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Chapter 215 She Wants to Let Go

Cheng Suiran stood outside the door, listening to her words, his heart felt like being pricked by a needle, the pain was severe.

She clenched her fists tightly, tears flowed down, bit her lip, endured the bitterness and grief surging in her heart, and left quickly.

Cheng Siyan raised his eyes to look at the scene in the ward, then lowered his eyebrows, and followed behind her.

The sky outside the window was still clear, with white clouds, the breeze was blowing slowly, and the warm sunshine fell on her body, and the temperature was suitable.

But the world in her heart was dark, as if she had fallen into a hellish abyss.

She lowered her head, letting her long hair cover half of her side face, exuding a decadent aura.

At this time, bits and pieces of being with Li Qizhi kept flashing through her mind.

Every love word he ever said to her, every warm smile...

He used to protect her appearance... and their sweet memories...

Cheng Suiran stopped suddenly, his shoulders shook violently, he squatted down slowly, covered his mouth, unable to make a sound.

She stared at the glass mirror in front of her, as if she could clearly see her embarrassment through the glass.

Cheng Siyan walked up to her side and patted her on the shoulder: "Of course, there is still my brother."

Cheng Suiran raised his head, his eyes dim with tears: "Brother, it's all because of me, I'm the one who hurt you..."

Cheng Siyan squatted down, faced her face to face, took a deep breath, and looked at her: "Of course, I don't blame you, I don't blame you for everything, my brother won't blame you, and I won't blame you... ..."

"But, they all said it was because of me. That's what the murderer said that night, and so did my aunt." With tears streaming down his face, Cheng Suiran said in a hoarse voice, "Even I... think so, all these years Come on, Qizhi has paid a lot for me, but all I bring to Qizhi is drag..."

"I don't deserve him to treat me so well, I really don't deserve him."

She said, clutching her chest, feeling breathless and out of breath.

"Of course, there is no one who is not worthy of anyone, you are the best, you are the best." Cheng Siyan held her in his arms, gently followed her back, and comforted her in a warm voice: "Of course, If I like it, I like it, if I pray that I know you are like this, I will definitely feel uncomfortable, be obedient, and stop thinking about it."

"Brother..." Cheng Suiran shook his head, tears still flowing down uncontrollably: "I can't stop thinking about it, he is someone I like, but because of me, he almost lost his life..."

"Ran Ran……"

Cheng Siyan felt uncomfortable at the moment, but he still tried to persuade him: "Of course, Qi Zhi will definitely wake up, and if he knows you are sad, he will definitely feel distressed, so don't cry anymore, okay? If you do this, My brother is also distressed."

Cheng Suiran leaned on Cheng Siyan's shoulder, closed her eyes, and tried to restrain her emotions. After a while, she wiped off the tears on her cheeks, opened her eyes, and said softly, "Brother, I want... I I want to let go."

After she finished speaking, Cheng Siyan's expression froze slightly.

She took a deep breath, her eyes were red, and she slowly exhaled: "I don't want to involve Qi Zhi anymore, Qi Zhi is so good, he shouldn't become like this because of me."

"Then do you know what the idea of ​​praying for knowledge is?" Cheng Siyan stood up, looked up at the blue sky outside the window, and said earnestly: "Of course, feelings are the right of two-way choice. I pray that he will pay for this relationship." You can’t make a decision just based on your own and outsiders’ reference language. In any case, you have to wait until Qi Zhi wakes up, and then discuss with him. You have to decide whether to stay or stay in this relationship together, you know? ?”

Hearing this, Cheng Suiran was startled, raised his eyes to look at him, and said dully: "But..."

"Of course, brother hopes that you will not have any regrets in the days to come."

Cheng Siyan lowered his eyes, sighed softly, and continued to persuade: "The voices of the outside world are not important, what matters is only how you two feel about each other, you can't blindly escape, you don't want to face the reality, pray for you You have learned a lot, so you should stand firmly by his side even more now."

Cheng Suiran pursed his lips and remained silent.

Cheng Siyan added: "Of course, if you really feel guilty, then you will use more love to make up for him in the future. This is the most important thing, you know?"

Cheng Suiran's hand hanging by her side slowly clenched, her nails dug into the tender flesh of her palm, and the tingling pain brought her back to her senses.

"Brother, I see, thank you."

Cheng Suiran raised his head, a look of determination flashed across his eyes.

Seeing this, Cheng Siyan breathed a sigh of relief, rubbed her head, and said with a smile: "Let's go, go and see Qizhi."

"Yeah!" She nodded heavily, with a glimmer of hope in her eyes.

What brother said is right, if she chooses to back down just because of a little voice of denial, it would be unfair to Qi Zhi.

During the time when Qizhi was in a coma, she wanted to hold on tightly to the relationship between her and Qizhi. This time, it was her who would guard Qizhi.

When the two came to the door of the ward, it happened that Jiang Weiyi was coming out of the ward. When he saw the two of them, Jiang Weiyi was stunned for a moment, and then he looked at Cheng Suiran, hesitated for a while, and said in a low voice: " However, you...don't go in first, I know you are worried about my brother, but my aunt is also quite unstable now. "

"Weiyi, I'll go in and have a look, don't say anything."

Cheng Suiran finished speaking softly, and stood there, waiting for her next sentence.

Jiang Weiyi's expression was very tangled, and he frowned slightly and said, "Of course, don't embarrass me, just wait a little longer, okay?"

Cheng Suiran shook her head, just as she was about to say something, tears rolled down her face. She forced herself to look away, and murmured, "Weiyi, wait a minute, how long will it be?"

Jiang Weiyi hesitated for a few seconds, and said slowly: "I don't know either, let's talk about it after my aunt's mood stabilizes."

"When Auntie goes to rest tonight, can I go and see Qizhi?" Cheng Suiran looked at her with red eyes and asked cautiously.

Jiang Weiyi fell silent, and had no intention of responding for a long time.

Her answer was obvious, no.

"Weiyi..." Cheng Suiran hesitated to speak, and finally lowered his eyebrows silently.

"Look at it if you want, brother will take you in."

After Cheng Siyan finished speaking, he was about to bring Cheng Suiran into the ward.

"No." Jiang Weiyi quickly raised his hand to stop him, frowned, and said angrily: "Cheng Siyan, can you be reasonable, can you consider me?"

Cheng Siyan was stunned, and then asked indifferently: "How else do you want me to think about you? Before you did everything, did you think about my feelings? Being accused by everyone is what I deserve, right?"

(End of this chapter)