Era space: flirting with tens of billions of materials

"..."

awkward.

The last time Xie Yufei felt so embarrassed was in front of the big red list.

Old Wu was stunned when he saw him, and subconsciously asked a very profound question:

"Have you got a meal yet?"

"..."

The two were silent for three minutes before Xie Yufei regained his composure.

He suddenly laughed and said, "Not yet, I'll go home and eat later."

He smiled, and Old Wu felt less embarrassed. He pointed to the ward behind him and said, "I have to go get some water. Can you help me stay with Ling'er for a while?"

The steps were all paved to the feet, so Xie Yufei really had no reason not to walk down.

He responded and said: "Brother Ang, please hurry up, I have to go home early."

"Hey, okay."

Old Wu left first. After a moment of silence, Xie Yufei finally opened the wooden door of the ward.

Guan Manling now lives in a single ward. Xie Yufei is actually familiar with such a ward. His eldest brother lived in such a ward for more than a month when he was eighteen years old.

However, the ward in front of me was a bit unfamiliar and had a bit more of a sense of life.

There is a small alcohol stove, a small bag of rice, and two lunch boxes on the table in the corner.

There is a can filled with water on the windowsill, and a bouquet of wild flowers picked from nowhere. They are not that beautiful, but they are blooming very hard.

Guan Manling has become thin and disfigured, her eye sockets are sunken, and she looks darker. The back of my hand had long been bruised and purple due to constant injections, and was so swollen that even the blood vessels could not be found.

Xie Yufei never thought that a person could lose weight so quickly.

She was sitting on the bedside with a manuscript paper on her lap. The pen in her hand leaked some ink, dyeing her fingertips blue.

"Aren't you going to... huh? You're here." When Guan Manling saw Xie Yufei, her expression was not too surprised. Instead, she seemed to have expected that he would come.

"Well, you..."

Xie Yufei felt terribly distressed. He felt that he should go see a doctor later. He might have a heart disease or something.

"Sit." Guan Manling slowly stretched out her hand and pointed at the small bench beside the bed, as if making such an action would cause her great pain.

Xie Yufei moved his stiff legs and walked over, almost tripping himself.

He sat down, looked at her silently, and asked softly: "Is the treatment ineffective?"

"Yes." Guan Manling raised the corners of her mouth and said, "The doctor worked very hard, but I really can't live up to the expectations."

Xie Yufei frowned and made another suggestion: "Well... how about I send you... and Angkor to Xiangjiang? The hospital over there may be able to help."

Xie Yufei had mentioned this to Guan Manling once through Lin Nianhe, but Guan Manling refused.

Guan Manling didn't bother him when the old matter was brought up again, and she still shook her head: "Nianhe told me about this, but I think it's better to forget it..." She frowned, a little childish, "I don't want to bother anymore. , it really hurts.”

People who have never experienced cancer pain will never know what kind of torture it is. Not only will the body hurt, but the mind will also be constantly pulled between wanting to live and wanting to die, which can make people collapse.

Xie Yufei looked at her with red eyes.

He knew Guan Manling. With such a strong character, if she could express pain, she must be almost unbearable.

He was silent, unable to say a single word that he had rehearsed countless times in his mind before.

Guan Manling asked him: "Nianhe said you were preparing for the college entrance examination. How did you do in the exam? Have you been admitted?"

Only then did Xie Yufei remember the perfect excuse he had brought with him today. With a few trembling fingers, he took out the admission notice and handed it to her.

He yelled around the compound like he was having fun, but this notice was not shown to anyone.

He was also afraid that he might break it accidentally. But when Guan Manling asked, he wanted to show her.

Guan Manling took it and carefully read the words above word for word.

After reading, she smiled and said to Xie Yufei: "Congratulations, your dream has come true."

Xie Yufei opened his mouth but said nothing.

He once had a dream to marry the eldest girl of the Guan family.

Later, Miss Guan got married, and the groom was not him.

He later had a dream that Guan Manling could recover.

Nowadays, Guan Manling is becoming increasingly haggard and her time is running out.

His dreams were shattered one after another.

He thought, it would be great if life was like the college entrance examination.

As long as he works hard, he will gain something.

But there are some things that no matter how hard he tries, he won't get good results.

Xie Yufei's eyes were red.

Guan Manling suddenly laughed.

She returned the notice to him and said, "I have seen your film "Forest Farm". Nianhe specially brought a projector to show it to me... You shot it really well, and the actress is also pretty."

Xie Yufei blurted out: "She looks a bit like you."

Xie Yufei didn't lie.

When he was choosing an actress, his first impression was that this girl's eyes looked a bit like Guan Manling.

Guan Manling may not have noticed it herself. She subconsciously touched her face and said mockingly, "She is much prettier than me."

Xie Yufei shook his head seriously.

He said: "You are the best looking."

In this case, Xie Yufei has told Guan Manling countless times before that no matter whether she laughs, curses, or looks sick, he thinks she is the most beautiful.

Guan Manling smiled, returned the notice to him, and handed him her manuscript paper, saying: "I'm writing a novel recently, and I want to write about some of our past... But I write very slowly, and I just finished Ya Philai Corps... Oh yes, how did Yafei do in the exam?"

Xie Yufei took the manuscript paper, looked at the frivolous words on it, and said: "Ya Fei did very well in the exam, with a score of 301. Xiaohe and the others discussed applying for her to enroll in Fudan's mathematics department... You wrote really well, I can help You publish.”

Xie Yufei said this with confidence. As the favorite of editors, if he wanted to publish an article, all he had to do was make a phone call.

Guan Manling suddenly blushed. She wanted to snatch the manuscript paper back, but she didn't have the strength. As soon as she stretched out her hand, it fell softly on the quilt.

"Don't make fun of me, I'm just writing for fun, and there's no ending yet."

"Then write the ending," Xie Yufei's voice was trembling, "write it slowly, bit by bit, don't rush..."

Xie Yufei expected that if Guan Manling had such a thought, would she be able to persist a little longer?

Guan Manling looked at him in silence for a long time, then nodded gently: "Okay, I'll finish writing the ending."

"Ok!"

Xie Yufei felt like he couldn't hold on any longer. He said, "I'm going to see Angkor. Why hasn't he come back from fetching water..."

He stood up and left, as if fleeing in despair. He even forgot to return the manuscript paper in his hand to Guan Manling.

Guan Manling looked at his back and said almost inaudibly: "Thank you... I'm sorry..."

Thank you for always liking me.

Sorry, I lied to you.