A sickly beauty becomes a god in a horror game

Chapter 335 Chapter 335: [Lianzhi Gongzuo] A firm mind

Qiu Ge didn't know what to say.

Her lips moved for a long time, and she said, "I'm sorry, it's all my fault..."

White Tea: "..."

Bai Cha looked at her suspiciously.

"Why are you apologizing? You didn't feel sorry for me. You wanted to escape, but you haven't escaped yet, so you haven't apologized to your parents. What are you blaming yourself for?"

Qiu Ge was completely speechless.

She fell back on the bed.

After a while, Qiu Ge opened his mouth.

"Am I very useless... I know what you said is right, and I want to live according to my heart, but I can't."

Qiu Ge raised her arms, covered her eyes, and also blocked her tears.

"I really can't do it. My mother is very kind to me. She always cares about whether I eat well, where I feel uncomfortable, whether I will be cold, and whether I want to eat..."

"Father is also very good, he will always bring me some gadgets from outside, and he will also take me out with my mother..."

"I really can't do it, let them be implicated by me, even if I know that they abandoned me, but I still can't do it."

Bai Cha sighed silently.

This is of course very normal.

If it was her, she might not be able to do it.

But is it going to be burned to death?
The plot can't be just that, can it?
"If you can't do it, you can't do it." Bai Cha said.

Qiu Ge was taken aback.

"I said, I exist only because of you."

When Bai Cha said this, he paused.

Yes, Heng Yao, was it born specifically for Qiuge, or because of her?

Because she still yearns for some changes deep in her heart, longing to do what she "can't do".

This can’t be done, the reason why the quotation marks are because it’s not that she can’t do it, but that she doesn’t want to do it, there are countless shackles on her body that bind her, making her feel that these things shouldn’t be done, so she doesn’t want to do it .

"What do you want to do, I will help you do it, and if you don't want to, I won't do it either."

Bai Cha finished the rest.

If Heng Yao was indeed born because of Qiu Ge, then what is the relationship between the two of them?

Qiu Ge was moved and felt even more guilty.

"I'm sorry... I'm so useless, I'm always vacillating like this, always delaying everything like this, even if I know what I'm about to face, I always want to procrastinate..."

Maybe she won't have to choose after a little more delay, even if the result is that she will die badly.

But it's always over, isn't it?
"Hengyao, if you were me, you would definitely choose to escape, right?"

Baicha was silent.

She thought about it seriously, no matter what happened to Heng Yao, but she was in such a situation.

"No, I will not run away, but I will not sit still. I will destroy the Buddha statue. I will die anyway. Then I will destroy it first, and then commit suicide. Of course, this is the ideal state. If it cannot be destroyed, Then I'll just kill myself."

In short, it is impossible for her to let herself go to a fate of being burned to death.

"If I must die, I choose to die by myself. No matter what, the choice must be in my hands."

"After all, as you said, you can't abandon your parents, and I am the same. I give them back my life as atonement, and I don't owe them any more. Then I will no longer be sacrificed, but I will also escape my own fate."

Qiu Ge was stunned.

"Suicide?"

It's not like she didn't think about it.

However, she is also hesitating.

"But when you think about it, don't you feel reconciled?" Bai Cha asked quietly.

Qiu Ge pursed her lips and remained silent.

"I always seem to be like this. No matter what I do, I want to do it but don't want to do it...I envy you so much. I can make a choice no matter what, but I can't..."

"Can't or can't?"

Qiu Ge: "...No way."

"Because you are afraid, you are afraid that you can't bear the consequences, but if you don't make a choice, can you bear the consequences? Or you think this is not the choice you make, so no matter what the consequences are, you can Blame it on someone else, so you don't have to bear it?"

Bai Cha felt a little overwhelmed, and indeed exhausted his last patience.

"I've told you a lot, this is the last time, even if someone forces you to do something, you don't do anything, but you still have to bear the consequences, because this is your life, this is your last Opportunity."

"Don't call me again, before you make a choice, don't call me again, Qiu Ge, I can help you, only when you make a choice, I can help."

After finishing speaking, Baicha completely shut down the wheat.

Qiuge cried again in pain.

It took a long time before she managed to calm down and lay there blankly.

At this time, Biyun opened the door and came in.

"Miss, are you awake? Why are you crying again?"

Biyun hurriedly stepped forward to wipe her with a handkerchief, and fetched water for her.

Qiu Ge also sat up, barely washed his face, and became more energetic.

"Miss, the vines outside are quite beautiful, do you want to go and have a look?"

Biyun looked at her distressedly, and wanted to pull her out for a walk.

Qiu Ge didn't refuse, and let the other party pull her all the way to the corridor full of vines.

The vines are indeed blooming beautifully, white, hanging from top to bottom, with a kind of dreamy and unreal feeling.

Bi Yun seemed to be feeling emotionally at the side: "It's a pity that this vine has no fragrance, otherwise it would be really consummated, what do you think, Miss?"

Qiuge didn't know what to say. She looked at the branches of the vines, clinging to the beams and pillars in the corridor, and suddenly felt a kind of sadness.

"Am I just like these vines, born to be attached to others, and they want to tear me down and set me on fire, and I can't resist."

Biyun lowered her eyes, with a strange pity in her expression, she said: "Yes, miss, how pitiful, your fate is like these vines, you are destined not to survive alone."

Qiu Ge burst into tears.

"Miss, do you want to change?"

White Tea: "..."

Hey, this Biyun...

Speaking of Qiuge, with both Biyun and Hengyao beside her, she can still hesitate like this, and she is really firm in her heart.

Qiu Ge walked down the corridor in a daze, and the wind blew by, shaking the wisteria flowers.

"I want to, of course I want to...but what can I do?"

"I can't think of a way to get the best of both worlds. I don't want to die willingly, nor can I look at my parents and suffer because of me..."

"I know, maybe I'm just thinking too much, maybe if I escape, my parents won't suffer anything... At most, they will return to their original life, but without me."

"I can't do it..."

Qiuge walked staggeringly, and the surrounding sky gradually dimmed.

A white mist rose up.

But she was ignorant of all this and kept moving forward.

This promenade is so long, it seems that it will never end.

It's as if she can't see the front of her life.

A faint fragrance permeated the air.

(End of this chapter)