the bed opened his eyes in response, and there was a strong nostalgia in the dark eyes.

Her figure disappeared in front of his eyes, Li Qizhi turned over and sat up, the expression in his eyes was difficult to discern, as if there was an unresolved melancholy.

She is the doom of his life, his destiny is fixed.

　Cheng Suiran: Kiss me ()
　　Rabbit: clap clap clap () elegant
　　Li Qizhi: Rabbit, I will take the initiative next time!
　　Rabbit: (Look again hahahaha~)

　　
　
(End of this chapter)