confession today

Chapter 7 Explained
At this moment, Cheng Suiran just felt ashamed. In the past few months, those small thoughts and small signs in her heart had been seen through by him before she figured it out, and he exposed it without hesitation, which really made her Ashamed.

She bit her lip, looked up at him, and explained with difficulty: "Brother, you misunderstood, I..."

"Take it as if I'm thinking too much today." Li Qizhi's eyes deepened a little, and his voice was rare and low: "Also, of course, psychological problems should also be managed by professional psychiatrists. It's not within the scope of my obligation, it's just because you are Cheng Siyan's younger sister, so I take care of Ranran a little more, but I don't want Ranran to have any illusions because of this. "

He had never paid attention to the little girl's petty thoughts before, but foolishly thought it was a sign of the little girl's uneasiness, but through the incident just now and the little girl's small actions in the past few months, these things added Getting up had to make him think a little more.

If he misunderstood the little girl about this matter, that would be the best result. On the other hand, if this matter is the same as what he thought, then he would completely cut off the thoughts in the little girl's heart while the little girl was still in the ignorant stage.

The little girl is still young, and she may not be able to tell what the so-called true liking feels like, but he is already an adult, and he can't lead the little girl astray.

These days, he has always treated the little girl as his own sister, but he never thought that it would give the little girl such an illusion. Thinking of this, he couldn't help but regret for a while, he was also to blame for the little girl's small thoughts today. In the past few months, she slowly lost some of the sense of proportion that she should have, which made the little girl have thoughts that she shouldn't have.

"Brother, I..." Hearing what he said, Cheng Suiran lowered his head, his eyes turned red, and he was so sad that he couldn't restrain himself, but he didn't dare to show himself too obviously.

Her so-called secret love was completely strangled in the cradle before it even started. This feeling is so uncomfortable that she has no strength to justify now.

Li Qizhi couldn't bear to see her red eyes, but he still hardened his heart and said coldly: "Of course, you are still young, and you are just a blank sheet of paper in any aspect, so I ..."

"Brother, you really misunderstood." Cheng Suiran raised his eyes to look at him, and said in a choked voice, "Brother, it's not that I like you, I have someone I like..."

She didn't know what to say now, she was afraid that Li Qizhi would alienate her because of this, so in desperation, she could only clumsily use another lie to make up for her mistake.

"Ok?"

As soon as she said these words, Li Qizhi's face froze suddenly, his eyes narrowed slightly, and he didn't know what he was exploring.

Cheng Suiran's heart suddenly hung in the air, he forced himself to calm down, and said slowly, "It's a boy from our class."

The room fell silent for a moment.

Only the sound of each other's breathing rose and fell.

After a long time, Li Qizhi asked quietly: "Is it your boyfriend?"

The tone of voice was inexplicably strange.

"No...not." Cheng Suiran quickly shook his head and denied, "I, I haven't confessed my love yet."

Now she really understands that sentence, if a lie really needs to be filled with countless lies.

Hearing her words, Li Qizhi's eyes sank, he glanced at her thoughtfully, and then said softly: "Students should still focus on their studies."

"Yeah." Cheng Suiran nodded, and did not forget to add: "Brother, can you not talk to my brother about this tomorrow."

"No." Li Qizhi refused without the slightest hesitation.

"Then can you..."

"No."

"..."

Cheng Suiran's face suddenly fell down, his eyes were full of frustration, and he said in a muffled voice: "Then brother can't be with me tonight?"

"The last time." Li Qizhi sighed softly, but he couldn't harden his heart in the end, and then said softly: "Of course, I don't want you to spend your energy on unrealistic fantasies when you are not an adult. Understand?"

"Then it's okay to be an adult?" Cheng Suiran pursed his lips, the corners of his eyes and brows were full of grievances.

"It's fine when you're an adult." Li Qizhi stretched out his hands to rub her hair, and said softly, "You are still young, and you will meet many, many people in the future. You don't need to trap yourself in everything you see right now."

Cheng Suiran listened to his words, the light in his eyes dimmed more and more, a bit of bitterness crept up from his heart, and asked softly with a bit of a nasal voice: "Brother, the person I liked when I was young is destined to have no results." ?"

Her question made Li Qizhi fall into a brief silence.

After a long time, he quietly uttered a sentence: "Some things are destined not to belong to me, so why force it?"

He didn't know how to describe how to deal with feelings, after all, he himself had zero experience in feelings, and he also didn't know if it was the right choice to tell the little girl like this.

But the only thing he can do now is to explain all the pros and cons to the little girl as much as possible.

"Of course, my brother hopes that the boys you meet in the future are reliable, not for you to protect."

Hearing his words, Cheng Suiran didn't know how to explain what was in his heart, so he nodded silently, reached out to wipe away his tears, looked at him, and couldn't help but asked again: "When my brother was my age , is there anyone you like?"

"No." Li Qizhi replied very simply: "When I was your age, I only wanted to get into a good university."

"Did brother ever fall in love when he became an adult?" Cheng Suiran continued to ask.

Li Qizhi shook his head, calmly said: "No."

Hearing this, Cheng Suiran suddenly had a bad premonition in his heart. After hesitating and struggling for a while, he still struggled and asked: "Could it be...does brother like boys?"

After she finished speaking, she did not forget to add immediately: "It's okay, now our generation can accept it..."

"Which generation are you?" Li Qizhi was annoyed by Chenggong, "It means there is already a generation gap between you and me?"

Cheng Suiran met his smiling eyebrows, and said hesitantly: "Isn't there? If it is based on the three-year-old generation gap, then there is a ten-year difference between my brother and my brother, which is a three-and-a-half generation gap?"

"..."

A strange look flashed across Li Qizhi's eyes, and he was speechless for a moment.

Before the little girl asked this question, he always felt that he was still young, but now after hearing the little girl's words, he felt a vague feeling in his heart, as if a thorn suddenly grew on the tip of his heart, It made him feel a little overwhelmed.

At the end of the long night, some people don't want to sleep.

(End of this chapter)