Mecha Star Wars

Chapter 37 Break Up
Song Ren never thought of breaking up.

He has always believed that the relationship between the two is very stable.Although these years, Li Fangfang has hardly complained, and has always expressed her understanding and support for him.

It was precisely because of her understanding that Song Ren felt that he owed her too much. He trained hard and made meritorious service. He wanted to earn higher honors for Li Fangfang and be worthy of her waiting and dedication.

Well done, why did you say you broke up all of a sudden?
Song Ren didn't know why.He thought it might be because Li Fangfang waited too long, and his injury frightened her this time, and his emotions accumulated to a certain extent, and his anger exploded.He hurriedly asked the leader for leave.

When the leader learned of the situation, he approved the long vacation with a swipe of a pen, and said that this time Song Ren would not be allowed to return to the team until he got married anyway.

Song Ren, who had a long vacation, hurried back to coax Li Fangfang, but he couldn't get through the phone.

As the King of Special Warfare Soldiers, Song Ren noticed something unusual.But more worried about what might have happened to Li Fangfang.

He didn't have the contact information of Li Fangfang's parents, so he could only go to her house to find someone.When I saw Li Fangfang walking and chatting with other girls downstairs, smiling happily, I let go of my worries.

The moment Li Fangfang saw Song Ren, her smile disappeared completely, and her face became stiff.

Song Ren's heart skipped a beat, and the heart that had just let go slowly lifted up again.He sensed that things might not be as he thought.

Having met face to face, Li Fangfang couldn't escape, said goodbye to her friends, and walked with Song Ren to a coffee shop outside the community.

The coffee shop is also really magical, it seems to be a holy place to talk about breaking up.

Song Ren ordered coffee for the two of them, and Li Fangfang's favorite pastry, and waited for the food to arrive before he was ready to speak.

"Fangfang..."

"I have it!" Li Fangfang interrupted suddenly.

What's there?Song Ren was at a loss.But when he saw Li Fangfang unconsciously covering his belly with his hands, he frowned and had a bad guess.

It has been 6 months since Song Ren was injured, and he has not been with Li Fangfang during this period.Li Fangfang said now that she has such a flat belly, it will definitely not exceed 3 months...

And the breakup text message was received only yesterday...

"Who is it?!" Song Ren's good temper doesn't mean he won't get angry.But any man will definitely be furious when encountering such a situation.

Song Ren squeezed his hands under the table, but he still suppressed the anger in his heart, and he didn't show anything except his bad face.

Li Fangfang heard the anger from Song Ren's calm voice, peeked at him, was frightened by his sharp eyes, couldn't help trembling and couldn't speak.

Song Ren is a person who has seen blood on the battlefield. Once his aura is released, ordinary people can't resist it at all.

Seeing Li Fangfang trembling with fright, Song Ren took a deep breath, controlled the overflowing emotions, and asked again in a soft voice, just like the tone he had been talking to Li Fangfang for so many years.

"Fangfang, who is it?"

"...It's...a college classmate." Li Fangfang flinched and said it.

Song Ren stared fixedly at the top of Li Fangfang's head: "Are you forced?"

Li Fangfang's trembling body suddenly stopped, and then continued to tremble again.

Song Ren didn't understand what was going on here. His heart seemed to be crushed and repeatedly crushed by a steamroller. His whole chest was congested. He wanted to yell but saw Li Fangfang tremblingly lowering his head, so he held back.

She was terrified, Song Ren knew.

Li Fangfang is someone he has kept in his heart for more than ten years, a partner he wants to spend his whole life with. He knows exactly what her every gesture represents, and these familiarities now seem like irony.

"When did it happen?" Song Ren let out a long sigh.

Seeing that Song Ren did not explode, Li Fangfang's tone was as gentle as ever, and she gradually relaxed.

"Just when you were discharged from the hospital. I participated in a class reunion, and if I drank too much..."

Song Ren was hospitalized for about 2 months.

When he was discharged from the hospital, the leader expressed his intention to transfer him to another place.He disagreed, wanted to stay on the team, and worked hard to recover in order to prove that he could do it.

He remembered that Li Fangfang was a little unhappy at that time and didn't come for a few days.

But he was busy recovering at the time, so he didn't think much about it, and Li Fangfang came back a few days later and showed nothing unusual, and she was very enthusiastic about helping him recover.He also felt that Li Fangfang was very supportive of him, and he was very moved...

So it was then?
Not right either.That was at least 4 months ago, and Li Fangfang's stomach now... that is, more than once.

Song Ren felt a fire in his chest and wanted to rush out. He squeezed his nose hard and took another deep breath.He knew that Li Fangfang had waited very hard after serving in the army for so many years, and he was also very guilty...

"Speak clearly." No matter how calm and smart Song Ren was, he still couldn't predict the current situation. He still wanted to know why.

"I originally thought that you would be very happy when you returned to the place and you would no longer be in danger." Li Fangfang still lowered her head and said, Song Ren's anger subsided a little when he heard this.

"But you don't want to, you still want to go back to the army. I've been waiting for you for so many years, and I can only see you a few days a year. It's so easy for you to transfer back, and we can be together, but you don't want to!"

Li Fangfang was also angry.Understanding is understanding, but after waiting for so many years, she wants to be with Song Renshou even more.Song Ren didn't want to refuse such a good opportunity.

Song Ren originally wanted to say that family members could be together as if they were in the army, but he still didn't say anything.

Although the procrastination of the wedding was due to some uncontrollable reasons, it was indeed his fault. It delayed Li Fangfang for too long and made her feel insecure.Maybe if I got the certificate earlier, it wouldn't be the case now.

"I was not happy that day, and there happened to be a class reunion, so I went." Li Fangfang continued in a low voice, "Everyone talked about their own development. Except for me, other classmates were married, and some of them got married after they divorced. I heard I feel uncomfortable, so I drink too much..."

Song Ren knew about the classmate's reunion, it was a high school classmate's reunion, and they were all Song Ren's classmates, so they knew everything about it.He still let Li Fangfang have fun at the beginning, so why did he get involved with his college classmates again?

"Later, after dinner, I went to sing with them again...I met...a college classmate there..." Li Fangfang felt embarrassed as she spoke, but now, it's better to finish it all at once, "He saw that I drank too much, so he kindly sent me home...but he woke up in the morning..."

I didn't say it later, but Song Ren understood.He couldn't help pressing Chuchu's temple with his hand.If it was just this accident, although Li Fangfang was unsuspecting, she was also an unconscious victim, and Song Ren was not unforgivable.

"and after?"

"...Later...Later, he appeared often and kept asking me about my health. I told him that I had a partner, but he didn't listen. At that time, you were recovering in the hospital and you didn't show up. He thought I was lying to him , has been chasing me..."

"why did not you tell me?"

"...Don't dare to say, because after all..." Li Fangfang felt guilty. If she hadn't had a relationship, she would definitely tell Song Ren.But after the relationship, she herself felt guilty, and she couldn't tell others, and she couldn't refuse.

"So during the rehabilitation period, was it true that he was so kind to me or did he feel guilty?" Song Ren recalled Li Fangfang's hospitality during that period.

He also found it strange at the time that Li Fangfang had always been a coquettish character and was not very good at taking care of others. When the two were together, Song Ren mostly took care of her.

She was angry and Song Ren felt it. She didn't come for a few days thinking that she was going to calm down. Later, she showed up to help him recover very attentively, even more considerate than when he was hospitalized. Song Ren thought she had figured it out , I didn't expect the truth to be like this.

Li Fangfang bowed her head and said nothing, obviously that considerate care and encouragement was just a manifestation of guilty conscience.

Song Ren thought in his heart that she couldn't be completely blamed, but his anger still surged up.

"Go ahead." Song Ren folded his arms around his chest, his muscles tensed.

"Later, you just wanted to recover and return to the team. I was unhappy, but I didn't dare to say it, and I was annoyed by pretending to be happy. He...he saw that I was in a bad mood, so he asked..."

"At that time, I needed someone to talk to, and he was really nice to me, so I told him, and then...he took me to the bar to relax, and I didn't know after two drinks..."

Song Ren knew that although some drinks in the bar tasted like drinks, they had high alcohol content, and he would get drunk if he didn't pay attention.Obviously drunk and then...

"Later, he chased me every day, and he really treated me very well. Since you were not by my side all the time, I just..."

Obviously, the first time was an accident, the second time was a half-push, and then it just went with the flow.

Song Ren tensed his whole body and asked, "Why did you send me a message yesterday?"

He didn't blame Li Fangfang for being unable to bear the loneliness, but since he already had a second heart, why didn't he make it clear in time?Although he did make Li Fangfang wait for a long time, and he was also at fault, but his heart has never had anyone else!

Li Fangfang hesitated for a while and said, "I can't bear you."

Song Ren almost laughed angrily, reluctant to let him have a child with another man.

This is typical of eating from the bowl and looking into the pot.

"Did you inform me because you couldn't hide it?" He asked a little self-deprecatingly.

"...He knew I had it, and said he wanted to marry me, let me make it clear to you..." Li Fangfang said gruffly.

Of course she likes Song Ren more in her heart. After all, Song Songren is tall and handsome, his family conditions are good, he treats her well, and he has feelings for so many years since he was a child.

But it is precisely because of so many years of getting together less and more, her feelings for Song Ren are partly uncertain.

She wants more long-term company and greetings.And this person who appeared now fit her needs exactly.

Even though that person was not as good as Song Ren in terms of body and appearance, he chased her every day and was willing to spend money for her. His family was rich, so her inner balance was tilted towards this person.

The relationship of more than ten years has changed beyond recognition in these few months.

Song Ren didn't say anything after listening for a long time, and Li Fangfang didn't dare to speak. Silence spread between the two of them.

After a while, Song Ren raised his head and stretched his stiff neck, took a deep look at Li Fangfang who was still keeping his head down, and said, "I wish you happiness."After speaking, he took his handbag and got up.

The bag contains the approved marriage application, transfer order, promotion notice and military medal.Originally, I wanted to show Li Fangfang to make her happy, so there is no need to show it now.

He went to the front desk to settle the bill and left the cafe without looking back.

Li Fangfang looked at Song Ren's back, her lips trembling, tears streaming down her face, she couldn't tell whether she regretted it or not.

　In the past two days, my temperature has dropped, and I feel cold when I wear long sleeves to go out.Pick up a knitted cardigan and wear it, hoping that the weather won't get cold so quickly. (*^▽^*)
　　
　
(End of this chapter)