Mecha Star Wars

Chapter 43
"That's natural," Xie Bisheng continued: "Lin Fan is not only an important member of your special agency, but also a precious asset of our country. We will naturally cherish her and carefully protect her safety in all aspects. Dr. Jin Isn't it there? If there is anything wrong, just tell me and I will solve it. "

When Jin Sichen heard his name being mentioned, he smiled and nodded to Xie Bisheng.If the deputy director can release such words, Lin Fan's safety will be guaranteed to a certain extent.

Wu Yusen also smiled and said: "Deputy Director Xie said, we definitely believe it. It's just that Lin Fan's illness is indeed a little different from ordinary people, and it may have a certain impact on the progress of the research. I hope everyone will be more considerate. "

Xie Bisheng waved his hand and said on behalf of the others: "This is not a problem. With Dr. Jin here, we cooperate and believe that Lin Fan will soon overcome the illness and recover. Those who study are the most patient."

Others in group 623 agreed one after another, telling Wu Yusen not to worry, they would give priority to Lin Fan's physical condition.

"Although we have checked the information, we still don't know much about depression. Can you tell us more about Lin Fan's situation and what needs to be paid attention to, so as not to cause unnecessary harm when we don't realize it." The speaker was a A middle-aged man in his 40s.

"That's natural. As a professional, Dr. Jin has the most right to speak. Let him explain in detail for you." Wu Yusen handed the topic to Jin Sichen, and sat down with a smile on his face.

"Okay, let me explain Lin Fan's recent status and taboos." Jin Sichen did not stand up to speak like Wu Yusen, but sat firmly.But in his capacity, no one would say anything.

"According to what I know so far, Lin Fan's depression is not in the outbreak stage, and his mood is relatively stable, but various symptoms are still very obvious."

"The onset of depression is usually manifested in three major aspects: core symptom group, psychological symptom group and physical symptom group. I will combine these symptom groups to talk about Lin Fan's individual performance."

While Jin Sichen was speaking, the researchers took notes one after another, just like listening to a teacher in class, with serious expressions and seriousness.Even Xie Bisheng was no exception.

"Let's talk about the core symptoms first. The first thing that bears the brunt is depression. In a state of depression for a long time, I often feel distressed, sad, unbearable, unhappy, life feels like years, and life is worse than death... Lin Fan has all these symptoms. Everyone in the middle can easily detect it."

"But Lin Fan is a little special. Her emotions are relatively stable, and she doesn't have very strong pessimism. This has a lot to do with her little contact with the outside world and her efforts to control it. This is also an aspect that everyone should pay attention to. Don't Stirring her even more pessimism."

"Another classic manifestation of the core symptom cluster is loss of interest and pleasure."

"I can't get interested in anything, and I don't feel any pleasure in the things I used to feel happy. I can't get any pleasure from daily activities. I read books or play on the computer on weekdays, just to pass the time, and I don't get any fun from it."

"For example: the salary of our special agency is very high. As a person who has been ill for several years, financially distressed, and needs help from others, Lin Fan didn't even blink his eyelids when he learned that he was getting a high salary. He only thought about death. Will the funeral money be enough for her parents to survive the rest of their lives. This is both a manifestation of pessimism and a loss of desire."

"On the other hand, as a 35-year-old woman, she doesn't have the idea that normal women love beauty and want to be beautiful. You can tell by looking at her clothes, the clothes are washed out and deformed. She is still wearing them. This is not because she is frugal. It’s about not caring about the quality of life, just getting by.”

Everyone looked at Lin Fan.The large T-shirt has been worn for several years, the color is old, the neckline is loose and deformed, and the edges have been worn out, and sporadic small holes can be seen faintly on the clothes.Such clothes may not necessarily be worn by seventy or eighty-year-old ladies.

"During the security check at the outpost just now, I discovered that the only luggage she was carrying was the little red bag in her hand."

"What's in it? Two sets of clothes, plus underwear, a total of 8 pieces of upper and lower body, one of which is a badly torn T-shirt. Mobile phone, data cable, charging treasure, water cup, towel, toothbrush, slippers, ID card and Keys. Oh, and a dirty sheet."

"I would like to ask everyone here, who only takes such a small amount of luggage when traveling far away? And that's what she did."

"We all know that her stay at 800 will not be too short, and her luggage is not enough to cope with the change of seasons. Even if I spend this summer, I feel that it is too reluctant. When Wu Teqin proposed to buy her clothes She was also rejected. This is also a manifestation of her strong indifference to the quality of life. She doesn’t care about external material conditions at all,”

The red bag was placed on Lin Fan's lap, and everyone could only see a rough idea, and indeed there were not many things inside.They thought it was something Lin Fan was carrying with him, but they didn't expect it to be all his luggage.Even male researchers can't help but feel that there are too few.

"In addition to these, Lin Fan's hunger and appetite have also been lost. As long as it is not the food she hates, she will eat it, but the taste is similar to chewing paper. Because of filling the stomach and enjoying delicious food, but not to starve to death, like coping with tasks, eating for eating. The amount of food is also small, one or two meals a day is normal, and can only maintain the minimum needs of survival .”

About eating, Jin Sichen asked Wu Yusen again when Lin Fan was sleeping.

"We all know that in this world, we all live for all kinds of desires, whether it's longing for a better life, longing for money to become a rich man, or standing at the pinnacle of power, becoming a superior person, or building a happy family and raising a family." Raising children is fun..."

"After all, people have desires. Even animals live by their own instinctive desires. The loss of Lin Fan's desires made her have no expectations for anything, and at the same time she didn't care about her own life. Depression is more dangerous."

"Next, I will reverse her situation as soon as possible, and arouse her desire for foreign things, whether it is money or material desires... No matter what aspect, there is desire to have concern and reluctance."

"Before, she still had concerns about her parents, but this concern has been let go after confirming the amount of funeral compensation. She came here with the idea of ​​dying, and she has already done the research of being sliced. Various preparations for the corpse."

In the end, Jin Sichen pointed out Lin Fan's inner thoughts, and also reminded 800 what to beware of in special cases.

Lin Fan tilted his head slightly, and tapped in Jin Sichen's direction.Yesterday's conversation was not so in-depth. I didn't expect him to guess so much by himself. He is indeed a top psychologist.

The researchers whispered, they can understand how difficult the days without hope are, and they will go through a round of research failure every time.

But they will relieve their emotions, travel, play games, watch movies or sing K... cheer themselves up in various ways, and quickly rebuild their confidence and invest in a new round of research.

They know the pain, but it's still hard to imagine what it's like to have it going on day and night.Who can stand normal people?
And now Lin Fan is sitting here in good order. Although she doesn't say a word, she doesn't show any extreme emotions, and she doesn't have any confusion, which is enough to show her tenacity.

"Hey! How could it be possible to die? There are slices and so on..." Xie Bisheng quickly denied, "Lin Fan, you are overthinking! You are too late for all our 623 colleagues, how can you be sliced? It is even more impossible I deliberately killed you for research! I promise with my research career that our institute will never do such a crazy thing! Don't worry!"

"This is also a manifestation of pessimism. When things happen, they always think about the bad. For ordinary people, even the most trivial things may be magnified by Lin Fan, entangled repeatedly, and increase the emotional burden."

"This is not something she can control. It is the characteristic of depression. She is actually the biggest victim. She has to keep tossing back and forth in various emotions, and finally restrain herself to a stable state. It is easy to say, but it is hard No one can understand."

"So I hope everyone can understand her various untimely thoughts, and try not to bring the matter to Lin Fan's eyes. After all, she may think about things that we forget in the blink of an eye, tossing herself for several months."

"Oh..." Everyone nodded. From this point of view, Lin Fan is really pitiful. They must pay attention to it in the future and try not to hurt her.

"There are more symptoms in the psychological symptom group. Unfortunately, Lin Fan meets almost all of them. It is said that the various symptoms of major depression can only be diagnosed if they meet some of them. People like Lin Fan who have almost all the symptoms, I also This is the first time I've seen you." Jin Sichen sighed, looking at Lin Fan who bowed his head and didn't move, he felt hard thinking about it.

"Many people have experienced anxiety, which is also one of the classic symptoms of psychological symptoms. It is manifested as upset, nervous, restless, cranky, etc. The process is repeated and long-lasting, difficult to control, and will cause great psychological pressure."

"It was just said that Lin Fan made the determination to die. Before she made this determination, she must have experienced repeated anxiety. She was afraid of going out, and she was afraid that the new things she encountered would cause more anxiety and negative emotions. Typical anxiety symptoms."

"Before we took her to the special agency, she lived alone for two and a half years. During this period, she stayed at home and hardly went out. In the past six months, she was only able to feed stray animals in the courtyard of the community, and it was rare. After meeting people, she quickly returned to her home. Not saying hello is not impolite, but she has communication barriers and is afraid of dealing with strangers."

A group of people nodded, they didn't care about Lin Fan not saying hello, they didn't expect this to be one of the symptoms.

"Communication barriers are the manifestation of slow thinking. It is also manifested as slow response, difficulty in thinking about problems, decreased speaking, decreased ability to make decisions, etc. And Lin Fan has all of these."

"She often can't remember what happened recently, it's hard to concentrate, it's hard to react quickly after learning about something, she doesn't understand what's going on for a long time, and she doesn't care about her environment and the external environment , these are manifestations of cognitive impairment.”

"When the cognitive impairment is at its worst, there will be 'three no' symptoms."

"Lin Fan has a very low opinion of himself, thinking that he is useless, he can't do anything, and living is worthless. It's a waste of air. , which is 'helpless."

"Thinking that life is hopeless, the future is bleak, and there is no way out. This is 'hopeless'. These 'three noes' will aggravate pessimism and make the disease unable to improve."

"She also has strong self-criminal behavior. She feels that her illness has dragged her parents down and caused a serious burden on them. She feels that if it is not for her existence, the family will be better off. She is full of guilt for her long-term illness and cannot recover for a long time. and self-blame."

"Accompanied by negative suicidal thoughts. Due to the recurring feelings of self-blame and guilt, the 'three no' symptoms continued to interfere, and Lin Fan also repeatedly had self-harm and suicidal thoughts."

"When she saw sharp objects, she couldn't help but want to stab herself. She also committed suicide by jumping into a river on impulse. Fortunately, she was rescued by someone."

Everyone looked at Lin Fan in surprise, knowing that suicide is already the most serious manifestation of depression.Looking at Lin Fan's calm appearance, he never expected such a violent behavior.

After Jin Sichen talked so much, Lin Fan was still in the same posture that he just came in, motionless.A group of people couldn't help feeling a little distressed.

"I also want to take this opportunity to tell everyone, don't let Lin Fan come into contact with any sharp objects, in case she can't control herself and hurt herself."

"What is the range of sharp objects...?" A female researcher asked.

"Knives, scissors, needles and other sharp objects with sharp edges. For a while, when she only thought of sharp objects such as knives and needles in her mind, she couldn't help but want to pierce her body and eyes. So try not to let her see it, and avoid too many associations."

Everyone gasped, just thinking about stabbing themselves, how scary it was, they all expressed their attention.

Lin Fan has actually gone through that serious period, and now he occasionally has this kind of thought, but he is not as impulsive as before, and he can easily suppress it.But she didn't want to talk, so she could listen to what Jin Sichen had to say.

　The introduction of the disease will definitely be a bit boring, but now the introduction is clear, and there will be comparison later.

　　
　
(End of this chapter)