Mecha Star Wars

Chapter 11 Another possibility

Wu Yusen's car was parked not far downstairs. It was a brown commercial vehicle. The glass was covered with black heat-insulating film, so the inside could not be seen from the outside.

Wu Yusen wanted to open the middle door to let Lin Fan get in the car, but she didn't expect that she opened the passenger door and got in.Wu Yusen didn't say anything, got into the driver's seat, and started the car quickly.

Lin Fan didn't want to sit with Wu Yusen either, but she got motion sickness.

As long as you don't drive by yourself, you will get dizzy if you ride in someone else's car, ranging from dizziness to vomiting.The specific situation depends on the skill of the driver and the condition of the vehicle.Just sitting in the co-pilot, maybe because I can see things in front of my eyes, it can be a little better.

If it's an acquaintance's car, she might lie in the back seat and squint to relieve some discomfort.It is impossible to squint in Wu Yusen's car, and it is almost the same if you pay close attention to the road.

Maybe it's because the sense of unreality is too heavy, and a certain corner of my heart still has some doubts that this person is a liar.

It was past 10 o'clock when Wu Yusen came to the door.It didn't take long to drive out, and it was 11 o'clock before I left the city.I didn't know when it was time to eat at the service area after getting on the expressway. With Lin Fan's consent, the two of them got off the car and had something to eat first.

I found a fast Chinese restaurant, the kind that provides small dishes and self-checkout.

Lin Fan took some ingredients, one soup, and some rice, and went to find a seat.Wu Yusen took a few dishes, and after paying the bill, he quickly found Lin Fan. The two ate seriously without feeling too much estrangement.

After dinner, I got on the bus and went directly to the expressway.Wu Yusen spoke up: "You didn't eat in the morning, is this enough for lunch?"

Lin Fan knew that people who drive for a long time should not be too quiet, they are prone to doze off, and he also cooperated with him: "Enough, I always eat less. Normally, I have two meals a day, and sometimes I have one meal a day."

Wu Yusen looked ahead, and Lin Fan's image appeared in his mind.

Lin Fangao was dressed loosely, so some flesh on his body was not obvious, and the preliminary estimate may be 170 Jin.But according to her appetite today, two meals a day can't raise these meats at all.

"You think I'm so fat, why do I eat so little?" Lin Fan guessed what he was thinking.

"No, I was afraid that you would be hungry." I was really afraid that she would be hungry, Wu Yusen thought.

"All the flesh on my body is taken from medicine. You know that some medicines contain hormones, so you will gain weight if you take them?" Lin Fan said.

"I know." No wonder the flesh on her body is swollen like a steamed bun, which is different from ordinary fat.

"Do you still take it now?" Hormone medicine is not a good thing, and the body can't stand it after taking it for a long time.

"I haven't taken it for a long time. The medicine is too expensive and I can't afford it. I stopped two years ago, but I haven't lost weight."

"Is it antidepressant medicine?" Wu Yusen asked.There are only a few items briefly written in the investigation materials, and these specific situations will naturally not be mentioned.

"Correct."

"Any other side effects?"

"There are quite a lot. For example, I am in poor health now, and I get tired after a little movement. I always feel very noisy, and my eyes get tired easily. Sometimes, I just get up, brush my teeth, wash my face and have breakfast, and I start to get tired within an hour. Lie down again."

Lin Fan felt that there was nothing to hide about these things, so he just explained it clearly to Wu Yusen, so as to save him from always feeling that he has superpowers, "Memory has also deteriorated. I told you that I can't always remember things. "

"Why didn't you continue to treat? Is it because you don't have money?"

"In the beginning, it was because of lack of money. A month's medical bills cost seven or eight thousand, and we had to see a psychiatrist, which added up to almost ten thousand." Lin Fan recalled: "I saw it for more than a year, and my savings were used up. People are not good. , but more and more problems. I stopped the medicine."

"I heard that psychiatric drugs should be withdrawn gradually, otherwise it will be very painful, similar to drug rehabilitation." Wu Yusen often contacts people in the psychological team and has heard about these.

"It was quite painful, but the side effects at that time forced me to continue. At that time, I felt that my body and nerves had reached a certain extreme, and it was even more painful to stop."

"Does the doctor agree to stop the medicine?" Wu Yusen asked in surprise.

"I didn't ask the doctor. I didn't have any money at the time. It was also uncomfortable, so I didn't go to the hospital at all, and it was cut off directly." Lin Fan said lightly.

Even Wu Yusen, who considered himself a tough guy, couldn't help but glance at Lin Fan.

As he said, forcibly stopping psychotropic drugs is similar to drug withdrawal.Everyone knows that detoxification is very painful.Many people couldn't quit because they couldn't bear the pain, and some even committed suicide.

But the calm-looking girl next to her had experienced such pain, and she didn't seem to care.Is it completely numb or hard in the bones?
"How long did the withdrawal pain last?" he asked again.

"It's still two a month, I don't remember." At that time, the whole person was dizzy, and he didn't care about the time at all.

Wu Yusen was silent for a moment, thinking of a possibility: "Could those sequelae be the consequences of forcibly withdrawing the drug? The damage caused by forcibly withdrawing the drug?" In his impression, the sequelae of the drug did not seem to be so severe. Now, people are ruined.

"Maybe." Lin Fan shrugged, "It's meaningless to say these things now."

"So how are you feeling now?"

"Now?" Lin Fanxuan and Wu Yusen glanced, "Are you referring to the pain caused by the sequelae? I'm used to it. I feel the pain. I don't know if it has really lessened after a long time, or the body has gradually adapted to it. , it’s really getting used to it.”

"Is there still pain?"

"Why, didn't I mention it just now?" Lin Fan thought for a while, as if he didn't say anything, "Everywhere in my body hurts all the time, and I went to the hospital for an examination. They said it was neurological, and I was prescribed medicine, but I didn't take it. .”

"It's also because of money?"

"That's right. In fact, the first time I opened it, it was useless to eat it, so I didn't eat it again."

"Where does it hurt?" Wu Yusen asked.

"It hurts everywhere. My head hurts, my neck hurts, my arms hurt, and sometimes my heart hurts. Sometimes my knee hurts, sometimes my whole leg hurts. I feel like there is no pain in my whole body." I want to laugh a little.

It sounded serious, Wu Yusen frowned: "What kind of pain is it?"

"Sometimes there is a dull pain, like muscle inflammation, and it hurts secretly. Sometimes there is a sudden stabbing pain, and the whole person is frozen and unable to move. It takes a while to recover. Sometimes it feels like a steel bar is being pulled in the body. "

"The most severe headache is the headache. When it is severe, it feels like steel bars are hanging from the temple, and the front of the head is lifted. The whole person can't stay awake."

Wu Yusen didn't know what to say all of a sudden, this kind of pain method, even a good person can make me depressed?He suddenly understood Lin Fan's depression.

"I also learned a new word called 'migratory pain'. It's very apt, isn't it." Lin Fan smiled lightly.

Wu Yusen took a glance, and found that the smile didn't reach his eyes, it was more like a helpless compromise.

"Then don't you usually have any happy things?" Wu Yusen changed the subject.

"It's been a long time since I knew what happiness is." Lin Fan said.

"What do you like to eat?" If we can't continue the conversation, we will change the subject.

"do not know."

"do not have it?"

"I used to have it. But later, I didn't feel that way anymore. I used to be happy when I ate something I liked, but now I don't know what joy is. My feelings are missing." Lin Fan recalled. "And most of the time, I can't taste the food. I don't feel any different when I eat meat and vegetables. I don't feel hungry either. Eating something every day is just not letting myself starve to death."

Wu Yusen gave Lin Fan a surprised look.If it wasn't on the highway, he really wanted to stop the car and ask about it.

This is not normal at all!

Lin Fan felt the gaze from the next door, and she smiled again: "I've changed too much these years, and I don't look like myself anywhere. If the face in the mirror is not familiar, I suspect that it's a different person."

Wu Yusen's heart skipped a beat.Lin Fan might not care, but he works in a special agency, so he knows that this kind of thing is completely possible.

If this way of thinking goes on, Lin Fan is right to deny that he has supernatural powers, because it is indeed not her who has supernatural powers.Her tiredness and pain seemed to have a reason.

But it's too early to say.After all, he was not sure what the situation was. If it was true, it was not clear how friendly the other party was. If he said too much, he would startle the snake.

Thinking of this, Wu Yusen decided not to ask Lin Fan any more, but to tell some anecdotes about the special agency.

What he said were all small, unconfidential news, and it didn't matter if he told them.Although Lin Fan was not interested, in order to prevent Wu Yusen from falling into a quiet state and causing drowsiness, he still responded one after another.

I don't know if it's because of the good car or Wu Yusen's good driving skills, Lin Fan did not feel particularly uncomfortable all the way.

Probably because of the relationship between weekends and weekends, there are more cars on the road, and the road that can be reached in 3 and a half hours, it took 5 hours to drive.Lin Fan was a little surprised when he entered Gaohe City from the toll booth, until the car stopped and stopped in an old compound.

Wu Yusen unbuckled his seat belt, and Lin Fan obediently got out of the car.

Looking around, the yard is quite empty. There is a three-story old building in front of it. The exterior wall is decorated with mosaics, which looks like the architectural style of the 90s.Surrounded by trees outside the yard, the location seems to be relatively secluded and there is no traffic.Looking up, there is an elevated road not far away. I don't know if it is a railway track or a high-speed road.

"This used to be the house of the Power Supply Bureau. Later, the Power Supply Bureau built a new building and moved out, so we took over here." Wu Yusen said as he led Lin Fan into the old building.

Lin Fan didn't see any signs from outside the door. After following in, he realized that the old building was only the facade, and the interior had long been renovated.

The entire wall facing the gate shows a beautiful scenery of mountains and rivers with mosaic murals.Around this wall is a glass door, which looks like a real office area.

Wu Yusen swiped his work card on the opposite side of the door, and the glass opened with a ding-dong.Lin Fan followed Wu Yusen into the room and walked towards the front desk.

The lady at the front desk saw Wu Yusen coming in, and greeted happily: "Wu Te is back?"

"Yes," Wu Yusen replied with a smile, "give me a visitor card and register it under my name."

"Is it the newcomer brought in this time?" The young lady looked at Lin Fan curiously.

Lin Fan didn't hear the question, she was staring at the background wall of the front desk in a daze.

I saw that there were a few large characters that were gleaming in gold and extremely earthy - Ririhong Trading Co., Ltd.

(End of this chapter)