proud of marriage

Chapter 303 Chapter 303: Shang Yan, this is your responsibility
Shang Yan didn't say much about Mrs. Wu's proposal, and only listened to half of it.

I went back and took a shower and took a nap.

When it was time for Xu Li to have dinner, he came back.

As soon as she opened the door and walked in, she heard Xu Li's low and soft voice, "Sister-in-law Wu, I'm sorry this afternoon, I didn't mean to lose my temper with you."

Aunt Wu was a little panicked when she heard this, "Ma'am, please don't say that, you didn't apologize to me, it was my hands that were heavy this afternoon, I did something wrong, it's normal for you to lose your temper and scold me. "

Xu Li pursed her lips, lowered her head, and said nothing.

"Ma'am, I'm really fine. Don't be like this. It makes me feel uncomfortable. Just think what you should do."

"Everyone in the world is equal, so there is nothing that should or should not be done, even in the employment relationship."

"My dear lady, I know you are kind-hearted. I really lost my mind this afternoon, and I shot a little harder. You didn't care about me, you didn't fire me, you didn't complain to me. I am already very grateful. You are still so self-sufficient. I really don't have the face to stay any longer."

Sister-in-law Wu has been engaged in the confinement care industry for so many years, and has also come into contact with many mothers who suffer from postpartum depression.

People who suffer from depression are kind by nature.

Just like Xu Li, who just blamed herself for her reasonable temper tantrum in the afternoon.

In addition to her own kindness, this kind of mood is also her sensitivity at the moment, which will infinitely magnify her self-blame and make herself deeply trapped in it.

Perhaps in the eyes of outsiders, this is not a big deal, and it feels a little hypocritical.

But now Xu Li, who is suffering from moderate depression, is hypocritical and fragile.

Need care, comfort, encouragement, companionship.

Xu Li still didn't speak, maintaining the same posture just now.

Sister-in-law Wu brought the prepared meals over, and persuaded in a gentle voice, "This is the fresh black chicken soup and assorted shrimp that I brought from the confinement center in the evening. You can try it and see if you like it or not." .”

"I have no appetite."

"Madam, you can't do without something to eat. Think about it, the young master will be back tomorrow morning. If you don't eat, how can you have the energy to hug the young master?"

Xu Li's expression was slightly moved by the word "young master".

"Sir, you're here." Aunt Wu raised her head and saw Shang Yan standing at the door, she nodded immediately.

Hearing this, Xu Li glanced sideways, and Shang Yan walked over.

"Have you eaten yet?" she asked.

"not yet."

"Then you can eat with me."

"it is good."

Sister-in-law Wu is also very discerning, and immediately moved a chair to the side. She basically prepares a portion for two people for every meal.

Knowing that Shang Yan usually dines with Xu Li in the hospital.

Watching them eat, she slowly exited the room.

Did Shang Yan not hide it from her, and told her Xiaojiu's diagnosis result.

Xu Li moved her lips, but did not speak.

The ward was so quiet for a long time, Shang Yan put down his chopsticks, reached out to hold her hand, and said in a low voice, "Dr. Xiao said that he can recover, and Su Bao and I will be with you."

"En." She responded softly, watching her hand being pinched by him.

"Ali, I'm here, and I'll always be here." His voice was also very soft, a little hoarse, and even full of a hint of begging.

After hearing Xiao Jiu's words, it would be a lie to say that she is not afraid.

He went back to take a shower, but he didn't sleep much, his mind was like a slideshow, repeating Xiaojiu's words over and over again.

The latter may be because the brain is too tired, and it will take less than an hour to simply squint for a while.

"I know." Of course Xu Li knew what he was worried about, grabbed his hand, and slowly leaned on his shoulder, "Shang Yan, I won't."

For him, for Su Bao, she will not take the road of suicide.

She hasn't held a wedding with him yet, and hasn't seen Su Bao grow up, so how could she be willing to leave!
Shang Yan put his arms around her shoulders, lowered his head and kissed her forehead.

As if he had waited for her promise, the gloom accumulated in his chest dissipated a lot, and his breathing became much smoother.

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Before eight in the morning, Xu Li and Shang Yan were waiting outside the glass room.

Two nurses came out from inside, one was holding Subao, the other was carrying Subao's daily necessities.

Just after eating milk, Su Bao's small mouth is still squirming, and a pair of round eyes are staring at Xu Li.

Xu Li's hands trembled, and she took him over from the nurse.

The little guy is small and soft, and it feels like a little heavier force can hurt him.

The precautions that the nurse said sounded in his ears, Xu Li didn't listen to a single word, and concentrated on looking at Su Bao in his arms, his eyes became softer.

"Su Bao...it's mother." She murmured softly, never tired of joy.

Shang Yan listened to all the precautions verbatim, and asked a few questions carefully, then took Xu Li back to the ward with his things in his arms.

The confinement sister-in-law has been waiting for her for a long time, and when she met, she praised a few words about Subao. She is fair and beautiful, and she looks like her father and mother.

For parents, this is what they love to hear.

Xu Li and Shang Yan were no exception.

"Shang Yan, he is so good, you can hug him." Xu Li looked up at Shang Yan.

Shang Yan pursed his lips and couldn't help becoming nervous, but he didn't refuse.

Xu Li put the child in his arms, and the concubine was beside him instructing him in the posture of holding the child. After a while, Su Bao suddenly pursed his mouth and began to cry.

Shang Yan froze, and a rare look of bewilderment flashed across his face.

Both of them are first-time parents, and they were a little flustered when faced with the crying of the child. The confinement sister-in-law took the child over and examined it calmly, and said with a smile, "Sir, madam, don't be nervous, the young master is stinking." The smell is uncomfortable, just wait until you change it."

Next, the confinement wife cleaned Subao, oiled it, and changed diapers. After a series of actions, it went like running water.

Xu Li and Shang Yan looked on like good scholars, very serious.

When she felt comfortable, Xiao Subao fell asleep in the crib.

After nine o'clock, Shang Zhihuai and Han Qianyue came. They first cared about Xu Li's recovery, and then went to see the little grandson. They laughed so hard that they couldn't close their mouths.

Xiao Subao was still asleep, and they didn't wake him up. After ten o'clock, they saw that Xu Li was sleepy and left.

At noon, Xu Li took a bottle to feed Xiao Subao.

The old lady and Ge Qin came over with chicken soup.

Seeing Su Bao, the old lady and Ge Qin were also very happy, and they even hugged Su Bao for a while.

"A Yan, A Li is about to give birth to confinement, Su Bao's full moon wine, are you planning to do it?" The old lady teased Su Bao for a while, then suddenly raised her head and asked.

Shang Zhihuai and Han Qianyue had mentioned this matter when they came in the morning.

Shang Yan nodded, "Yes, Su Bao is the grandson of Shang's grandson. His full moon wine and birthday banquet are indispensable. My parents are already choosing a place to hold the banquet."

"That's good, we think the same way. Su Bao is the first child of you and A Li, and the eldest grandson of the merchant and the Xu family. I don't know how many people are watching this full moon wine. It has to be done, and it needs to be grown up." Do something special."

The old lady touched Su Bao's little hand and continued, "It's not easy for this child. We can't treat him badly after staying in the incubator for so long."

"Ali was also hard during her pregnancy, and she went through..." Halfway through, the old lady stopped talking.

"You and Ah Li didn't have a wedding, so this full moon wine is also a kind of reward for her." Ge Qin took the conversation.

Xu Li didn't really care about these things, but she didn't refute them either.

The old lady was right, her little crispy baby should have the best things in the world.

The full moon wine and the first birthday banquet are indispensable.

After Su Bao fell asleep, Ge Qin and the old lady left.

Xu Li also took a nap.

Around two o'clock, Xiao Jiu came, and Xu Yi happened to be there.

He also just came back from Germany today. He wanted to come back after hearing that Xu Li had given birth prematurely.

After a few words, he could see the changes in Xu Li, but before he could ask in detail, the psychiatrist came.

During the individual treatment, he and Shang Yan left the ward.

Shang Yan also knew what he was going to ask, so he said directly, "Moderately depressed, without treatment intervention, she will have suicidal tendencies. Her mental condition is getting worse and worse, and she has nightmares every night and can't sleep."

Xu Yi was a little astonished, and hesitated for a long time, "Because of that?"

"She saw Meng Chuning jump off the building in front of her."

"Shang Yan, this is your responsibility." Xu Yi knew that it was pointless to accuse him now, the thing had already happened.

But when he saw Xu Li's appearance just now, he couldn't help feeling distressed.

Obviously before he went to Germany, she was still in good condition, with bright eyes, and she loved to smile so much.

But now, his eyes are as calm as a pool of stagnant water, his whole body has no energy, not to mention joking, even his spirit is much less.

"Well, I know." Shang Yan did not deny it.

This matter is indeed his responsibility.

If at that time, he went back to get the bag and asked her to wait there, or if he hadn't removed the bodyguards he had arranged for her before, this incident would never have happened.

Xu Li wouldn't be tortured like this.

The two leaned against the walls on both sides of the door, waiting silently.

After more than an hour, the door opened, Xiao Jiu walked out, Shang Yan and Xu Yi leaned over, "How is it?"

Xiao Jiu looked at them, and suddenly smiled, "Don't worry, you two, psychotherapy itself pays attention to step-by-step, it is impossible for me to say that Mrs. Shang is cured once, this is the antidepressant drug I prescribed for her, there are Mark it, just eat it as written on it.”

"The next treatment time is scheduled for next Wednesday, what does Mr. Shang think?"

Shang Yan responded, "Yes."

"Okay, then I'll go first, call me anytime if you have any questions." Xiao Jiu and the others nodded slightly and walked away.

The two of them came in one after the other, Xu Li was sitting on the edge of the bed, looking at Su Bao who was sleeping soundly in the crib, her eyes were soft, but seemed lifeless and empty.

"Ali, how do you feel?" Shang Yan sat beside her, asking her in a gentle voice what she thought of the first treatment.

Xu Li raised her eyes, showing a very shallow smile, "Well, it's good, Shang Yan, I want to eat strawberries."

"Okay, Chen Mo is on his way here, I'll ask him to bring it for you, what else do you want to eat?"

"Blueberries, green grapes, and oranges."

"it is good."

In the evening, Bai Junhua also came to visit Xu Li.

She also fulfilled her previous promise, bought a pair of silver locks and sealed a big red envelope for Su Bao as a meeting gift, and asked Xu Li to take several photos with Su Bao in her arms, just to post to Moments.

Proclaim loudly that he has a son.

Pei Tingyu, who was far away in country F, just happened to go to lunch after class, and came across Bai Junhua's circle of friends.

Knowing that Xiaosubao came out of the incubator, he flashed a video to apply.

When Xu Li saw it, he picked it up directly. Pei Tingyu first asked about Xu Li's recovery, and then heard Bai Junhua teasing Su Bao, and couldn't help it.

"Hurry up, show me Xiaosubao."

The camera turned around, and Xiao Subao was obediently lying in Bai Junhua's arms, her eyes were wide open, and her pink and tender mouth was pursing, smacking and twitching, so cute.

"Ah, my baby godson, why are you so cute, godmother really wants to hug you." Pei Tingyu said in a long-tailed voice, "Should I take a vacation now and go back to see you?"

Xu Li knew that Pei Tingyu had definitely had a good time.

She is hiding from someone now, there is no way she will come to Kyoto.

"By the way, Ali, are you about to confine yourself? Do you know how to make full moon wine?"

"En." Xu Li responded softly.

"Hey, Tingyu, I've delivered the meeting gift for my godson, what about yours?" Bai Junhua interjected.

"Hmph, it's up to you to say. I already prepared it yesterday and mailed the things back. It will take about five days to arrive. I thought you were going to be discharged from the hospital soon, so I filled in the address in Jinyuan."

"Okay. You just finished class?" Xu Li saw so many foreigners behind her, and they were still holding trays, so she probably was in the cafeteria.

"Yeah, coming to the cafeteria to have a meal is like a refugee famine. Ah, to be honest, I really miss the sweet and sour pork ribs made by Aunt Ye, the spicy beef made by Uncle Lin, and the sweet and sour fish made by my mother."

As soon as the words fell, the door of the ward opened suddenly.

Xu Li's hand holding the mobile phone shook according to her body. It was originally facing Su Bao's camera, but it was raised to face the door.

Into the mirror is a slender figure, dressed in a black suit.

"Brother." Xu Li called softly.

Shang Yu nodded, with a gentle smile on his face, "Well, I know that Su Bao came out of the incubator today, so I'll come over and have a look."

Turning his eyes slightly, he noticed the screen on Xu Li's phone, and that delicate baby face that he hadn't seen for a long time came into his eyes without any warning.

At that moment, his heart beat slightly, his pupils were suffocated, and an unspeakable emotion slowly spread in his heart.

Coincidentally, Pei Tingyu at the other end of the video also saw him.

Originally, when she heard Xu Li's 'big brother', she thought it was Xu Yi, but when she saw that face, she turned pale, almost instinctively, she quickly cut off the video.

Shang Yu's eyes sank, and he walked over.

Bai Junhua also noticed that the video on her phone was cut off, so she quickly raised her hand and pressed the phone down.

Xu Li was stunned for a moment, but immediately understood, and put away the phone in time.

"The little guy looks pretty good." Shang Yu smiled and touched Xiao Subao's face.

"Little Subao, your uncle is here."

Bai Junhua smiled and raised the unmarked seal, Xu Li smiled slightly, "Brother, do you want a hug?"

(End of this chapter)