Chapter 196 I'm Sure
It always feels like everything is under control.

"Come on, you should be glad that I didn't plan on you. I still have an urgent need. I wonder if the general is willing to help me?"

"Is there anything else that can be my turn to help? Tell me." Nan Yi asked with great interest, and had a general idea in his heart, either it was about the military camp, or it was about the court.

"Can the military pay be lowered a little bit? You have reported too much, like a lion talking loudly." Zhou Yiwen's opinion did not have much momentum. He also knew that this was an unreasonable request. Today's treasury, It needs to be filled with high taxes from the people, and then supplied to the soldiers in the barracks.

"You're about to get over it, you just said you don't want to use your mind on me, and you've revealed your secrets so soon?" Nan Yi said with a smile, Zhou Yiwen coughed, and didn't bring up this topic again, just sat here for a while, When the rain subsided, I took an umbrella and left.

Feng Yici continued to be busy with court affairs, Nan Yi didn't want to disturb him, so he went out, and sat in the gazebo outside. Because of the heavy rain, many petals of the peach blossoms were smashed off, and they fell on the wet ground , blending with it, the peach blossoms stained with soil were scattered and broken.

There are little ripples on the lakeside, but the temperature has some humidity, which is very cold, especially when a breeze blows, the cold air is piercing to the bone, and goose bumps are raised.

Xu Zhizhi wanted to go to the kitchen to prepare lunch, but saw Nan Yi wearing thin clothes sitting in the gazebo drinking tea, the light rain also made the scene foggy, making it hard to see clearly, so she asked the maid to bring thin clothes The cloak walked over to the gazebo and put it on Nan Yi.

"Princess, today's weather has dropped suddenly, you have to pay attention to your body." Xu Zhizhi said with concern, and then sat down. The maid poured her a cup of tea, which was still steaming, but the table was short of a good plate. Pastry, to match such a mellow tea.

"It's okay, I grew up rough in the military camp, and my body is very strong." Nan Yi looked at Xu Zhizhi and replied, she just smiled and didn't answer the words, the two sat quietly for a while, the rain came again It's big.

"How did you meet His Highness? I think His Highness treats you very well, and he doesn't tolerate anyone else except you. Even if there is an opportunity, I can't take advantage of it."

"I just met at the Spring Festival banquet. I owed him too much. I wanted to pay him back, but I got deeper and deeper, until my heart completely stayed on him, and I didn't pay back what I owed. Guilt." Nan Yi told the truth, but these seemed a little too ridiculous, Xu Zhizhi would definitely not believe it.

Who would believe that man can be born again?

"Sin? What kind of debt can you owe? Love debt?" Xu Zhizhi's tone clearly disbelieves, Nan Yi didn't explain too much, and just laughed it off. Only then did she realize that she and Xu Zhizhi had nothing to talk about , being with her, from time to time, I would think of how Xu Jingtang fought those twelve princes in Lin'an.

I don't know if he will stand out among the many princes with his scheming.

There is also his sister here, waiting for him to take him back to Lin'an.

"This prince's palace is really stuffy. Even if the sun shines in, it can't make people happy. It's not as free as the princess." Xu Zhizhi talked about her mood and predicament. She really didn't like staying here, but here There is Feng Yici, but he doesn't have himself in his heart at all, and he hasn't even given it a few times.

Her mood became more and more depressed day by day, and only then did she realize that the loneliness and solitude of being trapped in the deep palace can hollow out a person's heart.

"You like Ah Ci, don't you?" Nan Yi asked directly in her heart. After so many days, if she couldn't see it, she couldn't justify it. What she said now was not only about the boredom of the palace, but also about the wind Yi Ci's indifference.

If Feng Yici had a little love for her, she wouldn't feel that the palace was boring.

"It's not very important to like it or not. What's important is that I'm trapped here, and I've lost too much."

"What is lost can be made up one day, but when love is not obtained, there is no way to make up for it. Knowing that, Ah Ci will never like you, I am very sure."

Xu Zhizhi's heart sank a lot. She knew that Nanyi said these words because Feng Yici gave her enough love, which made her qualified and confident to say to herself that the loved one is really can be unscrupulous.

"I really like him. From the first time I saw him, I felt that this person is different and I like him very much. But later, I found out that if I didn't do something out of line, he would still be the same. I said a few words, but whenever I overdo it a little bit, his eyes are full of boredom."

"You don't even want to talk to me. After you came back from the frontier, you don't have the right to talk to me. I don't even have the qualifications to integrate into your life. I am the most favored little princess in Lin'an. No matter where you are , surrounded by people who flatter me and flatter me, telling me that my status is very honorable all the time, everything has changed too fast."

Xu Zhizhi couldn't bear this huge sense of gap at the beginning, but now she is used to it. Every day and night, the pain in her heart and the heart to endure all the changes have long been dilapidated.

Nan Yi didn't answer for a long time, she had already thought about this, but she couldn't help Xu Zhizhi get out of this predicament, she could only learn to accept it slowly, the environment will not change, only people will change.

"The fate of most girls has long been fixed here. If I hadn't gone to battle to kill the enemy, and fought with my life to get the position of general, maybe I would still be competing with you in this palace and plotting against each other. "

"Prince Princess's words are wrong. With His Highness's love for you, why do you need to plot against me? Fighting and jealous? Standing here, you are the winner, why bother to fight with me? And your structure, and mind, How could you be willing to be trapped in this deep palace?" Xu Zhizhi complained, she knew that her status in the palace was far inferior to Nanyi.

It's fine if her status is inferior, but Feng Yici only has her in her heart, so how can she feel this sense of complete defeat?

"I think it's naive to be jealous. It's just a man. If you love you, you don't need to play tricks. If you don't love you, why bother to play tricks? It's not worth it for a man. If you want to use his love to do something, you can do it." To play scheming, if it's his heart, not only is it stupid, but it's also wrong, and it's not necessary for him in this life, just think about it."

Nan Yi advised her, men are just men, and there is no one in the world, so why bother to fight for it?Take your time, and you will always meet someone who can only pretend to be you.

(End of this chapter)

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