proud of marriage

Chapter 301 Chapter 301: I can't save you, let alone... myself
"To be honest, I hate you so much, I hate you so much, it's all because of you that I'm down to this point." She turned her head and looked at her, "It's funny, but in the end, you can say a few words of sincerity to me. The one who talks, but you are the only one."

"Don't be impulsive, don't act recklessly, Meng Chuning, you are not bad at all, you need good looks, good acting skills, as long as you correct your mentality, it is not difficult to return to the entertainment industry." Xu Li gritted her teeth. .

"Are you... comforting me?"

Meng Chuning felt that she could hear the sincerity in her words, but it was a little unbelievable.

Even her own parents have never cared about her, but Xu Li, whom she has always regarded as an enemy, will care about her at this time.

But it was too late...

That beam of light still couldn't shine in, and a comeback was meaningless to her.

"Xu Li, I have no way out, and I can't see my way out." She chuckled softly, tears welling up in her eyes, "I don't want to die quietly, and I don't want all my grievances and thoughts to be known."

"Even... I thought about dragging you to hell with me."

Xu Li's heart sank, and she looked at Meng Chuning in shock.

She suddenly got up and walked towards her. At that moment, Xu Li was instantly occupied by panic and fear, suppressing the discomfort in her body, and pushed her body back, "Are... are you crazy? Meng Chuning, don't you Come here, don't come here..."

At this time, Meng Chuning's psychological defense line has already collapsed, and there is no logic or reason at all.

Her mother's endless demands for money, her cold attitude, and Xu Li's pregnancy were the last straws that strangled her.

Meng Chuning knelt down in front of her, grabbed her shoulders, and laughed like crazy, "Are you afraid? Hahahahaha, yes, you are still pregnant, of course you will be afraid, but... ...Looking at you like this, I really feel relieved and comfortable."

"You're right, I'm crazy, I was driven crazy by you."

She pushed her away again, stood up and took two steps back, "Since I was a child, I have lived in a patriarchal family of origin, and my mother gave me the transmissions to my younger brother, delicious food and drink Anyone who is fun will stick to him first, but I... am a piece of trash that can be discarded at any time."

"When I grow up, I will be their cash cow. Whenever I have no money, they will ask me for it. I don't care whether my situation is difficult or not. If I don't give it, I will be a white-eyed wolf, an unfilial daughter, and all kinds of abuse."

"I really envy you, very, very envious."

Xu Li's back slammed into the pillar behind her hard, and the piercing pain spread instantly, which made her ugly face twist instantly.

The discomfort in the stomach became more and more intense.

"So, you tied me here today, you didn't just want to chat with me, did you!" Xu Li raised her sharp eyes.

"Yes, I want you and your children to go to hell with me."

"you!"

"But I regret it now." Meng Chuning laughed a few times, and slowly stepped back, "Putting you on will only dirty my samsara circuit, I don't want it! I want to have a good tire in my next life, and I have The man who loves me and loves my parents, spoils me and protects me, so...in this life, I don't want any more."

She spoke softly, stepped back to the edge, and looked bright under the warm sun.

But his face and eyes were dead silent and lifeless.

"Meng Chuning!"

Xu Li opened her eyes wide in horror, suppressed the discomfort in her body, and wanted to get closer.

"Don't come here!" Meng Chuning yelled angrily, "That's not right... To be honest, Xu Li, I'm very happy that I can chat with you like this today, talk about the pain and grievance in my heart, and then... I also got your care and comfort, which is very good."

"Speaking out, I feel much more comfortable and relaxed, so that's it."

She smiled slowly, looking at the bright red blood flowing from Xu Li's trouser legs, she narrowed her eyes, "You seem to be about to give birth."

Xu Li gritted her teeth, her stomach gradually began to ache, she held her stomach and slowly sat on the ground again, "Meng Chuning! Call me 120, I beg you, you can count the grievances between you and me whatever you want , but the child in my stomach is innocent, he is not wrong..."

"Yes, there is nothing wrong. Did I make mistakes when I was a child?"

Meng Chuning clenched the blood on the ground, "I'm the one who wants you dead, and I called 120 for an ambulance? Hahaha, are you dreaming? If I don't pull you, it will be the last of my kindness." .”

The pain in her stomach was getting worse and worse. Just looking at the pool of blood under her body, Xu Li almost lost her mind, and tears came out of her sore eyes.

"This child is really important to me, Meng Chuning...ah...it hurts..."

Suddenly, a mobile phone was thrown in front of her. Because of the distance, the screen of the mobile phone was already broken when it hit the ground.

"You fight it yourself, I can't save you, I can't save your child, and I can't save... myself."

Perhaps Xu Li's unwarranted words of relief just now softened her heart, as if if something happened to the child in her womb, she really couldn't bear it.

"Goodbye, Xu Li, goodbye, this disgusting world..."

"do not want!"

The moment she saw Meng Chuning leaning back, Xu Li's heart-piercing voice pierced through the sky, deafening, and the next moment, a huge crash sounded one after another.

At that moment, it seemed that the world was quiet.

Xu Li froze in place, tears pooled in her eyes, and did not fall out for a long time.

Meng Chuning didn't even want to go back alive today, she came here with the intention of committing suicide.

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Outside the operating room of the hospital's delivery room, Shang Yan's hands were stained red with blood, and his clothes were also stained with blood.

"Xu Li lost a lot of blood, and the fetus in her womb also showed signs of hypoxia, and she was born prematurely, Mr. Shang...you have to be mentally prepared." The obstetrician in surgical gown looked at him solemnly.

Shang Yan's Adam's apple twitched slightly, and he said in a low voice, "I will protect you."

The doctor paused, "We will do our best."

After finishing speaking, the doctor turned around and entered the operating room, where the red light was on.

There was a gust of wind in the long corridor, which made Shang Yan shudder. He took two steps forward aimlessly, supported the wall and sat down slowly on the ground, bent his legs, and lowered his head to look at the clean ground .

In his mind, when he arrived at the abandoned factory not long ago, Xu Li was lying in a pool of blood on the edge of the sixth floor, rubbing his stomach with both hands, and had already fainted and lost consciousness.

And when she stretched out her hand, between the nearest pillar, there was a shocking bloodstain.

It was evident that she had made an effort to climb over.

What shocked him even more was that Meng Chuning, who fell to a bloody mess on the stone slab on the first floor, didn't know what happened at the scene, but just from what he saw, he felt extremely suffocated.

Time passed by minute by minute.

Xu Zhengsong, Shang Yu, Chen Mo, Tang Xin, Qiao Shan and Bai Junhua all arrived one after another.

But Shang Yan seemed to have no intuition, just sat there, motionless and silent.

When he took Xu Li out of the abandoned factory, the police also arrived, quickly cordoned off the scene, and dealt with Meng Chuning's body.

Two hours later, two policemen came over, and it was Xu Zhengsong and Shang Yu who went to answer the question together.

After another hour, the lights in the operating room were turned off, and after a while, the door opened, and someone came out and shouted 'Xu Li's family members'.

Shang Yan seemed to have been reinjected into his soul, and immediately stood up. The numbness of his legs made him almost unable to stand still, but it was Chen Mo who was on the side who supported him with quick eyes and hands.

"gentlemen!"

Shang Yan didn't care too much, and rushed over, "I am, I am her husband, doctor, how is she?"

"The operation was successful, and Xu Li was out of danger, but the baby's condition is not very optimistic, because the mother lost too much blood, coupled with the long time of hypoxia, and was born prematurely, and now she has not passed the dangerous period."

"It's a boy, weighing 2.3 kilograms. The child will be temporarily treated in an incubator in the ICU."

"Although Xu Li's life is not in danger, she is very weak now, and with the anesthetic, it is normal for her to fall asleep for a day or two."

Hearing the doctor's words, Shang Yan secretly breathed a sigh of relief, and the rest of the breath was for the child.

Xu Li really fell asleep for two or three days, and didn't wake up until the fourth morning.

In addition to the white ceiling, what catches the eye is Shang Yan lying beside her bed.

"Shang Yan."

She called softly.

Shang Yan heard the sound, and got up suddenly. The moment he saw her wake up, he was stunned for a moment, and hurriedly got up and asked, "Are you awake? I... I'll call."

Xu Li moved her lips, and before she could make a sound, Shang Yan went to call the doctor.

After a while, several doctors and nurses crowded the originally quiet and deserted ward.

After several checks, Xu Li realized that her big belly was gone, and the memory in her mind suddenly went back and forth to the scene of Meng Chuning committing suicide by jumping off the building.

The pool of blood and flesh flashed past, and Xu Li's breathing instantly became rapid.

Subconsciously pressed his temples with both hands, trying to dispel all those images.

"Ali, what's wrong?" Shang Yan grabbed her arm nervously when he saw this, and asked in a low voice.

She looked around, looked up at Shang Yan, her eyes were full of urgency and panic, her voice was choked with sobs, "Shang Yan, where is the child?"

Shang Yan pursed his lips, sat down, and explained softly, "The baby is fine now, because it was born prematurely. It is now in the incubator. It is a boy. It weighed six pounds when it was born."

"That's fine, that's fine..."

Xu Li's tense body slowly relaxed, her lips moved, she didn't dare to ask, but she had to ask, "That Meng..."

"Don't think about that now. You just gave birth and your body is weak." Shang Yan noticed that her emotions were not right, interrupted her thoughts in time, and comforted her in a low voice, "Are you hungry? After sleeping for so long, I Can I buy you something to eat?"

"Shang Yan, I want to see the child..."

"No, you just woke up, and the wound is still healing."

Shang Yan interrupted her again, but seeing her pale face stained with loneliness, he took out his mobile phone, "I went to see him last night and took a picture."

Xu Li's eyes lit up, she took the phone and flipped through the photo album one by one, there were about thirty or forty photos, the little people in them were pink and tender, with tubes stuck in their bodies.

Xu Li's heart twitched, her nose felt a little sour.

Turning forward, the first photo was obviously taken on the day of birth, and the little guy still had white milia on his body.

"Then when can I see him?"

"Ask the doctor in a few days. If the doctor says yes, it's fine. You just woke up. May I buy you some porridge?"

Xu Li nodded, staring at the photo of the little person on the phone and began to be dazed.

After nine o'clock, Xu Zhengsong brought Ge Qin and the old lady to visit her.I don't know if it was because she was too weak just after waking up, but Xu Li said very little, and couldn't even force a smile.

It's just that when she saw the old lady and Ge Qin, she said a few simple words of relief, and then she had nothing to say, and her mood seemed relatively low.

Near noon, Shang Zhihuai, Han Qianyue, and Shang Yingrong came with nutritious soup and lunch.

Xu Li was still in this state, she couldn't eat a few mouthfuls, and fell asleep when she was tired.

The fact that Xu Li was kidnapped before was not widely publicized, but the matter of Meng Chuning was not hidden, and it was still on the hot search.

It caused quite a stir on the Internet.

Netizens also began to mourn her.

However, after her death, Meng Chuning's parents learned that Meng Chuning had no inheritance, and when there were only [-] to [-] left in the account, they immediately collapsed.

After checking later, I found out that Meng Chuning sold both houses under her name before committing suicide. All the things that could be turned into money were converted into cash and donated to several mountain schools, and also funded Several students stayed until college graduation.

After this incident was announced on the Internet, it also won the favor of many passers-by, and they all felt sorry.

There were also a small number of Meng Chuning's fans who attacked Xu Li on Weibo, thinking that she was partly responsible for Meng Chuning's suicide.

Of course, such remarks were not only resented by Xu Li's fans, but also scolded by passers-by at the same time.

The child's condition is gradually improving, but there is still a period of time before he is out of the incubator.

But the time to apply for a birth certificate and register is approaching, and the child's name is also on the agenda.

Shang Zhihuai asked a fortune teller to name the child three times based on his horoscope.

Shang Shengyu, Shang Youyi, Shang Luyuan.

"Which one do you like?" Shang Yan showed Xu Li the three names.

Xu Li pursed her lips, looked at the three names, and said nothing.

"I don't like these three names very much." Seeing that she was silent, Shang Yan knew that she was not very satisfied, so he said, "I want to name him Shang Muxu."

Shang Yan admires Xu Li.

Xu Li was slightly stunned, looking at him, with a slightly moved expression on his face, and curled the corners of his lips, "Well, I like this."

"Okay, that's it. Do you want to think of a nickname?"

"Nick name?" Xu Li thought for a moment, "Let's call it Su Bao."

Without too much implication, she hoped that his future life would go smoothly and be more casual.

Shang Yan didn't refute. Seeing that she was about to return to the dazed state, he asked softly, "The first and last names have been chosen, shouldn't we tell Su Bao that he has a name?"

(End of this chapter)